{"id":30730,"date":"2019-05-15T05:00:58","date_gmt":"2019-05-15T01:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30730"},"modified":"2019-05-15T09:38:34","modified_gmt":"2019-05-15T05:38:34","slug":"hasan-akar-urfa-siverek-haci-pinarin-duzunden-erzurum-tortum-selalesine-uzanan-bir-askin-oykusu-ve-turkusu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30730","title":{"rendered":"Hasan AKAR.”URFA \/S\u0130VEREK HACI PINARIN D\u00dcZ\u00dc\u2019NDEN ERZURUM TORTUM \u015eELALES\u0130NE UZANAN B\u0130R A\u015eKIN \u00d6YK\u00dcS\u00dc VE T\u00dcRK\u00dcS\u00dc:”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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BAKKAL MAHMUD\u2019UN KIZI <\/p>\n

\u201cBir sigara i\u00e7 o\u011flan \/ Gel kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7 o\u011flan
\nSeni bana vermezler \/Bu sevdadan ge\u00e7 o\u011flan
\nHac\u0131 p\u0131nar\u2019\u0131n d\u00fcz\u00fc \/Mevl\u00e2m ay\u0131rd\u0131 bizi
\nBakkal Mahmud\u2019un k\u0131z\u0131\/ Yakt\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131 bizi \u201c
\nBu t\u00fcrk\u00fc Siverek\u2019te ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f bir a\u015fk\u0131n sonunda d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u2018acumuklu bir destan\u2019 gibi dudaklardan. Sonra bu i\u015fin ustalar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan derlenmi\u015f, musiki kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kulaklar\u0131m\u0131za ho\u015f gelsin diye. Sevdalar, p\u0131narlardan \u00f6yle bir akm\u0131\u015f ki\u2026 Yakm\u0131\u015f yand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6yleyenlerini de\u2026
\nDiyor ya, Bedri Rahmi Ey\u00fcbo\u011flu:
\n\u201cAh bu t\u00fcrk\u00fcler,
\nAna s\u00fct\u00fc gibi candan,
\nAna s\u00fct\u00fc gibi temiz.
\nT\u00fcrk\u00fclerde t\u00fcter da\u011f da\u011f, yayla yayla,
\nK\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz, k\u00f6yl\u00fcm\u00fcz, memleketimiz.\u201d
\nRahmetli M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fcrses\u2019in, Abdullah Y\u00fcce\u2019nin zirveye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda dillerinden d\u00fc\u015fmedi bu t\u00fcrk\u00fc. Huri Sapan\u2019\u0131n plaklar\u0131ndan farkl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 sanki bu ezgi. Urfa\u2019dan derlenen bu t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc bizler de \u00e7ok dinledik. En son “M\u00fcsl\u00fcm” filminde seyriyle beraber derinli\u011fine dald\u0131k bu kulaklar\u0131m\u0131za ho\u015f gelen ama \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc sonradan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimiz t\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00fcn.
\n\u00d6yle ya: Her a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir ah\u0131 var\u2026
\nBundan \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce Tokatl\u0131 \u015fairlerimizden S\u00fcreyya Kaya, Elaz\u0131\u011f-Diyarbak\u0131r K\u00fclt\u00fcr Bulu\u015fmalar\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 Feray Sayan ad\u0131nda bir han\u0131mefendiden bahsetti bana. Anneannesinin 1915 y\u0131l\u0131nda tehcir s\u0131ras\u0131nda ac\u0131 \u015fartlar\u0131n getirdi\u011fi olaylar d\u00f6neminde Niksar\u2019dan Urfa\/ Siverek\u2019e gelin oldu\u011funu, annesinin de kendi annesinden dinledi\u011fi hat\u0131ralarla b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve Niksar\u2019\u0131 \u00e7ok merak etti\u011fi halde bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gidemeyi\u015findeki hasreti dile getirdi.
\nBiz de Feray Han\u0131m\u2019la bir m\u00fcddet sonra tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ve gerekli mesajlar\u0131 ald\u0131k. Zamanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerimiz artt\u0131 ve o y\u0131llar\u0131n kay\u0131tlara girmeyen baz\u0131 ac\u0131 hat\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131 dinledim ondan.
\nSonras\u0131 bizi Urfa \/Siverek\u2019te annesinin ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f bir \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcne ve yak\u0131lan \u201cBakkal Mahmud\u2019un K\u0131z\u0131 \u201c t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcne getirdi.
\nBiz \u00f6nce Feray Sayan Han\u0131m\u2019dan k\u0131saca bahsedelim:
\n1959 Siverek do\u011fumlu. Daha yirmi g\u00fcnl\u00fckken \u0130stanbul\u2019a ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015flar. Babas\u0131 kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 kamyonunu satarak \u0130stanbul\u2019da taksi hatt\u0131 sat\u0131n al\u0131p \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ama g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde ast\u0131m hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131na yakalanm\u0131\u015f. Tedavi i\u00e7in gitti\u011fi doktor ona oksijeni bol kendi memleketini \u00f6nerince ailecek 1965 y\u0131l\u0131nda Siverek\u2019e geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fler. \u0130ki y\u0131ll\u0131k istirahattan sonra iyile\u015fmi\u015f ama maddi y\u00f6nden s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131ya girince Ceylanp\u0131nar Devlet \u00dcretme \u00c7iftli\u011fi\u2019nde i\u015fe ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.
\nKendisi, babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6revi nedeniyle ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131klar\u0131 Urfa Ceylanp\u0131nar\u2019da Ceylan \u0130lkokulu\u2019nu, Ceylanp\u0131nar Ortaokulu\u2019nu daha sonra ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131klar\u0131 Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da Ticaret Meslek Lisesi\u2019ni bitirmi\u015f. 1982 y\u0131l\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131t\u0131 Celal ile evlenmi\u015f d\u00f6rt k\u0131z evlad\u0131n\u0131n annesi olmu\u015f. Halen e\u015fi ve k\u0131zlar\u0131 ile birlikte Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da ya\u015f\u0131yor ve baz\u0131 sivil toplum kurulu\u015flar\u0131nda insanlara faydal\u0131 olmaya gayret ediyor. AFASDER (Anadolu Sanat E\u011fitim ve Spor Derne\u011fi, Diyarbak\u0131r K\u00fclt\u00fcr, Turizm ve Musiki Derne\u011fi \u00fcyeli\u011fi ve Yeniden Ya\u015fam Kanserle M\u00fccadele Derne\u011fi Y\u00f6netim Kurulu \u00dcyeli\u011fi yap\u0131yor. Ayr\u0131ca bir siyasi partinin de \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na aktif bir \u015fekilde kat\u0131l\u0131yor.
\nFeray Han\u0131m\u2019dan k\u0131saca da olsa bahsettikten sonra Niksar ve Siverek aras\u0131nda uzun bir tarihi yolculu\u011fa ba\u015flayal\u0131m.
\nMilletlerin kaderinde oldu\u011fu gibi o \u00fclkelerde ya\u015fayan insanlar\u0131n da tarihin seyri i\u00e7inde de\u011fi\u015fik kaderleri vard\u0131r. \u0130\u015fte bu elinizde olmayan kaderin sizi ne zaman nereye s\u00fcr\u00fckleyece\u011fini bilemezsiniz. Tehcir ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fimiz f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131n ve g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn hazin hik\u00e2yesi i\u00e7inde bulursunuz dillere destan olan Bakkal Mahmut\u2019u ve e\u015fi Naciye\u2019yi.
\nMahmut, Urfa\u2019n\u0131n Siverek kazas\u0131ndan yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131, uzun boylu ya\u011f\u0131z bir zabittir. Askerli\u011fi Niksar\u2019a \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u015eimdiki gibi de\u011fil tabii o vakit askerlik\u2026 Bir cepheden bir cepheye\u2026 Niksar Kalesindeki Askerlik \u015eubesinde g\u00f6revlidir. Osmanl\u0131 Devleti\u2019nin buhranl\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131na denk gelir onun askerli\u011fi. \u00d6nce Balkan Sava\u015flar\u0131, pe\u015finden Birinci D\u00fcnya Sava\u015f\u0131… Bir yanda \u00c7anakkale, bir yanda Ruslarla bitmeyen sava\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z ve binlerce Mehmet\u00e7i\u011fin donarak \u015fehit oldu\u011fu, esir d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Sar\u0131kam\u0131\u015f felaketi. Bu zor \u015fartlarda isyanlar sonucunda devletin g\u00fcvenli\u011fi ve gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in vatan\u0131ndan, Anadolu\u2019dan g\u00f6\u00e7 ettirilen insanlar\u0131n sefaleti. Yani Tehcir…
\nDi\u011fer yanda da bu f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n i\u00e7inde Nadya ve e\u015fi kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n : \u201cGitmeyin biz sahip \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131z\u201d s\u00f6zlerine ra\u011fmen kucaklar\u0131ndaki iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki yavrular\u0131yla \u00e7aresizlik i\u00e7inde kalabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015farak terk ederler g\u00fczelim ye\u015fil Niksar\u2019\u0131\u2026 Yollar kimini menziline g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr kimini yar\u0131s\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131r. Nadya bu hazin g\u00f6\u00e7 s\u0131ras\u0131nda sevgili e\u015fini kaybeder ve \u00e7aresizlik i\u00e7inde yola devam eder.
\n\u0130\u015fte Mahmut\u2019la tan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 da bu s\u0131rada ger\u00e7ekle\u015fir. Kafileyi korumakla g\u00f6revli askerler i\u00e7inde olan Mahmut y\u00fczlerine g\u00fczelli\u011fini gizlemek i\u00e7in k\u00f6m\u00fcr karas\u0131 s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f ancak ellerini unutmu\u015f kuca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocu\u011funa sar\u0131lan bu kad\u0131na ac\u0131r ve ilgi duyar. At\u0131ndan iner ve mataras\u0131ndaki su ile y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131katt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Nadya\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6nce \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131r ne diyece\u011fini ne edece\u011fini bilemez, biraz bekleyip s\u00fczerek sorgulad\u0131ktan sonra:
\n-Gel seni bizim memlekete g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim. Der.
\n\u00c7aresizdir zaten memleketinden ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n ve sevdi\u011fi e\u015finin kayb\u0131 ile ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131 i\u00e7inde yap\u0131lan bu beklenmedik teklifi kabul eder Nadya , at\u0131n\u0131n terkisine bindi\u011fi yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 zabitle uzun bir yolculuktan sonra kendisini Siverek\u2019te bulur.
\nSiverek\u2019te M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabul ederek Naciye ad\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r ve evlenirler. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7er birbirlerini severler ve iki erkek Recep ve Mustafa ile iki k\u0131z M\u00fcnire ve Nadime gelir, Niksar\u2019dan kucakta gelen ve Sabri ad\u0131n\u0131 verdikleri evlatlar\u0131na karde\u015f olarak.
\nNiksar\u2019da iken maddi durumlar\u0131 iyi olan Naciye\u2019nin ailesinin kuma\u015f ma\u011fazalar\u0131 vard\u0131r, kendisi de iyi bir terzi olarak yeti\u015fmi\u015ftir. Gelirken biriktirdikleri alt\u0131nlar\u0131 elbisesine \u00f6zenle dikerek Siverek\u2019e gelinceye kadar saklamas\u0131n\u0131 bilmi\u015ftir. Alt\u0131nlar\u0131 bozdurup o zaman g\u00f6re Siverek\u2019te pek bulunmayan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir bakkal d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 a\u00e7arlar.
\nNaciye\u2019de terzilik yaparak aileye yard\u0131mc\u0131 olur hem de o \u015fehrin sosyal ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131na ayak uydurmaya gayret eder. Mahallesindeki bir kom\u015fusundan Kur\u2019an-\u0131 Kerim okumay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenir, namaz\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6l\u00fcnceye kadar b\u0131rakmaz. Elbette bu kolay olmaz her yerle\u015fim b\u00f6lgesinde oldu\u011fu gibi o da yerli-yabanc\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015fmesinden dolay\u0131 bazen s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar ya\u015farsa da zamanla kendisini sevdirmeyi ba\u015far\u0131r.
\nBu arada Niksar\u2019dan haberler gelmi\u015f :\u201dGel geri d\u00f6n Niksar\u2019a \u201c diye ama o mutlu bir yuva kurdu\u011fu Siverek\u2019te kalmay\u0131 tercih etmi\u015f. Bundan sonra zamanla mektupla\u015fmalar da kesilmi\u015f irtibat tamamen kopmu\u015f.
\nNiksar\u2019dan getirdi\u011fi o\u011flu Sabri di\u011fer karde\u015fleriyle beraber b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ama 13-14 ya\u015f\u0131na gelince biraz da \u00e7evresinin verdi\u011fi rahats\u0131zl\u0131k sonucu: \u201cAnne ben Suriye\u2019ye gidece\u011fim\u201d deyip tutturmu\u015f. Annesinin itiraz\u0131na ra\u011fmen helallik al\u0131p Halep\u2019e giderek orada bir marangozun yan\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131rak olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Ustas\u0131 onu iyice yeti\u015ftirmi\u015f ve \u00e7ocu\u011fu da olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in evlat edinmi\u015f. Zamanla iyi bir usta olan Sabri buradaki ailesinin deste\u011fiyle 25 ya\u015f\u0131na gelince Amerika\u2019ya giderek i\u015f hayat\u0131na orada devam etmi\u015f ve evlenerek mutlu bir yuva kurmu\u015f. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye bir daha da d\u00f6nmemi\u015f ancak uzun y\u0131llar ailesiyle mektupla\u015fmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr.
\nE\u015fi Mahmut\u2019un vefat\u0131ndan sonra i\u00e7ine kapanan Naciye\u2019nin Niksar Kalesi eteklerindeki Maduru Mahallesi\u2019nde ba\u015flayan hayat\u0131 Siverek\u2019te daha gen\u00e7 say\u0131labilecek bir d\u00f6nemde, 63 ya\u015f\u0131nda sona ermi\u015ftir.
\nGEL\u0130NCE \u2018BAKKAL MAHMUD\u2019UN T\u00dcRK\u00dcS\u00dc\u2019NE\u2019
\nBunu da, Bakkal Mahmut\u2019un torunu Feray Han\u0131m\u2019dan dinleyelim:
\n\u201cDedemin Siverek Hac\u0131p\u0131nar d\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u00e7e\u015fmenin \u00e7ok yak\u0131n\u0131nda zaman\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131na cevap veren bug\u00fcnk\u00fc marketlere benzer b\u00fcy\u00fck bir d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. E\u015fi Naciye\u2019nin Niksar\u2019dan getirdikleri alt\u0131nlarla a\u00e7m\u0131\u015flar buray\u0131.(Hac\u0131p\u0131nar D\u00fcz\u00fc denilen yere 1933 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ta\u015f ustas\u0131 \u0130brahim Yane taraf\u0131ndan Sel\u00e7uklu mimarisine uygun bir \u00e7e\u015fme yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.)
\nS\u00fcvari Alay\u0131 olarak bilinen askeriye o d\u00f6nem b\u00fct\u00fcn ihtiya\u00e7lara cevap verdi\u011fi i\u00e7in dedemin d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131ndan mal al\u0131yormu\u015f. Dillere destan bir g\u00fczellikte 1927 do\u011fumlu olan annem M\u00fcnire de dedemin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 bekliyor ona yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yormu\u015f. Askeriyeye erzak al\u0131\u015flar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda g\u00f6revlendirilen Erzurum\u2019un Tortum kazas\u0131n\u0131n bir k\u00f6y\u00fcnden Hakk\u0131 ad\u0131nda bir jandarma eri bu al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f s\u0131ras\u0131nda zamanla anneme \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oluyor. O y\u0131llarda 14 ya\u015flar\u0131nda olan annem de Paland\u00f6ken Da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n bu ya\u011f\u0131z Dada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131na gel zaman git zaman kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalamay\u0131p kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k veriyor. Birbirlerini delicesine seviyorlar.
\nO y\u0131llarda askerlik s\u00fcresi bug\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi de\u011fil elbette, otuz aym\u0131\u015f. Annemi Siverek\u2019te edindi\u011fi tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131 vas\u0131tas\u0131yla istetiyor ama dedem: \u201cErzurum bize \u00e7ok uzak, hasretine nas\u0131l dayan\u0131r\u0131z?\u201d diye vermiyor.
\nSonra araya Siverek Bucak A\u015firetinin ileri gelenlerini koyup iki a\u015fk\u0131 kavu\u015fturuyorlar. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla annem hen\u00fcz 14-15 ya\u015f\u0131nda iken evleniyor. 1.5 y\u0131l kadar askerlik bitinceye de\u011fin evli kal\u0131yorlar. Siverek\u2019te bu mutlu evlilikten 1943 y\u0131l\u0131nda annem daha 16 ya\u015f\u0131nda iken G\u00fcng\u00f6r ad\u0131n\u0131 verdikleri nur topu gibi bir de k\u0131zlar\u0131 oluyor. (\u015eu an \u0130stanbul da ya\u015f\u0131yor.)
\nAskerlik bitince art\u0131k memleketin yolu g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcyor. Vedala\u015f\u0131p birka\u00e7 par\u00e7a e\u015fya ile trenle Erzurum\u2019a oradan kamyonla Tortum\u2019a gidiyorlar. Me\u011fer Hakk\u0131 askere gelmeden \u00f6nce Tortum\u2019da amcas\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 ile evliymi\u015f ama bu durum n\u00fcfus kayd\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyormu\u015f. \u00dcstelik bir de k\u0131z\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. Kap\u0131da annemi kuca\u011f\u0131nda k\u0131z\u0131 ile kumas\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor ama elden gelen bir \u015fey yoktur. Y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r bir an ne edece\u011fini ne diyece\u011fini bilemez, pe\u015finden ko\u015farak geldi\u011fi a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finde iki kad\u0131n\u0131n yer almas\u0131n\u0131 hazmedemez. Sanki Tortum \u015felalesinin sular\u0131 kurur g\u00f6zlerinde bir an. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakar, ellerini a\u00e7ar bir \u015feyler m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r, yanaklar\u0131ndan s\u0131zan ya\u015flar i\u00e7inde ne dedi\u011fi bilinmez.
\nHaliyle annem orada kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 iki y\u0131l i\u00e7erisinde \u00e7ok eziyet ya\u015f\u0131yor. Neredeyse hemen her g\u00fcn ev, merek, tarla aras\u0131nda mekik dokuyor ve i\u015flerinin pek \u00e7o\u011funu anneme g\u00f6rd\u00fcr\u00fcyorlar. K\u00f6yde 1945 y\u0131l\u0131nda Enver ad\u0131n\u0131 verdikleri bir o\u011fullar\u0131 oluyor. Art\u0131k severek pe\u015finden geldi\u011fi Hakk\u0131\u2019n\u0131n evinde kendisine reva g\u00f6r\u00fclenlere dayanamaz hale geliyor. Ac\u0131lar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcyor b\u00fcy\u00fcyor sonra bir yanarda\u011f\u0131n patlay\u0131p s\u00f6nmesi gibi a\u015fk\u0131 da lavlarla eriyip kayboluyor k\u0131sa zaman i\u00e7inde.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131r gitmekten gayri yol bulamaz derdine. Akl\u0131na memleketine haber g\u00f6ndermek gelir ama nas\u0131l? Annem Siverek\u2019te ilkokuldan mezun olmu\u015f. Kay\u0131nbiraderine bir mektup verip Tortum\u2019dan g\u00f6ndermesini istiyor. Kay\u0131nbiraderi annemi \u00e7ok sever, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tutarm\u0131\u015f. Al\u0131p a\u011fabeysinden habersiz mektubu Siverek\u2019e postal\u0131yor.
\nMektup Siverek\u2019e gelince aile toplan\u0131p Mustafa day\u0131m\u0131 Erzurum\u2019a g\u00f6nderiyorlar. Trenle Erzurum\u2019a giden day\u0131m annemin k\u00f6y\u00fcne ula\u015f\u0131yor. Bak\u0131yor ki karde\u015fi peri\u015fan bir vaziyette ve olduk\u00e7a zay\u0131flam\u0131\u015f. Kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocu\u011funu emziriyor. Eni\u015ftesi Hakk\u0131\u2019ya :
\n-Sen neden yalan s\u00f6yledin, bek\u00e2r\u0131m diye bizi kand\u0131rd\u0131n. Sevmek b\u00f6yle midir? Diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.
\nMustafa day\u0131m, yirmi ya\u015f\u0131ndaki annemi ve iki ye\u011fenini al\u0131p Siverek’e d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f. Bir ka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra Hakk\u0131\u2019n\u0131n karde\u015fi Siverek\u2019e gelmi\u015f:\u201dSeni Tortum\u2019a g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim\u201d Diye ama annem de ailesi de raz\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015f. O vakit karde\u015fi :\u201dGeliyorsan gel yoksa \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim \u201cDemi\u015f. K\u0131z annede kalm\u0131\u015f, erkek olan\u0131 Enver\u2019i alm\u0131\u015f Tortum’a d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f. Bu olaydan sonra haliyle bo\u015fanma da ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmi\u015f.(Hakk\u0131\u2019n\u0131n da daha sonra ailesiyle birlikte Erzincan\u2019a oradan da \u0130stanbul\u2019a g\u00f6\u00e7 etti\u011fini hatta iki karde\u015f Enver ile G\u00fcng\u00f6r\u2019\u00fcn (Y\u0131lmaz) orada g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcklerini \u00f6\u011freniyoruz.)
\nM\u00fcnire ve Hakk\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bu derin ama sonu bahts\u0131z a\u015fk\u0131 unutulmaz. Gazinolarda Abdullah Y\u00fcce\u2019nin, M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fcrses\u2019in Huri Sapan\u2019\u0131n ve nice sanat\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n mikrofonlar\u0131nda \u015fenlenir. Plaklara al\u0131n\u0131r, kasetlere kaydedilir, beyaz perdede \u015fekillenip t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya yay\u0131l\u0131r.
\nBunu sa\u011flayan da onlar\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131na bir vefa borcu misali kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalmayan kom\u015fular\u0131 Bandocu Mehmet Efendi\u2019dir.
\nOnlar\u0131n bu a\u015fk\u0131na \u015fahit olan m\u00fczikle de u\u011fra\u015fan kom\u015fusu Bandocu Mehmet \u00d6cal y\u0131llar sonra bu t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc yak\u0131yor. T\u00fcrk\u00fc ilk kez g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca \u00e7evre taraf\u0131ndan biraz ay\u0131planm\u0131\u015f, neden bu t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc ona yakt\u0131 diye ele\u015ftirilmi\u015f.
\nBu dram\u0131n ard\u0131ndan birka\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7iyor annemi Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019dan, as\u0131llar\u0131 Siverekli Mehmet ad\u0131nda bir delikanl\u0131n\u0131n ailesi istiyor. Dedem ve anneannem de raz\u0131 olunca annemi Siverek\u2019ten Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019a gelin getirmi\u015fler. Bu evlilikten a\u011fabeyim Cihat (1955 ) ve 1959\u2019da ben do\u011fmu\u015fum. Babam maddi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 \u00e7ekmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca be\u015f alt\u0131 y\u0131l kadar Urfa Ceylanp\u0131nar Devlet \u00dcretme \u00c7iftli\u011finde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, sonra yine beraber Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fck.
\nBu t\u00fcrk\u00fclere konu olan g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli annemi 1983 y\u0131l\u0131nda kaybettik. Babam Mehmet de 1922 do\u011fumlu idi, o da iki y\u0131l sonra 1985 y\u0131l\u0131nda aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Ruhlar\u0131 \u015f\u00e2d olsun diyebiliyorum ancak her g\u00fcn dualar\u0131mda ya\u015fatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum bir evlad\u0131 olarak.\u201d
\nEvet, bug\u00fcn bu a\u015fk\u0131n \u015fahitleri Siverek\u2019teki Hac\u0131p\u0131nar \u00c7e\u015fmesi de, Tortum \u015eelalesi de sessizce akmak ve akmamak aras\u0131nda zamana direniyor. Faruk Nafiz\u2019in \u2018\u00c7oban \u00c7e\u015fmesi\u2019 \u015fiirinde dedi\u011fi gibi:
\n\u201cNe \u015fair ya\u015f d\u00f6ker, ne \u00e2\u015f\u0131k a\u011flar,
\nTarihe kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 eski sevdalar.
\nBeyhude seslenir, beyhude \u00e7a\u011flar,
\nBir sola, bir sa\u011fa \u00e7oban \u00e7e\u015fmesi.\u201d
\nO derin Leyla ile Mecnun misali a\u015fklar bitiyor, ya\u015fanm\u0131yor bug\u00fcn art\u0131k. Kuruyorlar bir bir\u2026 Yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile \u0131slatm\u0131yor, \u0131rmaklara ula\u015famadan kayboluyor sular\u2026 Bakkal Mahmud\u2019un d\u00fcnyalar g\u00fczeli k\u0131z\u0131 M\u00fcnire ve Erzurum\u2019un dada\u015f\u0131 Hakk\u0131\u2019n\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131 gibi\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

BAKKAL MAHMUD\u2019UN KIZI \u201cBir sigara i\u00e7 o\u011flan \/ Gel kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7 o\u011flan Seni bana vermezler \/Bu sevdadan ge\u00e7 o\u011flan Hac\u0131 p\u0131nar\u2019\u0131n d\u00fcz\u00fc \/Mevl\u00e2m ay\u0131rd\u0131 bizi Bakkal Mahmud\u2019un k\u0131z\u0131\/ Yakt\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131 bizi \u201c Bu t\u00fcrk\u00fc Siverek\u2019te ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f bir a\u015fk\u0131n sonunda d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u2018acumuklu bir destan\u2019 gibi dudaklardan. Sonra bu i\u015fin ustalar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan derlenmi\u015f, musiki kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kulaklar\u0131m\u0131za ho\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30730","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30730","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30730"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30730\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30737,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30730\/revisions\/30737"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30730"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30730"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30730"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}