{"id":3004,"date":"2013-06-21T06:02:37","date_gmt":"2013-06-21T06:02:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=3004"},"modified":"2013-06-21T06:02:37","modified_gmt":"2013-06-21T06:02:37","slug":"s%c9%99bin%c9%99-d%c9%99niz-h%c9%99rd%c9%99n-olur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=3004","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259bin\u0259 D\u018fN\u0130Z.&#8221;H\u0259rd\u0259n olur&#8230;&#8221;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/sebine-deniz.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-3005\" title=\"sebine-deniz\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/sebine-deniz-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/sebine-deniz-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/sebine-deniz.jpg 236w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n olur ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259, unudulmu\u015f say\u0131rsan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u015fk\u0259l\u0259rin, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259rin \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin belini q\u0131r\u0131r, bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b arzular\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa qoymur.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin d\u0259 yaxandan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, q\u0259m d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yir.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rsan bel\u0259, \u0259n yax\u0131n\u0131ndak\u0131na \u00fcn\u00fcn yetmir.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 olur, s\u0259ssizliyinl\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259ri bildir\u0259 bilirs\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin s\u0259ssizliyin b\u0259z\u0259n yatm\u0131\u015f duy\u011fular\u0131 oyada bilir.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin s\u0259ssizliyn i\u00e7ind\u0259ki m\u0259ni aya\u011fa qald\u0131r\u0131r.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, he\u00e7 kim k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 yetmir.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat b\u0259z\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r insafs\u0131z olur, h\u0259tta \u0259n ki\u00e7ik bir bo\u015flu\u011funda s\u0259ni divara s\u0131xmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kinmir.<br \/>\nHiss etdirm\u0259d\u0259n \u0259n z\u0259if an\u0131nda \u00f6z z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rini endir\u0259 bilir.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin soyuq bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 zill\u0259nir, \u00fcr\u0259yin is\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir. A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131n dediyini q\u0259lbin t\u0259krarlam\u0131r.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirs\u0259n, oyunca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f u\u015faqlar kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131 axtar\u0131rsan\u2026 Tapmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259-bil\u0259 axtar\u0131rsan\u2026<br \/>\nEhtiyac\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r q\u00fcvv\u0259tli olur ki, s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131r, s\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa, \u0259ym\u0259y\u0259, \u0259yilm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur edir\u2026 H\u0259rd\u0259n olur ki, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlalar\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbin\u0259 ax\u0131da bilir, q\u0259lb ritml\u0259rin\u0259 hakim k\u0259silir\u2026<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, taleyinl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, d\u00fcn\u0259nind\u0259, \u0259n \u015firin anlar\u0131nda ili\u015fib qal\u0131rsan\u2026<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259c\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259nin ba\u015f verm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n, i\u00e7ind\u0259n<br \/>\nna\u011f\u0131llara inanmaq g\u0259lir\u2026 Daha add\u0131m ata bilm\u0259m\u0259k, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq ist\u0259m\u0259diyin anlar da olur.<br \/>\nYan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan ax\u0131b ged\u0259n, amma s\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 toxunmayan h\u0259yat\u0131 seyr edirs\u0259n yava\u015fca\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 toxunub-d\u0259ymir h\u0259yat. \u018fll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub s\u0259ni i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmir, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u2026<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n olur, yoruldum deyirs\u0259n\u2026<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rini yava\u015fca burax\u0131rsan.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 ona qar\u015f\u0131 bir hayq\u0131rt\u0131 olur, ona s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcnl\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n:<br \/>\n-\u00d6z oyunlar\u0131na davam et..!<br \/>\n\u018ftraf\u0131mda r\u0259qs et, m\u0259ni ba\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nAldanmayacam yalan\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rin\u0259!<br \/>\nAldanmayacam yava\u015f-yava\u015f i\u00e7im\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n, al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m qoxuna\u2026<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n olur, i\u00e7ind\u0259 olanlar\u0131 t\u00f6km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ka\u011f\u0131z, bir q\u0259l\u0259m, bir d\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t g\u0259zirs\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 olur, sad\u0259c\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 beynind\u0259<\/p>\n<p>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; H\u0259rd\u0259n olur ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259, unudulmu\u015f say\u0131rsan\u2026 Ke\u015fk\u0259l\u0259rin, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259rin \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin belini q\u0131r\u0131r, bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b arzular\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa qoymur. S\u0259nin d\u0259 yaxandan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, q\u0259m d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yir. H\u0259rd\u0259n olur, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rsan bel\u0259, \u0259n yax\u0131n\u0131ndak\u0131na \u00fcn\u00fcn yetmir. H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 olur, s\u0259ssizliyinl\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259ri bildir\u0259 bilirs\u0259n. S\u0259nin s\u0259ssizliyin b\u0259z\u0259n yatm\u0131\u015f duy\u011fular\u0131 oyada bilir. S\u0259nin s\u0259ssizliyn i\u00e7ind\u0259ki m\u0259ni aya\u011fa [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3004","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3004","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3004"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3004\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3007,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3004\/revisions\/3007"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3004"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3004"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3004"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}