{"id":29313,"date":"2018-11-28T06:00:34","date_gmt":"2018-11-28T02:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29313"},"modified":"2018-11-28T09:49:35","modified_gmt":"2018-11-28T05:49:35","slug":"tural-sahab-venera-q%c9%99zetinin-redaksiyasinda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29313","title":{"rendered":"Tural SAHAB.\u201cVenera\u201d q\u0259zetinin redaksiyas\u0131nda"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/tural-sahab.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/tural-sahab-300x257.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"257\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-29329\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 olard\u0131 ki, i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259l\u0259 bir- iki g\u00fcnl\u00fc pulum vard\u0131, lakin tezlikl\u0259r i\u015f tapmasam v\u0259ziyy\u0259t he\u00e7 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olmayacaqd\u0131. D\u00fczd\u00fc, qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ota\u011f\u0131n kiray\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 vermi\u015fdim, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 qalmayacaqd\u0131m\u2026 ancaq yem\u0259k, i\u00e7m\u0259k v\u0259 siqaret pulunu tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131. Aprel ay\u0131yd\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n. Yaz\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l vaxtlar\u0131.. bel\u0259  g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 insan g\u0259zm\u0259k, i\u00e7m\u0259k v\u0259 \u00e7oxlu sevi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Sevi\u015fm\u0259k dedim d\u0259 bu d\u00f6vrd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n vard\u0131. Dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r gec\u0259 qona\u011f\u0131m olurdu. Bu qad\u0131nlar\u0131n g\u0259lib getdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yeri d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259li olmu\u015fdum. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 qon\u015fular m\u0259ni polis\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. G\u00fcc b\u0259la il\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131 qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. N\u0259yis\u0259\u2026 uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0131sas\u0131 bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259ri bo\u015f ke\u00e7irm\u0259k olmazd\u0131. Q\u0259rara g\u0259ldim ki, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 g\u0259zib, gec\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131ca \u0259yl\u0259nir\u0259m v\u0259 sabahdan ba\u015flay\u0131ram i\u015f g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Parkda skamyada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f, \u0259trafdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131 seyr edirdim. Bu park\u0131n arxa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 gizli bir yer vard\u0131- g\u0259ncl\u0259rin g\u0259lib, doyunca \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc\u2026 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdiyim skamya el\u0259 bir yerd\u0259ydi ki, o gizli yer\u0259 ged\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131mdan ke\u00e7m\u0259li olurdu. Cavanlar\u0131n h\u0259yacan\u0131, titr\u0259m\u0259si m\u0259n\u0259 iyirmi il \u00f6nc\u0259ki m\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Indi q\u0131rx ya\u015fl\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 K\u0259nan \u00dcmid d\u0259 bir zamanlar g\u0259ncdi. Bax el\u0259 bu cavan o\u011flanlar kimi sevdiyi q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub g\u0259zir, x\u0259lv\u0259t yer tapan kimi d\u0259 doyunca \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 onda \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, \u0259lind\u0259n tutmaq \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. El\u0259 ki, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc\u2026 qad\u0131nlar\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131, sevi\u015fdi..bir \u00e7ox \u015feyin m\u0259nas\u0131 itmi\u015f, d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Adam g\u0259ncliyind\u0259 el\u0259 bilir ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n z\u00f6vql\u00fc i\u015fi sevi\u015fm\u0259kdi..lakin b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259, sevi\u015fdikc\u0259 anlay\u0131rsan.. sevi\u015fm\u0259yin el\u0259 d\u0259 z\u00f6vql\u00fc olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, seksd\u0259n daha z\u00f6vlq\u00fc \u015feyl\u0259rin oldu\u011funu\u2026 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259ri yola sal\u0131r, qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131m. Ax\u015fama az qal\u0131rd\u0131. Saat d\u00f6rd olard\u0131.  Bird\u0259n yuxum g\u0259ldi, ev\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259dim. H\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0259rk acm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Pulum az oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 yey\u0259 bilmirdim. Evd\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cburdum. Ancaq yem\u0259k bi\u015firm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259rinirdim. Bu zaman a\u011fl\u0131ma bir fikir g\u0259ldi. Z\u0259ng vurub Reyhan\u0131 ev\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdim. Q\u0131rx be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 bu dolu qad\u0131n \u0259la yem\u0259kl\u0259r bi\u015firirdi. El\u0259 bu c\u0259h\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onunla \u0259laq\u0259ni tamam\u0131 il\u0259 k\u0259smir, h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. H\u0259r g\u0259li\u015find\u0259 be\u015f- alt\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fck yem\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259rdi. I\u015fin yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fi h\u0259m d\u0259 ondayd\u0131 ki, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131r da g\u0259tirirdi. T\u0259k ist\u0259diyi is\u0259 sevi\u015fm\u0259kdi\u2026 el\u0259diyi bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n sonra ki\u00e7ik bir f\u0259dakarl\u0131q etm\u0259k olard\u0131 h\u0259r halda. Ev\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdiyim zaman sevin\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259bul etdi. Imkan\u0131 pis deyildi, i\u015fl\u0259yir t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. O\u011flu Rusyaya i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015f, q\u0131z\u0131 is\u0259 ail\u0259 qurub \u00f6z evin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Indi bu qad\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259k \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259si h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 olan m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc idi. Sakitc\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b ev\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. O q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 uzaqda deyildi qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m otaq. Doqquz m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li bir binan\u0131n sonuncu m\u0259rtb\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259k otaql\u0131 bir ev\u2026. g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, indi nec\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim. Indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259diyim i\u015f qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.  \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla, kitab yazmaqla dolanmaq olmurdu. N\u0259\u015fr olunan kitablar \u00f6zl\u0259rinin x\u0259rcini g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00f6d\u0259yirdi. Ayda bir- iki d\u0259f\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131lar\u0131n qonororu is\u0259 he\u00e7 siqaret pulu etmirdi. M\u0259cbur qal\u0131b ba\u015fqa i\u015fd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n, ya da \u00f6lm\u0259lis\u0259n\u2026 ba\u015fqa yolun yoxdu.<\/p>\n<p>Binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7atanda saat be\u015fin yars\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Bir siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131m, bir az daha bahar\u0131 seyr etdikd\u0259n sonra lift\u0259 minib yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Yaz olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq hava isti ke\u00e7irdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saatl\u0131q g\u0259zinti m\u0259ni \u0259m\u0259llic\u0259 t\u0259rl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. Reyhan g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r du\u015f almaq olard\u0131. Du\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xanda saat be\u015f olmu\u015fdu. Soyuducunu a\u00e7\u0131b d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n qalan piv\u0259d\u0259n bir bardak i\u00e7dim. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259l\u0259 ki, Reyhandan s\u0259s soraq yoxdu. Acl\u0131q is\u0259 m\u0259ni haldan sal\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn komputeri a\u00e7\u0131b yar\u0131m qalm\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131lardan birini tamamlamaq ist\u0259yirdim. Sabah ax\u015fam jurnallardan birin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdim\u2026 yazmaq t\u0259k \u015feydi ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131r, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 unutdururdu. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 olmu\u015fdu. D\u00fcz bir saat yazmaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldum. Saat alt\u0131 olard\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7ald\u0131. M\u0259qal\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, bitmi\u015fdi. N\u00f6kt\u0259ni qoyub leptopu ba\u011flad\u0131m v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m. N\u0259hay\u0259t Reyhan g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r iki \u0259li doluydu. I\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6pt\u00fc v\u0259 gecikdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fczr ist\u0259di. S\u0259n dem\u0259 yem\u0259yi evd\u0259 bi\u015firib g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bir yek\u0259 qazan yarpaq dolmas\u0131\u2026 dolman\u0131 h\u0259qqi \u00e7ox sevirdim. T\u0259bii ki, sad\u0259c\u0259 dolma il\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Iki d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131r \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 z\u0259nbilind\u0259n\u2026 on d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra sofran\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib \u00e7ax\u0131rla dolman\u0131 vururduq. Reyhan xeyli b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u00c7ax\u0131r bardaklar\u0131 bo\u015fald\u0131qca bu k\u00f6k qad\u0131n bel\u0259 getdikc\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015firdi. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u00e7irkin qad\u0131n yoxdu, az i\u00e7ki vard\u0131\u2026 yar\u0131m saat \u00e7\u0259kdi yem\u0259yimiz. Sonra Reyhan du\u015f almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hamama girdi, m\u0259n d\u0259 siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b sevdiyim mahn\u0131lardan birini a\u00e7d\u0131m internetd\u0259n. G\u0259nclikd\u0259n b\u0259ri iki \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi h\u0259yat\u0131mda- sevi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 v\u0259 yazanda m\u00fctl\u0259q mahn\u0131 dinl\u0259m\u0259liydim. Mahn\u0131lar da eyni mahn\u0131lar. Iyirmi ildi eyni mahn\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259diyimi bils\u0259l\u0259r y\u0259qin d\u0259li dey\u0259rdil\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259\u2026 bu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 safl\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevgini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r ax\u0131\u2026 h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259hv olmam\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131, \u00fcmidl\u0259rimi\u2026 n\u0259ys\u0259 on d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra Reyhan hamamdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 biz yata\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f getdik\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>Reyahan m\u0259ni \u0259m\u0259lli ba\u015fl\u0131 yormu\u015fdu. Saat ona q\u0259d\u0259r bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 sevi\u015fdik v\u0259 sonra o, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi. M\u0259n\u0259 is\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 yatmaq qal\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumdum v\u0259 yatd\u0131m. Sabaha saat on bird\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n telefon z\u0259ngi g\u00fccl\u0259 yuxudan oyatd\u0131. Z\u0259ng vuran G\u00fclb\u0259nizdi.   Otuz ya\u015fl\u0131, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nd\u0131. \u018fri il\u0259 be\u015f il evli olduqdan sonra ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Indi iki az ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259mkar say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131q. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 deyildi, ancaq jurnalist kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck. Onunla sevi\u015fm\u0259k h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n l\u0259zz\u0259t verirdi adama. N\u0259yis\u0259\u2026 z\u0259ng vurub m\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dedi. Yuxulu olub m\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb.. \u201c on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra \u201c p\u0259l\u0259ng\u201d kafesind\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d dedi v\u0259 telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.  Ax\u015fam olanlardan sonra  yerimd\u0259n qalxacaq halda deyildim, lakin qalxmal\u0131yd\u0131m. Bir t\u0259h\u0259r yataqdan qalx\u0131b hamama getdim. Soyuq su ba\u015f\u0131ma, b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 d\u0259ydiyi zaman ay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss etdim\u2026 on d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra liftl\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 endim v\u0259 G\u00fclb\u0259nizin dediyi yer\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131m. P\u0259l\u0259ng kafesin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olan yol iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259 olard\u0131\u2026 on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra G\u00fclb\u0259nizd\u0259n mesaj g\u0259ldi.. \u201c tez ol, yar\u0131m saat sonra orada olacam\u201d. Hmm dem\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda qalx\u0131m gedim dey\u0259 yalan s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bir siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259- g\u00fcl\u0259 yerim\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. H\u0259l\u0259 xeyli zaman\u0131m vard\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n gedirdim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclb\u0259niz dediyi zamanda \u201c P\u0259l\u0259ng\u201d kafesin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. I\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ib \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdik. Iki \u00e7ay v\u0259 bulku sifari\u015f verib s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. Ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 m\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131m. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bu gec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimizi dedim. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259- g\u00fcl\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Haql\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 o, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015f taps\u0131n. M\u0259n is\u0259 i\u015fin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu soru\u015fmam\u0131\u015f sevi\u015fm\u0259 t\u0259klif edim. Sonra ke\u00e7dik \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259- i\u015f haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa. G\u00fclb\u0259nizin tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015f \u201c Venera\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259ydi. Q\u0259zet\u0259 h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 be\u015f g\u00fcn yaz\u0131 yazacaqd\u0131m v\u0259 h\u0259r yaz\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn iyirmi manat alacaqd\u0131m. Ayda 400 manat.. bir- iki yaz\u0131 da ba\u015fqa q\u0259zetl\u0259r\u0259, saytlara yazsam ya\u015famaq olard\u0131. Ona nec\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr ed\u0259c\u0259yimi yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdim\u2026 soyuducuda d\u00fcn\u0259nki \u00e7ax\u0131rlardan biri v\u0259 xeyli yarpaq dolmas\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 bir xeyli s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdikd\u0259n sonra q\u0259zetin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi binaya getdik. B\u00f6y\u00fck  bir otaqda ona yax\u0131n insan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bu q\u0259zet \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox tirajla \u00e7\u0131xan q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259ndi. Ilk ba\u015fda diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n burada olanlar\u0131n hams\u0131 25- 35 ya\u015f aras\u0131 q\u0131zlar v\u0259 g\u0259linl\u0259rdi. Q\u0259zetin r\u0259hb\u0259ri Ramil V\u00fcsal v\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri\u2026 be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra Ramil m\u00fc\u0259llimin ota\u011f\u0131na ged\u0259 bildim.  G\u00fclb\u0259niz i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259di. Ramil V\u00fcsal\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259tta d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yaz\u0131 da g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdim. Lakin bu yaz\u0131lar\u0131 sistemli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yox, el\u0259- bel\u0259 pulsuz olanda g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdim. Yar\u0131m saata yax\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259t edib, b\u0259zi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131q. M\u0259n yaz\u0131lar\u0131 yaz\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdim h\u0259r g\u00fcn ax\u015fam. Onlar is\u0259 h\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259nin alt\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc pulumu ver\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bura vacib i\u015fim olmad\u0131qca g\u0259lm\u0259yim\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdu\u2026 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b oradan ayr\u0131lan zaman mini yupkal\u0131 bir g\u0259lin g\u00fcl\u0259- g\u00fcl\u0259 Ramilin ota\u011f\u0131na girdi v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc\u2026 bu olanlar on be\u015f il \u00f6nc\u0259 m\u0259ni t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, lakin q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131nda h\u0259r \u015fey insana adi g\u0259lir\u2026 M\u0259n- K\u0259nan \u00dcmid Ramili d\u0259, onun yan\u0131na gir\u0259n o q\u0131z\u0131 da yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ram, h\u0259tta dig\u0259rl\u0259rini d\u0259\u2026 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n o g\u0259lin \u00fc\u00e7 il \u00f6nc\u0259 normal h\u0259yat ya\u015fayan biriydi. \u018fri, u\u015faqlar\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259tta bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rini g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi ki, o zamanlar i\u015fl\u0259diyim saytda yay\u0131nlay\u0131m. Sonra  \u00f6yr\u0259ndim ki, \u0259rinin kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 borcu olub. Borc sahibl\u0259rinin qorxusundan qa\u00e7\u0131b xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259\u2026bu xan\u0131m \u00f6nc\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rayonda qalma\u011fa, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd etdi. Daha sonra Ramil kimi insanlar bunun qan\u0131na girib \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r. Bir- iki t\u0259dbir, kitab t\u0259qdimat\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131 da b\u0259lli. \u0130ndi Ramil V\u00fcsal\u0131n m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri\u2026. yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r olsa bu m\u0259ni narahat ed\u0259rdi. Indi is\u0259 he\u00e7 vecim\u0259 d\u0259 deyil.  El\u0259 m\u0259nim \u201c dostum\u201d G\u00fclb\u0259niz d\u0259 bu q\u0259zetd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir.( Ramilin sevgilisi olmayan he\u00e7 bir qad\u0131n burada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ki\u015fi yazarlar ancaq uzaqdan \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q edirdi)  G\u0259nc K\u0259nan y\u0259qin ki, onu q\u0131sqanar, trip atar, bunu \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259rd ed\u0259rdi\u2026 indi is\u0259\u2026  q\u0259zetin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi binadan \u00e7\u0131xanda G\u00fclb\u0259niz qap\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r yola sald\u0131 v\u0259 ax\u015fam m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini deyib oradan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. M\u0259nim is\u0259 ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k i\u015fl\u0259rim vard\u0131. Ev\u0259 gedib bir ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259qal\u0259 qaralamal\u0131, sonra is\u0259 \u0259sas i\u015fim\u0259- roman\u0131ma davam etm\u0259liydim. Indi K\u0259nan \u00dcmid dibl\u0259rd\u0259, Ramil V\u00fcsallar is\u0259 zirv\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, lakin o b\u0259dbaxtlar ancaq m\u0259nim romanlar\u0131mda bir obraz olaraq tarixd\u0259 qala bil\u0259rdi\u2026 m\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz olacaq, insanlar var olduqca onlarla s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Indi cibimd\u0259 qalan pulu \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdim. Yer alt\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n Publlardan birin\u0259 enib, piv\u0259 sifari\u015f verdim. Bel\u0259 yerl\u0259rd\u0259 kimi ist\u0259s\u0259n tapa bil\u0259rdin. Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259 fenomeni olan q\u0131zlar\u0131, yazarlar\u0131, aktyorlar\u0131, r\u0259ssamlar\u0131- h\u0259yata \u00fcsyan ed\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259si. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n saxtakar oldu\u011funu n\u0259 zaman \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdim, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 sevgini, saf hissl\u0259ri n\u0259 zaman atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmirdi. N\u0259ys\u0259 \u2026 s\u0259rxo\u015f olana q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7ib oradan ayr\u0131ld\u0131m v\u0259 bir t\u0259h\u0259r ev\u0259 g\u0259ldim. Indi i\u015fim vard\u0131\u2026 rahat yaza, i\u00e7\u0259 v\u0259 sevi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdim. M\u0259nim Ramil V\u00fcsaldan f\u0259rqim n\u0259dir, bilirsinizmi\u2026 m\u0259n  saxtakar, iki \u00fczl\u00fc deyil\u0259m. O, q\u0259zet\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7i g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ad\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sevgili g\u0259zir. M\u0259n is\u0259 he\u00e7 bir b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259d\u0259n tap\u0131ram, sevi\u015fir\u0259m v\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir du\u015f al\u0131b, azca \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldim v\u0259 ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r yazd\u0131m. Saat yeddi olard\u0131 G\u00fclb\u0259niz g\u0259ldi. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015f dolmalar\u0131 yeyib, \u00e7ax\u0131r\u0131 i\u00e7dik. Indi tamam\u0131 il\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f olmu\u015fdum. G\u00fcl\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ax\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 masan\u0131n araxas\u0131ndaca paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b yer\u0259 atd\u0131\u2026. s\u0259birsizdi, tezc\u0259 sevi\u015fib yuxuya getdik\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nb\u0259: http:\/\/www.kultur.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 olard\u0131 ki, i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259l\u0259 bir- iki g\u00fcnl\u00fc pulum vard\u0131, lakin tezlikl\u0259r i\u015f tapmasam v\u0259ziyy\u0259t he\u00e7 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olmayacaqd\u0131. D\u00fczd\u00fc, qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ota\u011f\u0131n kiray\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 vermi\u015fdim, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 qalmayacaqd\u0131m\u2026 ancaq yem\u0259k, i\u00e7m\u0259k v\u0259 siqaret pulunu tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131. Aprel ay\u0131yd\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n. Yaz\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l vaxtlar\u0131.. bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 insan g\u0259zm\u0259k, i\u00e7m\u0259k [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29313","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29313","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29313"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29313\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29331,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29313\/revisions\/29331"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}