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M\u0259n niy\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131ram? Cavab\u0131 ruhumu sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n bir
\nsuald\u0131r.\t\u018fslind\u0259\tbilm\u0259diyim t\u0259k cavablardan biri…\t\tAta itgisi, ata
\nh\u0259sr\u0259ti, ruhumu titr\u0259d\u0259n ata \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u2013 t\u0259s\u0259llim misralar… H\u0259yat
\n\u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259dir. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ruhum\t\u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259\t“dill\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259ydi”
\nm\u0259n n\u0259\t ed\u0259rdim? M\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn hissl\u0259rim\t \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259\t \u0259ks olunur.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n yazark\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131ram, b\u0259z\u0259n a\u011flark\u0259n yaz\u0131ram, b\u0259z\u0259n
\nxo\u015fb\u0259xt olark\u0259n yaz\u0131ram, b\u0259z\u0259n yazark\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt oluram \u2013
\nmaraql\u0131 hisl\u0259rdir. H\u0259m sevincd\u0259n, h\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n yaz\u0131ram.\t \u015eeir\u2010
\nl\u0259riml\u0259\tdaha \u00e7ox yaral\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259\tm\u0259lh\u0259m olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.\t\t<\/p>\n

ANAM<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n h\u0259diyy\u0259 olsayd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc anama ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayard\u0131m.
\nAnas\u0131z h\u0259yat\u0131n dad\u0131 var m\u0259g\u0259r?
\nArzumdur anamla m\u0259n ya\u015flanayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Anamd\u0131r h\u0259yatda \u00fcr\u0259k sirda\u015f\u0131m,
\nD\u0259rdimi onun t\u0259k anlayan\u0131m yox.
\n\u0130st\u0259m\u0259z g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n axs\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m
\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u0259r h\u0259min an anam m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox.<\/p>\n

Onun “q\u0131z\u0131m” s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya d\u0259y\u0259r,
\nO s\u00f6z\u00fc qoymu\u015fam q\u0259lb x\u0259zin\u0259m\u0259.
\nKim “q\u0131z\u0131m” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ana t\u0259k dey\u0259r?
\nS\u0259si m\u0259lh\u0259m olur d\u0259rdli sin\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 t\u0259k ba\u015f qoyub dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259,
\nU\u015faql\u0131q an\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram.
\nArzumdur anam\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim x\u0259st\u0259,
\nO, ac\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0131zlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Allahdan ist\u0259yim budur ki, ana,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm verm\u0259sin.
\nM\u0259n \u015fahid olmay\u0131m ka\u015f ki, o ana,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259nl\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

TORPA\u011eA\t\u015e\u018fH\u0130D QAN QATIB<\/p>\n

Var havada qan qoxusu,
\nQ\u0259lbd\u0259 intiqam duy\u011fusu.
\nYen\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259hid yuxusu,
\nH\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131mla b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr
\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015fam,n\u0259 oya\u011fam,
\nDeyir\u0259m m\u0259n niy\u0259 sa\u011fam?
\n\u00d6z sin\u0259md\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm da\u011fam,
\n\u015e\u0259hidim var yax\u0131l\u0131ram
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7ax\u0131l\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim\u0259 kin toxum at\u0131b,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131mda yat\u0131b,
\nTorpa\u011fa \u015f\u0259hid qan qat\u0131b,
\nO qanla qar\u0131\u015fan torpaq
\nQ\u0259bul etm\u0259z yad bir ayaq.<\/p>\n

S\u0131nd\u0131raq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131n,
\nUcaldaq v\u0259t\u0259n bayra\u011f\u0131n.
\nH\u0259fifl\u0259d\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011f\u0131n,
\nT\u0259s\u0259lli olsun q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259
\nBuna \u00fcmid var h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n

ATASIZLIQ YAMANDIR<\/p>\n

Da\u011flarda \u00e7\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ldir,
\nPay\u0131zda n\u0259m g\u00f6z\u0259ldir.
\nAta deyib yanan\u0131n,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259m g\u00f6z\u0259ldir.<\/p>\n

Sevinc yara\u015fmaz daha,
\nQ\u0259ml\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar sabaha.
\nAta d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nin,
\nQ\u0259lbi be\u015fikdir aha.<\/p>\n

Da\u011f qoyub da\u011f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259rl\u0259r yetim g\u00fcn\u0259.
\nBir sevinc ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259z,
\nAta d\u0259rdi \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Atas\u0131zl\u0131q yamand\u0131r,
\nM\u0259nim k\u00f6ks\u00fcm al qand\u0131r.
\nAtam getdiyi o g\u00fcn,
\nX\u0259yallar\u0131m taland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yand\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131,
\nAxd\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131.
\nAta kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,
\nN\u0259 ana,n\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f qarda\u015f t\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259l,
\nAnamdan yaz\u0131m q\u0259z\u0259l.
\nAncaq atam\u0131n yeri,
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 ayr\u0131,\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n

AYNADAKI RUHSUZ S\u0130MA<\/p>\n

Aynadak\u0131 ruhsuz sima,
\nBax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n niy\u0259 donub?
\nSanki n\u0259s\u0259 edir ima,
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131na bir sirr qonub.<\/p>\n

Ruhun gedib, cismin qal\u0131b,
\nBo\u015f \u00e7uvala b\u0259nz\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\nS\u0259n aynaya n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b,
\n\u018fksind\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259k ayna s\u0259n\u0259?
\nYoxsa \u00f6l\u0259n ruhunumu?
\nX\u0259yallara dal\u0131b yen\u0259,
\n\u00d6l\u0259n ruhu unutdunmu?<\/p>\n

Ayna s\u0259ni d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259z,
\nS\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n \u0259ksin odur.
\nO s\u0259n\u0259 ruh ver\u0259 bilm\u0259z,
\nAd\u0131n ruhsuz sima oldu.<\/p>\n

Z\u00dcLM\u018fT\u0130N T\u018fK YOL\u00c7USUYAM<\/p>\n

Tell\u0259rim\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259km\u0259,
\n\u018fll\u0259rini yand\u0131rar.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim buz par\u00e7as\u0131…
\nGirm\u0259 s\u0259ni dondurar.<\/p>\n

Olma m\u0259nim yol yolda\u015f\u0131m,
\nBird\u0259n yolda azarsan.
\nM\u0259n z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 yol gedir\u0259m,
\nYolum bir az uzarsa,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 qorxu d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r
\nS\u0259ni xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 quyu qazarsan.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n n\u0259 incim\u0259,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0131nama.
\n\u0130nsanlar\u0131n nankorlu\u011fu
\nQorxu sal\u0131b can\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat yolum uzun deyil,
\nYolda s\u0259ni tan\u0131yam.
\nS\u0259hvl\u0259rini,d\u00fczl\u0259rini
\nYolda bir-bir sanayam.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni yaln\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00e7\u00fcn
\nYa \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131nayam,
\nYa da yen\u0259 m\u0259yus olub
\nBir insan\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flayam.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m qadan al\u0131m,
\nYeni h\u0259yat s\u0131na\u011f\u0131.
\nSonra yen\u0259 t\u0259n\u0259 olur,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin q\u0131na\u011f\u0131… <\/p>\n

Q\u018fLB\u0130M\u0130\tD\u018fL\u0130R<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259r cumur \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,
\nYalquzaq ruh kimi ruhumu didir.
\nQ\u0259lbimi bat\u0131r\u0131b al r\u0259ngli qana
\nSonra \u00fcz \u00e7evirir m\u0259ni t\u0259rk edir.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r nec\u0259 zal\u0131md\u0131r nec\u0259 vicdans\u0131z,
\nBilir ki, ged\u0259c\u0259k yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lir.
\nV\u0259h\u015fidir xatir\u0259m h\u0259m d\u0259 amans\u0131z
\nOx olub bir anda q\u0259lbimi d\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Ac\u0131m\u0131r n\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ma,
\nN\u0259d\u0259 ki, \u00e7\u0259kdiyim bu ac\u0131lara.
\n\u00c7\u0131xmay\u0131b bir t\u0259bib m\u0259nim qar\u015f\u0131ma
\nBir \u0259lac eyl\u0259sin bu sanc\u0131lara.<\/p>\n

D\u018fRD\u0130N\u0130\tSUSAN QADIN<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n, yalvar\u0131ram,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n sil.
\nD\u0259rdini a\u00e7 m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni d\u0259rd sirda\u015f\u0131n bil.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zd\u0259n axan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131,
\nAx\u0131t m\u0259nim dizim\u0259.
\nS\u0259nin q\u0259min \u0259ksin sal\u0131r,
\nBil m\u0259nim b\u0259nizim\u0259.<\/p>\n

A\u011flay\u0131ram i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in,
\nBilm\u0259diyim d\u0259rdin\u0259.
\nYalvar\u0131ram Allah\u0131ma,
\nKa\u015f ki,bu qad\u0131n din\u0259.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131b t\u00f6k\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259rini,
\nBir gizlini qalmaya.
\nYas tutdu\u011fu bu d\u0259rdl\u0259ri,
\nOnu m\u0259nd\u0259 n almaya.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n qorxuram s\u0259nsizlikd\u0259n,
\nD\u0259rdini susan qad\u0131n.
\nHe\u00e7 olmasa de m\u0259n bilim,
\nB\u0259s n\u0259dir s\u0259nin ad\u0131n? <\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn s\u0259ni al\u0131b gets\u0259,
\nBu g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n.
\nHe\u00e7 olmasa ad\u0131n qals\u0131n,
\nBir yadigar dilimd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Susma qad\u0131n incim\u0259r\u0259m,
\nLap kin “qus”san \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259.
\nOnsuz da m\u0259n bo\u011fuluram,
\nM\u0259ni saran t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 min \u015f\u00fcph\u0259 didir,
\nRahatl\u0131q vermir m\u0259n\u0259.
\nB\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f m\u0259nl\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259rini,
\nBirg\u0259 bataq mat\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0130\u00c7\u018fK T\u018fK SOLDU<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m hayandan \u0259sdi bu k\u00fcl\u0259k,
\nBa\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi bu k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\nRuhumu b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n alandan sonra
\nNiy\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fib, susdu bu k\u00fcl\u0259k?<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil q\u0259sdim\u0259 durmu\u015fdu m\u0259nim,
\nSevinci \u0259limd\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259nim.
\nSusdura bilm\u0259dim m\u0259n bu k\u00fcl\u0259yi
\nEl\u0259 bil t\u0259k-t\u0259nha g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bu k\u00fcl\u0259k qoymad\u0131 n\u0259 hicran, n\u0259 q\u0259m,
\nY\u00fckl\u0259di \u00e7iynim\u0259, s\u00f6yl\u0259di \u00e7\u0259k q\u0259m.
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,
\nY\u00fck\u00fcm \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki q\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u018fsdi viran etdi, sald\u0131 d\u0259rin iz,
\nSilinm\u0259z he\u00e7 zaman yadda\u015fdan bu iz.
\nQ\u0259lbimi incidir h\u0259r xatir\u0259si,
\nBu k\u00fcl\u0259k q\u0259lbimd\u0259 qoydu ac\u0131 iz.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sib-co\u015fub sonra da susdu,
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rd verib b\u0259s niy\u0259 susdu?
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n ald\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tin ki, d\u00f6n\u0259,
\nM\u0259nim ne\u00e7\u0259 arzum \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k t\u0259k soldu.<\/p>\n

SEV\u0130NC\u0130M\u0130N \u0130NT\u0130HARI<\/p>\n

Dedim yaz\u0131m \u2013
\nOlanlardan,
\nke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nHaqq\u0131n yolu
\ndura-dura
\nHaqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nYaza-yaza
\ng\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259n –
\nne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259 g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r
\ndiri-diri \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 k\u0259f\u0259n bi\u00e7di.
\nDuy\u011fular\u0131m daxilimd\u0259
\nsava\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131 bir – birin\u0259,
\nSevincim\u0259 h\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7\u0259kib,
\nk\u0259d\u0259rim ke\u00e7di yerin\u0259.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc sevinc
\nkirpiyimd\u0259n asd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn,
\nSevincimin “intihar\u0131n” kor olub
\ng\u00f6rm\u0259zdi g\u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nYana\u011f\u0131mda “m\u0259zar qazd\u0131m”
\n\u0130ntihar ed\u0259nl\u0259rim\u0259,
\n\u018flimi qoynumda qoyub,
\nT\u0259rk edib ged\u0259nl\u0259rim\u0259.<\/p>\n

SEVG\u0130N SEVG\u0130M\u0130N SEVG\u0130S\u0130\t<\/p>\n

Sevgin il\u0259 qanad a\u00e7an
\nk\u0259p\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir\u0259m,
\nO \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n bu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259
\nqonan h\u0259min k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k t\u0259k,
\nE\u015fq ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nToxunmursan qanad\u0131maqanad\u0131m s\u0131nar m\u0259nim,
\nSevinci q\u0259lbim\u0259 sal\u0131b,
\nYan tutursan \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n
\nbu h\u0259yat\u0131n k\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259min.
\n\u0130nc\u0259-inc\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rsan
\ng\u00fcn\u0259\u015f r\u0259ngli tell\u0259rimi,
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259n tutursan
\ns\u0259ni saran \u0259ll\u0259rimi.
\nS\u0259n d\u00fcnyam\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131san,
\nOlmazsan al\u0259m z\u00fclm\u0259tdir.
\nSevgin sevgimin sevgisi,
\nM\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n

XAT\u0130R\u018fL\u018fR RUHUMU D\u0130D\u0130R<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u0259 yata bilmir\u0259m,
\nK\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 bat\u0131r\u0131lan x\u0259nc\u0259rl\u0259rin yeria\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r.
\nM\u0259n h\u0259r gec\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,
\n\u201cDost\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259si \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qanay\u0131r.
\nA\u011f t\u0259nzif\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n qan l\u0259k\u0259sinin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc t\u0259k,
\nBir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 canlan\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm ruhuma dikilib
\n\u018flims\u0259 qal\u0131b dizl\u0259rimd\u0259.
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc titr\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259rt f\u0131rt\u0131na
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259rimi yerl\u0259 yeksan edir.
\nQuz\u011funun c\u0259s\u0259di diddiyi kimi
\nO xatir\u0259l\u0259r ruhumu didir.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nQ\u0259lbimi a\u00e7mamal\u0131yd\u0131m ki, q\u0259lbimd\u0259n
\nyaralanmay\u0131n.
\nM\u0259n art\u0131q m\u0259n olmaq bel\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259n oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ittiham
\nedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00d6Z YA\u015eIM \u0130NT\u0130HAR ED\u0130R<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 bir gil\u0259 ya\u015f,
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr intihar edir.
\nDa\u015f as\u0131l\u0131b q\u0259lbimd\u0259n, da\u015f,
\nRuhumu q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r didir.<\/p>\n

\u0130tib g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131,
\nGec\u0259nin z\u00fclm\u0259t \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda.
\n\u018fridi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131,
\nXo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rin sora\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

F\u0131rt\u0131naya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f k\u0259s\u0259m,
\nYol tapm\u0131ram \u00e7\u0131xam qa\u00e7am.
\nM\u0259n s\u00fckutda q\u0259mli s\u0259s\u0259m,
\nS\u00fckuta niskin qatacam. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n niy\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131ram? Cavab\u0131 ruhumu sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n bir suald\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim t\u0259k cavablardan biri… Ata itgisi, ata h\u0259sr\u0259ti, ruhumu titr\u0259d\u0259n ata \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u2013 t\u0259s\u0259llim misralar… H\u0259yat \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259dir. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ruhum \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259 “dill\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259ydi” m\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259rdim? M\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn hissl\u0259rim \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259ks olunur. B\u0259z\u0259n yazark\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131ram, b\u0259z\u0259n a\u011flark\u0259n yaz\u0131ram, b\u0259z\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt olark\u0259n yaz\u0131ram, b\u0259z\u0259n yazark\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30484","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30484","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30484"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30484\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30493,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30484\/revisions\/30493"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30484"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30484"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30484"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}