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ESM\u0130RA G\u00dcN\u018f\u015e
\n\u018fd\u0259biyyat m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259sdir, havad\u0131r. Nec\u0259\t ki,
\nd\u00fcnyam\u0131z havas\u0131z qalsa m\u0259hv olar, m\u0259n d\u0259\th\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131\t\u0259d\u0259biyyats\u0131z
\nt\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259\t bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u00fctali\u0259\t etm\u0259k, h\u0259r an
\n\u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131zdan yeni n\u0259s\u0259\t \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k sanki m\u0259ni h\u0259yata daha
\n\u00e7ox ba\u011flay\u0131r. M\u0259nim q\u0259lbim oxumaq, \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k, yaz\u0131b\u2010yaratmaq
\ne\u015fqiyl\u0259\tya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\n\u0130LK G\u00d6R\u00dc\u015e
\nOnlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131. Hara
\nged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…. \u018fslind\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7
\nt\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259ri bel\u0259 yox idi. H\u0259r ikisinin t\u0259k bir arzusu vard\u0131, bu
\ng\u00fcn n\u0259 olursa, olsun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li idil\u0259r. Tamamil\u0259 yad bir
\n\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, bir-biri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan iki q\u0259lb bir araya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi bu
\ng\u00fcn. \u018fsm\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 telefon h\u0259y\u0259candan q\u0259lbinin s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdi
\nsanki. Art\u0131q d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. O is\u0259 Bak\u0131n\u0131n bulvar\u0131nda
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u0259lib ke\u00e7\u0259n insanlar\u0131 izl\u0259yir, h\u0259y\u0259canla Eminin
\nyolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Telefona g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ng onu daha da
\nh\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Alo ! Harda qald\u0131n? G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259ns\u0259 m\u0259n gedim.
\n– Yox, getm\u0259!
\nEminin s\u0259sind\u0259ki t\u0259la\u015f ayd\u0131n hiss olunurdu.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259ni tapa bilmir\u0259m. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n Bak\u0131ya yadam. S\u0259ni
\nnec\u0259 tap\u0131m ?
\n– Bilmir\u0259m!
\n\u018fsm\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 halda dill\u0259ndi.
\n– G\u0259l bel\u0259 ed\u0259k, d\u0259niz q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l, g\u0259mil\u0259r olan t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259.
\nOrda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259ni.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131.
\nOn d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7di. V\u0259 budur, onlar d\u0259niz q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda idil\u0259r.
\nBu g\u00fcn ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Emin d\u0259nizi \u00e7ox sevirdi, bir d\u0259
\nki, \u018fsm\u0259ri. Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, bu g\u00fcn o h\u0259r iki sevdiyini bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259d\u0259
\ng\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi. Emind\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq \u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259nizi sevmirdi. O
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, d\u0259niz ayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259tirir insanlara. \u00c7o\u015fqun l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri,
\n\u015f\u0131ltaq dal\u011falar\u0131 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 geri qaytarm\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 d\u0259niz suyunu
\ng\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259dirdi h\u0259r zaman. Aralar\u0131nda fikir ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131
\nolmas\u0131na baxmayaraq h\u0259r ikisi bir-birini d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sevir,
\nayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r.
\nQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131saqol k\u00f6yn\u0259k, a\u011f \u015falvar v\u0259 idman ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131
\n\u00e7ox yara\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Emin\u0259. \u018fsm\u0259rs\u0259 cins \u015falvar \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 ona
\nyara\u015fan mavi k\u00f6yn\u0259k geyinmi\u015fdi. Aya\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 ayaqqab\u0131lar
\nh\u00fcnd\u00fcr v\u0259 \u00e7ox narahat olsa da d\u00f6z\u00fcr bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.
\nAntologiya
\n139
\nEmin \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b …
\n– Salam. – dey\u0259r\u0259k dill\u0259ndi.
\n– Salam.
\nBu k\u0259lm\u0259ni dilin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259rk\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259candan utand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259
\nyanaqlar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131zard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi \u018fsm\u0259r.
\n– Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131. B\u0259s s\u0259n?
\n– M\u0259n d\u0259. Onlar sahild\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131b parka t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259y\u0259
\nba\u015flad\u0131lar.
\n– D\u0259h\u015f\u0259t istidir. \u0130\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ? \u2013 Emin
\n\u018fsm\u0259rd\u0259n soru\u015fdu.
\n– Xeyir, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. \u018fsm\u0259rin bu cavab\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259l
\nqoymayan Emin s\u0259rin i\u00e7kil\u0259r sat\u0131lan k\u00f6\u015fk\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b
\n\u018fsm\u0259rd\u0259n bir daha soru\u015fdu
\n– Cola ya Fanta xo\u015flay\u0131rsan?
\n– M\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m do\u011furdan g\u0259l\u0259rk\u0259n Fanta
\ni\u00e7mi\u015fdim susamam\u0131\u015fam.
\nOnlar park\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n \u018fsm\u0259r dinc\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\noturmaq ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. Bir az g\u0259zi\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra ya\u015f\u0131l
\na\u011faclar\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f skamyada oturdular. Hava isti
\nidi. \u018ftrafda is\u0259 \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n sevgilil\u0259r… romantik abu-havada
\n\u015f\u0259kill\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdirirdil\u0259r. \u018fsm\u0259r mara\u011f\u0131na yenilib asta s\u0259sl\u0259
\nsoru\u015fdu.
\n– \u0130lk t\u0259s\u00fcrat\u0131n nec\u0259dir? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 hiss edirs\u0259n ?
\nEmin onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n– \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n! M\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m! Yan\u0131mda sevdiyim
\nqad\u0131n var v\u0259 az qal\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yim h\u0259y\u0259candan yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa!
\n\u018fsm\u0259r utan\u0131b bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 dikdi.
\n– Utan\u0131rsan? \u2013 dey\u0259 Emin soru\u015fdu.
\n– ….
\n– M\u0259n d\u0259 …. Ka\u015f bel\u0259 tez getm\u0259y\u0259ydin, bir az daha \u00e7ox
\nyan\u0131mda qala bil\u0259ydin…
\n– B\u0259li, ka\u015f ki, bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olard\u0131… amma getm\u0259liy\u0259m.
\nBilirs\u0259n az zaman\u0131m var.
\n– Bilir\u0259m. Emin t\u0259ss\u00fcf hissi il\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.
\n140
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 s\u00fckut h\u00f6k\u00fcm s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri birbirin\u0259 el\u0259 sevgi dolu bax\u0131rd\u0131 ki, sanki zaman dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Emin
\nastaca \u018fsm\u0259rin barmaqlar\u0131na toxundu. Bu an \u018fsm\u0259r q\u0259lbinin
\nd\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fidirdi. O el\u0259 b\u0259rk vururdu ki, ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi,
\n\u0259trafdak\u0131 insanlar da onun \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fidir. B\u00fct\u00fcn
\nb\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sdi. H\u0259y\u0259candan n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. B\u0259s Emin o da
\nbel\u0259 \u00e7ox h\u0259yacanlan\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131? B\u0259li, Emin d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idi.
\n\u018fsm\u0259rin \u00fc\u00e7 barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259 alan Emin sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259. Sevincinin, sevgisinin h\u0259ddih\u00fcdudu yox idi. Q\u0259lbind\u0259 t\u0259k bir \u015fey ist\u0259yirdi o \u2013 Zaman
\ndayans\u0131n. \u018fsm\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu onun yan\u0131nda qals\u0131n. Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f
\nbitm\u0259sin. Emin bilirdi ki, \u018fsm\u0259r gets\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259
\nh\u0259sr\u0259t qalacaq. Aylar \u00f6nc\u0259 aralar\u0131nda \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r oldu\u011fu halda indi
\nqar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u018fsm\u0259r.
\nOna \u00e7ox yax\u0131n idi. Arada he\u00e7 bir \u0259ng\u0259l yox idi. T\u0259kc\u0259
\nzamandan ba\u015fqa. Vaxt ke\u00e7ir hava getdikc\u0259 qaralma\u011fa, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f
\nbatma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259r h\u0259yacan\u0131n\u0131 bir t\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011faraq \u0259lini
\nEminin \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 ged\u0259k, m\u0259n d\u0259 gecikm\u0259yim. \u2013 dey\u0259, o dill\u0259ndi.
\n– Hara ged\u0259c\u0259n?
\n– Va\u011fzala.
\n– Nec\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259n?
\n– Bilmir\u0259m, birind\u0259n soru\u015far\u0131q yolu. \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k, \u018fsm\u0259r
\n\u0259trafa boyland\u0131.
\nOnlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi oturmu\u015fdu. Emin qalx\u0131b,
\nki\u015fiy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Salam day\u0131, dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsinizmi buradan va\u011fzala nec\u0259
\ngetm\u0259k olar?
\n– Salam, bala buradan he\u00e7 n\u0259 getmir. Ancaq biraz piyada
\nyuxar\u0131 gets\u0259z oradan 18 n\u00f6mr\u0259li avtobus ya da ki, merto il\u0259,
\nh\u0259r ikisi birba\u015fa Va\u011fzala gedir.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol day\u0131. \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k, Emin \u018fsm\u0259rin yan\u0131na
\nqay\u0131td\u0131.
\nOnlar birlikd\u0259 s\u0259ki il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259rd\u0259n
\nEmin bir iki add\u0131m qaba\u011fa gedir, bu zaman \u018fsm\u0259rin ona nec\u0259
\ndiqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edirdi v\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti o q\u0259d\u0259r
\nAntologiya
\n141
\nxo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi ki, dodaqaltdan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. \u018fslind\u0259 Eminin
\nbir-iki add\u0131m ondan \u00f6nd\u0259 getm\u0259si \u018fsm\u0259rin d\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki bel\u0259 olanda ona rahat baxa bilirdi. G\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259
\nutan\u0131b bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar yolu ke\u00e7ib ke\u00e7id\u0259
\nyax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar.Ke\u00e7idi d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n, \u018fsm\u0259r Eminin kefinin
\npozuldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb soru\u015fdu.
\n– Noldu, niy\u0259 qan\u0131n qarald\u0131?
\n– N\u0259 bilim e, sevdiyim qad\u0131n yan\u0131mdad\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n onun
\n\u0259lind\u0259n tuta bilmir\u0259m. \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedirs\u0259n. Ka\u015f biraz
\nvaxt\u0131m\u0131z olayd\u0131 \u0259n az\u0131ndan hardasa oturard\u0131q biraz rahat
\ndan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rdik. \u018fsm\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259candan he\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n\u00dcst\u0259lik d\u0259 saatlarla yol g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bu istid\u0259, t\u0259dbird\u0259n d\u0259 yor\u011fun
\n\u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Aya\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 is\u0259 \u00e7ox narahat idi. Ac\u0131ndan
\nt\u0259zyiqi d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 da bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ona \u0259zab verirdi.
\n\u00dcst\u0259lik telefonun da enerjisi t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 idi. H\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r
\nm\u00f6hk\u0259m olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da \u0259slind\u0259 onun da hardasa oturub
\nn\u0259s\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 bir az dinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259m d\u0259
\ntelefonu c\u0259rr\u0259yana qo\u015fa bil\u0259rdi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 Eminin k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k
\narzular\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259si \u00fcr\u0259yini bir daha titr\u0259tmi\u015fdi.
\nN\u0259rdivanlar\u0131 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr ayaqqab\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li olur
\nb\u0259z\u0259n. O astaca Eminin qolundan tutdu. Bu zaman onlar bir
\ndaha g\u00f6zg\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Emin sanki h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259
\nbaxanda ona yenid\u0259n a\u015fiq olurdu. Dodaqlar\u0131nda \u015firin bir
\nt\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm yarand\u0131. N\u0259rdivanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra \u018fsm\u0259r
\nEminin qolunu buraxd\u0131 Emins\u0259 yenid\u0259n ondan biraz aral\u0131
\ngetm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– S\u0259nin burada qohumlar\u0131n var? \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k, o soru\u015fdu.
\n– H\u0259, var. \u2013 \u018fsm\u0259r cavab verdi.
\n– Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma ehtimal\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rdi?
\n– Bilmir\u0259m, dua et ki, he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmayaq. Qan\u0131m\u0131
\nqaraltmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u2013 dey\u0259, \u018fsm\u0259r k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n– M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bir az
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq dayanma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.
\nOnlar ke\u00e7idd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaraq s\u0259ki il\u0259 yola davam etdil\u0259r. Bir
\nanl\u0131q \u018fsm\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, indi geri qay\u0131tsa \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu pe\u015fman
\nolacaq. F\u00fcrs\u0259ti vark\u0259n bir az daha \u00e7ox qal\u0131b Eminin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259
\n142
\ndoya-doya baxa bil\u0259r. O dayan\u0131b \u0259trafa boyland\u0131. Yolun qar\u015f\u0131
\nt\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 balaca bir kafe var idi. M\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259rl\u0259 dolu olan ail\u0259vi
\nkafed\u0259 bo\u015f yer tapmaq \u00e7\u0259tin olacaqd\u0131 diy\u0259s\u0259n. \u018fsm\u0259r saat\u0131na
\nbaxd\u0131 v\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:
\n– G\u0259l bir yerd\u0259 oturaq, bu g\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131m
\nda a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r. Bir az oturaq n\u0259s\u0259 yey\u0259k sonra ged\u0259k va\u011fzala.
\nBayaqdan b\u00fct\u00fcn bu fikirl\u0259ri dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259n Emin bu
\ns\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u018fsm\u0259rd\u0259n e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox sevindi.
\n – S\u0259n gecikm\u0259rs\u0259n ki? \u2013 dey\u0259, Emin soru\u015fdu.
\n– Tez qalxar\u0131q, yar\u0131m saat b\u0259s ed\u0259r m\u0259nc\u0259.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 buyur ke\u00e7 \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k, Emin \u018fsm\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kafenin
\nqap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. El\u0259 bu zaman 2 n\u0259f\u0259rlik bir masa bo\u015fald\u0131. Onlar
\nkafenin tinind\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f balaca stolun k\u0259nar\u0131nda alcaq
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r.
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 yan\u0131mda oturasan? -dey\u0259 Emin dill\u0259ndi.
\n– Bel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u2013 \u018fsm\u0259r Eminin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. O
\nbu az zamandan istifad\u0259 edib Eminin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 doya-doya
\nbaxmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Emins\u0259 ona daha da yax\u0131n olmaq, he\u00e7 olmasa
\nbir d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n tuta bilm\u0259yi arzulay\u0131rd\u0131. Ofisant onlara
\nyax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b menyunu verdi. Menyuya n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131qdan sonra.
\nEmin sadec\u0259 kola ist\u0259di. \u018fsm\u0259r is\u0259 bir \u0259d\u0259d p\u00fcreli d\u00f6n\u0259r v\u0259
\nayran sifari\u015f etdi. Ofisant sifari\u015fl\u0259ri qeyd edib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Emin
\nsiqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.
\n– S\u0259n yem\u0259yini ye m\u0259n d\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259kim g\u0259lir\u0259m. \u2013 dedi.
\n– Getm\u0259. Bilirs\u0259n ki , siqaret\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m. Ax\u0131 n\u0259
\nm\u0259cburdu? Niy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259lis\u0259n ?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 d\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259r ba\u015flama yen\u0259 dedim ax\u0131 t\u0259rgid\u0259c\u0259m
\nancaq, bu g\u00fcn he\u00e7 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yim partlay\u0131r. Onsuz da \u00e7ox
\nh\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yam \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m biraz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lim g\u0259lir\u0259m.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 get, o zaman m\u0259n d\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Burda qalma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n
\nm\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur daha. Emin \u018fsm\u0259rin nec\u0259 t\u0259rs oldu\u011funu bilirdi.
\nDedis\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. O is\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin getm\u0259yini he\u00e7 ist\u0259mirdi. Ona
\ng\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b yerind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Sanki
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u0259n getm\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259r\u0259m deyirdi.
\nEminin bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti \u0259sm\u0259rin \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ona niy\u0259 a\u015fiq
\noldu\u011funu bir daha anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 bu zaman ofisant onlara
\nAntologiya
\n143
\nyax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b sifari\u015fl\u0259ri masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Emin
\nbir daha \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq:
\n– \u00d6mr\u00fcm, s\u0259n yem\u0259yini rahat ye, m\u0259n d\u0259 bir siqaret
\n\u00e7\u0259kim g\u0259lim nolar? \u2013 dey\u0259, dill\u0259ndi.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 get.
\n– Tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m, s\u0259n rahat ye.
\nEmin masan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan uzaqla\u015faraq kafed\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\n\u018fsm\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259candan tox oldu\u011funu hiss ets\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6z\u0259
\nbilmirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r n\u0259s\u0259 yem\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131
\nke\u00e7\u0259n deyil. Odur ki, yem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki, Emin
\nyenid\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259ri yem\u0259k yey\u0259rk\u0259n izl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini
\nyay\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da al\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131. Odur ki, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– Bibimin telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259ni tap\u0131m
\ndey\u0259, day\u0131m m\u0259ni c\u0131rnad\u0131r. Deyir ki, buna bax bir, Az\u0259rbaycana
\n\u00e7atan kimi tapd\u0131 birini.
\nBunu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259ri g\u00fclm\u0259k tutdu.
\n– Day\u0131n hardan bilsin ki, s\u0259n el\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n
\nAz\u0259rbaycana.
\n– H\u0259, s\u0259n olmasayd\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt g\u0259lm\u0259zdim.
\n– Diy\u0259s\u0259n day\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\n– H\u0259, day\u0131 da m\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir. Sa\u011f olsun yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox
\ng\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\n– Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yi olsun.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol.
\n– B\u0259s \u00f6z telefonun han\u0131?
\n– Enerjisi bitib, yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259mir. \u2013 \u018fsm\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n– He\u00e7 k\u0259s inanm\u0131r d\u0259, Vallah telefonum yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259mir. \u2013
\ndey\u0259, Emin biraz p\u0259rt oldu.
\n– Niy\u0259 ki, s\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131ram sad\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn problems\u0259n
\ndey\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey problem olur.-dey\u0259r\u0259k \u018fsm\u0259r
\ng\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi.
\nHava art\u0131q qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 lampalar\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni
\nayd\u0131nlad\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Art\u0131q gecdir. Ged\u0259k. Yoxsa va\u011fzala gecik\u0259c\u0259m. \u2013 \u018fsm\u0259r
\nm\u0259yus halda dill\u0259ndi.
\n144
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131. \u2013 dey\u0259, eyni s\u0259s tonu il\u0259 cavab verdi Emin. \u018fsm\u0259r
\n\u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 alanda Eminin masadan qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bir
\nne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra Emin masaya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b “Ged\u0259 bil\u0259rik” dedi.
\n\u018fsm\u0259rin qa\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131ld\u0131. Ax\u0131 al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 h\u0259r i\u015finin
\n\u00f6ht\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259. H\u0259m d\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 y\u00fck olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu
\ng\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. \u00d6d\u0259ni\u015fi Eminin etm\u0259si xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n\u0130st\u0259mirdi onu s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131ya sals\u0131n. Kafed\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xark\u0259n Emin dayan\u0131b
\nona baxd\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131b, t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs Emin\u0259 baxan \u00e7ox
\n\u015firin bir xan\u0131m vard\u0131. Bir anl\u0131q Eminin k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n bu g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nxan\u0131m\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131na basmaq ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, o hissl\u0259rini i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nbo\u011fdu. Dodaqlar\u0131nda \u015firin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259:
\n– Ay, inadkar. \u00d6z dediyind\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259. \u2013 deyib
\ng\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n– G\u0259r\u0259k bel\u0259 etm\u0259zdin.
\n– Bilirs\u0259n, anamda s\u0259nin kimi inadkard\u0131.
\nEminin bu c\u00fcml\u0259si \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00fcl q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n
\nyanaqlar\u0131nda t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu. Onlar bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259
\nsusub bir-birinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Emin “Ka\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tuta
\nbil\u0259ydim, s\u0259n\u0259 toxuna bil\u0259ydim.” dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fsm\u0259r sanki
\nonun q\u0259lbind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri oxuyurmu\u015f kimi, ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, \u0259lini
\nuzad\u0131b Eminin \u0259lini tutdu. Bu is\u0259 adi bir toxunu\u015f deyildi. Sanki
\nbir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay \u00f6nc\u0259 birlikd\u0259 qurduqlar\u0131 x\u0259yal bu g\u00fcn realla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay \u00f6nc\u0259 Emin ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi telefonu
\ng\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb tez \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 mesaj yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O \u018fsm\u0259rl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olandan
\nart\u0131q dem\u0259k olar h\u0259r g\u00fcn bel\u0259 idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Vaxt
\netdikc\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 mesaj yaz\u0131b hal\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fur, i\u015fd\u0259n
\nqay\u0131dark\u0259n is\u0259 yem\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlayard\u0131. H\u0259tta
\n\u00e7ox zaman b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni oyaq qal\u0131b mesajla\u015fard\u0131lar.
\nH\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259 o \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 mesaj yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Salam, nec\u0259s\u0259n canpar\u00e7am?
\n\u018fsm\u0259rin h\u0259min g\u00fcn qan\u0131qara idi. Eminin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na h\u0259r
\nzamank\u0131ndan daha \u00e7ox ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. Sad\u0259c\u0259 telefonda olsa
\nbel\u0259 Eminin sevgisini hiss etm\u0259k onu \u00e7ox rahatla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r,
\nh\u0259yat\u0131na maraq qat\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Salam, bel\u0259 d\u0259. \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k \u018fsm\u0259r Cavab yazd\u0131 Emin\u0259.
\n– Nolub m\u0259nim m\u0259l\u0259yim\u0259? Qan\u0131n niy\u0259 qarad\u0131?
\nAntologiya
\n145
\n– He\u00e7 s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Ancaq \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131ram.
\n– Caaan. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nsiz \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131ram. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn
\nx\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 qururam. Ax\u015fam\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m ki, i\u015f
\nbitsin s\u0259ninl\u0259 rahat yaz\u0131\u015fa bilim. G\u0259l birlikd\u0259 x\u0259yal quraq.
\n– Nec\u0259?
\n– D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ki, yan\u0131ndayam. Bizim g\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131qlarla
\ng\u00f6z ox\u015fayan me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 balaca bir evimiz var. V\u0259 bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n s\u0259ni
\nd\u0259niz\u0259 aparacam.
\n– Hmmm, qula\u011fa xo\u015f g\u0259lir. \u018fsm\u0259r Eminin yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131
\nx\u0259yal\u0131nda canland\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ki, ikimiz d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nday\u0131q v\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259nin
\n\u0259lind\u0259n tutmu\u015fam. Bilirs\u0259n nec\u0259 ?
\n– Nec\u0259?
\n– \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m ki, barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131, barmaqlar\u0131na ke\u00e7irim b\u0259rkb\u0259rk tutum \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n. Bizi he\u00e7 k\u0259s ay\u0131ra bilm\u0259sin.
\n\u018fsm\u0259r Emin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259n tutark\u0259n bu x\u0259yal\u0131
\ncanlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 h\u0259r ikisinin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259. Eminin x\u0259yal\u0131ndak\u0131 kimi
\nbarmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 onun barma\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi \u0259lind\u0259n tutark\u0259n.
\nSanki zaman dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi h\u0259y\u0259candan \u0259sirdi. Onlar
\ndayanaca\u011fa \u00e7atanda. \u018fsm\u0259r Eminin \u0259lini buraxd\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259rin
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259diyi avtobus h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onlar dayanacaqda
\noturark\u0259n Emin dill\u0259ndi.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131n \u0259yl\u0259\u015f.
\nBu zaman x\u0259fif k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sdi. \u018fsm\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunub
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 havada dal\u011faland\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini
\nyumub k\u00fcl\u0259yi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 hiss edirdi. Sanki k\u00fcl\u0259k bel\u0259 bu g\u00f6z\u0259lin
\nyana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. X\u0259fif k\u00fcl\u0259k alt\u0131nda \u018fsm\u0259r el\u0259
\ng\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6rs\u0259nirdi ki, o g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda Eminin onu nec\u0259 sevgi
\ndolu bax\u0131\u015flarla izl\u0259diyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\n– M\u0259ni sevirs\u0259n? \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k dill\u0259ndi Emin.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu suala cavab almaqla ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n yuxu
\nolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanmaq ist\u0259yirdi sadec\u0259. Ancaq \u018fsm\u0259r utanaraq
\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 dikmi\u015f cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n– Niy\u0259 susursan?
\n– Xo\u015fun g\u0259lir m\u0259ni utand\u0131rmaqdan? \u018ftrafdak\u0131lar biz\u0259
\nbax\u0131r.
\n146
\n\u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki o an Eminin sual\u0131na cavab ver\u0259r\u0259k
\n“S\u0259ni sevir\u0259m” des\u0259 onu b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259k.
\n– \u015e\u0259rt deyil “S\u0259ni sevir\u0259m” dey\u0259s\u0259n. “B\u0259li” v\u0259 yaxud
\n“Xeyir” d\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rdin.
\n\u018fsm\u0259r susurdu.
\n– Anlad\u0131m. S\u0259n m\u0259ni sevmirs\u0259n. Amma m\u0259n s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyalar
\nq\u0259d\u0259r sevir\u0259m.
\n\u018fsm\u0259r Eminin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. O bu k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri el\u0259
\n\u0259minlikl\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi ki, bu sevgiy\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259si yox
\nidi onun. Bu an \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi avtobus dayanaca\u011fa
\nyax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Ayr\u0131l\u0131q an\u0131 idi. Onlar aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b avtobusa t\u0259r\u0259f
\ng\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u018fsm\u0259r Eminin boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ixtiyars\u0131z
\ndodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n onun boynuna toxundu\u011funu hiss etdi. Astaca
\np\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.
\n– S\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m, bunu unutma.
\n\u018fll\u0259ri Eminin \u0259lind\u0259n qopmaq ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 o art\u0131q
\navtobusa qalxmal\u0131 idi. H\u0259r ikisinin q\u0259lbind\u0259 duy\u011fular bir-birin\u0259
\nqar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 hiss etdikl\u0259rini \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 anlaya bilmirdil\u0259r. Bu
\nilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikmi, yoxsa ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi
\nm\u0259yusluq hissi idimi?!
\nQ\u018fLBD\u018fN G\u018fL\u018fN BAXI\u015e
\nBir bax\u0131\u015f T\u0259k bir bax\u0131\u015f b\u0259z\u0259n insan\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259
\nyet\u0259r. B\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 bir bax\u0131\u015fa b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00f6n\u0259r. Bir bax\u0131\u015f s\u0259n\u0259
\nya\u015fama\u011fa g\u00fcc ver\u0259r. Bir bax\u0131\u015f, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bitir\u0259r. Bir bax\u0131\u015fa a\u015fiq
\nolarsan. Q\u0259lbin k\u00fcl\u0259yin a\u011fac buda\u011f\u0131nda titr\u0259tdiyi yarpaq kimi
\ntitr\u0259y\u0259r. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 bir bax\u0131\u015fla insan b\u00fct\u00fcn nifr\u0259tini g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r.
\nBax\u0131\u015f var ki, utanarsan, susarsan. Bax\u0131\u015f var ki, nifr\u0259tini
\nqusarsan. Bir bax\u0131\u015fa s\u0131\u011far b\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fcnyalar. Bir bax\u0131\u015fda d\u00fcnya
\nboyda m\u0259na var. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ESM\u0130RA G\u00dcN\u018f\u015e \u018fd\u0259biyyat m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259sdir, havad\u0131r. Nec\u0259 ki, d\u00fcnyam\u0131z havas\u0131z qalsa m\u0259hv olar, m\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyats\u0131z t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u00fctali\u0259 etm\u0259k, h\u0259r an \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131zdan yeni n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k sanki m\u0259ni h\u0259yata daha \u00e7ox ba\u011flay\u0131r. M\u0259nim q\u0259lbim oxumaq, \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k, yaz\u0131b\u2010yaratmaq e\u015fqiyl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. 138 \u0130LK G\u00d6R\u00dc\u015e Onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131. Hara ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30533","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30533","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30533"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30533\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30541,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30533\/revisions\/30541"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30533"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30533"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30533"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}