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\u015eeir yazar\u0131n d\u00fcnyaya bax\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. M\u0259nim
\n\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\t \u0259n yax\u0131n dostdur…\t \u015eeir d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259\t kimidir…
\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n\u0259vi rahatl\u0131\u011fa qovu\u015furam. M\u0259n
\n\u015fair olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259\t ya k\u00fctl\u0259nin alq\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 almaq m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259\t \u015feir
\nyazmam\u0131\u015fam he\u00e7 bir zaman.\t \u015eeir yazmaq m\u0259n\u0259\t g\u00f6r\u0259\t rahatl\u0131q
\ntapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259\tanlatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

\u00d6LM\u00dc\u015e RUH<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259m daha,
\nBu bo\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259r b\u0259d\u0259nim.
\nM\u0259n f\u0259rqli \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259m, q\u0259brim d\u0259 yoxdur,
\nOlmaz ziyar\u0259tim, g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Baxmay\u0131n siz m\u0259n\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259m daha,
\nRuhum \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n imtina edib.
\nRuhlar \u00f6lm\u0259z olur, m\u0259nims\u0259 ruhum
\nCismimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 intihar edib…<\/p>\n

K\u00d6\u00c7<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz ya\u015flanma\u011fa yoxdur h\u0259v\u0259sim,
\nDa\u015f olub bir k\u00fcncd\u0259 durma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7 edib b\u0259xtimd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc yoxlu\u011fa qurma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Taleyim hardasa dola\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nKim vurdu d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, a\u00e7a bilm\u0259dim.
\nG\u00f6z r\u0259ngim b\u0259xtiml\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nYol tap\u0131b arzuma \u00e7ata bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7imd\u0259 var-g\u0259l eyl\u0259y\u0259n,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcm imi\u015f.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdim, m\u0259nim q\u00fcrb\u0259tim
\nS\u0259nsizlikd\u0259 bit\u0259n bir d\u00fcy\u00fcn imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Dolay\u0131 yollarda dolan\u0131b qald\u0131m,
\nBir ayr\u0131c olmad\u0131 yolumu se\u00e7im.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n uzun yol tutub getdiyim
\nZamana, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm.\t \t<\/p>\n

OLMADIN<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar qoxuyar h\u0259sr\u0259tin s\u0259nin,
\nEl\u0259 hey d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259r t\u0259nha \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259.
\nDam\u0131r bu sevgid\u0259n, dam\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa bel\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sel olan yoxlu\u011fun q\u0259rq ed\u0259r m\u0259ni,
\nBilinm\u0259z yerl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259r.
\n\u018fvv\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n soyuyb getdin,
\nS\u00fckutun uzan\u0131b ged\u0259n h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Varm\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fun sonda bir sonu,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm yolun \u00e7\u0259kdi, g\u0259l\u0259n olmad\u0131n.
\nUcsuz-bucaqs\u0131z bu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r kimi
\nS\u0259nin d\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 sonun olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6GEY B\u018fND\u018f<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni v\u0259t\u0259n bil\u0259n kims\u0259siszliyim,
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u00fcrb\u0259tind\u0259 s\u0259fildir.
\nKim\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k
\nSoyuqlu\u011fun iqlimimd\u0259 q\u0259fildir…<\/p>\n

Daha \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259, \u00f6gey\u0259m,
\n\u00c7\u0259kdin \u0259ll\u0259rini, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n.
\nM\u0259n yurdsuz olaram, s\u0259fil olaram,
\nSaxlaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n

Daha g\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259tdir m\u0259n\u0259,
\nK\u00fct getdin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin k\u00fcnd\u0259si kimi.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nsiz ya\u015fad\u0131m, s\u0259nsiz \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m
\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259k \u00f6gey b\u0259nd\u0259si kimi…<\/p>\n

YEN\u018f\t<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259li \u00e7\u0131xar qar\u015f\u0131na,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131ymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutar.
\nToplaram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yad g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nBu e\u015fq d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259c\u0259 qatar.<\/p>\n

N\u0259yim var ki, s\u0259nd\u0259, n\u0259yim var m\u0259nim?
\nBir sevgi y\u00fck\u00fcmd\u00fcr, al\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m.
\nUza\u011f\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 u\u00e7ar,
\nS\u0259n ovut k\u00f6nl\u00fc\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir ayr\u0131c olmad\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131mda duran,
\nM\u0259nsizlik yolunu tutub gedirs\u0259n.
\nBir ayr\u0131c olmad\u0131n, yolumu se\u00e7im
\nBir q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u0259sir ruhumun inqilab\u0131yd\u0131n,
\nS\u0259nsiz n\u0259y\u0259 yarar etirazlar\u0131m?
\nM\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm ke\u00e7\u0259r s\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni d\u0259 s\u0259nimd\u0259n b\u00f6ld\u00fc Araz\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O tayl\u0131, bu tayl\u0131 oldu sevgimiz,
\nS\u0259n t\u0259slim eyl\u0259din \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc niy\u0259?
\nBir q\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259r k\u0259si oldu itkimiz,
\nN\u0259yim qald\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259n de, n\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

G\u018fL<\/p>\n

G\u0259l s\u0259pil yaxama bir \u0259tir kimi,
\nNimda\u015f s\u0259nsizliyi soyunum daha.
\nMin ildir getmis\u0259n, \u0259yni nazik\u0259m,
\nG\u0259l ki, n\u0259f\u0259sini geyinim daha.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz ev olmad\u0131m, yuva olmad\u0131m,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 komas\u0131na gir\u0259n s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m.
\nG\u0259l, u\u00e7ur bu evi, yenid\u0259n tik\u0259k
\nS\u0259nsiz u\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck, t\u0259nha k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz ildir \u0259ll\u0259rim a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259,
\nTanr\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n yeri tapa bilmir\u0259m.
\nG\u0259l, birg\u0259 axtaraq g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nAllahs\u0131z m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ata bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Soluna ba\u015fqas\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn salarsa,
\nM\u0259nim bir ovucluq yerimi saxla.
\nSa\u00e7\u0131mda a\u011farsa s\u0259nsiz ill\u0259rim,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259fi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 ba\u011fla.<\/p>\n

Duam\u0131n bu \u00fcz\u00fc el\u0259 qaranl\u0131q
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n do\u011furmu, Tanr\u0131m?
\nM\u0259n el\u0259 sevmi\u015fdim, lap bir Quranl\u0131q
\nG\u00fcnah\u0131 savabdan \u00e7oxdurmu, Tanr\u0131m? <\/p>\n

GED\u018fK<\/p>\n

Tut \u0259limi, \u00e7\u0131xaq ged\u0259k,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n o tay\u0131na.
\nBu k\u0259nd, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sevda bilm\u0259z,
\nF\u0259sil-f\u0259sil qa\u00e7aq ged\u0259k
\nBizsizliyin son ay\u0131na…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n onda uzaq idin,
\nYolumuzu kims\u0259 k\u0259sdi.
\nYalan-ger\u00e7\u0259k sevdalar\u0131n
\nAram\u0131za s\u0259dl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rinin boyu yox ki,
\nUzan\u0131b s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259.
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir ucuna
\n\u018fll\u0259rimiz qo\u015fa k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rini kims\u0259 dart\u0131b
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan qopard\u0131.
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi
\nBa\u015fqa s\u0259mt\u0259 apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

YOXUNDAN SONRA<\/p>\n

El\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ki, gedi\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259
\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m d\u00fcnya, m\u0259n bu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259dir.
\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 sevm\u0259dim he\u00e7 bir adam\u0131,
\nTanr\u0131 da sevm\u0259zdi onu atan\u0131.
\nGed\u0259nl\u0259r diridir, qalanlar \u00f6l\u00fc,
\nSev\u0259n ged\u0259niyl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, dem\u0259k.
\nSolumdan ba\u015flad\u0131 bu sevda m\u0259nim,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131m buz k\u0259smi\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6l\u00fc.
\nM\u0259nim a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m sol g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259dir.
\nNiy\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259?
\nYuvam olmasan da, yurdum olard\u0131n…
\nNiy\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rimi a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259?
\nS\u0259n Tanr\u0131 deyildin, bilm\u0259dim ax\u0131,
\nBils\u0259ydim, d\u00f6n\u0259rdim, \u0259lsiz qalard\u0131m…
\nYoxsan, misra-misra a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r yerin,
\nDo\u011fmand\u0131m, ged\u0259nd\u0259 niy\u0259 yad\u0131nam?
\nArd\u0131ndan \u015feir-\u015feir a\u011flay\u0131b susan,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u201cd\u00f6n\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259n, k\u00fcs\u0259n qad\u0131nam…
\nYoxundan o yana qalmad\u0131m m\u0259n d\u0259,
\nGet, s\u0259n\u0259 \u201cyax\u015f\u0131 yol\u201d, m\u0259n\u0259 \u201c\u0259lvida\u201d.
\nDaha s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00f6l\u00fc torpa\u011fam,
\n\u018fvv\u0259lim \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6qt\u0259, sonum son nida!<\/p>\n

ARZULAR… X\u018fYALLAR…<\/p>\n

Arzular\u0131m g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr
\nS\u0259ssiz-s\u0259ssiz eviniz\u0259,
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin s\u0259si g\u0259lir
\nE\u015fidirs\u0259n?
\nArzular\u0131n o tay\u0131ndan
\nQar\u0131\u015faraq sevgimiz\u0259…
\nS\u0259n \u2013
\nO\u011flumuza yaz buda\u011f\u0131n
\nNec\u0259 p\u00f6hr\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
\nQ\u0131\u015f g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131n
\nM\u0131\u015f\u0131l-m\u0131\u015f\u0131l yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\n\u015eeir kimi dan\u0131\u015fark\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n \u2013
\nAla g\u00f6zl\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m…
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 baxaraq
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n…
\nDinl\u0259yirl\u0259r baba na\u011f\u0131l\u0131
\nO\u011flumuz da, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z da
\nDiz \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub,
\n\u018fll\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259 yay\u0131b
\nSac \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bi\u015firdiyi
\nF\u0259tirl\u0259ri di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k…
\nGec\u0259l\u0259ri yar ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\nQucaqlay\u0131r dizl\u0259rim,
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n d\u0259ni
\nBirc\u0259-birc\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259yir
\nBarmaqlar\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim…
\nS\u0259n varsan, m\u0259n varam,
\nBir dam altda
\nAta-anal\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr
\nKomam\u0131z da.
\nBacas\u0131ndan sevgi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r
\n\u018fll\u0259rimi isitdiyim,
\nBiz qoxulu sobam\u0131zdan…
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi hasarlay\u0131b
\nS\u00f6z-s\u00f6z sevib b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u0259m…
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u0259m… F\u0259q\u0259t…
\nEvimizin hasar\u0131n\u0131
\nY\u0131x\u0131r
\nTaleyimin yaz\u0131lar\u0131…
\nAyr\u0131-ayr\u0131 dam alt\u0131nda
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fck \u2013
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc yollu arzular\u0131…
\nG\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr arzular\u0131m
\n\u201cAna\u201d deyir e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259n,
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz,
\nBir qad\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259klin\u0259…<\/p>\n

B\u018fLK\u018f<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131dan b\u00fctl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m
\nDa\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259.
\nSoyundum g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131,
\nRuhumun ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na
\nKe\u00e7\u0259n mart ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131nda.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259sir etdim
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 qucaq-qucaq.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259m durnalarla
\nS\u0259nsizlik g\u00f6yl\u0259rim\u0259,
\n\u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m uzaq-uzaq…
\nS\u0259n isti avqust kimi
\nSoyuyan ocaq yeri.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcms\u00fcz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin
\nBo\u015f qalan qucaq yeri.
\nM\u0259n indi k\u00f6ks\u00fc dolu,
\nDilbilm\u0259z u\u015faq kimi.
\nN\u0259 zaman \u00e7atd\u0131 s\u0259sim?
\nS\u0259n uzaq qa\u00e7aq kimi…
\nTorpaq da s\u0259nin kimi
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc se\u00e7di m\u0259nim.
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 verin, \u00f6ls\u0259m
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 Tanr\u0131 sevdi m\u0259ni… <\/p>\n

B\u0130R\u0130S\u0130…<\/p>\n

Da\u015f\u0131 da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoya bilm\u0259din
\n\u018fll\u0259rim qoynumdan as\u0131l\u0131 qald\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 s\u0259n d\u0259 ruhumu duya bilm\u0259din
\nYoxlu\u011fun aln\u0131ma yaz\u0131l\u0131 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizlik sa\u00e7\u0131mla uzan\u0131b getdi
\nK\u0259ss\u0259m d\u0259 ucundan \u00e7atmad\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259.
\nBuluddan yuxar\u0131 sevdiyim adam,
\nBuluddan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxmad\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fc alt\u0131nda k\u00fcll\u0259ndi sevdam,
\n\u00c7\u0259kib siqaretl\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn m\u0259ni.
\nBir azc\u0131q ill\u0259r\u0259, bir az ell\u0259r\u0259
\nQ\u0131yd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerl\u0259r\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Birisi gec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yind\u0259
\nM\u0259nim gec\u0259l\u0259rim tavandan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.
\nAraram sevdan\u0131 s\u00f6z b\u0259l\u0259yind\u0259
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin hayandan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

G\u018fLM\u018fS\u018fN D\u018f…<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda bir s\u0131\u011fal\u0131n yeri bo\u015f
\n\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259rlik \u0259l yeri…
\nSevdam\u0131 da bir k\u0259nara soyunub
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 yerin bo\u015f.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259n, bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m yetim\u0259m
\nS\u0259n ad\u0131nda h\u0259r k\u0259simi itirdim.
\n\u018fn ba\u015f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb
\nBil\u0259-bil\u0259 \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259tirdim.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lm\u0259din ki, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r-\u015f\u0259h\u0259r itirim
\nSonra s\u0259ni k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 axtar\u0131m…
\nTap\u0131m s\u0259ni, bir \u00f6zg\u0259nin qolunda
\nTan\u0131\u015f olum, bu da s\u0259nin b\u0259xt yar\u0131n…<\/p>\n

G\u0259lm\u0259din ki, \u015fairlikd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim
\nD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n gedi\u015fin\u0259 s\u0259dd \u00e7\u0259kim.
\nG\u0259lm\u0259din ki, boyun qucum qap\u0131nda
\nBi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015f edim, yax\u015f\u0131-pis yem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kim… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015eeir yazar\u0131n d\u00fcnyaya bax\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n yax\u0131n dostdur… \u015eeir d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259 kimidir… D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n\u0259vi rahatl\u0131\u011fa qovu\u015furam. M\u0259n \u015fair olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259 ya k\u00fctl\u0259nin alq\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 almaq m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 \u015feir yazmam\u0131\u015fam he\u00e7 bir zaman. \u015eeir yazmaq m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 rahatl\u0131q tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 anlatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr… \u00d6LM\u00dc\u015e RUH M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259m daha, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30483","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30483"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30483\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30491,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30483\/revisions\/30491"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}