{"id":30482,"date":"2019-05-03T02:00:09","date_gmt":"2019-05-02T22:00:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30482"},"modified":"2019-05-03T08:39:21","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T04:39:21","slug":"z%c9%99rif-kolg%c9%99l%c9%99r-layih%c9%99sinin-istirakcisi-x%c9%99yal-sevil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30482","title":{"rendered":"\u201cZ\u0259rif k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r\u201d layih\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131: X\u0259yal SEV\u0130L"},"content":{"rendered":"

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B\u0259z\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn; b\u0259z\u0259n
\nxat\u0131rlamaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, xat\u0131rlanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn;b\u0259z\u0259n a\u011flamaq laz\u0131m
\ng\u0259lir, a\u00e7\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn;b\u0259z\u0259n anmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, an\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn;
\nb\u0259z\u0259n de susmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, duymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u2013 b\u0259li, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nd\u0259\t s\u00f6z T\u0259brizi demi\u015fk\u0259n \u2013 yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq, xat\u0131rlanmaq, a\u00e7\u0131lmaq,
\nan\u0131lmaq v\u0259\tduyulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

ANAMIN\t\u018fLL\u018fR\u0130\t<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri qocal\u0131r yaman,
\n\u018fll\u0259rin\u0259 cavan q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.
\nAybaay, g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn ,saatbasaat
\nCavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 barma\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri qocal\u0131r yaman,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 ill\u0259rin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr.
\nQocaman bir evin qay\u011f\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc
\n\u0130ndi d\u0259 qocalm\u0131\u015f \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Bu qocalm\u0131\u015f \u0259ll\u0259r cavan \u0259ll\u0259rin
\nBe\u015fik y\u00fcrg\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n xatir\u0259sidi.
\nAnam\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar
\nOnun taleyinin x\u0259rit\u0259sidi.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri qocal\u0131r yaman,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc bu qoca \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131n.
\nDeyirl\u0259r torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131 soyuqdur,
\nQ\u0259brimi anam\u0131n \u0259llind\u0259 qaz\u0131n.<\/p>\n

ASARAM \u00d6Z\u00dcM\u00dc G\u00d6Y\u00dcN \u00dcZ\u00dcND\u018fN\u2026<\/p>\n

Buludlar\u0131n ac it kimi
\nEl\u0259 h\u00fcr\u00fcr ki, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259, ilahi,
\nM\u0259ni ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n tutacaq.
\nQap\u0131ndan qay\u0131d\u0131r dualar\u0131m da,
\nM\u0259ni qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n tutacaq.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm il – il t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr,
\nDa\u015flay\u0131blar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nBir ulduzsuz gec\u0259y\u0259m,
\nBir kims\u0259siz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m.
\nBu d\u0259lisov ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar
\nXo\u015flay\u0131blar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nEh! Daha \u0259limi a\u00e7maram s\u0259n\u0259,
\nEh! Daha \u0259ll\u0259rim qoynumda qalar.
\nAsaram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc goy\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\n\u0130lahi, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm boynunda qalar.<\/p>\n

C\u018fZALIDI \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130M<\/p>\n

C\u0259zal\u0131d\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\nB\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 k\u00fcnc\u0259 qoydum.
\nYorulan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131,
\nYana\u011f\u0131mda dinc\u0259 qoydum.<\/p>\n

Bu da s\u0259nd\u0259n qalan \u00f6m\u00fcr,
\nYar\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n, yar\u0131 sudu.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tini atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yer
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimin quyusudu.<\/p>\n

Eh! Yollar\u0131n yol yolda\u015f\u0131,
\nGed\u0259n yollara qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131n.
\nS\u0259n t\u0259k b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n ibar\u0259t
\nSevgil\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131n<\/p>\n

UZAQ B\u0130R X\u018fYAL…<\/p>\n

Daha n\u0259 oddan al,
\nN\u0259 odlara yax.
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l bahar da,
\nPay\u0131z oldu, bax.
\nM\u0259n nec\u0259 anlad\u0131m
\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu hissi?
\n– M\u0259ni t\u0259k buraxma…
\n– M\u0259ni t\u0259k burax!<\/p>\n

Bu da bir ist\u0259kdir,
\nBax! El\u0259 bu c\u00fcr.
\nN\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131, n\u0259 arzu,
\nN\u0259 nal\u0259 deyil.
\nO q\u0131z bir x\u0259yald\u0131r,
\nUzaq bir x\u0259yal…
\nX\u0259yal\u0259 deyil.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259ni t\u0259k buraxma…
\n– M\u0259ni t\u0259k burax!
\nN\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir
\nUcuz ehtiyat?
\n\u0130tirdim
\nAld\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259n.
\nDaha islanmazsan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda,
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm
\nA\u011flayan g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259n.
\nBurax!
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259n,
\n\u00c7evirm\u0259k \u00f6yr\u0259nim<\/p>\n

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\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259n.
\n– M\u0259ni t\u0259k buraxma…
\n– M\u0259ni t\u0259k burax!
\nYox! D\u0259rs almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m
\nBu son d\u0259rs kimi.
\nG\u00fccl\u0259 ovuduram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nG\u00fccl\u0259.
\nH\u0259r yerd\u0259 olursan
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259rs kimi.
\nYa el\u0259 indi get,
\nYa yan\u0131mda qal,
\nT\u00fck\u0259nib gedir\u0259m
\nSon n\u0259f\u0259s kimi.
\nAd\u0131m
\nQula\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s kimi
\nUzaq olsun.
\nQoy bu e\u015fq ac \u2013 susuz
\nYalquzaq olsun.
\nM\u0259ni t\u0259k burax…
\nM\u0259nim \u0259ll\u0259rimin
\nPis yadda\u015f\u0131 var.
\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin
\nPis yadda\u015f\u0131 var.
\nAmma, \u00fcr\u0259yimin
\n Hiss yadda\u015f\u0131 var.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 yerin…
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259rin.
\nBuraxma m\u0259ni…
\nBuraxma! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u0259z\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn; b\u0259z\u0259n xat\u0131rlamaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, xat\u0131rlanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn;b\u0259z\u0259n a\u011flamaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, a\u00e7\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn;b\u0259z\u0259n anmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, an\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn; b\u0259z\u0259n de susmaq laz\u0131m g\u0259lir, duymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u2013 b\u0259li, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u00f6z T\u0259brizi demi\u015fk\u0259n \u2013 yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq, xat\u0131rlanmaq, a\u00e7\u0131lmaq, an\u0131lmaq v\u0259 duyulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr. ANAMIN \u018fLL\u018fR\u0130 Anam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri qocal\u0131r yaman, \u018fll\u0259rin\u0259 cavan q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30482"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30492,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30482\/revisions\/30492"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}