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\u00abM\u018fN K\u0130M\u018fM?\u00bb sual\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 zaman\u0131 g\u0259ldiyind\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rik. H\u0259l ki, m\u0259n, s\u0259yyaham. H\u0259yat\u0131n an\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yaxalamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fayan bir s\u0259yyah. \u00c7\u00fcnki bizl\u0259ri var ed\u0259n, ya\u015fadan da bu an\u0131lard\u0131r. \u0130zl\u0259y\u0259\t bils\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259vi bir ah\u0259ng taparsan ki… t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, s\u0259brsizlikd\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n qa\u00e7a\u2010qa\u00e7\u0131ndan izl\u0259m\u0259yi unuduruq. Ruhumuz cismimizl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ya\u015fananlar\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q s\u00fcr\u0259tind\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Geriy\u0259 baxd\u0131qda is\u0259a\u011f\u0131la g\u0259l\u0259n ilk sual bu olur: B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 m\u0259n n\u0259 zaman ya\u015fad\u0131m?!.. Zaman n\u0259 tez ke\u00e7di?!.. B\u0259li \u0259ziz dost, s\u0259n\u0259 bu yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yim t\u0259k \u015fey\u2010S\u018fN \u00d6Z\u00dcNS\u018fN.<\/p>\n

H\u018f V\u018f YOX <\/p>\n

H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zda “H\u018f”l\u0259r v\u0259 “YOX”lar var. Bu tip insanlar hayatda n\u0259 ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini yaxud da ist\u0259m\u0259dikl\u0259rini bil\u0259n insanlar olur. Vay o g\u00fcnd\u0259n ki, “Bilmir\u0259m” dey\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 rastla\u015fas\u0131n\u0131z \u2013 o zaman, b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat e\u015fqiniz \u00f6l\u0259r. Zarafat bir yana, amma h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u00e7ox ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 bir hald\u0131r \u2013 \u0130nsan\u0131n n\u0259 ist\u0259diyini bilm\u0259m\u0259si. <\/p>\n

Sanki azm\u0131san v\u0259 hans\u0131 yolu se\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirs\u0259n. Sad\u0259c\u0259 durmusan, amma s\u0259n durdunsa h\u0259yat da durar. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q v\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q bir q\u0259rar verm\u0259lis\u0259n. Qar\u015f\u0131nda 2 yol var. Biri “H\u018f”dir, dig\u0259ri “YOX”. Bir \u00e7ox hallarda “YOX” dey\u0259r\u0259k se\u00e7dikl\u0259rimiz bizi tupik\u0259 salar. Bu “YOX”dan daha bir se\u00e7im etm\u0259k imkan\u0131 olmaz. B\u0259z\u0259n geriy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f d\u0259 olmaz. Lakin “H\u018f”l\u0259r h\u0259r zaman \u0259n az iki qap\u0131 a\u00e7ar. N\u0259tic\u0259 neqativ d\u0259 olsa, pozitiv d\u0259 olsa h\u0259r zaman bir yol, bir se\u00e7im daha olacaq. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0259hvli d\u0259 olsa, d\u00fczl\u00fc d\u0259 olsa o qap\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131n. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 h\u0259r zaman \u015fans verin. \u018fn pis n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r ki?! S\u0259hv etmi\u015f olacaqs\u0131z, o halda bel\u0259 o s\u0259hv sizi dig\u0259r bir do\u011frunuza apara bil\u0259r. Zat\u0259n s\u0259hv deyil\u0259n bir \u015fey d\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn individuald\u0131r. Sizin do\u011fru bildiyiniz \u0259n az\u0131 bir n\u0259f\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r zaman s\u0259hv olacaq. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 he\u00e7 yormay\u0131n, \u00fcr\u0259yinizin s\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131n, sizi xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131n. Gec v\u0259 tez “H\u018f” dey\u0259 se\u00e7diyiniz yol sizi ist\u0259diyiniz h\u0259d\u0259finiz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131racaq. Yolunuz a\u00e7\u0131q olsun, dostlar!<\/p>\n

VAZ KE\u00c7M\u018f! <\/p>\n

Onu bilir\u0259m ki, insan n\u0259yis\u0259 \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirs\u0259 he\u00e7 vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259z. Vaz ke\u00e7irs\u0259 dem\u0259k ki, he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259yib. Vaz ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259rin v\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rin olsun. S\u0259ni s\u0259n ed\u0259n v\u0259 20-30-50 il sonra g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 baxd\u0131qda utanmayaca\u011f\u0131n “S\u018fN” ol.. H\u0259r zaman demi\u015f\u0259m v\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m: \u0130nsan Allah\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259n ali m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259dir. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ni qoru. Biril\u0259ri tap\u0131lacaq ki, desin: <\/p>\n

Onsuz da al\u0131nmayacaq. Bo\u015f ver getsin. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fd\u0131m m\u0259nd\u0259 al\u0131nmad\u0131, s\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 al\u0131nas\u0131d\u0131r ki?!.. \u018fsla dinl\u0259m\u0259. Bu insanlar art\u0131q \u00f6z m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259rini itirmi\u015f v\u0259 arzular\u0131n\u0131, x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259yat amallar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbinin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 basd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f insanlard\u0131r. \u201cC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 ged\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yolda\u015f axtar\u0131r\u201d deyirl\u0259r. Bu insanlar inamlar\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mi yaratm\u0131\u015f insanlard\u0131r, s\u0259ni bataql\u0131q kimi dib\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k. <\/p>\n

Uzaq dur! S\u0259nin m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ni m\u0259hv ed\u0259n insanlardan uzaq dur. \u018fksin\u0259 s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259n ol. Zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259n o insanlar\u0131 bataql\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xaracaq m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 olacaqsan. T\u0259k vaz ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z S\u018fNS\u018fN!<\/p>\n

S\u018fNS\u018fN! QADIN V\u018f K\u0130\u015e\u0130 M\u00dcNAS\u0130B\u018fTL\u018fR\u0130N\u0130N S\u0130RR\u0130 <\/p>\n

Bir q\u0131z u\u015faql\u0131qdan bir qaydan\u0131 yadda saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “S\u0259ninl\u0259 nec\u0259 r\u0259ftar edilm\u0259sini ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, ba\u015fqalar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 davran. “O b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 boyu bu qaydaya riay\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 davam edirdi v\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259ni d\u0259 ist\u0259diyi kimi al\u0131rd\u0131. Zaman g\u0259ldi, o ail\u0259 qurdu. Bu qaydan\u0131 ail\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259dbiq etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, lakin n\u0259tic\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi kimi almad\u0131. Yolda\u015f\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 qay\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 diqq\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rdikc\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259di. Yolda\u015f\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259ldikd\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini soru\u015fard\u0131, o da cavab\u0131nda \u00e7ox h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. Amma qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda onun g\u00fcn\u00fc il\u0259 maraqlanmazd\u0131. Q\u0131z q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259n\u0259sinin yan\u0131na getsin. N\u0259n\u0259si h\u0259r \u015feyi dinl\u0259yib cavab verdi. <\/p>\n

“Q\u0131z\u0131m, bu qayda h\u0259r yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r, ki\u015fi-qad\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri istisna olmaqla. \u00c7\u00fcnki qad\u0131n v\u0259 ki\u015fi t\u0259bi\u0259ti eyni deyil. Onlar\u0131n f\u0259rqli v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259ri var. Ki\u015finin v\u0259zif\u0259si qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n arzular\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259kdir. S\u0259n onun qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qald\u0131qca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, bu s\u0259nin ist\u0259yindir v\u0259 ist\u0259yini h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015f\u0259rait yarad\u0131r. Ki\u015fi he\u00e7 vaxt s\u0259nin fikirl\u0259rini oxuya bilm\u0259z, o sad\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259nin \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fidir. M\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r qay\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 ona bunu s\u00f6yl\u0259. \u018fg\u0259r payla\u015fmaq ist\u0259dikl\u0259rin varsa, sual verm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r sad\u0259. <\/p>\n

B\u018fHAN\u018fL\u018fR <\/p>\n

B\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r, b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r, b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r… H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259tirm\u0259kl\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, siz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lmirmi? \u0130dmana zaman\u0131m qalmad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki s\u0259h\u0259r yat\u0131b qald\u0131m. S\u0259h\u0259r dura bilm\u0259dim,\u00e7\u00fcnki gec yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130\u015f\u0259 gecikdim, \u00e7\u00fcnki t\u0131xaca d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. U\u015faqlara zaman\u0131m v\u0259 ya g\u00fcc\u00fcm qalm\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u00e7ox yoluluram. Yaxud \u0259n aktual b\u0259han\u0259, pulum yoxdur, z\u0259man\u0259 pisdir, \u015f\u0259rait yoxdur… \u0130lk \u00f6nc\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259rsiz ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259k.. D\u00fcz deyibl\u0259r: Arzun varsa onu realla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn 1000 yol tapacaqsan, arzun yoxdursa 1000 b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Burdan n\u0259tic\u0259: sizin sad\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259yatda amal\u0131n\u0131z yoxdur. H\u0259yatda bir amal olan insan\u0131 he\u00e7 bir b\u0259han\u0259 saxlaya bilm\u0259z. Sizl\u0259ri b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259rinizl\u0259 t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k qoyuram. Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcn, h\u0259yatda sa\u011f ik\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fc olma b\u0259han\u0259niz n\u0259dir? P. S Cavab\u0131 tapsan\u0131z dem\u0259k, siz\u0259 \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259rim var. Siz h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z! <\/p>\n

QORXU <\/p>\n

\u0130nsan\u0131 m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259lliy\u0259 aparan hissdir qorxu. S\u0259ni g\u00fccl\u00fc ed\u0259c\u0259k hissdir qorxu. \u201cQorxmaqdan qorxma\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259. S\u0259ni, m\u0259ni bu h\u0259yatda ya\u015fadan hissdir qorxu. <\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxmasan nec\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259rs\u0259n? Nec\u0259 m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259lliy\u0259 can atarsan? Yadda\u015flarda qalmamaqdan qorxmasan, insanlara nec\u0259 sevgi b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259rs\u0259n? Nec\u0259 ruhunu t\u0259slim ed\u0259rs\u0259n? U\u011fursuzluqdan qorxmasan, u\u011furun dad\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xararsan? Qorxu \u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc katalizatordur h\u0259yat\u0131nda. H\u0259yatda qorxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bin varsa dem\u0259k ki, ya\u015fama\u011fa da s\u0259b\u0259bin var. Qorxan insana \u201cqorxma!\u201d dem\u0259. Sad\u0259c\u0259 \u201cQorxundan d\u00fczg\u00fcn qidalan\u201d de. D\u00fczg\u00fcn qida, d\u00fczg\u00fcn n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r. Qorx, \u0259ziz insan, qorx! H\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015famamaqdan qorx! Yadda\u015flarda qalmamaqdan qorx! Xeyirli i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n qorx! Ruhunu qidaland\u0131rmadan ya\u015famaqdan qorx! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapmamaqdan qorx! <\/p>\n

Qorxu s\u0259ni ya iflic ed\u0259r ya da h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r. \u0130flic olmadan q\u0259rar ver. Qalxaca\u011f\u0131n zirv\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t et.<\/p>\n

SAD\u0130Q OL <\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 sadiq ol! Arzular\u0131na sadiq ol! H\u0259d\u0259fini t\u0259yin et, ona da sadiq ol! \u018fn d\u0259y\u0259rli x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tdir sadiqlik. \u0130nsanlarda axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, \u00f6n\u0259ms\u0259diyimiz c\u0259h\u0259tdir sadiqlik. Lakin h\u0259r zaman kiml\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259 umuruq bunu. Unuduruq ki, h\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r. S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sadiq olmasan, kims\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 sadiq qalmaz. Kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nd\u0259n, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 sadiq ol. Sevdikl\u0259rin\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli olan b\u00fct\u00fcn canl\u0131 v\u0259 cans\u0131zlara sadiq ol. \u018fn \u0259sas\u0131 ruhuna v\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sadiq ol. <\/p>\n

N\u0130FR\u018fT ETM\u018f \u00d6Z\u00dcN\u018f. <\/p>\n

\u201cKim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259r ki?\u201d soru\u015facaqsan – insanlar ad\u0259t\u0259n ona pisliyi d\u0259y\u0259n insanlara nifr\u0259t ed\u0259rl\u0259r. Amma bu nifr\u0259t bel\u0259 qorxu hissind\u0259n yaranar. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u015fluq yaradar daha sonra oran\u0131 qorxu il\u0259 doldurar. Qorxdu\u011fundan da ona nifr\u0259t etdiyini sanarsan. Amma \u0259sl qorxdu\u011fun f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcns\u0259n. \u00d6z g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259rs\u0259n, bacar\u0131qs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na nifr\u0259t ed\u0259rs\u0259n, \u00f6zg\u00fcv\u0259nsizliyin\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259rs\u0259n. Bo\u011fub bitir\u0259r bu nifr\u0259t s\u0259ni. Etm\u0259, nifr\u0259t etm\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev ki, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 da sev\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n. Qorxdu\u011fun insanlar\u0131n z\u0259if t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rini g\u00f6r, ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 duy ki, onlar\u0131 anlaya bil\u0259s\u0259n. \u0130nsanlar nifr\u0259td\u0259n qidaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131rlar, amma nifr\u0259t insan\u0131n daxili bataql\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bu bataql\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n t\u0259k yolu SEVG\u0130d\u0131r.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev\u0259c\u0259k m\u00fctl\u0259q bir s\u0259b\u0259bin var.<\/p>\n

SEVG\u0130 DOLU, S\u018fRH\u018fDS\u0130Z D\u00dcNYAM. <\/p>\n

S\u0259ni f\u0259qr etm\u0259y\u0259ni \u00e7ox oldular. H\u0259r k\u0259s nec\u0259 etsin d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox qoparts\u0131n dedi, nec\u0259 etsin s\u0259n\u0259 daha \u00e7ox sahib olsun.. Amma s\u0259ni nec\u0259 qorusun dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259dil\u0259r. K\u0259\u015ffl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259nin qoruyucu qat\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rd\u0131lar, havan\u0131 korlad\u0131lar, ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rd\u0131lar, bombalad\u0131lar, par\u00e7alad\u0131lar, dinc sakinl\u0259rini \u0259zdil\u0259r, azm\u0131\u015f kimi zorlad\u0131lar.. n\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259sin\u0259, n\u0259 qocas\u0131na, n\u0259 cavan\u0131na baxmad\u0131lar.. Amma s\u0259n h\u0259diyy\u0259miz olmaqdan vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259din. Yen\u0259 bizi se\u00e7din, yen\u0259 \u015fans verdin. <\/p>\n

M\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l oldu\u011fumuzu unutdurmad\u0131n, h\u0259r \u015feyi t\u0259k insan\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi bir yuva oldun. \u0130mkanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259dsiz oldu\u011fu bir yuva oldun. M\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri, yor\u011fun bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 qocalar\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla doydurdun. Bizl\u0259r zaman \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259ri yaratd\u0131q, ill\u0259rini, aylarn\u0131, g\u00fcnl\u0259rini saymaqla \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qocaltd\u0131q, lakin s\u0259ni g\u00fcnahkar bilib, nakam d\u00fcnya adland\u0131rd\u0131q. Nakam s\u0259n deyilmi\u015fs\u0259n, biz imi\u015fiz.. Yet\u0259r ki, s\u0259n var ol. S\u0259n var oldu\u011fun m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 pisl\u0259r d\u0259 olacaq, yax\u015f\u0131lar da. pisl\u0259r s\u0259ni da\u011f\u0131tmaqla, ac\u011f\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olduqca yax\u015f\u0131lar s\u0259ni ya\u015fayacaqlar. \u0130\u00e7d\u0259n ya\u015fayacaqlar. ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n da\u011f\u0131td\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mir ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, s\u0259ni yenid\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. S\u0259n bizl\u0259r\u0259 yuva olduqca, biz d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 ana olaca\u011f\u0131q. T\u0259bi\u0259tini, canl\u0131 v\u0259 cans\u0131z h\u0259r \u015feyin\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131q. Sev\u0259r\u0259k yaradaca\u011f\u0131q, sevil\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259 m\u00fckafatlanaca\u011f\u0131q. Bizim m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259vi d\u00fcnyam\u0131z, s\u0259ni biz\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n Tanr\u0131m\u0131za \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun. Bizl\u0259r unuduruq ki, biz M\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259vi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259vi insanlar\u0131y\u0131q. Var oldu\u011fumuz v\u0259 f\u0259rqimiz\u0259 vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fcdd\u0259tc\u0259 s\u0259n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizlikd\u0259s\u0259n. S\u0259n\u0259 sahib olmaq deyil, s\u0259ni ya\u015famaq, sevm\u0259k, yaratmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn var olaca\u011f\u0131q. <\/p>\n

B\u0130R G\u00dcN G\u018fL\u018fR <\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sual ver\u0259rs\u0259n.. Niy\u0259 do\u011fulmusan? Niy\u0259 se\u00e7ilmis\u0259n? Bu h\u0259yat\u0131 niy\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsan? \u0130ndiy\u0259 kimi ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 niy\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131san? V\u0259 suallar\u0131n ilk vaxtlar cavabs\u0131z qalar. Bu suallara cavab\u0131 tapmaq zaman alar, lakin tapaca\u011f\u0131n cavablar buna d\u0259y\u0259r. M\u00fctl\u0259q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bu sual\u0131 ver. Birc\u0259 bu sual s\u0259ni he\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyin yer\u0259 g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xarar. Q\u0131raqdan bax\u0131nca s\u0131radan bir sual kimi g\u0259lir. Amma bu bel\u0259 deyil. \u0130nsan\u0131n qa\u00e7aqa\u00e7da durub h\u0259yat\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r salmas\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00f6n\u0259mlidir. Bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rs\u0259n ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131y\u0131rsan, lakin inan m\u0259n\u0259 ki, insan h\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 saniy\u0259 il\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir. Bunun f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmasan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yad g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. \u0130nan m\u0259n\u0259 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q h\u0259m \u00e7ox \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259lidir, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259vi. Hans\u0131 ya\u015fda olursansa ol, \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. <\/p>\n

H\u018fR\u018fK\u018fT! <\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015feydir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t! H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t varsa d\u00fcnya var. H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t varsa h\u0259yat var. H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t varsa s\u0259n varsan. Saat \u0259qr\u0259bind\u0259n tutmu\u015f, canl\u0131lara kimi h\u0259r \u015fey h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259dir. T\u0259bi\u0259t h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259dir… B\u0259s insan nec\u0259? \u0130nsan\u0131n q\u0259lbi d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259, ruhu b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 oldu\u011fu m\u00fcdd\u0259tc\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k.. Bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n u\u011fur do\u011facaq. U\u011fur yeni bir u\u011furu do\u011furacaq. Yeni h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olacaq.. Yeni h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r is\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 yenilikl\u0259r yaradacaq.. Bel\u0259c\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn kainat\u0131 m\u00fcvazin\u0259td\u0259 saxlayacaq, ehtiyac olarsa onu titr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259k. M\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 imza atacaq..
\nH\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t. H\u0259r \u015feyin s\u0259b\u0259bidir, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t.. He\u00e7 durma, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 ol! H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n pauzalarla ya\u015fanmas\u0131na icaz\u0259 verm\u0259\u2026 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259n cavabdehs\u0259n! \u201cPlay\u201d d\u00fcym\u0259sini basma\u011f\u0131 unutma, dostum!<\/p>\n

U\u015eAQ OLMA\u011eIM G\u018fL\u0130R <\/p>\n

Ruhu t\u0259miz, sevgi dolu u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir. Kompleksl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq, \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259n, oxuyan, r\u0259qs ed\u0259n u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir. S\u0259b\u0259bsiz g\u00fcl\u0259n, h\u0259r x\u0131rda \u015fey\u0259 sevin\u0259 bil\u0259n u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir… T\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z sev\u0259n, m\u0259suliyy\u0259td\u0259n uzaq u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir… Hissl\u0259rimi rahatca anlada bil\u0259n u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir… C\u0259surca qorxular\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apara bil\u0259n u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir… Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yadda saxlayan, pislikl\u0259ri bir anda unuda bil\u0259n u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir… Na\u011f\u0131llara, sehr\u0259 inanan u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.. .
\nH\u0259yat\u0131 a\u011fappaq v\u0259r\u0259q olan u\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.. .
\nRuhumu o u\u015fa\u011fa t\u0259slim etm\u0259yim g\u0259lir…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00abM\u018fN K\u0130M\u018fM?\u00bb sual\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 zaman\u0131 g\u0259ldiyind\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rik. H\u0259l ki, m\u0259n, s\u0259yyaham. H\u0259yat\u0131n an\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yaxalamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fayan bir s\u0259yyah. \u00c7\u00fcnki bizl\u0259ri var ed\u0259n, ya\u015fadan da bu an\u0131lard\u0131r. \u0130zl\u0259y\u0259 bils\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259vi bir ah\u0259ng taparsan ki… t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, s\u0259brsizlikd\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n qa\u00e7a\u2010qa\u00e7\u0131ndan izl\u0259m\u0259yi unuduruq. Ruhumuz cismimizl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ya\u015fananlar\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q s\u00fcr\u0259tind\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Geriy\u0259 baxd\u0131qda is\u0259a\u011f\u0131la g\u0259l\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30528","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30528","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30528"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30528\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30536,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30528\/revisions\/30536"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30528"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30528"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30528"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}