{"id":30534,"date":"2019-05-04T07:00:58","date_gmt":"2019-05-04T03:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30534"},"modified":"2019-05-04T09:04:08","modified_gmt":"2019-05-04T05:04:08","slug":"z%c9%99rif-kolg%c9%99l%c9%99r-layih%c9%99sinin-istirakcisi-bahar-cavadova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30534","title":{"rendered":"\u201cZ\u0259rif k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r\u201d layih\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131: Bahar CAVADOVA"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u018fd\u0259biyyat \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn u\u015faq kimidir, sevdikc\u0259 sevilm\u0259k ist\u0259r, \u0259zizl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259r. Obrazlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fcnyam\u0131z bizim \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam\u0131zd\u0131r. Yaln\u0131z biz\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur. V\u0259 bizl\u0259r \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam\u0131za m\u00fcsafir edirik sizl\u0259r, d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucular!<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 qorxum ki<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131md\u0131 bir d\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nS\u0259ni itirm\u0259kd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxum ki?!
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mla b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n n\u0259gm\u0259y\u0259m,
\nS\u0259ni itirm\u0259kd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxum ki?!<\/p>\n

Hara baxd\u0131m, baxd\u0131m s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259,
\nKimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm o san\u0131rd\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcnl\u0259.
\nM\u0259n ki, s\u0259ni anacamsa h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u0259,
\nS\u0259ni itirm\u0259kd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxum ki?!<\/p>\n

Allah verdi torpaq ald\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n,
\nBac\u0131 qarda\u015f oldum do\u011fma elimd\u0259n.
\nM\u0259nim mayam yo\u011frulubsa z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nS\u0259ni itirm\u0259kd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxum ki?!<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131mdasan ruhun m\u0259nd\u0259n aral\u0131,
\nD\u0259rdli \u00fcr\u0259k ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259n aral\u0131?!
\nS\u0259n ki, \u00e7oxdan unudubsan Bahar\u0131,
\nS\u0259ni itirm\u0259kd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxum ki?!<\/p>\n

G\u018fZ\u018fRS\u018fN M\u018fN\u0130\t<\/p>\n

Buludum yox g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 ki he\u00e7 ya\u011fam,
\nDivan\u0259ydim indi daha ay\u0131\u011fam.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 qarl\u0131 bir da\u011fam,
\n\u018ft\u0259yimd\u0259n bax\u0131b s\u00fcz\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbd\u0259 qald\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ni\u015fan\u0259,
\nOrda vard\u0131 sevgi, e\u015fqd\u0259n ni\u015fan\u0259.
\nS\u0259yyad kimi ald\u0131n m\u0259ni ni\u015fan\u0259,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259 yag\u0131\u015f\u0131yla \u0259z\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevirdim t\u0259k \u0259zizims\u0259n,
\nBunu bildiyin\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259ni.
\n\u0130ncit lap n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r incid\u0259 bils\u0259n,
\n\u0130tir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259z\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

QOCALMAYIM, NEYL\u018fY\u0130M?<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 min \u0259zab\u0131n izi var,
\nBu \u0259zabla qocalmay\u0131m, neyl\u0259rim?
\n\u00dcz\u0259rimd\u0259 bir iblisin g\u00f6z\u00fc var,
\nBu iblisl\u0259 qocalmay\u0131m, neyl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f tac\u0131md\u0131r iki o\u011flum, bir q\u0131z\u0131m,
\nN\u0259v\u0259m m\u0259nim g\u00f6yd\u0259ki dan ulduzum.
\nK\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259nim o\u011flum, g\u0259linl\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131m
\nQaynanayam, qocalmay\u0131m, neyl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

Bahar, \u00e7atd\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn yar\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131na,
\nN\u0259 aldatd\u0131n, n\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259ldi ba\u015f\u0131na,
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259zar da\u015f\u0131na
\nH\u0259r baxanda qocalmay\u0131m, neyl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

YA S\u018fBR<\/p>\n

G\u00fccl\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259k durdu q\u0259sdim\u0259,
\n\u015e\u00fckr etdikc\u0259 d\u0259rd \u00e7u\u011flatd\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,
\nK\u00f6z qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 od qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259
\nT\u0259ham\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdu d\u00f6z\u00fcm, ya s\u0259br.<\/p>\n

Arzular\u0131m pu\u00e7a d\u00f6nd\u00fc ka\u015f oldu,
\n\u018fzizl\u0259rim nakam getdi da\u015f oldu,
\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n axan ya\u015f m\u0259n\u0259 sirda\u015f oldu
\nNuru gedib g\u00f6rm\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcm, ya s\u0259br.<\/p>\n

Dolu d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, yermi q\u0259bul etm\u0259di,
\nXam torpaga n\u0259 \u0259kdin ki bitm\u0259di,
\nHans\u0131 d\u0259rdl\u0259r s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar ke\u00e7m\u0259di
\nBir az t\u0259mkin, bir az d\u00f6z\u00fcm, ya s\u0259br.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti yayda duman g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00e7\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nG\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131mda sa\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n d\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259rd varsa yaz\u0131q Bahar s\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u2013
\nN\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fc d\u0259rdli \u00fcz\u00fcn, ya s\u0259br.<\/p>\n

QADIN<\/p>\n

C\u0259nn\u0259t ayayqlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndad\u0131rsa,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin b\u0259s s\u0259nin hardad\u0131r, qad\u0131n?
\nNamus \u015f\u0259r\u0259f s\u0259nin ad\u0131ndad\u0131rsa,
\nS\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259yini neyl\u0259yim, qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tli g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, yor\u011fun qollar\u0131n,
\nRuhun buludlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndad\u0131r.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131g\u0131n o nisgilli ill\u0259rin
\nGizl\u0259nib g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaras\u0131ndad\u0131r. <\/p>\n

S\u0131\u011fala yaymayan z\u00fclf\u00fcn p\u0259ri\u015fan,
\nSusuz torpaq kimi \u0259ll\u0259r qabard\u0131.
\nQ\u0259lbd\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015fan
\nNakam sevgilinin ni\u015fan\u0131 vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbini k\u00f6vr\u0259ld\u0259r bir soyuq bax\u0131\u015f,
\nV\u00fcqarl\u0131 durmaga \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan qad\u0131n.
\nB\u0259xtin\u0259 ya\u011fsa da daim qar-ya\u011f\u0131\u015f
\nYa\u015famaq e\u015fqiyl\u0259 ya\u015fayan qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u018fL<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r, t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nir xatir\u0259l\u0259r,
\nQaysaq tutmu\u015f yaralar\u0131m olur h\u0259d\u0259r.
\nS\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr deyil q\u00fcss\u0259-k\u0259d\u0259r
\nS\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nmi\u015f da\u015fam, g\u0259l.
\nQay\u0131t atam, ba\u015f\u0131m tac\u0131, pa\u015fam, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

H\u0259zin \u015feir, a\u011f\u0131, layla dilimd\u0259,
\nQ\u0259ribanam uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm elimd\u0259n,
\n\u00c7arpaz qal\u0131b sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 \u0259lim d\u0259
\nT\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m, s\u0259nsiz olmur ya\u015fam, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

T\u0259nhal\u0131qdan buz sallan\u0131r divardan,
\nBuz t\u0259k k\u0259sir s\u0259nsiz yay da, bahar da,
\n\u00c7oxdan \u00f6l\u00fcb o \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn Bahar da
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u00fcr, q\u0131r\u0131q qanad qu\u015fam, g\u0259l.
\nQay\u0131t atam, ba\u015f\u0131m tac\u0131, pa\u015fam, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

S\u00d6Z YER\u0130<\/p>\n

Ay gec\u0259ni b\u0259z\u0259r, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00f6z yeri, ay\u0131n \u00f6z yeri.
\n\u0130nsan\u0131n h\u0259r v\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015farmaz g\u00f6z\u00fc
\nOlmasa q\u0259lbind\u0259 ac\u0131 s\u00f6z yeri.<\/p>\n

E\u015fq bir al\u0259mdir, sev\u0259nl\u0259r bilir,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q z\u00fclmd\u00fcr, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n bet\u0259r,
\nHalaldan b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015f, haram tez bit\u0259r
\nD\u00fcz otur, d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015f, d\u00fcz ol, d\u00fcz yeri.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcz-\u0259yrini yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr Yaradan,
\nV\u0259fal\u0131d\u0131r be\u015f metr a\u011f xaradan.
\n\u018fman\u0259tlik can\u0131 verib Yaradan
\nEl\u0259 ya\u015fa, qals\u0131n s\u0259nd\u0259n iz yeri.<\/p>\n

\u0130ncidin bir anl\u0131q, s\u0131xma q\u0259lbini,
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259 qohuma, yada d\u0259rdini.
\nBir bax, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u0259y\u0259rdimi?
\nQalmay\u0131bsa onda bir \u00fczr yeri.<\/p>\n

Ay Bahar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc salma g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\n\u0130ncim\u0259 nadan\u0131n qanmaz s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\nO s\u0259ni a\u011fladan, fey\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nOlmaz aya\u011f\u0131nda s\u0259nin toz yeri.<\/p>\n

P\u018fR\u0130\u015eANAM<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd \u0259kib q\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m d\u00fcnyada,
\nQazanm\u0131\u015fam itirmi\u015f\u0259m d\u00fcnyada,
\n\u018fzilmi\u015f\u0259m itilmi\u015f\u0259m d\u00fcnyada,
\nYa\u015famaq\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b var n\u0259 g\u00fcman
\nP\u0259ri\u015fanam, p\u0259ri\u015fanam, p\u0259ri\u015fan.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f g\u00fcll\u0259r soldu ba\u011f\u0131mda,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131qla sirda\u015fam ota\u011f\u0131mda,
\nH\u0259md\u0259mimdi g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131mda,
\nX\u0259yallar\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qald\u0131 kam
\nP\u0259ri\u015fanam, p\u0259ri\u015fanam, p\u0259ri\u015fan.<\/p>\n

Baharam, \u00e7ox s\u0131nam\u0131\u015fam d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n-h\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0131nam\u0131\u015fam d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\n\u0130ndi-indi tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\nF\u00fcqar\u0259ya verm\u0259z nax\u0131\u015f, ya aman
\nP\u0259ri\u015fanam, p\u0259ri\u015fanam, p\u0259ri\u015fan.<\/p>\n

ALLAHIN ADLARI
\nDost des\u0259n o s\u0259n\u0259 munisi yard\u0131r,
\nP\u0259ri\u015fan g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259k havadard\u0131r.
\n\u201cQuran\u201d, \u201c\u0130ncil\u201d, \u201cT\u00f6rat\u201d, \u201cZabul\u201du vard\u0131r
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn eliml\u0259r bil\u0259n \u201c\u018fl X\u0259bir ALLAH\u201d.<\/p>\n

Yaradan yarad\u0131b k\u00fcll\u00fc al\u0259mi,
\nUlduzlu gec\u0259ni, ya\u015f\u0131l me\u015f\u0259ni,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin q\u0259lbini i\u00e7d\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259ni
\nH\u0259r bir x\u0259b\u0259r bil\u0259n \u201c\u018fl X\u0259bir ALLAH\u201d.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n ist\u0259diyi namaz ibad\u0259t,
\nYalvar t\u00f6vb\u0259 eyl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ad\u0259t,
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n dil\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259n \u00fczr \u0259lb\u0259t
\n\u00c7ox ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayand\u0131r \u201c\u018fl Qafur ALLAH\u201d.<\/p>\n

HARDASAN<\/p>\n

Yada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r xat\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yimi yaralar,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259n yara var.
\nM\u0259n \u0259c\u0259l\u0259 can verm\u0259r\u0259m yar can\u0131n\u0131 yar alar,
\nSev\u0259n can\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 qurban, \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir, hardasan?<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi aparm\u0131san qalmay\u0131b a\u011f\u0131l, \u015f\u00fcur,
\nX\u0259yal\u0131nla yarad\u0131ram, gah \u0259fsan\u0259, gah na\u011f\u0131l.
\nM\u0259cnun kimi d\u0259lirm\u0259mi\u015f h\u0259md\u0259mim ol, \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131l
\nSev\u0259n can\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 qurban, \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir, hardasan?<\/p>\n

A\u015fiq s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259li k\u00f6nl\u00fcm n\u0259 kiridi, n\u0259 dindi,
\nBu e\u015fq ki, var, ay sevgilim, n\u0259 imand\u0131 n\u0259 dindi,
\nH\u0259yat q\u0131sa k\u00f6nl\u00fcn varsa g\u0259l m\u0259ni az s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcr
\nSev\u0259n can\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 qurban, \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir, hardasan? <\/p>\n

S\u018fN A\u011eLAMA<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259tdin s\u0259bri \u0259zmi, d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nS\u0259n sil\u0259rdin ya\u015fl\u0131 olan g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc
\nQurban olum, s\u0259n a\u011flama amand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Uca da\u011flar zirv\u0259sini qar alar,
\nA\u011f b\u0259xtimi f\u0259l\u0259k pozar qaralar,
\nDemirl\u0259r ki: \u201cyar qadas\u0131n yar alar\u201d
\nQadan al\u0131m, s\u0259n a\u011flama amand\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ist\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tli g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc verim,
\nAl\u0131\u015fan q\u0259lbimin k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc verim,
\nQurbanl\u0131q Bahar\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc verim
\nQurban olum, s\u0259n a\u011flama amand\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bilm\u0259dim ax\u0131,
\nE\u015fqind\u0259n F\u0259rhad t\u0259k qopard\u0131m qaya.
\nM\u0259cnun kimi m\u0259hkum oldum s\u0259hraya,
\nK\u0259r\u0259m kimi yand\u0131m d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm s\u0259hraya.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bilm\u0259dim ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u018ftrinin qoxusu ciy\u0259yirimd\u0259di,
\nE\u015fqin t\u00fcm\u0259nm\u0259yib \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259dir.
\nBahar\u0131 unutdun b\u0259han\u0259n n\u0259di?
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni unuda bilm\u0259dim ax\u0131… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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