{"id":30485,"date":"2019-05-03T04:00:16","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T00:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30485"},"modified":"2019-05-03T08:53:53","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T04:53:53","slug":"z%c9%99rif-kolg%c9%99l%c9%99r-layih%c9%99sinin-istirakcisi-xalid%c9%99-abdullayeva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30485","title":{"rendered":"“Z\u0259rif k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r” layih\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131: Xalid\u0259 ABDULLAYEVA"},"content":{"rendered":"

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M\u0259nim\t\u015feirl\u0259rim yaz\u0131lm\u0131r do\u011fulur. m\u0259nim\t\u015feirl\u0259rim duy\u011fularimin azadligidir. \u00fcr\u0259yimin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcdur, q\u0259lbimin piciltisidir
\nruhumun \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ntisrd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

F\u018fXR ED\u0130R\u018fM<\/p>\n

Anam, atam dar\u0131xmas\u0131n,
\nBac\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131xmas\u0131n,
\nQarda\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n
\nBu v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur, f\u0259xr edir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

\u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n,
\nAt, sevgilim, d\u0259rdi, q\u0259mi,
\nTorpaq q\u0259d\u0259r sevdim s\u0259ni,
\nV\u0259t\u0259nim ca\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni
\nBu, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur.
\nF\u0259xr edir\u0259m!
\n\u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Elim\u0259 g\u00f6z dikib ya\u011f\u0131,
\nSin\u0259miz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir da\u011f\u0131,
\nGedim, qoruyum torpa\u011f\u0131
\nBu, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur.
\nF\u0259xr edir\u0259m!
\n\u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Gedir\u0259m boranda, qarda.
\nQay\u0131dacam ilk baharda.
\nV\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259nsiz qalar darda!
\nBu v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur.
\nF\u0259xr edir\u0259m!
\n\u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 arxalans\u0131n,
\nDost g\u00fcls\u00fcn , d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n tamans\u0131n,
\nQoy, bayra\u011f\u0131m dal\u011falans\u0131n
\nBu v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur.
\nF\u0259xr edir\u0259m!
\n\u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u018fNL\u018f\tOLSUN<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 qaran\u0131q gec\u0259,
\nYen\u0259 soyuq yata\u011f\u0131m,
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolub
\nBombo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f ota\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yaman yorubdur m\u0259ni,
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259t bu intizar,
\nG\u0259l \u00f6p\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q var, \u00f6l\u00fcm var.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 ox\u015fa telimi
\nBir pay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi t\u0259k
\nUnudaq olanlari
\nG\u0259l t\u0259rsliyind\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi
\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 et nur.
\nAy \u00fcr\u0259yim bilirs\u0259n
\nSevgid\u0259 olmur g\u00fcrur.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n,
\nBiz is\u0259 sakit duraq.
\nX\u0259yallarda s\u0259ninl\u0259
\nBirlikd\u0259 yuva quraq.<\/p>\n

Yene \u00e7\u0259kib naz\u0131m\u0131,
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n, \u201cQARAG\u00d6Z\u00dcM\u201d
\nS\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7m\u0259yir g\u00fcn\u00fcm
\nQalmayib taq\u0259t d\u00f6z\u00fcm<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259m bax\u0131\u015f\u0131mla,
\n\u018flim \u0259lini tutsun,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bu son \u015feirim
\nQoy sonum s\u0259nl\u0259 olsun.<\/p>\n

B\u018fLK\u018f\tB\u0130R G\u00dcN QOVU\u015eDUM<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, yol uzaqd\u0131,
\nAraya bir \u00e7ay d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 qism\u0259tim\u0259,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131qdan pay d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n al\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m,
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259tin oca\u011f\u0131na,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m m\u0259n anam\u0131n,
\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131nam quca\u011f\u0131na…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131q, h\u0259sr\u0259ti,
\nU\u015faq ik\u0259n duymu\u015fam,
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259n yorulmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qovu\u015fduq,
\nDeyib-deyib durmu\u015fuq.
\nBo\u015f yer\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 x\u0259yallar qurmu\u015fuq.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bildin ki, n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim,
\nM\u0259n bu g\u00fcrb\u0259t ocaqda
\nS\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b oturmu\u015fam
\nYetim t\u0259k bir bucaqda<\/p>\n

Cavan \u00f6mr\u00fcm bel\u0259c\u0259,
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 ke\u00e7ir h\u0259d\u0259r.
\nM\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rdan doymu\u015fam
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n doymay\u0131r k\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir h\u0259sr\u0259t yol\u00e7usuyam,
\nQism\u0259timl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, anama
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qovu\u015fdum. <\/p>\n

\u018fN\t\u015e\u0130R\u0130N G\u00dcNAHIM\t\u0130D\u0130N<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 Tanr\u0131dan s\u0259ni ist\u0259dim,
\nA\u00e7d\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259rimi, etdim bir dil\u0259k.
\nH\u0259yatda qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik
\nBar\u0131 yuxudasa s\u0259nl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 tut \u0259limi, ox\u015fa telimi,
\nYen\u0259 s\u0259nl\u0259 birg\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259 baxaq.
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 dala\u015faq, k\u00fcs\u0259k, inciy\u0259k
\nSonra bu sevgid\u0259n bir \u015feir yazaq.<\/p>\n

Unuda bilm\u0259rik ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerin,
\nSanki h\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 izl\u0259rimiz var.
\nYollar ayr\u0131 sald\u0131 bizi \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n
\nG\u00f6r bizi n\u0259 hala sald\u0131 intizar.<\/p>\n

Bilmirik neyimiz art\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fcr,
\nEl\u0259 hey davalar, yersiz q\u0131naqlar.
\nBilirs\u0259n bunlar\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259dir?!
\nQovu\u015fa bilmirik, budur s\u0259b\u0259bkar.<\/p>\n

Bir zaman and i\u00e7ib, peyman ba\u011flad\u0131q,
\nBizi ay\u0131racaq t\u0259k \u00f6l\u00fcm dedin.
\nIkimiz d\u0259 bu e\u015fqd\u0259 batd\u0131q g\u00fcnaha
\nAmma s\u0259n \u0259n \u015firin g\u00fcnah\u0131m idin.<\/p>\n

N\u018f\t\u00dc\u00c7\u00dcN G\u018fLM\u0130\u015e\u018fM D\u00dcNYAYA<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259,
\nInsan da \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259r inciy\u0259r.
\nBit\u0259r x\u0259yallar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lar q\u0259lbi
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Sevdiyi insandan g\u00f6r\u0259r z\u0259r\u0259ri,
\nAc\u0131lar i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u00e7ar s\u0259h\u0259ri.
\nYar onu \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259 satandan b\u0259ri
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Get-ged\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi olacaq k\u00f6vr\u0259k,
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rar q\u0259ddini amans\u0131z f\u0259l\u0259k.
\nZ\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rs\u0259 yediyi \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m da g\u0259lir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259
\nNeyleyim ureyim baxmir s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.
\nSanki g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259 bax\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcme
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259r.
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259r.<\/p>\n

KA\u015e\tK\u0130, U\u015eAQ OLAYDIM<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f ki, qay\u0131d\u0131b yenid\u0259n,
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259, u\u015faq olayd\u0131m.
\nUlduzlara boylan\u0131b,
\nX\u0259yallara dalayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f \u015firin arzular\u0131m,
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 cana
\nYen\u0259 s\u0259nin k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259
\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131nayd\u0131m, ay ana.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f ki, u\u015faq olayd\u0131m,
\nQa\u00e7ayd\u0131m y\u0131x\u0131layd\u0131m.
\nH\u0259zin laylalar\u0131n\u0131,
\nYen\u0259 e\u015fidim dey\u0259<\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fulayd\u0131m.
\nD\u0259c\u0259l bir q\u0131z olayd\u0131m.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 ac\u0131qlananda,
\nDanlayayd\u0131n s\u0259n m\u0259ni.
\nGeriy\u0259 qaytarayd\u0131n,
\nNa\u011f\u0131llara b\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n
\nGec\u0259mi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nKas ki usaq olaydim<\/p>\n

Indikit\u0259k qovrulub
\nYanmayaydi ureyim
\nBaltek sirin olaydi
\nHavam suyum coreyim.
\nKa\u015f ki, u\u015faq olayd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

G\u0259linciyim \u0259limd\u0259n,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131layd\u0131.
\nG\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz yol \u0259hval\u0131m,
\nBulan\u0131b, durulayd\u0131.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t yox, <\/p>\n

Sevinc ya\u015f\u0131 dolayd\u0131.
\nH\u0259yat e\u015fqim q\u0259lbimd\u0259,
\nT\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 qalayd\u0131.
\nEh, o, \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259,
\nGeri qay\u0131tmaq \u00e7\u0259tin.
\nG\u0259r\u0259k dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7am,
\nInd\u0259n bel\u0259 qism\u0259tin.
\nKa\u015f ki, u\u015faq olayd\u0131m,
\nH\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131,
\nAnlay\u0131b, duymayayd\u0131m.
\nYa\u015famaqdan h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259,
\nU\u015faq t\u0259k qorxmayayd\u0131m…
\nKa\u015f ki, u\u015faq olayd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

ALI\u015eMI\u015eAM YOXLU\u011eUNA\t<\/p>\n

Ist\u0259diyin bel\u0259 idi,
\nTaleyin d\u0259 bel\u0259 etdi.
\nSevgin d\u0259 ist\u0259yin kimi,
\nGizli g\u0259ldi, gizli getdi.
\nGet yoluna daha b\u0259sdi,
\nAl\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam yoxlu\u011funa…<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat m\u0259ni \u00e7ox s\u0131nad\u0131,
\n\u00c7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 ke\u00e7di zaman.
\nBir \u00e7ox arzum pu\u00e7a \u00e7ixdi,
\nF\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 verm\u0259di aman.
\nGet yoluna daha b\u0259sdi,
\nAl\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam yoxlu\u011funa… <\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdin?
\nYollarda qal\u0131bd\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nDaha s\u0259brim t\u00fck\u0259nibdi,
\nQalmay\u0131bd\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nGet yoluna daha b\u0259sdi,
\nAl\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam yoxlu\u011funa…<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259r q\u0259lbim,
\nYad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r s\u00f6zl\u0259rin.
\nKe\u00e7diyimiz c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlardan
\n\u00c7oxdan silinib izl\u0259rin.
\nGet yoluna daha b\u0259sdi,
\nAl\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam yoxlu\u011funa…<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259n niy\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc?
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m gil\u0259-gil\u0259
\nOlan \u00fcmidl\u0259rim soldu.
\nGet yoluna daha b\u0259sdi,
\nAl\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam yoxlu\u011funa…<\/p>\n

AY \u00dcR\u018fK..<\/p>\n

Nolub s\u0259n\u0259, ay \u00dcr\u0259yim,
\nN\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirs\u0259n?
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yada
\nYarpaq t\u0259k tir-tir \u0259sirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bir az sakit bir az aram,
\nG\u0259l oturaq, g\u0259l d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259k…
\n\u00c7ox \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131lma
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259t bir g\u00fcn bit\u0259c\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u018flimd\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mim, \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nBax nam\u0259 yaz\u0131ram yara.
\nBir g\u00fcn bit\u0259r ac\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259t<\/p>\n

Son qoyar\u0131q intizara.
\nG\u0259l danlama m\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tdir e\u015fqin saray\u0131.
\nSevib-sevib qovu\u015fmayan<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n azmi say\u0131?
\nBax g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n \u00e7ox insan\u0131n,
\nE\u015fqd\u0259n q\u0259lbi yaral\u0131d\u0131.
\n\u00c7ox q\u0131nama s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni
\nBu sevgi Allah pay\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

PAYIZ<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 pay\u0131z f\u0259sili.
\nY\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259mli s\u0259tirl\u0259r
\nYen\u0259 yada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k
\nO s\u0259nli xatir\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bulud var
\nYen\u0259 ya\u011facaq ya\u011f\u0131\u015f
\nM\u0259nim a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inim
\nYar\u0131ma m\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Deki bu h\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259ni
\nHali p\u0259ri\u015fan edib
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimin sevinci
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimi t\u0259rk edib. <\/p>\n

Deki m\u0259n he\u00e7 d\u00f6nm\u0259dim
\n\u018fhdimd\u0259n, ilqar\u0131mdan
\nO \u015firin xatir\u0259l\u0259r
\nHe\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b yad\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bir\u0259r bir\u0259r
\nYetir ona g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in
\nDeki yaral\u0131 q\u0259lbi
\nT\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr s\u0259nin\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

Deki he\u00e7 qorxutmas\u0131n
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259t, Hicran onu
\n\u018flb\u0259t bir g\u00fcn olacaq
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259tin bir sonu.<\/p>\n

G\u018fLD\u0130<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldim ka\u011f\u0131za v\u0259sv el\u0259y\u0259m d\u0259rdi, gubar\u0131
\nYazd\u0131qca q\u0259l\u0259m a\u011flad\u0131, d\u0259ft\u0259r dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi.
\nSevdim birini g\u00f6rm\u0259dim \u0259hdind\u0259 v\u0259fas\u0131n,
\nBilm\u0259m n\u0259 g\u00fcnah eyl\u0259dim b\u0259xtim bel\u0259 g\u0259ldi.
\nZal\u0131m f\u0259l\u0259yin\u00e7\u0259rxi d\u00f6n\u00fck oldu \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n
\nEy yar, n\u0259 f\u00fc\u011fan eyl\u0259din k\u00f6nl\u00fcm dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi.
\nYar eyl\u0259di kor, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin nurunu ald\u0131
\nY\u0131xd\u0131 evimi, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ldi.
\nEy yar, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 bu sevdad\u0259 k\u0259nar\u0259,
\nB\u0259lki bu q\u0259l\u0259m sahibi bir g\u00fcn el\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

CAR\u018fS\u0130Z X\u018fST\u018fL\u0130K<\/p>\n

Bu nec\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, nec\u0259 sevgidir?
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131, yoxlu\u011fu m\u0259n\u0259 \u015firindir.
\nDa\u011f\u0131daq h\u0259sr\u0259tin buz k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nG\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259md\u0259m ol, m\u0259ni sevindir.<\/p>\n

Yaman nigaranam s\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259zizim,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim yollarda, hal\u0131m p\u0259ri\u015fan.
\nBir zaman s\u0259ninl\u0259 qo\u015fa g\u0259z\u0259rdik,
\n\u0130ndi o yerl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr insan.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q yamanca yorubdur s\u0259ni,
\nHicran sa\u00e7lar\u0131na sal\u0131b vaxts\u0131z d\u0259n.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olsa da yor\u011fun \u00fcr\u0259yin,
\nBilir\u0259m, yorulmaz bizim sevgid\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259rdin, ki\u015fil\u0259r a\u011flamaz, can\u0131m,
\nB\u0259s n\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin bel\u0259c\u0259 dolub?
\nM\u0259nim tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m da\u015fq\u0259lbli insan,
\n\u0130ndi q\u0259lbis\u0131n\u0131q, \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259k olub.<\/p>\n

Aylar, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7s\u0259 bel\u0259 unutma,
\nD\u00f6nm\u0259r\u0259m \u0259hdimd\u0259n, d\u00fcz ilqar\u0131mdan.
\n\u00c7ar\u0259siz x\u0259st\u0259lik kimi bu e\u015fqin
\n\u015e\u0259fas\u0131n dil\u0259r\u0259m uca Tanr\u0131dan.\t<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim yaz\u0131lm\u0131r do\u011fulur. m\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim duy\u011fularimin azadligidir. \u00fcr\u0259yimin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcdur, q\u0259lbimin piciltisidir ruhumun \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ntisrd\u0131r. F\u018fXR ED\u0130R\u018fM Anam, atam dar\u0131xmas\u0131n, Bac\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131xmas\u0131n, Qarda\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n Bu v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur, f\u0259xr edir\u0259m! \u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n, At, sevgilim, d\u0259rdi, q\u0259mi, Torpaq q\u0259d\u0259r sevdim s\u0259ni, V\u0259t\u0259nim ca\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni Bu, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 borcumdur. F\u0259xr edir\u0259m! \u018fsg\u0259r gedir\u0259m m\u0259n. Elim\u0259 g\u00f6z dikib […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30485","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30485"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30485\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30494,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30485\/revisions\/30494"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30485"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30485"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30485"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}