{"id":30680,"date":"2019-05-14T08:00:18","date_gmt":"2019-05-14T04:00:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30680"},"modified":"2019-05-14T10:08:00","modified_gmt":"2019-05-14T06:08:00","slug":"adil%c9%99-n%c9%99z%c9%99r-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30680","title":{"rendered":"Adil\u0259 N\u018fZ\u018fR.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/an-edebiyyat-az.com_.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/an-edebiyyat-az.com_-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-30681\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Filologiya \u00fczr\u0259 f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 doktoru,<br \/>\nAYB-nin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201cKitab Evi\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin s\u0259dri<\/p>\n<p>S\u00d6Z<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z yerd\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259d\u0259k ucalan bir taxt,<br \/>\nCan\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oda yaxm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nYeni bir fikirl\u0259 toqqu\u015fdu\u011fum vaxt,<br \/>\nHeyr\u0259td\u0259n lal kimi donub baxm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm var, \u00fcz edib \u00fcz\u0259 tutma\u011fa..<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yamandan uca tutma\u011fa.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan tapmayanda \u0259l uzatma\u011fa,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n tutub qalxm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259niz t\u0259k dal\u011fal\u0131 oldu\u011fum olub,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259n t\u0259k saral\u0131b soldu\u011fum olub.<br \/>\nBuludun yerin\u0259 doldu\u011fum olub,<br \/>\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259yin yerin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00e7axm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u00f6zd\u0259n yarand\u0131m, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u00f6z\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz yol m\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib, m\u0259n h\u0259min iz\u0259m.<br \/>\nD\u0259y\u0259ri \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclm\u0259z suyam, t\u0259miz\u0259m &#8211;<br \/>\nSevdal\u0131 bir g\u00f6zd\u0259n s\u0131z\u0131b axm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>Sehr s\u00f6zd\u0259 olur, sirr s\u00f6zd\u0259 olur,<br \/>\n\u018fn qiym\u0259tli g\u00f6vh\u0259r, d\u00fcrr s\u00f6zd\u0259 olur.<br \/>\nBu q\u0259f\u0259s d\u00fcnyada h\u00fcrr  s\u00f6zd\u0259 olur,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, azad \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>             * * *<\/p>\n<p>Buluda bel ba\u011flama, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n olan yerd\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0259l\u0259m g\u0259zm\u0259sin, yadda\u015f\u0131n olan yerd\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259 s\u0259n h\u0259yat adl\u0131 h\u0259r y\u00fck\u00fc,<br \/>\nKims\u0259d\u0259n a\u011f\u0131l umma, \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131n olan yerd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>ULU E\u015eQ\u0130N K\u00d6Z\u00dcND\u018f<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f\u0259m t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa bu ax\u015fam,<br \/>\n\u0130lham m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259riyl\u0259 vuru\u015fan anlardayam.<br \/>\nBir kims\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r tutmur a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rim\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n qanlardayam.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fhvalatlar, dramlar, faci\u0259l\u0259r m\u00fcf\u0259ss\u0259l,<br \/>\nHissl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259mim\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u0130p at\u0131r Ay sa\u00e7\u0131ma, ulduzlar ondan \u0259fz\u0259l<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kir bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131, g\u00f6z ilm\u0259kd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Yaradan\u0131n sirrind\u0259n kim ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131xara bil\u0259r,<br \/>\nYa\u015fam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcm bir \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 vasit\u0259si.<br \/>\nB\u0259d\u0259n adl\u0131 geyimi soyunan \u0259b\u0259di ruh,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 yeni bir sirrin sora\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259\u015fn\u0259si&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ngim\u0259k bilmir h\u0259l\u0259 k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259ki sanc\u0131lar,<br \/>\nGeni\u015f \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r g\u0259zir ruhum g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<br \/>\nOd, at\u0259\u015f axtar\u0131ram, p\u0259rvan\u0259 t\u0259k sanc\u0131lam,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 rahatl\u0131q tapam ulu E\u015fqin k\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131m, qul olsam da varl\u0131yam s\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBaxma ki, dilimd\u0259 min bir ah\u0131m var.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin m\u0259nim kimi g\u00fcnahkar b\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim s\u0259nin kimi bir Allah\u0131m var!<\/p>\n<p>ARAM OLURAM<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n m\u0259n olma\u011f\u0131 unutdum,<br \/>\nDaha d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u015fam oluram.<br \/>\n \u0130pimin ucu tutu\u015fdu,<br \/>\n Od-alova ram oluram.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcn\u0259n, bug\u00fcn, sabah kimi,<br \/>\nH\u0259r damlada bir ah kimi,<br \/>\n\u018friyir\u0259m g\u00fcnah kimi,<br \/>\n Azald\u0131qca tam oluram.<\/p>\n<p>Ulduzum axd\u0131 y\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u00fckutam ba\u015fdan diz\u0259c\u0259n.<br \/>\nBombo\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ydim, t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259<br \/>\n Ev oluram, dam oluram.<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m\u0131 E\u015fq\u0259 dil\u0259dim,<br \/>\n\u00c7e\u015fm\u0259ni d\u0259rya el\u0259dim.<br \/>\n Ruhumu elm\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259dim,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm yen\u0259 xam oluram.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z doymaz d\u00fcnya r\u0259ngind\u0259n,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 b\u0259xt verdi- l\u0259ngind\u0259n,<br \/>\nAld\u0131qca h\u0259yat c\u0259ngind\u0259n<br \/>\n H\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259s, aram oluram.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00dcNYAYA M\u018fL\u018fKL\u018fR G\u018fT\u0130R\u0130B M\u018fN\u0130 <\/p>\n<p>Adil Allah, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bu ad\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim taleyim\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131bsan?<br \/>\nM\u0259g\u0259r m\u0259n s\u0259nin t\u0259k \u0259dal\u0259tliy\u0259m?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 hesablar\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131bsan?! <\/p>\n<p>Verdiyin ac\u0131n\u0131 hey \u015firinl\u0259dim,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t etdim, n\u0259 d\u0259 inl\u0259dim.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 h\u0259r zaman s\u0259ni dinl\u0259dim,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimi haq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn al\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131bsan. <\/p>\n<p>Arzular, x\u0259yallar itirib m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r g\u0259tirib m\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u0259ni<br \/>\nBu zal\u0131m h\u0259yatla bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131bsan.<\/p>\n<p>Z\u018fF\u018fR\u0130 G\u00d6ZL\u018fY\u0130R\u018fM<\/p>\n<p>Dur bitsin bu a\u011f\u0131, qalx bitsin bu h\u00fcz\u00fcn,<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f olsun qoy \u00fcz\u00fcn,<br \/>\nG\u0259l d\u0259 tut, \u0259sg\u0259rim, verdiyin o s\u00f6z\u00fc,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 qataram. <\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259m a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131, \u0259zab\u0131 \u00e7ox olsa,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259m \u0259n qanl\u0131, \u0259n iti ox olsa&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130nam\u0131m sars\u0131lsa, \u00fcmidim yox olsa,<br \/>\nH\u00fczuru m\u0259n nec\u0259 taparam, taparam&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n o qanlar getm\u0259sin qoy h\u0259d\u0259r.<br \/>\nZ\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 d\u00f6n geri qurtars\u0131n bu k\u0259d\u0259r.<br \/>\nQalxaram o zaman lap boyuna q\u0259d\u0259r<br \/>\nO a\u00e7\u0131q aln\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259m, \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fSG\u018fRL\u018fR\u018f<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259lir qar, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, doluyla,<br \/>\nVuracaq g\u00fccl\u00fc qoluyla,<br \/>\nGedir t\u00fcrkl\u0259rin yoluyla<br \/>\nBoyuna qurban oldu\u011fum.<\/p>\n<p>Al\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nYorur qo\u015fun, b\u00f6l\u00fckl\u0259ri..<br \/>\nXat\u0131rlad\u0131r G\u00f6y T\u00fcrkl\u0259ri<br \/>\nSoyuna qurban oldu\u011fum.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259rk deyir,<br \/>\n\u018fm\u0259ld\u0259 bitir \u0259kdiyi.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi<br \/>\nHoyuna qurban oldu\u011fum. <\/p>\n<p>Boz qurd olub sald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nBayraq edib qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nAzadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nToyuna qurban oldu\u011fum.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6M\u00dcR<\/p>\n<p>Birinci onillikd\u0259 &#8211;<br \/>\nGec\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn f\u0259rqini he\u00e7 hissetm\u0259dim,<br \/>\n\u0130kinci onillikd\u0259 &#8211;<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r kimiydi &#8211;<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259ldi..<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc onillikd\u0259 &#8211; gec\u0259l\u0259ri sa\u011f,<br \/>\ng\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri sol \u0259lim\u0259 ald\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rim uyu\u015fdu dey\u0259,<br \/>\nikisini bir \u0259l\u0259 almaq ist\u0259rk\u0259n<br \/>\ng\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc sal\u0131b q\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc onillikd\u0259 gec\u0259ni n\u0259f\u0259s kimi \u00e7\u0259kdim,<br \/>\ng\u00fcnd\u00fczd\u0259n qalan q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7imd\u0259ki gec\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fcm,<br \/>\ng\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259ki q\u0131r\u0131qlarla t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm etdim&#8230;<br \/>\ns\u0259s etdim, \u00fcn etdim&#8230;<br \/>\namma g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcn<br \/>\netm\u0259dim&#8230;<br \/>\nBe\u015finci onillikd\u0259 &#8211;<br \/>\noyanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nyatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gec\u0259l\u0259ri yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, sad\u0259c\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nart\u0131q n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vard\u0131, n\u0259 gec\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>BU \u00d6MR\u00dc S\u00dcR\u00dcY\u00dcB APARACA\u011eAM<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yd\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7axma demir\u0259m,<br \/>\nDes\u0259m g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inciy\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na axma demir\u0259m,<br \/>\nAx\u0131b s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k inc\u0259 yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nurun art\u0131r\u0131r,<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcn, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nYar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 saxlay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhun libas\u0131n\u0131 bu g\u00fcn bu yerd\u0259,<br \/>\nKimi nazik gey\u0259r, kimisi qal\u0131n.<br \/>\nBu \u00f6mr\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb aparaca\u011fam,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q, aya\u011f\u0131 yal\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Sevinm\u0259, qalmaram \u0259ld\u0259-ayaqda,<br \/>\nD\u00f6nm\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259r k\u00f6nl\u00fcn r\u00fcbab\u0131na m\u0259n.<br \/>\nSar\u0131llam v\u00fcsala aparan yolda<br \/>\nBir e\u015fqin \u0259n dadl\u0131 \u015f\u0259rab\u0131na m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m, dediyim xo\u015funa g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nOnun b\u0259y\u0259ndiyi g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcst\u0259dir.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn sevgilim\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m ki, &#8211;<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm c\u0259nn\u0259tinin \u0259trin ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>TANRIM, D\u00d6N B\u0130R M\u018fN\u018f BAX <\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131m, d\u00f6n bir m\u0259n\u0259 bax,<br \/>\nN\u0259 ev oldum, n\u0259 oba.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7d\u0131,<br \/>\nCan evims\u0259 xaraba.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eim\u015f\u0259yin\u0259m h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcm,<br \/>\nBuludunam, qoy ya\u011f\u0131m.<br \/>\nSolumda a\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7oxdu,<br \/>\nQurban\u0131n olsun sa\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir bax, E\u015fqin havas\u0131<br \/>\nK\u00fcl etdi ax\u0131r m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nVerdiyin q\u0259l\u0259m deyil,<br \/>\nQopuzdu, yax\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ald\u0131qlar\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259ydi,<br \/>\nD\u0259yi\u015fdi x\u0259zan oldu.<br \/>\nOlmaz, olmaz, dedil\u0259r,-<br \/>\nQad\u0131ndan ozan, &#8211; oldu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhumdak\u0131 bu yan\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nAx\u0131 n\u0259di? &#8211; bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nKirpikl\u0259rim d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ndi,<br \/>\nYuxu n\u0259di bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Aln\u0131m\u0131 bo\u015f qoydun ki,<br \/>\n\u00d6z ad\u0131n\u0131 yazasan?!<br \/>\nTanr\u0131m, d\u00f6n bir m\u0259n\u0259 bax<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc arzulasan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00dcNYA T\u018fZADLAR ADASI<\/p>\n<p>Bir ucundan m\u0259l\u0259k tutub,<br \/>\nbir ucundan \u015feytan tutub<br \/>\napar\u0131rlar bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\nta \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u0259b\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l\u0259n ged\u0259r, ged\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nVarl\u0131qlar\u0131n k\u0259miyy\u0259ti<br \/>\nkeyfiyy\u0259tin \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nN\u0259fsil\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n<br \/>\ncanlar\u0131 g\u00fcnah gey\u0259r,<br \/>\nN\u0259fsini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259rin<br \/>\nruhuna savab g\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cQ\u00fcvv\u0259\u201dliy\u0259m deyir \u00e7oxu \u2013<br \/>\nbilinmir a\u011f, ya qara?&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n oxuyuram<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u201caman!\u201dda&#8230;<br \/>\nKimin n\u0259fsi arxay\u0131nd\u0131r<br \/>\nbu qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q zamanda?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya m\u0259n\u0259m, d\u00fcnya s\u0259ns\u0259n,<br \/>\nqula\u011f\u0131nda s\u0131r\u011fa el\u0259 bir k\u0259r\u0259 &#8211;<br \/>\nn\u00fctf\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259, d\u00fcnya k\u00fcr\u0259, yer k\u00fcr\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fctl\u0259qi var, \u00f6t\u0259risi,<br \/>\n\u0259b\u0259disi, ke\u00e7icisi&#8230;<br \/>\nCismanisi, ruhanisi &#8211;<br \/>\n              bo\u015fdur birlik ideyas\u0131,<br \/>\nd\u00fcnya  \u2013 t\u0259zadlar adas\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah deyir \u2013 sirr saxlamaq ibad\u0259tdir, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<br \/>\nDes\u0259m,<br \/>\ny\u0259qin ham\u0131 kimi olmayacaq \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259simi&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6rkd\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n toru silmi\u015f<br \/>\nH\u0259llac M\u0259nsur, N\u0259simi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Kiml\u0259r kim\u0259 biy\u0259td\u0259dir,<br \/>\ns\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z dil,  &#8211; n\u0259bad\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nBir ucundan m\u0259l\u0259k tutub,<br \/>\nbir ucundan \u015feytan tutub<br \/>\napar\u0131rlar bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\nta \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u0259b\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ST\u018fD\u0130M<\/p>\n<p>\u018fritdim k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259ki q\u0131\u015f\u0131n buz heyk\u0259lini,<br \/>\nSevdim Yaradan\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259m\u0259lini&#8230;<br \/>\nBuraxd\u0131m bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n da\u015f kimi b\u0259rk \u0259lini,<br \/>\n S\u0259xav\u0259tli bir q\u0259lb\u0259 dolmaq, dolmaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131b yax\u0131l\u0131m dedim, A\u011fcaqum d\u00fcz\u00fc kimi,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259rvi\u015fin dilind\u0259 Haqq\u0131n haq s\u00f6z\u00fc kimi,<br \/>\nQ\u0259fl\u0259td\u0259 yatanlara b\u0259sir\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fc kimi,<br \/>\nHikm\u0259t, ziya, nur, i\u015f\u0131q olmaq, olmaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Toxundu\u011fum g\u00f6yn\u0259tdi hey barmaq uclar\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nT\u0259bib g\u0259zdim sa\u011falts\u0131n dodaq u\u00e7uqlar\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259xtimin yollar\u0131 t\u0259k dola\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131b d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 yolmaq, yolmaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 yoruldum, ah,<br \/>\nSavab bildim sevgini, sevm\u0259yin n\u0259yi g\u00fcnah?!<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla Adil\u0259ni, ey qibl\u0259, ey Qibl\u0259gah,<br \/>\nE\u015fq\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00fcz tutub namaz q\u0131lmaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn mahn\u0131lar\u0131 da da\u011flara pay el\u0259m\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259ri ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259k \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k,<br \/>\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131q buludlar\u0131 qara torpa\u011fa \u00f6rtm\u0259k,<br \/>\nA\u011fappaq bir sevgid\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k, \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Filologiya \u00fczr\u0259 f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 doktoru, AYB-nin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201cKitab Evi\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin s\u0259dri S\u00d6Z S\u00f6z yerd\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259d\u0259k ucalan bir taxt, Can\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oda yaxm\u0131\u015fam. Yeni bir fikirl\u0259 toqqu\u015fdu\u011fum vaxt, Heyr\u0259td\u0259n lal kimi donub baxm\u0131\u015fam. S\u00f6z\u00fcm var, \u00fcz edib \u00fcz\u0259 tutma\u011fa.. Yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yamandan uca tutma\u011fa. \u0130nsan tapmayanda \u0259l uzatma\u011fa, S\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n tutub qalxm\u0131\u015fam. D\u0259niz t\u0259k dal\u011fal\u0131 oldu\u011fum [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30680","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30680","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30680"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30680\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30682,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30680\/revisions\/30682"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30680"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30680"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30680"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}