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Ataki\u015fiyeva Leyla C\u0259mil q\u0131z\u0131
\n2002-ci ild\u0259 Rusiyan\u0131n Tomsk \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub.Tomsk \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 7 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ibtidai t\u0259hsil al\u0131b. Haz\u0131rda Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u0130. Qay\u0131bov ad\u0131na 1 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin 10-cu sinfind\u0259, rus b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259nnl\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyur, humanitar f\u0259nnl\u0259ri x\u00fcsusil\u0259 sevir. \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular\u0131ndan biri psixoloq olmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\nBir g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259ngli bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 tapd\u0131m. Onu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutdu\u011fumda par\u0131lday\u0131r v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ox xo\u015fuma g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Onunla divar\u0131 c\u0131zaraq \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259, yaz\u0131lar yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ki\u00e7ik bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 diqq\u0259timi nec\u0259 c\u0259lb etmi\u015fdis\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259yin f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildim. Ba\u015f\u0131m nec\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n k\u0259sildiyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim bel\u0259 olmay\u0131b. Bil\u0259yimd\u0259n axan qan sanki oyatd\u0131 m\u0259ni. \u0130lk g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndiyim par\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni atmaq m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qalaca\u011f\u0131m a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi, amma atma\u011fa m\u0259cbur oldum. V\u0259 \u0259min oldum ki, n\u0259yin is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131ldamas\u0131na ehtiyac yox imi\u015f. V\u0259 bir yandan \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00fcl\u0259rk\u0259n, bir yandan da can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yanma\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259rt imi\u015f.<\/p>\n
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\nHe\u00e7 sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dik g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri. G\u00f6yd\u0259ki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f o q\u0259d\u0259r ayd\u0131n olur ki, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259d\u0259ri b\u0259lli edir. S\u00fcni obrazalara girm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur qal\u0131r\u0131q. Y\u0259qin buna g\u00f6r\u0259 gec\u0259ni daha \u00fcst\u00fcn tuturuq. Z\u00fclm\u0259t qaranl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259n ay\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. Sanki ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fumuz zindandan z\u0259ncirl\u0259ri qopar\u0131b g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z oldu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259r verir. Ki\u00e7ik bir q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131nlara s\u0259b\u0259b oldu\u011funu unutdu\u011fumuzdan, ki\u00e7icik i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n da n\u0259 m\u0259nalar da\u015f\u0131ya bil\u0259c\u0259yini f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmir\u0131q. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259min i\u015f\u0131q i\u00e7imizd\u0259 d\u0259rinl\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015f \u00fcmidi oyand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Amma biz p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259kib qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za m\u0259hkum olma\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn tuturuq. \u00c7\u00fcnki i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki \u00fcmid\u0259 do\u011fru qa\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca m\u0259hv oluruq. V\u0259 h\u0259r s\u0259f\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb dola\u015f\u0131b \u0259n ba\u015fa g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmaqdan t\u00fck\u0259nirik. M\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki \u00fcmid\u0259 do\u011fru qa\u00e7ma\u011fa yox, i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki bo\u015flu\u011fa s\u0131\u011f\u0131nma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7irik. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ataki\u015fiyeva Leyla C\u0259mil q\u0131z\u0131 2002-ci ild\u0259 Rusiyan\u0131n Tomsk \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub.Tomsk \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 7 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ibtidai t\u0259hsil al\u0131b. Haz\u0131rda Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u0130. Qay\u0131bov ad\u0131na 1 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin 10-cu sinfind\u0259, rus b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259nnl\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyur, humanitar f\u0259nnl\u0259ri x\u00fcsusil\u0259 sevir. \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular\u0131ndan biri psixoloq olmaqd\u0131r. *** Bir g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259ngli bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30221","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30221","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30221"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30221\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30227,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30221\/revisions\/30227"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30221"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30221"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30221"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}