{"id":29682,"date":"2019-01-31T09:30:09","date_gmt":"2019-01-31T05:30:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29682"},"modified":"2019-01-31T09:46:37","modified_gmt":"2019-01-31T05:46:37","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-payiz-cic%c9%99kl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29682","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 AYTEL.”PAYIZ \u00c7\u0130\u00c7\u018fKL\u018fR\u0130”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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(Sevimli m\u00fc\u0259llimim S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259sin\u0259\u2026)<\/p>\n

Deyirdi ki, \u201cAytel, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 yas\u0131ma qara geyib g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d. Qara geydim o g\u00fcn. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00fcn ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox a\u011flayan m\u0259n oldum \u2013 \u201cQara paltarl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u201d \u2013 m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd \u00fcr\u0259yim oyunca,
\nQurban gedim boyunca,
\nE\u015fits\u0259n ki \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nA\u011fla m\u0259ni doyunca.<\/p>\n

Ali t\u0259hsilimi ba\u015fa vurduqdan sonra ilk i\u015f yerim\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdim. Etiraf edim ki, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7ox raz\u0131 bir xan\u0131m idim. Texniki universitet bitirs\u0259m d\u0259, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 sevirdim. Oxumad\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u0259dii \u0259d\u0259biyyat qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 (\u0259lim \u00e7atan kitabxanalardan).H\u0259tta bir \u015feir kitab\u0131m da \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 \u201cSevgid\u0259n do\u011fulan i\u015f\u0131q\u201d. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fair hiss edir, \u015feirl\u0259rimin (q\u00fcsurlarla dolu \u015feirl\u0259rimin) qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durma\u011fa \u015fair axtar\u0131rd\u0131m (g\u0259nclik el\u0259 bu deyilmi?).<\/p>\n

\u0130lk i\u015f yerimd\u0259 \u2013 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u201cPirsultan n\u0259\u015friyyat v\u0259 poliqrafiyas\u0131\u201dnda S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Onu da deyim ki, ora getm\u0259yimi \u015fair-publisist Ram\u0131z T\u0259mkin m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm, otaqdan s\u0259s g\u0259ldi: \u201cBuyurun\u201d. Ota\u011f\u0131n yuxar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259r, q\u0259l\u0259m, ka\u011f\u0131z-ku\u011fuz olan masan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f nuran\u0131 bir a\u011fsaqqal g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. B\u0259st\u0259boylu oldu\u011fu \u00e7ox tez n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131rd\u0131. Salam verdim, \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– E\u015fidir\u0259m s\u0259ni, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frusu, bu m\u00fcdir-m\u00fc\u0259llimin m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cq\u0131z\u0131m\u201d m\u00fcraci\u0259ti \u00e7ox xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi. Dedim:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n burada i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259mimi bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm yarand\u0131. Sif\u0259tin\u0259 baxanda ilk n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arpan qal\u0131n, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 salan qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 yuxar\u0131 dartaraq m\u0259ni diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259tin sahibis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Texniki universitet bitirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131z\u0131m, ax\u0131 bura \u0259d\u0259biyyat adamlar\u0131 g\u0259lir. Yax\u015f\u0131, ba\u015fqa n\u0259 i\u015f bacar\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 n\u0259\u2026. (susdum).<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s bura n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Do\u011frusu yaman tutuldum. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susdum v\u0259 dedim:<\/p>\n

– \u015eeir kitab\u0131m da var\u2026.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259mi, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l. M\u0259n\u0259 bir-iki \u015feir oxuyarsanm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Kitab\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7antamdan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m v\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259n oxudum. M\u0259ni diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259yir, arada \u201caf\u0259rin\u201d deyirdi. Sonda q\u0259rar verdi:<\/p>\n

– Sabahdan g\u0259l i\u015f\u0259!<\/p>\n

Sevincimin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu yox idi. El\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259risi folklor\u015f\u00fcnas-alim S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etdiyi \u201cPirsultan n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131 v\u0259 poliqrafiyas\u0131\u201dnda b\u0259dii redaktor v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259yin edildim. El\u0259 h\u0259min zamandan S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llimin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f olur, Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259 d\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n incil\u0259rini onun kitabxanas\u0131ndan oxuyur, \u00f6yr\u0259nirdim. Onun yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131qca, n\u0259\u015fr\u0259 haz\u0131rlanan kitablar\u0131n\u0131 korrekt\u0259, redakt\u0259 etdikc\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 folklora maraq yaran\u0131r, T\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131 s\u00f6z tarixin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d olurdum.<\/p>\n

S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fayevin ad\u0131 il\u0259 hans\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ys\u0259ydin, qap\u0131lar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 taybatay a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259k G\u0259nc\u0259basarda yox, b\u00fct\u00fcn T\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda tan\u0131n\u0131r, sevilirdi. F\u0259xr edirdim onunla, \u00f6yr\u0259nirdim ondan. Sonralar bizim ail\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda qohumluq ba\u011flar\u0131 da yarand\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn yeni-yeni \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131. O zamanlar \u015feirl\u0259rinin \u201c\u0130lham p\u0259risi\u201d d\u0259 m\u0259n idim\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 \u201cq\u0131z\u0131m\u201d deyirdi. V\u0259 alt\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 olan b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgisind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar idim\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018fzizim, ulu da\u011flar,
\n\u00c7e\u015fm\u0259li, sulu da\u011flar,
\nBurda bir igid \u00f6l\u00fcb,
\nG\u00f6y ki\u015fn\u0259r, bulud a\u011flar.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259r olurdu ki, gec\u0259yar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng edib deyirdi: \u201cAytel, q\u0259l\u0259m ka\u011f\u0131z g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u201d. Bilirdim ki, t\u0259z\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131b. Yuxulu-yuxulu ka\u011f\u0131z-q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn bir kitabl\u0131q \u015feiri ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdim. Onun \u015feirl\u0259ri idi. O \u015feirl\u0259ri be\u015f il \u0259rzind\u0259 bir-bir toplam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. V\u0259 xahi\u015f etdim ki, bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t kitab\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cPay\u0131z \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri\u201d qoysun. Onu da deyim ki, o bir kitabl\u0131q \u015feirl\u0259r S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259sil s\u00fcrpriz oldu. M\u0259nim o \u015feirl\u0259ri toplama\u011f\u0131m, komp\u00fcterd\u0259 y\u0131\u011faraq kitab \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 ona t\u0259hvil verm\u0259yim, onsuz da z\u0259rif q\u0259lbli m\u00fc\u0259llimimi \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi.<\/p>\n

Deyirdi: \u201cAytel m\u0259n bir s\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 adam\u0131 da\u011fa qald\u0131ra da bil\u0259r\u0259m, da\u011fdan endir\u0259 d\u0259\u201d. D\u00fcz deyirdi. O ist\u0259diyi adam\u0131 y\u00fcks\u0259ld\u0259 v\u0259 bir anl\u0131q yer\u0259 vura bilirdi. Haz\u0131rcavabl\u0131\u011f\u0131, bam\u0259z\u0259liyi, \u0259lia\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131, qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259rliyi dill\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259ri idi. Siyas\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131. S\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 dey\u0259rdi: \u201cPad\u015fahla pad\u015fahl\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259k olmaz\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259diyim redaksiyaya (ba\u015f redaktoru oldu\u011fum \u201cT\u00f6hf\u0259\u201d q\u0259zetinin redaksiyas\u0131na) orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir b\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259ldi. S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llim salam-kalamdan sonra lap a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 stulda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Yan\u0131ndak\u0131 adam is\u0259 salam bel\u0259 verm\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7di ba\u015fa. Him-ciml\u0259 soru\u015fdum: \u201cBu kimdi ki ba\u015fa ke\u00e7ir?\u201d S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llim ucadan dedi: \u201cFikir verm\u0259, Aytel, m\u00fc\u0259llimdi\u201d.<\/p>\n

Yay aylar\u0131 idi, G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 \u201cXan ba\u011f\u0131\u201dnda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u0259nc xan\u0131m v\u0259 Pa\u015fayev istirah\u0259t edirdik. Universitetd\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 bir m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 biz\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fczd\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k istehzal\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dedi: \u201cAy S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llim, yen\u0259 cavan xan\u0131mlar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011fm\u0131san\u2026\u201d.Do\u011frusu qad\u0131n\u0131n istehzal\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nim ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259ldi v\u0259 dedim: \u201cAy S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llim, o niy\u0259 el\u0259 edir? G\u00fcld\u00fc v\u0259 dedi: \u201cAytel, e\u015fitm\u0259mis\u0259n, x\u0259st\u0259 yan\u0131nda nar yem\u0259zl\u0259r\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bu kimi hadis\u0259l\u0259r o q\u0259d\u0259rdir ki, h\u0259tta S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t l\u0259tif\u0259l\u0259r kitab\u0131 da \u0131\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018fzizim, el aras\u0131n,
\nC\u0259nn\u0259t say el aras\u0131n,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm yadd\u0131r o k\u0259s\u0259,
\nEi sevsin, el aras\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Daim g\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 olurdu. Deyirdi ki, m\u0259ni cavan saxlayan g\u0259ncl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda olma\u011f\u0131md\u0131. Toy, ni\u015fan, ad g\u00fcnl\u0259ri v\u0259 s. m\u0259rasiml\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lan yer\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q ged\u0259rdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r, sanball\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259lay\u0131q \u015f\u0259kild\u0259. \u201cRuhani\u201d havas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus r\u0259qs ed\u0259rdi (bu, efirl\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 yay\u0131nlan\u0131b).<\/p>\n

Dadl\u0131 yem\u0259kl\u0259ri h\u0259m bi\u015firm\u0259yi, h\u0259m d\u0259 yem\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevirdi. Bu yax\u0131nlarda m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi v\u0259 dedi: \u201cAnana de, bir yax\u015f\u0131 x\u0259ng\u0259l haz\u0131rlas\u0131n, yuxas\u0131 \u00e7ox nazik olsun haa, g\u0259lir\u0259m siz\u0259\u201d. Anam tez haz\u0131rl\u0131q g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u00fc\u0259llimim b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdi x\u0259ng\u0259li.<\/p>\n

Son zamanlar yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259k olmu\u015fdu. M\u0259nim Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259yim onu \u00e7ox \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Telefonda bir d\u0259f\u0259 incik halda dedi: \u201cAytel, b\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m, niy\u0259 buralara g\u0259lmirs\u0259n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l Ramiz T\u0259mkin\u0259 z\u0259ng edib deyib ki, \u201csabah gejd\u0259nn\u0259n (g\u0259nc\u0259lil\u0259r tezd\u0259n\u0259 gejd\u0259n deyir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu sual m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcb ki, ax\u0131 tez dem\u0259lidil\u0259rs\u0259 niy\u0259 gecd\u0259n deyirl\u0259r. Sonralar u\u015faq \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nan simas\u0131 Al\u0259mz\u0259r \u018flizad\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 izah etdi ki, gejd\u0259n gej\u0259d\u0259n \u2013 gec\u0259d\u0259n dem\u0259kdi. Y\u0259ni o ba\u015fdan) g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259nim i\u015f yerim\u0259 Aytelin yan\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259yik\u201d. M\u0259n\u0259 kitab verm\u0259li idi \u2013 \u201cPirsultan pinar\u0131\u201d \u015feirl\u0259r toplusunu. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259s\u0259rinin sevincini m\u0259niml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. \u0130\u015f yerind\u0259 d\u0259 deyib \u201cU\u015faqlar, Ayteli g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, durun onun yan\u0131na ged\u0259k (\u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, Pa\u015fayev g\u00fcn\u00fcn hans\u0131 v\u0259d\u0259si olur-olsun i\u015fini burax\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yi ist\u0259y\u0259n yer\u0259 ged\u0259n idi).Sonra n\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259libs\u0259, deyib sabah ged\u0259rik (ke\u015fk\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn g\u0259ls\u0259ydi\u2026.). S\u0259h\u0259risi Ramiz T\u0259mkin v\u0259 idar\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri onun yolunu \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259dil\u0259r\u2026.<\/p>\n

Onunla ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-\u015fair, jurnal\u0131st K\u0259nan Hac\u0131 G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. H\u0259min g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn videolenti m\u0259nd\u0259 durur. O q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yat e\u015fqiyl\u0259, sevgiyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, inanmaq olmazd\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259. H\u0259m d\u0259 q\u0259fil \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

85-\u0259 yax\u0131n idi kitablar\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131, dedim: \u201cAy S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llim, g\u0259l\u0259n il 85 illiyiniz olacaq, el\u0259 edin ki, kitablar\u0131n\u0131z da g\u0259l\u0259n il\u0259c\u0259n 85 olsun\u201d. Dedi: \u201cAytel, s\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, doxsana \u00e7atacaq\u201d.<\/p>\n

Son zamanlar \u0259li q\u0259l\u0259m tutmurdu. M\u0259nc\u0259 yazar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bundan a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rd yoxdu. Gec\u0259nin bir v\u0259d\u0259si, hans\u0131sa misralar yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, onu ka\u011f\u0131za k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259mmirs\u0259n\u2026 Deyirdi: \u201cYadda\u015f\u0131mda qalan\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r komp\u00fcter\u00e7iy\u0259 deyir\u0259m, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr. Yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xanlar is\u0259 hay\u0131f olur\u2026\u201d. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 deyirdi ki: \u201cSin\u0259md\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r kitablar\u0131n m\u00f6vzusu var, cild-cild, qalaq-qalaq\u201d. Qism\u0259t olmad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 kimi h\u0259yat e\u015fqli, yorulmaz, m\u0259hsuldar ikinci bir yazar tap\u0131lmaz. A\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, ac\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, k\u00fcs\u00fcrd\u00fc, inciyirdi, lakin b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 b\u00fcruz\u0259 vermirdi.<\/p>\n

Son zamanlar \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259k olmu\u015fdu. S\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda tez-tez k\u00f6vr\u0259lir, p\u00fcnhanca cibind\u0259n yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silirdi. Onun n\u0259srind\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259dqiqat\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259tbuatda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi v\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc bildirdi. Sonra \u201cS\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 n\u0259sri\u201d kitab\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ap etdirdi, \u00e7ox h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259. Bilirdi ki, son ill\u0259rd\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t kitab haz\u0131rlay\u0131ram \u2013 \u201cPay\u0131z \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r toplusuna yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ara\u015fd\u0131rma kitab\u0131n\u0131. H\u0259m d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki, o kitab S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llimin sevimli \u00f6m\u00fcr yolda\u015f\u0131, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 vaxts\u0131z d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f S\u0259fur\u0259 Pirsultanl\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011fundan sonra q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. O \u015feirl\u0259r ki, do\u011fum tarixin\u0259, yerin\u0259-yurduna, \u0259yin-ba\u015f\u0131na m\u0259n yax\u0131ndan b\u0259l\u0259d idim. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o kitab Pa\u015fayevin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn on ilinin xatir\u0259 kitabi olacaqd\u0131. \u00c7ox s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi o kitab\u0131. Kitab dem\u0259k olar haz\u0131r idi, amma t\u0259nb\u0259llik v\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsizliyim ucbat\u0131ndan m\u00fc\u0259llimim o kitab\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. V\u0259 bilmir\u0259m ki, o kitab\u0131 n\u0259\u015fr etdir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259mmi\u2026.<\/p>\n

\u018fzizim, da\u015fd\u0131 da\u011flar,
\n\u00c7\u0131nq\u0131ll\u0131, da\u015fd\u0131 da\u011flar,
\nS\u0259n yat\u0131bsan naqafil,
\nMehman\u0131n k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc, da\u011flar!<\/p>\n

Folklora o q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131 idi, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n baxaraq, onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n su i\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k, onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00fcsl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm bilm\u0259d\u0259n folklor\u00e7u olmu\u015fdum. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 yerl\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 ordak\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015fl\u0131 adamlar\u0131n dilind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r bir k\u0259lm\u0259ni q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O h\u0259tta son kitab\u0131nda (\u201cAz\u0259rbaycan a\u011f\u0131z \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 bayat\u0131lar\u0131\u201d) g\u0259nc folklor\u015f\u00fcnaslara c\u0131\u011f\u0131r da a\u00e7\u0131r, bu c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla getm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131, bu yolun ba\u015f\u0131nda filan sirr a\u00e7\u0131lacaq deyir, h\u0259tta qu\u015f dilinin d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nil\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 edirdi: \u201cQu\u015fun l\u00fc\u011f\u0259t x\u0259zin\u0259sind\u0259 olan 26 s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ya\u015fl\u0131 adama \u00e7\u0259tindir. Lakin bunu cavan qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoysa m\u0259qs\u0259din\u0259 nail olar\u201d. V\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259min kitabdaca bir ne\u00e7\u0259 qu\u015f s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 da oxucuya \u2013 qu\u015f dilini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259rm\u0259\u011fan edir.<\/p>\n

O, \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259yi v\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevirdi. Bacar\u0131ql\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 f\u0259xrl\u0259 bax\u0131r, \u201cm\u0259nim yetirm\u0259mdi\u201d, \u2013 deyirdi (yetirm\u0259l\u0259rinin \u00e7oxusu onu son evin\u0259 yola salmasa bel\u0259\u2026). M\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 adamlardan e\u015fidirdim ki, m\u0259nd\u0259n raz\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bir efird\u0259 jurnalist m\u0259n\u0259 sual ver\u0259nd\u0259 ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyata nec\u0259 g\u0259ldin, yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131n oldumu, qeyri-ixtiyari dedim, yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131m olmay\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259dii \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 sevmi\u015f\u0259m, oxumu\u015fam, \u015feirl\u0259r yazm\u0131\u015fam, ilk kitab\u0131m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan sonra S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llimi tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. Lakin m\u0259n onun yan\u0131nda n\u0259sr\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. Ondan b\u0259hr\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m, o m\u0259nim yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131m olub, haqq\u0131mda y\u00fcks\u0259k fikirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 qanad verib, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259tbu orqanlarda imzam\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131b. V\u0259 onunla \u00e7oxlu sayda deyi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rimiz var. H\u0259tta Pa\u015fayevin toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259fsan\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259sirl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259r d\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ma daxildir.<\/p>\n

Bu yax\u0131nlarda T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin Mu\u011fla b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 festivalda idim (Uluslararas\u0131 Aktivist Sanat\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 UASB-nin Az\u0259rbaycan t\u0259msil\u00e7isi, r\u0259ssam Nevai Metinin d\u0259v\u0259ti il\u0259). Orada S\u0259dnik m\u00fc\u0259llimin iki kitab\u0131n\u0131 Mu\u011fladan se\u00e7ilmi\u015f Mill\u0259t v\u0259kili Nur\u0259ddin D\u0259mir\u0259 v\u0259 UASB-nin ba\u015fqan\u0131 Umit Ya\u015far I\u015f\u0131khana t\u0259qdim etdim. T\u0259qdimat\u0131 videog\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc il\u0259 Pa\u015fayev d\u0259 izl\u0259di. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu, m\u0259nim m\u00fc\u0259llimim\u0259 olan sevgim idi ki, burdan ora kitablar\u0131n\u0131 G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259-k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259 baxd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini \u00e7ox sevirdi. B\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu S\u0259yyaf Pa\u015fayevin q\u0259fil \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc onun q\u0259ddini b\u00fckd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n a\u015fiq\u0259m ov deyil,
\n\u00c7axmaq deyil, ov deyil,
\nQolun qurusun, ov\u00e7u,
\nBu, vurmal\u0131 ov deyil\u2026<\/p>\n

(bayat\u0131lar S.P.Pirsultanl\u0131n\u0131n \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan a\u011f\u0131z \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 bayat\u0131lar\u0131\u201d kitab\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr.)<\/p>\n

Deyirdi ki, \u201cAytel, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 yas\u0131ma qara geyib g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d. Qara geydim o g\u00fcn. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00fcn ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox a\u011flayan m\u0259n oldum \u2013 \u201cQara paltarl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u201d \u2013 m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fcy\u00fc bir g\u00fcnd\u0259n ham\u0131 soru\u015furdu: \u201c\u0130rad\u0259, s\u0259n niy\u0259 sevimli m\u00fc\u0259llimin bar\u0259d\u0259 yazmad\u0131n, niy\u0259 susdun?\u201d. Amma kims\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki, m\u0259n susmad\u0131m. M\u00fc\u0259llimiml\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdim, lakin q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 yax\u0131n dura bilm\u0259dim. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m qoymad\u0131 yazma\u011fa\u2026<\/p>\n

V\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bir s\u00f6z d\u0259 deyirdi, deyirdi ki, \u201cAytel, m\u0259n bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ni daim xat\u0131rlayacaqsan\u201d. \u0130ndi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m o yen\u0259 d\u0259 haql\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 sevimli m\u00fc\u0259llimimd\u0259n \u2013 S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131dan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259nb\u0259: kultur.az<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Sevimli m\u00fc\u0259llimim S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259sin\u0259\u2026) Deyirdi ki, \u201cAytel, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 yas\u0131ma qara geyib g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d. Qara geydim o g\u00fcn. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00fcn ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox a\u011flayan m\u0259n oldum \u2013 \u201cQara paltarl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u201d \u2013 m\u0259n. D\u0259rd \u00fcr\u0259yim oyunca, Qurban gedim boyunca, E\u015fits\u0259n ki \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, A\u011fla m\u0259ni doyunca. Ali t\u0259hsilimi ba\u015fa vurduqdan sonra ilk i\u015f yerim\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdim. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29682","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29682","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29682"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29682\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29683,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29682\/revisions\/29683"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29682"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29682"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29682"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}