{"id":30761,"date":"2019-05-23T08:00:19","date_gmt":"2019-05-23T04:00:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30761"},"modified":"2019-05-23T10:23:03","modified_gmt":"2019-05-23T06:23:03","slug":"aynur-yas%c9%99m%c9%99n-qarabagli-%c9%99sg%c9%99r-oyuncaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30761","title":{"rendered":"Aynur Yas\u0259m\u0259n QARABA\u011eLI.”\u018fsg\u0259r oyuncaq”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, g\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259 abadla\u015fan bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin paytaxt\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131ram. G\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri turistl\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ox\u015fay\u0131r. G\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259n binalar\u0131, bahal\u0131, l\u00fcks ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 il\u0259 yollar\u0131 daim t\u0131xacl\u0131 olan , ma\u011fazalar\u0131, marketl\u0259ri bazarlar\u0131 dolu bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131yam.
\nXarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dostlar\u0131m\u0131z, tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z var. Onlar da g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck, qalx\u0131r\u0131q da\u011f\u00fcst\u00fc parka, filan. B\u0259h-b\u0259h il\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z ox\u015fayan g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi il\u0259, i\u00e7\u0259rimizd\u0259 bir lov\u011fal\u0131q hissi, bir-birind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n yerl\u0259ri t\u0259qdim edirik.
\nAncaq b\u0259z\u0259n bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin kimin v\u0259 ya kiml\u0259rin qan\u0131 bahas\u0131na \u0259ld\u0259 olundu\u011funu unuduruq.
\n\u00d6zb\u0259kistan respublikas\u0131ndan \u00f6lk\u0259miz\u0259 t\u0259\u015frif buyuran qonaqlarim\u0131zla \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259zirik. Gah sa\u011fda, gah da solda ucalan yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli binalar haqq\u0131nda qonaqlar\u0131m\u0131za m\u0259lumat ver\u0259r\u0259k yolumuza davam edirik.
\nBird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 bir hadis\u0259y\u0259 \u015fahid oldu\u011fum kafey\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. Ad\u0131n\u0131 tam oxuya bilm\u0259dim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, ba\u015fqa n\u0259s\u0259 avropasaya\u011f\u0131 bir adla istifad\u0259y\u0259 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nMa\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti unudub, bir anl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6t\u0259n ild\u0259ki hadis\u0259ni bir kino lenti kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m.
\nBir az yor\u011funluqdan, bir az da \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki istinin t\u0259sirind\u0259n r\u0259fiq\u0259ml\u0259 birlikd\u0259, Bak\u0131da bir zamanlar yeni-yeni d\u0259b\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u201d \u00c7udo pe\u00e7ko\u201ddeyil\u0259n \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259li kafel\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b, \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdik. \u00c7ay yoxsa kofe dey\u0259 ikimizd\u0259 bird\u0259n biri-birimiz\u0259 baxd\u0131q. \u00c7ay dedim. R\u0259fiq\u0259m d\u0259, \u00e7ay ist\u0259diyini s\u00f6yl\u0259di. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bizim ikimizin d\u0259 fikirimiz eyni yerd\u0259 idi. Onun iri qara g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Xasiy\u0259tin\u0259 ill\u0259rdi b\u0259l\u0259d oldu\u011fum bu, g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u00fc az\u0259ri q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n, \u00fcr\u0259yini kitab kimi oxudum o andaca. O da, m\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 hiss etdikl\u0259rimi hiss edirdi. Bir anl\u0131\u011fa eyni m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 a\u011fu\u015funa ald\u0131 ikimizi d\u0259.
\nBir salfetka al\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l xalalar, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc \u0259linizi sil\u0259rsiniz. G\u00f6z\u0259l qoxusu var. Bax\u0131n, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259, \u201c\u0259sm\u0259r\u201d yaz\u0131l\u0131b. M\u0259nim d\u0259 ad\u0131m \u018fsm\u0259rdi. Nolar al\u0131n, nolar xala s\u0259n al dey\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b tam qar\u015f\u0131mda dayand\u0131.
\nBayaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi q\u0259d\u0259r, m\u0259sumlu\u011fu v\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 olsa bel\u0259 \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259mizliyi il\u0259 heyran ed\u0259n bu q\u0131zci\u011faz\u0131n z\u0259rif s\u0259si m\u0259ni el\u0259 bil yuxudan ay\u0131ltd\u0131. Ay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman art\u0131q \u0259lim onun \u00e7iynind\u0259 idi. M\u0259sumluq \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f k\u0259d\u0259ri seyr edirdim. M\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirdi bu k\u0259d\u0259r. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim doldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b r\u0259fiq\u0259m\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131m. Sulug\u00f6z m\u0259l\u0259yimin yanaqlar\u0131nda yumrulanan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, yana\u011f\u0131nda s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k kafenin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda almaz kimi parlayaraq sin\u0259sind\u0259 b\u0259nd ald\u0131. Bir daha bu xan\u0131m\u0131 milyonlar aras\u0131ndan nec\u0259 v\u0259 niy\u0259 se\u00e7diyim\u0259 bir daha \u0259min oldum.
\nMasan\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 bo\u015f stulu \u00e7\u0259kib \u018fsm\u0259rin ikimizin ortam\u0131zda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etdim. O s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb stuldan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq, \u2013 xala m\u0259n\u0259 burda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermirl\u0259r. Salfet alm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zsa m\u0259n gedim, dey\u0259r\u0259k dart\u0131nd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259cbur etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsaq da \u018fsm\u0259r biziml\u0259 bir tik\u0259 pirojna v\u0259 ya tort yem\u0259yi q\u0259bul etm\u0259di. H\u0259r\u0259miz bir pa\u00e7ka \u201d \u0259sm\u0259r\u201d salfeti g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb on AZN pul uzatd\u0131q. -X\u0131rda varsa, x\u0131rda verin, onu x\u0131rdalama\u011fa pulum yoxdu dedi.
\n\u2013 X\u0131rda laz\u0131m deyil g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131m. X\u0259rcl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n, xo\u015funa g\u0259l\u0259n bir \u015fey alarsan. Ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259 qals\u0131n dedim. R\u0259fiq\u0259min onsuzda dili s\u00f6z tutmurdu. Pulu g\u00fcc b\u0259la il\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 verdik. Bizim sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sanki hiss etmi\u015fdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bilirdi m\u0259n ona n\u0259 suallar ver\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bilirdi ondan onun h\u0259yat\u0131 haqq\u0131nda n\u0259l\u0259ri soru\u015faca\u011fam. Ancaq m\u0259n d\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin bu bapbalaca d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda,azac\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u0259s\u0259r, kitablara s\u0131\u011fmayacaq bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim. Bu suallardan yaxas\u0131n\u0131 qurtarmaq ist\u0259di \u018fsm\u0259r.
\n\u0130ti add\u0131mlarla bizd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131b yen\u0259d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki yerind\u0259, kafenin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sol t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 dayan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 yeni g\u0259l\u0259n varm\u0131 dey\u0259 kontrol etdi. Yeni qonaq olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131b sakitc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn t\u0259ndir kimi qaynar istisi alt\u0131nda o yana, bu yana \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n insanlara v\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nlara zill\u0259di.
\nBo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131z tikilmi\u015fdi. Kafenin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259ki kondisionerin s\u0259rinliyind\u0259ns\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin bu k\u00f6rp\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kpulu qazanc\u0131 arxas\u0131nca \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, saatlarla ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 qalmas\u0131 bizi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBird\u0259n bir canlanma hiss etdim \u018fsm\u0259rd\u0259. T\u0259z\u0259 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri g\u0259lirdi. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259rinliyi k\u0259d\u0259r dolu q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131na x\u0259fif bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qondu. Yana\u011findak\u0131 q\u0259mz\u0259si yava\u015f-yava\u015f d\u0259rinl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olan m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi. \u018fsm\u0259rin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qayna\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ldim. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi, bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z \u00e7ox ustal\u0131qla \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 sald\u0131. Ki\u015fiy\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259s\u0259 etiraz\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi. Ki\u015fi bir \u0259li il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub, o biri \u0259li il\u0259 qarn\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallaya-s\u0131\u011fallaya kafey\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z el\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259r ya\u015fda olard\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldular. \u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcn istisind\u0259n bezdikl\u0259ri ikisinin d\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n hiss olunurdu. Ki\u015fi \u0259linin i\u00e7\u0259risi il\u0259 aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini silib qarn\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259rhal bir salfet g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Al\u0131n salfetl\u0259 silin \u0259mi. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 t\u0259rin qoxusu qalar dedi. Ki\u015fi \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs bax\u0131b, -\u0259\u015f\u015fi bir imkan ver, a\u011f\u0131l \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n biz\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259k, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ldi. \u018fsm\u0259r is\u0259 he\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015futmadan \u00f6z yerin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. Xadim\u0259 xan\u0131m o anda \u018fsm\u0259rin dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeri sildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir az ortada g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li oldu. Ofisiant o\u011flan \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7ay il\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin lap yax\u0131n\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di. \u00dcr\u0259yim az qald\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn. O\u011flan o q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyats\u0131z ke\u00e7di ki, \u00e7ay\u0131n \u018fsm\u0259ri yand\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Ay q\u0131z bir aya\u011f\u0131ma dola\u015fma, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kil, zibil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck d\u0259, dey\u0259-dey\u0259 bir masaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Xadim\u0259 xan\u0131m tez \u018fsm\u0259rin qolundan astaca tutub, g\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131m burdan t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259, s\u0259ni bu istid\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 saxlayarlar dedi. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hiss\u0259sini balaca sa\u00e7 sanca\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salan qad\u0131na, ana bax o xalalar verdi. Amma iki salfet ald\u0131lar. Dedil\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yin n\u0259 ist\u0259yir alarsan dey\u0259r\u0259k bizim verdiyimiz iki onlu\u011fu anas\u0131na g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Olarm\u0131 m\u0259n bu ax\u015fam metronun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131nda satd\u0131qlar\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259r oyunca\u011f\u0131 al\u0131m? Onda anlad\u0131m ki, xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n xan\u0131m \u018fsm\u0259rin anas\u0131 imi\u015f.
\n\u2013 H\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u0259l balam, bir saat da d\u00f6z, \u015e\u00f6vk\u0259t n\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lsin, n\u00f6vb\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fsin, ev\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 alar\u0131q dedi.
\nQ\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n cingiltili bir s\u0259sd\u0259n kafed\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin dem\u0259k olar ki, s\u0259ks\u0259n faizi diksindi. Bu cingiltili s\u0259s bayaq g\u0259l\u0259n \u201cbahal\u0131 q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u201d\u0131n s\u0259si idi.Kimisi maraqla, kimisi etiraz dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boyland\u0131. Qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boyland\u0131m. U\u015faq \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 pirojnalar\u0131n, tortlar\u0131n h\u0259r birind\u0259n ist\u0259yirdi. Ki\u015fi is\u0259, \u201cm\u0259l\u0259yim g\u0259l h\u0259l\u0259lik bunlar\u0131 alaq, sabah da g\u0259lib t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 o birisil\u0259rd\u0259n alar\u0131q\u201d dedi. U\u015faq yen\u0259 etiraz\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi. Ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130nsanlar art\u0131q bu \u0259rk\u0259s\u00f6y\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259n narahat olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. Ki\u015finin n\u0259hay\u0259t zala g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm y\u0259qin ki, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n verdiyi narahatl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fczr ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Ki\u015fi is\u0259 g\u00f6vd\u0259sini bir t\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259rp\u0259dib ir\u0259liy\u0259 bir iki add\u0131m ataraq: nolub, u\u015faq g\u00f6rm\u0259misiniz, \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7in d\u0259, dey\u0259 saitl\u0259ri uzada-uzada donquldand\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 vitrind\u0259ki \u015firniyyata qar\u0131\u015fan \u201cbahal\u0131 q\u0131z\u201d\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki dondurma da \u0259rim\u0259yind\u0259ydi. Vitrinin arxas\u0131nda dayanan xan\u0131m xadim\u0259ni, yeni \u018fsm\u0259rin anas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259di. Simuz\u0259r g\u0259l yeri sil, yerd\u0259 dondurma damc\u0131lar\u0131 var. U\u015faq o anda ay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, dondurma \u0259riyib, \u0259lini
\nd\u0259 \u00e7irkl\u0259ndirib. Q\u0131z bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb daha da b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131b, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n \u018fsm\u0259r bir salfet ba\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7a-
\na\u00e7a onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u0259l, z\u0259rif v\u0259 mehriban \u018fsm\u0259r qay\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u201cbahal\u0131 q\u0131z\u201da a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 salfetin bir \u0259d\u0259dini uzadaraq, buyurun bununla \u0259linizi silin dedi. Ki\u015fi \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b, n\u0259 s\u0131rt\u0131q u\u015faqsan, gir\u0259v\u0259d\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib salfetkan\u0131 satma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan el\u0259. R\u0259dd ol, imkan ver n\u0259f\u0259s alaq. \u018f\u015f\u015fi bezdik da bu yetim, yesirin \u0259lind\u0259n. Maraql\u0131d\u0131 bu q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131n d\u0259d\u0259si harda s\u00fcl\u0259nir ki, yetiml\u0259ri \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 salfetka, saqq\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 alverl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurlar ee ax\u0131 dey\u0259r\u0259k, yen\u0259d\u0259 \u201c\u0131\u201d saitini uzatd\u0131.
\n\u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir anda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb sanki, aln\u0131na do\u011fru qalxd\u0131. Arxa t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boylan\u0131b, anas\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fidib, e\u015fitm\u0259diyini d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdi. \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki m\u0259sumlu\u011fa, k\u00f6vr\u0259kliy\u0259 indi bir az da nifr\u0259t \u0259lav\u0259 olmu\u015fdu.Yana\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015firin q\u0259mz\u0259si sanki \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259rk edib, yerini q\u0259m\u0259, k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 vermi\u015fdi.
\nBir add\u0131m da ki\u015fiy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f yax\u0131nla\u015faraq, m\u0259nim atam aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 ay bundan \u0259vv\u0259l \u015f\u0259hid olub. Ancaq m\u0259ni t\u0259k qoyub getdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n ondan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259r\u0259k balaca \u0259lini aln\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\nO an sanki d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131ma u\u00e7mu\u015fdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr, qulaqlar\u0131m he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitmir, v\u00fccudumun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini bel\u0259 unutmu\u015fdum. El\u0259 bil m\u0259ni stula kleyl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Yerimd\u0259n qalx\u0131b ona yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. N\u0259f\u0259sim k\u0259silirdi, sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n bu saat g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yerin\u0259, qan f\u0131\u015fq\u0131racaqd\u0131 kimi hiss edirdim. Yana\u011f\u0131mda hiss etdiyim s\u0259rt \u015fill\u0259nin t\u0259sirind\u0259n yuxudan ay\u0131lan kimi oldum. R\u0259fiq\u0259m yan\u0131mda ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayan\u0131b, m\u0259nim yax\u015f\u0131 olub, olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015furdu. \u018ftrafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim. Bayaqdan insanlar\u0131n s\u0259si \u015f\u0259ng\u0259l il\u0259 bo\u015fqab\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131saraq s\u00fckutu pozurdusa, indi bu s\u00fckutu bir \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l s\u0259si pozsayd\u0131 qulaq tutulard\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259rinin yana\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259ki ifad\u0259, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 at\u0131lma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fan t\u0259hqiredici s\u00f6zl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 indi.
\n\u018flim-aya\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 qalx\u0131b \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. G\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atsayd\u0131 ordak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn stol, stullar\u0131 o ki\u015finin yek\u0259 v\u0259 bo\u015f ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131rpard\u0131m. Ancaq onun da o c\u00fcr \u00fcr\u0259ksiz\u0259 t\u0259sir etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015fund\u00fcm. \u018fyilib \u018fsm\u0259ri quca\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Y\u00fcng\u00fcl b\u0259d\u0259ninin i\u00e7ind\u0259, k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi kimi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. Bayaq stolumuzda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yi q\u0259bul etm\u0259yib, bizd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fan \u018fsm\u0259r boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131. Astaca qula\u011f\u0131ma p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. Xala m\u0259n salfeti onlara pul il\u0259 satmayacaqd\u0131m. Onsuzda o q\u0131z atas\u0131n\u0131n pulunun ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 o pirojnalara ver\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ancaq m\u0259n olsayd\u0131m atamdan bir pirojnadan art\u0131q ist\u0259m\u0259zdim dedi.
\nQollar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131qca \u018fsm\u0259ri sin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m. \u00c7\u00f6n\u00fcb ki\u015fiy\u0259 baxd\u0131m v\u0259 \u201c\u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131 bahas\u0131na bu torpaqda g\u0259zm\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 haram olsun\u201d deyib, uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m.
\nRuhum da, cismim d\u0259 od tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131. Quca\u011f\u0131mda q\u0131z istid\u0259n bi\u015f\u0259r dedim \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259. \u018fsm\u0259ri dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na apard\u0131m. Quca\u011f\u0131mdan yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. R\u0259fiq\u0259m\u0259 s\u0259n burda g\u00f6zl\u0259, iki d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram deyib, \u00e7antam\u0131 alaraq kafeni t\u0259rk etdim. Ancaq kafed\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy yen\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z yerind\u0259ydi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 f\u0259rqli ab-hava h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r k\u0259s ki\u015fini l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259yirdi.
\nMetronun giri\u015fin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sanki ild\u0131r\u0131m sur\u0259tiyl\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. Almal\u0131 oldu\u011fum \u015feyin sat\u0131laca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdum.
\nGiri\u015fd\u0259 bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 oyuncaq satan cavan u\u015faqlar vard\u0131. \u0130lk olaraq birin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b ist\u0259diyim oyunca\u011f\u0131 soru\u015fdum. B\u0259li var dey\u0259 cavab verdi. Sat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevinmi\u015fdim. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m oyuncaqlar\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 kimi paketl\u0259dib d\u0259rhal kafey\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00fcz tutdum. \u0130yul ay\u0131n\u0131n ortalar\u0131 idi v\u0259 g\u00fcnorta saat\u0131n\u0131n istisi m\u0259n\u0259 indi o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259sir etmirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 lava kimi ax\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yand\u0131ra bil\u0259rdi.
\nKafey\u0259 \u00e7atanda \u018fsm\u0259ri dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. Gecikdim dey\u0259 pe\u015fmanl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kdiyim anda \u018fsm\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259sini e\u015fitdiyim t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ldim.
\nH\u0259 ana bax o xalan\u0131n \u0259tirinin iyidi, m\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 qal\u0131b dey\u0259-dey\u0259 anas\u0131yla s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015firdi. U\u015faq kimi sevindim \u018fsm\u0259rin burda oldu\u011funa. O balaca m\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015faraq dizl\u0259rimi onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yer\u0259 qoydum. H\u0259diyy\u0259 paketl\u0259rini ona uzatd\u0131m. H\u0259diyy\u0259 paketl\u0259rinin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 n\u0259yin oldu\u011funu onun balaca \u00fcr\u0259yi sanki hiss el\u0259mi\u015fdi. D\u0259rhal toppu\u015f v\u0259 \u015firin \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259ni a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259rin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 balaca i\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rini b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.
\nAna bax m\u0259n ist\u0259diyim \u0259sg\u0259r kuklas\u0131 dey\u0259r\u0259k at\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130kinci paketi a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu bir az b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anas\u0131 ona k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259di. K\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib ikinci h\u0259diyy\u0259ni d\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131lar. Bu h\u0259diyy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu. Xan\u0131m siz \u018fsm\u0259rin atas\u0131n\u0131n tank\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011funu hardan bilirsiniz dedi.
\nBilmirdim, sad\u0259c\u0259 ald\u0131m dey\u0259r\u0259k aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131m. \u018fsm\u0259rin aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fcm. El\u0259 bil ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndan tonlarla da\u015f asm\u0131\u015fdilar. Birt\u0259h\u0259r ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdiyimiz stola yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. B\u0259zi insanlar\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 dua etdiyini e\u015fidirdim. Ancaq, sad\u0259c\u0259 bir cuml\u0259ni daha ayd\u0131n e\u015fitdim. Bu, \u018fsm\u0259rin \u201cana bu tank\u0131n pultu da var. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n atam da idar\u0259 etdiyi tank\u0131 pult il\u0259 idar\u0259 edirmi\u015f\u201d dediyi c\u00fcml\u0259 oldu.
\nM\u0259nim sulug\u00f6z r\u0259fiq\u0259min g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u011flamaqdan q\u0131zar\u0131b \u015fi\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u018flini uzad\u0131b \u0259limd\u0259n tutaraq \u201d d\u0259rdi olan\u0131n d\u0259rdini, d\u0259rdli biri anlayar bac\u0131\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc. Art\u0131q onu bel\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 taq\u0259tim qalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss el\u0259dim.
\nQalx bir taksi il\u0259 m\u0259ni ev\u0259 apar \u0259zizim, yerim\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131m yoxdu dedim. Yerimizd\u0259n qalxd\u0131q. R\u0259fiq\u0259m y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011fimdan qorxdu y\u0259qin ki. Tez qolumdan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdikc\u0259 \u018fsm\u0259rin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir verdim. \u018fsm\u0259r da\u011f boyda \u015f\u0259hid atas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259s\u0259llisini bir rezin oyuncaqda tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nQap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131 dilimd\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u201cKe\u015fk\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259nim kimi \u015f\u0259hid q\u0131z\u0131 olmasayd\u0131n \u018fsm\u0259r. Ke\u015fk\u0259 s\u0259n atal\u0131 q\u0131zlar kimi \u00fcr\u0259kli b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u0259ydin\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k kafeni t\u0259rk etdim.<\/p>\n

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