{"id":30043,"date":"2019-04-06T04:00:45","date_gmt":"2019-04-06T00:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30043"},"modified":"2019-04-06T11:27:28","modified_gmt":"2019-04-06T07:27:28","slug":"ata-toy-ed%c9%99c%c9%99k-s%c9%99hid-ogluna","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30043","title":{"rendered":"\u201cAta Toy Ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015e\u018fH\u0130D O\u011fluna\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ata toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131lardan qurtulan g\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nDavalar, q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nlar qurtaran g\u00fcn\u00fc.
\n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nToyda k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yi da\u015f da\u2026
\nO\u011flunun \u015f\u0259klini b\u0259y \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259,
\nAta oturdacaq yuxar\u0131 ba\u015fda.
\n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nYalan olmayacaq bel\u0259 yalant\u0259k.
\nXon\u00e7an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc,
\nQ\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131b baxacaq sar\u0131 ilan t\u0259k.
\n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k bir q\u0131z\u0131n k\u00f6z qism\u0259tin\u0259.
\n\u018fll\u0259rd\u0259 al\u0131\u015fan b\u0259z\u0259kli \u015famlar,
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259k \u00f6z qism\u0259tin\u0259.
\n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nSa\u011fl\u0131q dey\u0259nl\u0259ri bo\u011facaqq\u0259h\u0259r.
\nB\u0259yin bac\u0131lar\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yox,
\nT\u0259nha m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.
\n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nRuhu \u00f6z toyuna en\u0259c\u0259k b\u0259yin.
\nQarda\u015f\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 pal\u0131da,
\nAnas\u0131 heyk\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k b\u0259yin\u2026
\n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fluna,
\nF\u0259rqi olmayacaq bu toydan yas\u0131n.
\nAta toy ed\u0259c\u0259k\u2026 bir d\u0259 bel\u0259 toy,
\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259, he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 qism\u0259t olmas\u0131n!
\n.
\nKamal \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259r
\n***<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259, he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 arzulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259 bir toyu f\u0259l\u0259k toy \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7ox o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131za qism\u0259t el\u0259di, \u00e7ox ni\u015fanl\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc, \u00e7ox analar\u0131n o\u011ful haraylayan s\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qald\u0131. \u00c7ox atalar\u0131n o\u011ful dey\u0259nd\u0259 dill\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131nda qars\u0131d\u0131, bell\u0259ri b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026 \u00e7ox bac\u0131lara qarda\u015f toyu yox, qarda\u015f vay\u0131 qism\u0259t oldu\u2026
\nUca boyu, enli k\u00fcr\u0259yi, iri, ala g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, mehribanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini ovlayan Faiq d\u0259 bel\u0259 bir toyun \u201cb\u0259yi\u201d oldu.
\n\u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rov Faiq Museyib o\u011flu 1968-ci il iyun ay\u0131n\u0131n 5-d\u0259 \u015e\u0259mkir rayonunun Seyf\u0259li k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fdur. H\u0259min k\u0259ndd\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdikd\u0259n sonra (1986-88-ci ill\u0259r) Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131n\u0131n Primorskiy Kray adlanan b\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259qiqi h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti zaman\u0131 serjant (\u00e7avu\u015f) r\u00fctb\u0259sin\u0259c\u0259n ucalan Faiq, t\u0259hsilini art\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn H\u0259rbi Komissarl\u0131q t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n Odessa \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 \u2013 Zabitl\u0259r \u0130nstitutuna g\u00f6nd\u0259rilir. Lakin o, V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n k\u0259narda ya\u015famaq ist\u0259m\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u2026
\nK\u0259ndin\u0259, elin\u0259, torpa\u011f\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 bir g\u0259nc idi. V\u0259t\u0259n, torpaq ona h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259ziz idi. Torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131zda m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flayandan onun g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qara buludlar \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. 20 Yanvar hadis\u0259sind\u0259n sonra bir yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar tuta bilmirdi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rin az\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259n Faiqin q\u0259z\u0259bi 20 noyabr 1991-ci ild\u0259n sonra daha da co\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Al\u0131 Mustafayev\u0259, \u0130sm\u0259t Qay\u0131bova, Tofiq \u0130smay\u0131lova v\u0259 bir \u00e7ox ba\u015fbil\u0259n, ziyal\u0131 o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131za olan x\u0259yan\u0259t Faiqin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 at\u0131lmas\u0131na daha da t\u0259kan verdi. H\u0259min gec\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc a\u00e7an Faiq s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n atas\u0131na birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 \u201cgedir\u0259m\u201d \u2013 dedi. Onun q\u0259ti q\u0259rar\u0131n- dan sonra ata he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u015e\u0259mkir rayon H\u0259rbi Ko- missarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na gedib, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olaraq c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirdi v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, arzusuna \u00e7atd\u0131. \u015e\u0259mkir \u018frazi Batalyonunu yaradan ilk k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n biri oldu.<\/p>\n

Faiq komandanl\u0131q t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ilk t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u0259 Z\u0259y\u0259m H\u0259rbi Aeroportunda layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. Bel\u0259 ki, rus \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rinin bizim h\u0259rbi sursat\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 aparmaq ist\u0259yi zaman\u0131 bizimkil\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259 find\u0259n aeroporta ciddi n\u0259zar\u0259t qoyuldu. N\u0259zar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 yana- \u015f\u0131 orada ke\u015fik \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n Faiq say\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 i\u015fin\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli olmas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 ham\u0131dan se\u00e7ilirdi. Sonra Faiqgilin d\u0259st\u0259si d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yollan\u0131r. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc bir il\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 \u0259n qaynar n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 olub. A\u011fdamda, T\u0259rt\u0259rd\u0259, Goranboyda ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259n qabaqc\u0131l d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc olur. Qazaxda, Tovuzda s\u0259rh\u0259d k\u0259ndl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nd\u0259n qoruyur. Ancaq onun \u0259sas qulluq yeri G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonu olur. Batalyonda onu t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc-mexanik kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. Piyadan\u0131n D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 idar\u0259 etm\u0259kl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlara gedir. Ba\u015fk\u0259nd, \u015e\u0131n\u0131x k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131nan Faiq polk komandirinin m\u00fcavini Dilq\u0259m \u018fliyevl\u0259 birg\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin be\u015f m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u00f6vqeyini darmada\u011f\u0131n edir. \u018fn \u00e7\u0259tin k\u0259\u015ffiyyata ged\u0259r, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fca\u011f d\u00f6n\u0259rdi. Ba\u015fk\u0259ndin t\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259si \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131nda q\u0259lp\u0259 yaras\u0131 alan Faiq c\u0259mi bir g\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanada yatd\u0131qdan sonra yenid\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yollan\u0131r.
\nOnun son d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yd\u0259 Kaftar da\u011f\u0131nda olur.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 B\u0259hruz H\u00fcseynovun s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259ri:
\n\u201dAvqustun 29-u 1992-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Kaftar da\u011f\u0131na n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u0259m\u0259liyyata getdik. \u0130sal\u0131 k\u0259ndin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r PDM-d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dik. Onu da deyim ki, Faiq s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7ox arxay\u0131n hiss edirdik. \u00c7\u00fcnki, o, \u00e7ox mahir s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc idi. Da\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. Bir \u00e7iynind\u0259 m\u0259nim avtomat\u0131m, o biri \u00e7iynind\u0259 \u00f6z avtomat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n is\u0259 PDM-d\u0259ki pulemyotu da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rd\u0131m. Bizim u\u015faqlar d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin Da\u015fqala y\u00fcks\u0259kliyind\u0259ki m\u00f6vqel\u0259rini at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutdu. D\u00fcz bir g\u00fcn yar\u0131m at\u0259\u015f alt\u0131nda ir\u0259lil\u0259dik. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r saat d\u00f6rdd\u0259 Da\u015fqala y\u00fcks\u0259kliyin\u0259 h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7m\u0259li idik. Y\u00fcz iyirmi n\u0259f\u0259r idik. M\u0259nl\u0259 Faiq daha t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li oldu\u011fumuzdan ir\u0259lid\u0259 gedirdik. Batalyon (tabur) komandiri N\u0259bi \u018fhm\u0259dov da biziml\u0259 idi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. H\u00fccum ba\u015fland\u0131\u2026 h\u0259min h\u00fccum zaman\u0131 Faiq h\u0259lak oldu\u2026 Faiq kimi o\u011fullar ehtirama, q\u0259hr\u0259man ad\u0131 da\u015f\u0131- ma\u011fa layiqdirl\u0259r.\u201d
\nB\u0259li, h\u0259min g\u00fcn tarix\u0259 bir igidin d\u0259 ad\u0131 yaz\u0131ld\u0131 \u2013 Faiq \u018fl\u0259k b\u0259rovun.
\nFaiqin \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri seyf\u0259lil\u0259rl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259mkirlil\u0259ri sars\u0131td\u0131. E\u015fid\u0259nl\u0259r Faiqin son evin\u0259 \u2013 Seyf\u0259li \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131na ax\u0131n-ax\u0131n g\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u018fli silahl\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015fla- r\u0131, komandirl\u0259ri Faiql\u0259 son k\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Seyf\u0259liy\u0259 ax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Dilq\u0259m \u018fliyev d\u0259fn m\u0259rasimind\u0259ki \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z ya \u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda bel\u0259 bitirdi: \u201cS\u0259n anadan q\u0259hr\u0259man do\u011fulmu\u015f- dun, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man kimi \u00f6ld\u00fcn, Faiq!\u201d
\nFaiqin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ham\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259rd, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u015f g\u0259tirs\u0259 d\u0259, el\u0259-obaya bir q\u00fcrur, v\u00fcqar da g\u0259tirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 qism\u0259t olmur. Faiq \u015e\u018fH\u0130DL\u0130K Z\u0130RV\u018fS\u0130 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, K\u0130\u015e\u0130L\u0130K Z\u0130RV\u018fsini d\u0259 f\u0259th etdi. indi \u015e\u0259mkir rayo- nunun Seyf\u0259li k\u0259ndind\u0259ki ke\u00e7mi\u015f V.\u0130.Lenin ad\u0131na orta m\u0259k- t\u0259b \u00f6z m\u0259zununun \u2013 Faiq \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rovun ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.
\nAtas\u0131 \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rov Museyib M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259li o\u011flu 1934-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Seyf\u0259li k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdikd\u0259n so- nra yeddi il Bak\u0131 Neft Buruqlar\u0131nda f\u0259hl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib. 1957-59-cu ill\u0259rind\u0259 \u00c7inarl\u0131 k\u0259nd \u015f\u0259rab zavodunda i\u015fl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra 1959-cu ild\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcb\u0259ri d\u00fcz 25 il G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r Gil-torpaq \u0130steh- salat birliyind\u0259 briqadir v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. \u018fm\u0259k Veteran\u0131 olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, \u00e7oxlu orden v\u0259 medallara layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb. Ha- z\u0131rda t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcd\u00fcr: \u201cS\u0259kkiz \u00f6vlad b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Onlar\u0131n ali t\u0259hsilli olmalar\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n\u0259t sahibl\u0259ri d\u0259 olmalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etmi\u015f\u0259m. Faiq sonbe\u015fiyimiz idi. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259\u2026 h\u0259- l\u0259 d\u0259 onun yoxlu\u011funa inanmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 onun toy- unun arzusu il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ox inanan insan idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onun el\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lmaz inam\u0131d\u0131r ki, m\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 ya\u015fa- d\u0131r. Qarda\u015f\u0131 \u018fl\u0259ddinin \u00f6vlad\u0131na Faiq balam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 qoymu\u015fam. Arzum budur ki, ki\u00e7ik Faiq \u0259misinin ad\u0131na layiq o\u011ful olsun\u201d.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rova Dursun Mirzal\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131:
\nBizi \u00e7ox mehribanl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131layan Dursun ana m\u0259qs\u0259dimizi bildikd\u0259n sonra \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 d\u0259 olsa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131. Do\u011fma balas\u0131 Faiq anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yolda qoydu\u011fu g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yi da\u011fl\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131 olub. Amma d\u0259rdini he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 bildir- m\u0259yib. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259skik etm\u0259yib. El\u0259 biz\u0259 d\u0259 ilk s\u00f6z\u00fc bu oldu ki, balalar\u0131m, \u0259vv\u0259l oturun, bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yeyin, sonra s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259rik.
\nDo\u011frudan da, biz b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid ail\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, h\u0259min ail\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 bir do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss etdik. Biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, Dur- sun anan\u0131 \u00e7oxdan, lap \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q.
\n\u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn analar kimi m\u0259nim d\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzum balam\u0131n toyunu g\u00f6rm\u0259k idi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dedim, ay bala, evl\u0259n, qoy biz d\u0259 rahat n\u0259f\u0259s alaq. Dedi, yox ay ana, qoy h\u0259l\u0259 dava qurtar- s\u0131n sonra. Ax\u0131 erm\u0259ni az\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 ki g\u0259lninin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 saxla.
\nD\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 olanda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yan\u0131na getdim. Lakin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 sora\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lirdi. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 Pa\u015fa, h\u0259m d\u0259 Faiqin yax\u0131n dostu idi. Onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u0259ldi ki, xala, o\u011flum olub, ist\u0259yir\u0259m ad\u0131n\u0131 Faiq qoyam, icaz\u0259 ver\u0259rs\u0259nmi? Dedim ay bala, b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flan olsun, torpa\u011f\u0131 san\u0131 ya\u015fas\u0131n. \u0130ndi h\u0259min u\u015faq b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011fland\u0131r. N\u0259v\u0259m Faiq d\u0259 art\u0131q b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. Eyn\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259misin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r. \u018fmisinin ad\u0131na yaz\u0131lan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015feirl\u0259ri \u0259zb\u0259r bilir. B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r olacam deyir\u201d.
\nM\u00fcseyib atan\u0131n, Dursun anan\u0131n sin\u0259sin\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259k Faiqd\u0259n sonra daha bir d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z da\u011f vurdu. Qarda\u015f yoxlu\u011funa d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n Elmira da cavan ik\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyayla vidala\u015fd\u0131\u2026
\nElmira 5 mart 1962-ci ild\u0259 Seyf\u0259lid\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fdu. Ali t\u0259hsilli idi. Biz Elmiran\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259sti-x\u0259tti il\u0259 yaz\u0131lan \u015feir d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259sini v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dik. Oradak\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259, yaral\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131za, qa\u00e7q\u0131n v\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz\u0259 h\u0259sr olundu\u011funun \u015fahidi olduq. V\u0259t\u0259nimizin ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn faci\u0259l\u0259rin a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6z\u0259n Elmira qarda\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u0259di. 1993-c\u00fc il yanvar ay\u0131n\u0131n 20-d\u0259 do\u011fma qarda\u015f\u0131na \u0259b\u0259di bac\u0131 olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 qoydu. B\u0259li, m\u0259hz 20 Yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fc. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rin h\u0259r birinin d\u0259rdini \u00f6z d\u0259rdi bil\u0259n Elmira \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259\u015fdirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fmisi \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rov \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259li o\u011flu. Faiq \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rov ad\u0131na Seyf\u0259li k\u0259nd orta m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 t\u0259lim-t\u0259rbiy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ri \u00fczr\u0259 direktor m\u00fcavini:<\/p>\n

\u201cFaiq sakit t\u0259bi\u0259tli olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259si il\u0259 n\u00fcmun\u0259vi \u015fagirdl\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. Onun v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rliyi h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. M\u0259n Elmira \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rovan\u0131 da \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin siyah\u0131s\u0131na salmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki Elmira da V\u0259t\u0259n yolunda can\u0131n\u0131 qurban verdi. V\u0259t\u0259nin sin\u0259sin\u0259 vurulan h\u0259r bir ox sanki onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke \u00e7irdi. M\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fc\u015f\u0259 var. H\u0259min g\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli \u00f6m\u00fcr yollar\u0131ndan s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. H\u0259r il m\u00fc\u0259 lim v\u0259 \u015fagird kollektivi b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd \u0259hli il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edir. Faiqin vaxts\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bizi k\u00f6vr\u0259lts\u0259 d\u0259, i\u00e7imizd\u0259 bir q\u00fcrur hissi d\u0259 do\u011furdu. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, V\u0259t\u0259nimizin Faiq kimi o\u011fullar\u0131, M\u00fcseyib ata kimi atalar\u0131, Dursun ana kimi analar\u0131 var. \u0130ki \u00f6vlad\u0131n sin\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 vurdu\u011fu d\u0259rdin alt\u0131nda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259zils\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, o \u0259zginliyi b\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259n, \u00f6z d\u0259rdl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini y\u00fckl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259n ata-ana\u201d.
\nAllahdan Faiq v\u0259 Elmiraya r\u0259hm\u0259t dil\u0259yir, onlar\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259n s\u0259mas\u0131nda g\u0259z\u0259n ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n rahat olacaqlar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259yimi zi arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. S\u00f6hb\u0259timizi is\u0259 M\u0259zahir Al\u0131yevin Faiq \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rova h\u0259sr etdiyi \u201c\u015e\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m\u201d \u015feiri il\u0259 tamamlay\u0131r\u0131q:<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t tac\u0131san Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.
\nQisas q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131san Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.
\n.
\nQorudun v\u0259t\u0259ni \u0259ziz can\u0131nla,
\nBoyad\u0131n da\u015flar\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l qan\u0131nla,
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni \u00f6z inam\u0131nla,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.
\n.
\n\u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259r, P\u00fcnhanla dayand\u0131n qo\u015fa,
\nBaxmad\u0131n \u015faxtaya, borana, q\u0131\u015fa,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r ha\u015fa,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.
\n.
\nBa\u015fk\u0259ndd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kdin da\u011f\u0131,
\n\u018fyildi qar\u015f\u0131nda o quduz ya\u011f\u0131,
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 f\u0259xr etdi \u015e\u0131n\u0131x torpa\u011f\u0131,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.
\n.
\nQoruya-qoruya \u0259ziz V\u0259t\u0259ni,
\nDa\u011f\u0131td\u0131n duman\u0131, \u0259ritdin \u00e7\u0259ni,
\nBu g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid kimi an\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259ni,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.
\n.
\n\u018fn uca zirv\u0259s\u0259n, \u0259n uca da\u011fsan,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcn s\u00f6yl\u0259mir\u0259m, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sa\u011fsan,
\nDaim \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqsan,
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259man qarda\u015f\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hid qarda\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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