{"id":29851,"date":"2019-02-21T03:00:21","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T23:00:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29851"},"modified":"2019-02-21T11:07:52","modified_gmt":"2019-02-21T07:07:52","slug":"cansu-f%c9%99xr%c9%99ddinqizi-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29851","title":{"rendered":"Cansu F\u018fXR\u018fDD\u0130NQIZI.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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QORXU<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131mda fikirl\u0259r p\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259ndi,
\nAnlaya bilmir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc daha.
\n\u015eirin yuxulara m\u00f6htac olmu\u015fam,
\nYuma bilm\u0259yir\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc daha.<\/p>\n

Beynimd\u0259 sual\u0131m, q\u0259lbd\u0259 ah\u0131m var,
\nSanki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fmur, s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259yir dan.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 etiraf\u0131m var,
\nQorxuram dey\u0259s\u0259n t\u0259nha qalmaqdan.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcyd\u00fc t\u0259klik,
\n\u0130ndi ilham\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131r \u0259limd\u0259n.
\n\u015eeirimin, fikrimin \u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc t\u0259klik,
\nArt\u0131q q\u0259l\u0259mimi sal\u0131r \u0259limd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Sar\u0131r t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n duman\u0131, \u00e7\u0259ni
\nYa\u015famaq e\u015fqiyl\u0259 vuran q\u0259lbimi.
\nEl\u0259 bil ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm haqlay\u0131b m\u0259ni
\nYar\u0131da qoyacaq ilham p\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n

\u015eaxta yox, sazaq yox – dost-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nimd\u0259n,
\nDuydu\u011fum yalanlar dondurur m\u0259ni.
\nN\u0259 bilim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n,
\nEyhaml\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Daha n\u0259 faydas\u0131 – bel\u0259di d\u00fcnya,
\nHaqq\u0131 \u0259limizd\u0259n alan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.
\nBizi h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n el\u0259di d\u00fcnya,
\nDo\u011frunun yerin\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

G\u0130LEY<\/p>\n

Fikrimmi qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, a\u011fl\u0131mm\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131r? –
\nBilmir\u0259m n\u0259yim d\u00fcz, n\u0259yim s\u0259hv m\u0259nim.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7a\u011flay\u0131r, da\u015f\u0131r,
\nArt\u0131q bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t edir m\u0259hv m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ruhumu s\u00f6yk\u0259yib x\u0259yallar\u0131ma,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n gileyl\u0259ndim, s\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nAd\u0131n h\u0259kk olunub dodaqlar\u0131ma,
\nS\u0259nin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na yaman al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, x\u0259yal\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fck,
\nH\u0259yatda bilm\u0259dik xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik n\u0259di?!
\nB\u0259z\u0259n yuxular\u0131 q\u0259nim\u0259t bildik,
\nYuxu e\u015fqimiz\u0259 bir b\u0259han\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi s\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 hal\u0131ndan \u00f6c al\u0131ram m\u0259n.
\n\u0130ndi s\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n, bu xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n
\n\u0130nan ki, indi d\u0259 g\u00fcc al\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m q\u0259lbl\u0259mi, ruhlam\u0131 sevdin?
\nAmma bilir\u0259m ki, yerim g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nM\u0259nim m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim da\u011f misalidir,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00e7iskin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, duman b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

S\u0131x\u0131lma, dar\u0131xma, yorma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nDaha \u00f6z g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, \u00f6z d\u0259 dan\u0131n var.
\nAmma ki, unutma, unutma bunu,
\n\u018fb\u0259di q\u0259lbind\u0259 yadadan\u0131n var.<\/p>\n

DAYAN, D\u018fL\u0130 K\u00dcR\u00dcM<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ndir bir bel\u0259 s\u0259nin \u0259s\u0259bin?
\nDe g\u00f6r\u00fcm, kiml\u0259r\u0259 tutub q\u0259z\u0259bin?
\nPisliyi silm\u0259kdir y\u0259qin h\u0259d\u0259fin,
\nDayan, d\u0259li K\u00fcr\u00fcm, b\u0259ndl\u0259ri a\u015fma!<\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxla, bir dur, sakitl\u0259\u015f,
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r co\u015fma\u011f\u0131n \u0259b\u0259sdir, \u0259b\u0259s.
\n\u0130nan, olmayacaq bundan alan d\u0259rs,
\nDayan, d\u0259li K\u00fcr\u00fcm, b\u0259ndl\u0259ri a\u015fma!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s m\u0259skunla\u015f\u0131b \u00f6z torpa\u011f\u0131nda,
\nYa\u015fay\u0131r \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc aran-da\u011f\u0131nda.
\nYa\u015fl\u0131lar neyl\u0259sin ah\u0131l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda?
\nDayan, d\u0259li K\u00fcr\u00fcm, b\u0259ndl\u0259ri a\u015fma! <\/p>\n

Heyifdi, da\u011f\u0131tma s\u0259ddini, d\u0259ym\u0259z,
\nKims\u0259y\u0259 bildirm\u0259 h\u0259ddini, d\u0259ym\u0259z.
\n\u018fym\u0259 dost-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259ddini, d\u0259ym\u0259z,
\nDayan, d\u0259li K\u00fcr\u00fcm, b\u0259ndl\u0259ri a\u015fma!<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rdi q\u0259lbind\u0259 x\u0259yallar quran
\nAnalar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir an.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 duran.
\nBala K\u00fcr x\u0259trin\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r co\u015fma,
\nDayan, ana K\u00fcr\u00fcm, b\u0259ndl\u0259ri a\u015fma!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

QORXU Ba\u015f\u0131mda fikirl\u0259r p\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259ndi, Anlaya bilmir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc daha. \u015eirin yuxulara m\u00f6htac olmu\u015fam, Yuma bilm\u0259yir\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc daha. Beynimd\u0259 sual\u0131m, q\u0259lbd\u0259 ah\u0131m var, Sanki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fmur, s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259yir dan. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 etiraf\u0131m var, Qorxuram dey\u0259s\u0259n t\u0259nha qalmaqdan. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcyd\u00fc t\u0259klik, \u0130ndi ilham\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131r \u0259limd\u0259n. \u015eeirimin, fikrimin \u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc t\u0259klik, Art\u0131q q\u0259l\u0259mimi sal\u0131r \u0259limd\u0259n. Sar\u0131r t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n duman\u0131, \u00e7\u0259ni Ya\u015famaq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29851","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29851","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29851"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29851\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29852,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29851\/revisions\/29852"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29851"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29851"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29851"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}