{"id":29198,"date":"2018-11-17T03:00:53","date_gmt":"2018-11-16T23:00:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29198"},"modified":"2018-11-17T09:47:15","modified_gmt":"2018-11-17T05:47:15","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29198","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Na\u011f\u0131l\u00e7\u0131 \u015eahan\u0259 olanda…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nPrezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong> <\/p>\n

\u0130yirmi iki ya\u015f\u0131mda h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259m bu idi: “H\u0259yat na\u011f\u0131l deyil, amma na\u011f\u0131llars\u0131z da h\u0259yat yoxdur”… H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. <\/p>\n

“Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 don”dan ba\u015flay\u0131b “\u018fmrah\u0131n na\u011f\u0131l\u0131”nad\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 sevir\u0259m; oxuma\u011f\u0131 da, s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi d\u0259, s\u00f6yl\u0259dikc\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 l\u0259hc\u0259sini i\u015f\u0259 sal\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n bir-iki epizod uydurma\u011f\u0131 da. M\u0259n \u00e7oxdan k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015f\u0259m na\u011f\u0131l\u00e7\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n sirrini-bu sirr sevginin \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

… \u015eahan\u0259 deyirdi kitab\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xacaq, el\u0259 bilirdim, ad\u0131 “Bir q\u0131z\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k d\u00fcnyaya” olacaq. Ax\u0131, kitablar\u0131m\u0131z da bizim o\u011flumuza-q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131za tayd\u0131… Amma \u015eahan\u0259 d\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l\u00e7\u0131ym\u0131\u015f… \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 onun na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 m\u0259nim bildiyim na\u011f\u0131llardan bir az f\u0259rqliymi\u015f; qafiy\u0259li, hecal\u0131, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc-nizaml\u0131… <\/p>\n

“\u015eahan\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131”nda divl\u0259r n\u0259 qara deyil, n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l, r\u0259ngsizdil\u0259r. Ax\u0131, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar r\u0259ngsiz olur… Onu kim nec\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsa, o r\u0259ng\u0259 d\u0259 boyay\u0131r. M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d q\u0131rx ar\u015f\u0131n qaranl\u0131q quyunun dibin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr burda; o, sad\u0259c\u0259, \u015eahan\u0259ni Bak\u0131ya tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b gedir. \u015eahan\u0259 is\u0259 sehrli s\u00f6zl\u0259ri sehrsiz g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Yoluna s\u0259pilib g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nuru,
\nYoxlu\u011fun i\u00e7ind\u0259 de nec\u0259 durum?!
\nQoruya bilirs\u0259n, qal, \u00f6z\u00fcn qoru,
\nAx\u0131, at\u0131b getm\u0259z sev\u0259n-sev\u0259ni,
\nBak\u0131ya \u0259man\u0259t eyl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

V\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l olmayan bir h\u0259yat\u0131n ger\u00e7\u0259yi budur ki, ged\u0259nl\u0259r qay\u0131tm\u0131r… El\u0259 getdiyi kimi d\u0259 heyk\u0259ll\u0259\u015fir yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nin yadda\u015f\u0131nda… <\/p>\n

“\u015eahan\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131”nda bir d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259r var. \u015eahan\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259ri… <\/p>\n

… G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 “\u018fll\u0259rin yan\u0131”, “\u018fll\u0259rin kruqu” deyil\u0259n bir yer var, Bak\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn avtobuslar\u0131n t\u0259yinat n\u00f6qt\u0259sidir o yer. H\u0259tta yol\u00e7ular taksi sifari\u015fi ed\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 bu yeri ni\u015fan verir. \u0130ll\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l o yerd\u0259 qo\u015fa \u0259l heyk\u0259li vard\u0131. El\u0259 h\u00fcznl\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki… El\u0259 bil \u00fcz\u00fc Bak\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f G\u0259nc\u0259ni t\u0259rk ed\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 “gedi\u015fin m\u00fcbar\u0259k” deyirdil\u0259r… \u0130ndi o heyk\u0259l yoxdur, \u0259ll\u0259rin yeri bo\u015fdur. Amma he\u00e7 k\u0259s o \u0259ll\u0259ri unutmur, unuda bilmir. H\u0259min \u0259ll\u0259r \u00f6z xatir\u0259sini b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 qoyub gedib sanki… Xatir\u0259l\u0259rin yadda\u015f kart\u0131na \u00e7evril\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259r n\u0259yi unuda bil\u0259r ki?!<\/p>\n

\u015eahan\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l\u0131ndak\u0131 \u0130r\u0259m ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n-sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yinin h\u0259r bir gu\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259yib \u0259ll\u0259rin mistikas\u0131n\u0131. Gah deyir: “\u018flimd\u0259 \u015fehl\u0259nib \u0259linin izi…” Y\u0259ni M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din \u0259linin izi \u015eahan\u0259nin ovcunda g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb, sev\u0259n v\u0259 yol g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin dolmu\u015f buludu is\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131rmay\u0131b, sad\u0259c\u0259, bu g\u00fcl\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bir dan \u00fcz\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7ib. G\u00fcl \u015fehl\u0259nib… <\/p>\n

Gah da \u015eahan\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 olmadan a\u00e7\u0131lacaq sabahdan qorxur. \u00dcmumi bir ehtimal\u0131 m\u0259chullu\u011fun “boynuna y\u0131x\u0131r”, qorxusunu etiraf etm\u0259k ist\u0259mir, amma titr\u0259yi\u015fini anlatmaq c\u0259hdind\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmir:<\/p>\n

Deyir, sabah qar ya\u011facaq,
\n\u018flin ver, geyim \u0259lim\u0259…<\/p>\n

\u015eahan\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u0259lini ona do\u011fma olan ovucda gizl\u0259ts\u0259, qorxular\u0131 yox olacaq, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n bet\u0259r daha \u00fcr\u0259yi titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k… Bax, budur, bir \u0259lin \u00fcmumid\u0259n x\u00fcsusiy\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259si… <\/p>\n

“Bak\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yi” \u015feirind\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259rinin d\u0259rdi “ozan d\u0259rdi”dir… D\u00fczd\u00fcr, Bak\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt k\u00fcl\u0259ksiz olmay\u0131b, d\u00fczd\u00fcr, Bak\u0131n\u0131n yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r, amma… M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 el\u0259 bu “amma”dad\u0131r… Sev\u0259n v\u0259 yol g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n bir qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z ilkin m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n adil\u0259\u015f\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilir. Bu \u015feird\u0259 Bak\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yi \u015eahan\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n “b\u0259dxah” pad\u015fah o\u011fluna \u00e7evrilib, sevdiyi \u0259ll\u0259rin yerini tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r: <\/p>\n

Bir vaxtlar \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 it\u0259n \u0259limd\u0259n
\n\u0130ndi k\u00fcl\u0259k yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b…<\/p>\n

\u015eahan\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259ri bir tacir karvan\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb susuz s\u0259hrada qalan g\u00fcl \u015fitilidi. Karvan m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atanda tacir bax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, pad\u015fah\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131na g\u0259tirdiyi sehrli g\u00fcl \u015fitili yoxdur… \u00d6lk\u0259nin d\u00f6rd buca\u011f\u0131na s\u0259s d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, igidl\u0259r atlan\u0131r, ham\u0131 pad\u015fah q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o g\u00fcl\u00fc tapma\u011f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na m\u0259qs\u0259d qoyur. T\u0259bii ki, bu m\u0259qs\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7atmaq-\u015fahzad\u0259nin k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn sevdiyi olmaq yaln\u0131z bir n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 qism\u0259t olur; igidl\u0259rin b\u0259xti oyaq olan\u0131na! \u015eahan\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131ndak\u0131 M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259… Amma bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n ba\u015fqa na\u011f\u0131llardan daha q\u0259mli olmas\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn divl\u0259rin yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtda M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn “oyaq olmamas\u0131d\u0131r”… El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259ri M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din yoxlu\u011funu intihar f\u00fcrs\u0259ti kimi ya\u015fay\u0131r: <\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rin el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ki,
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259…
\nG\u0259l, nolar, g\u0259l,
\nYubanma…
\nYoxsa asacaq sa\u00e7lar\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc
\n\u018fll\u0259rinin yoxlu\u011fundan…<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 k\u00fcp\u0259gir\u0259n qar\u0131lar\u0131n-yalan\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259rin bu \u0259ll\u0259ri aldatmas\u0131 var. T\u0259bii ki, divi, \u015fah q\u0131z\u0131, \u0130r\u0259m ba\u011f\u0131 olan bir na\u011f\u0131l k\u00fcp\u0259gir\u0259n qar\u0131dan kasad ola bilm\u0259z! Bu qar\u0131 \u00f6z k\u00fcp\u00fcn\u0259 girib yol a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuvarland\u0131qca qopard\u0131\u011f\u0131 tozanaq iki sev\u0259ni ay\u0131rma\u011fa yetir d\u0259, ordan o yana ke\u00e7ir d\u0259… Gerid\u0259 yaln\u0131z t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259r qal\u0131r: <\/p>\n

… \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259
\nAxtar\u0131r \u0259linin istisini
\nSa\u011f \u0259lim sol \u0259limd\u0259…<\/p>\n

\u015eahan\u0259nin “\u0130ki \u0259l” \u015feiri is\u0259 ayr\u0131ca bir na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131… Bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bir ax\u015fam sevdiyin\u0259 oxumaq, Ad\u0259mi aldad\u0131b alma yedirtm\u0259k kimidir. Amma na\u011f\u0131llars\u0131z da h\u0259yat yoxdur!<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n yor\u011fun h\u0259yatlar\u0131n
\nQurumu\u015f dodaqlar\u0131na
\nBir cibd\u0259 qovu\u015fan iki \u0259l
\nX\u0259fif t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qondurar,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015fdan gizl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nKi\u00e7ik komaya s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan
\nBir c\u00fct sevgilini and\u0131rar…
\nO dar m\u0259kanda sar\u0131lar bir-birin\u0259
\nTitr\u0259k barmaqlar
\n\u0130ll\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259tlisi kimi…
\nQ\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u015faxtas\u0131ndan donan \u0259ll\u0259rin
\nQovu\u015fmas\u0131 il\u0259,
\nD\u0259ri g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259nin ki\u00e7ik cibin\u0259
\n\u0130l\u0131q bir n\u0259f\u0259s yay\u0131lar
\nYaz n\u0259f\u0259si kimi…
\nBu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik t\u0259masda
\nYa\u015fanar h\u0259r \u015fey;
\nB\u0259\u015f\u0259rin \u0259n m\u0259sum sevgisi-
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq,
\nBax\u0131\u015flardan o\u011frun…<\/p>\n

“\u015eahan\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131”nda b\u00fct\u00fcn xalqlar\u0131n folklorunda ana x\u0259tt hesab olunan “Ay v\u0259 G\u00fcn” \u0259fsan\u0259sinin izl\u0259ri d\u0259 var. T\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck alimi S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn “Az\u0259rbaycan eposunun \u0259fsan\u0259 qaynaqlar\u0131” (G\u0259nc\u0259-2013) adl\u0131 kitab\u0131nda bu \u0259fsan\u0259ni olduqca g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259dqiq edib. \u018ffsan\u0259nin q\u0131sa m\u0259zmunu bel\u0259dir: “Ay v\u0259 G\u00fcn bir-birini sev\u0259n iki a\u015fiq-m\u0259\u015fuqdurlar. Gec\u0259 d\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi sevir, amma G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f ona m\u0259h\u0259l qoymur. Odur ki, Gec\u0259 girir onlar\u0131n aras\u0131na, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f qa\u00e7\u0131r-Ay qovur, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f qa\u00e7\u0131r-Ay qovur, el\u0259 \u00e7atha\u00e7atda Gec\u0259 girir araya. Ha\u00e7an onlar bir-birin\u0259 yeti\u015fs\u0259, day Gec\u0259 olmayacaq, Ay v\u0259 G\u00fcn bir-birin\u0259 qovu\u015facaqd\u0131r. D\u00fcnya, al\u0259m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q olacaqd\u0131r”. <\/p>\n

Qeyri-adi m\u0259qam odur ki, \u015eahan\u0259 bu na\u011f\u0131lda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc G\u00fcn\u0259 yox, Aya b\u0259nz\u0259dir. O, sev\u0259n bir qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z sevgisinin u\u011frunda n\u0259l\u0259ri f\u0259da etdiyini, v\u00fcsal h\u0259sr\u0259til\u0259 gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz dayanmadan “yol getdiyini” anladanda Ay olmaqdan qorxmur… Yegan\u0259 \u015f\u0259rt Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn Ay\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131nda bo\u011fulmas\u0131d\u0131r ki, bu da insanlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn ruh hallar\u0131nda s\u0259maya \u00fcz tutduqlar\u0131n\u0131n poetik simvolikas\u0131d\u0131r… <\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r biz ayr\u0131lsaq;
\nNakam Ay\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131
\nUlduz-ulduz ya\u011far bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259…<\/p>\n

Ay\u0131n ulduzlar i\u00e7ind\u0259ki \u015fahan\u0259liyidir \u015eahan\u0259nin q\u00fcruru… Bu q\u00fcruru anlatma\u011fa da s\u00f6z tap\u0131b na\u011f\u0131l\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131z: “Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131n olmamas\u0131d\u0131r t\u0259nhal\u0131q…” Sonra is\u0259 bir Dan \u00fcz\u00fc qovu\u015fmaq \u00fcmidil\u0259 sevdiyinin “ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259n” Ay\u0131n nakam p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 oxuyuruq “\u015eahan\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131”nda: <\/p>\n

Min ill\u0259r yol g\u0259ldik bir-birimiz\u0259,
\n\u0130\u015f\u0259 bax, ayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck…<\/p>\n

Na\u011f\u0131ldan qopub h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131landa is\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259 “be\u015f g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00fcnyada” el\u0259 be\u015finci g\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nin faniliyini anlay\u0131r. Deyir ki:<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259
\nBir n\u0259f\u0259rlik q\u0259bir axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r
\nYa\u015famaq…<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra sevdal\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oluruq kitab\u0131n v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rind\u0259… Burda \u015eahan\u0259nin n\u0259y\u0259 inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyini tapmaq m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7evrilir. Sanki o, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015feirl\u0259rini el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yaz\u0131b ki, d\u0259rdini unutsun: “Yazmaq d\u0259rdi azaltm\u0131r, El\u0259-bel\u0259 ba\u015f qat\u0131r…” <\/p>\n

… Bak\u0131da harda kimin sevinci varsa, yan\u0131nda \u015eahan\u0259nin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc var, kimin d\u0259rdi varsa, orda \u015eahan\u0259nin bir c\u00fcml\u0259lik “h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq, can!” dem\u0259si var. Amma \u015eahan\u0259 d\u0259rdini h\u0259r adama dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259yir ki, \u00c7exov demi\u015f, “h\u0259md\u0259rdl\u0259ri” onu birc\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fdan anlas\u0131nlar. M\u0259nc\u0259, anlay\u0131rlar… Anlay\u0131r\u0131q… V\u0259 bu anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u015eahan\u0259 d\u0259 bilir. El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259minlikl\u0259 deyir: “\u015eairl\u0259r q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kir g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n”…<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00f6zl\u0259r \u015eahan\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 gizl\u0259tdiyi M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259di “ged\u0259r, g\u0259lm\u0259z”l\u0259r\u0259 sevdir\u0259 bilib. H\u0259, na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn yol ayr\u0131clar\u0131nda t\u0259k bir i\u015far\u0259 var \u015eahan\u0259nin kitab\u0131nda; ham\u0131s\u0131 da “ged\u0259r, g\u0259lm\u0259z”… <\/p>\n

He\u00e7 zaman g\u0259lm\u0259diyin yollar
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131r s\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun ki, \u015eahan\u0259 \u00f6z sevgi roman\u0131n\u0131 na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n “biri vard\u0131, biri yox”una b\u00fck\u00fcb?! N\u0259 olsun ki, o, he\u00e7 vaxt Bak\u0131ya \u0259vv\u0259lki \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 qay\u0131tmayacaq M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259din yolunu Ay obraz\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259yir?! N\u0259 olsun ki, o, \u00f6z na\u011f\u0131l\u0131ndak\u0131 sehrli xal\u00e7aya oturub bu d\u00fcnyadan ba\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir?! Deyir: <\/p>\n

G\u0259l, s\u0259n\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m;
\nAl\u0131m, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm s\u0259ni bu d\u00fcnyadan,
\nBu d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 var ki?! <\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun ax\u0131?! \u018fsas o deyilmi ki, \u015eahan\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 xilas ed\u0259c\u0259k anlam\u0131n Sevgi oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131r?! B\u0259li, o, xo\u015fb\u0259xtdir ki, bunu anlay\u0131r. Yoxsa n\u0259 “Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n gizli sirridir sevgi” dem\u0259zdi, n\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r sonuncu g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sol \u0259liyl\u0259 silib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259maya tutmazd\u0131: <\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, bu g\u00fcnahkar\u0131
\nSevgisin\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla…<\/p>\n

Sevginin m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mliyin\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla bu s\u0259h\u0259ri, \u015eahan\u0259! V\u0259 unutma, “g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma”dan birini G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u0130yirmi iki ya\u015f\u0131mda h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259m bu idi: “H\u0259yat na\u011f\u0131l deyil, amma na\u011f\u0131llars\u0131z da h\u0259yat yoxdur”… H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. “Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 don”dan ba\u015flay\u0131b “\u018fmrah\u0131n na\u011f\u0131l\u0131”nad\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 sevir\u0259m; oxuma\u011f\u0131 da, s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi d\u0259, s\u00f6yl\u0259dikc\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 l\u0259hc\u0259sini i\u015f\u0259 sal\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n bir-iki epizod uydurma\u011f\u0131 da. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29198","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29198","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29198"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29198\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29213,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29198\/revisions\/29213"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29198"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29198"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29198"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}