{"id":30968,"date":"2019-05-31T09:00:22","date_gmt":"2019-05-31T05:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30968"},"modified":"2019-05-31T15:17:52","modified_gmt":"2019-05-31T11:17:52","slug":"hece-taslari-aylik-siir-dergisinin-52-sayisi-yayinda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30968","title":{"rendered":"\u201cHece Ta\u015flar\u0131\u201d ayl\u0131k \u015fiir dergisinin 52. say\u0131s\u0131 yay\u0131nda"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Lamba Yand\u0131 Ben Cam\u0131nda \u00dc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm<\/p>\n

Ben bir \u015fiir avc\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m a\u011falar, ilk ava babamla birlikte \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k, seyran\u00ee g\u00f6sterdi hiciv
\nku\u015funu, derdi\u00e7ok\u2019u \u00e7ok okudum dertlendim, hayati vasfi\u2019yi ahmet \u00e7\u0131tak\u2019\u0131, yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00f6yle tan\u0131d\u0131m, abim salavan\u2019da ben engizek\u2019te, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn evsininde yatarak, onun \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ku\u015fu ben vurdum, benim \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ku\u015fu o tuttu, herkes gitti bir ben kald\u0131m cela\u2019da, ba\u015f\u0131 kurtarmad\u0131k her g\u00fcn belada.<\/p>\n

Nerden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ise bir serdenge\u00e7ti, talip oldu avlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ku\u015flara, her zaman mavzerim omzumda gezdim, ha hasan\u2019a s\u0131kt\u0131m ha sana s\u0131kt\u0131m, kibrit kutusuna bir mektup koyup, mihriban\u2019a sald\u0131m emmimo\u011fluyla, onun da i\u00e7ine bir \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fer, birlikte yanar\u0131z diye bekledim, bu arada askerlik de yakla\u015ft\u0131, orda da omzumda bir k\u0131r\u0131kkale, garajda n\u00f6bette \u00fclker avlad\u0131m, y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131ma d\u00f6kemedim derdimi.<\/p>\n

A\u015fk\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlara yazd\u0131m olmad\u0131, kendime dar\u0131ld\u0131m k\u0131zd\u0131m olmad\u0131, lamba yand\u0131 ben cam\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm, d\u00fcn\u00fcrc\u00fc gidenler g\u00f6nl\u00fc bo\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fc, sanki salavan\u2019da bir \u00e7\u0131\u011f y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, ben alt\u0131nda kald\u0131m geceler boyu, \u00f6l\u00fcmle kol kola gezdim da\u011flarda, sonra toparlad\u0131m \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr kendimi, kalbime s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dinletemedim, engizek ad\u0131nda bir gazetede, \u015fiir yazd\u0131m ona mektup yerine, \u00e7are yok kavlimiz mah\u015fere kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bin dokuz y\u00fcz seksen d\u00f6rtte cela\u2019dan, ankara\u2019ya u\u00e7tu nasip ku\u015fumuz, d\u00fc\u015flerimde salavan\u2019da dola\u015ft\u0131m, bir g\u00fcn bo\u015f d\u00f6nmedim \u015fiir av\u0131ndan, ko\u015fmad\u0131m pe\u015finde \u015f\u00f6hretin \u015fan\u0131n, anadolu y\u00fcre\u011fime dar geldi, bir u\u00e7tan bir uca t\u00fcrk illerini, ruhumla dola\u015ft\u0131m dertle demlendim, d\u00f6rt mevsim \u00f6tede \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc bahar, e\u011filmeden b\u00fck\u00fclmeden<\/p>\n

ya\u015fad\u0131m, asumana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m sedalar, seksen y\u0131ll\u0131k bir hayat\u0131n d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fc. \u0130ki bin on iki haziran yedi, g\u00f6rkl\u00fc melek geldi gidelim dedi, mehmet g\u00f6rmez \u00fc\u00e7 tekbirle namaza, durunca ruhumda \u00e7i\u00e7ekler a\u00e7t\u0131, me\u011ferse ne kadar sevenim varm\u0131\u015f, uzaktan yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6nl\u00fc olanlar, kocatepe avlusuna s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131, pe\u015fimde bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn alay\u0131 vard\u0131, kimseye k\u00fcsmedim \u015fahit atmaca, ku\u015f gibi u\u00e7arak g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyadan, muhsin\u2019i kendime kom\u015fu se\u00e7mi\u015ftim, arvasi yan\u0131na koydular beni.<\/p>\n

Tayyib ATMACA<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Lamba Yand\u0131 Ben Cam\u0131nda \u00dc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm Ben bir \u015fiir avc\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m a\u011falar, ilk ava babamla birlikte \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k, seyran\u00ee g\u00f6sterdi hiciv ku\u015funu, derdi\u00e7ok\u2019u \u00e7ok okudum dertlendim, hayati vasfi\u2019yi ahmet \u00e7\u0131tak\u2019\u0131, yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00f6yle tan\u0131d\u0131m, abim salavan\u2019da ben engizek\u2019te, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn evsininde yatarak, onun \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ku\u015fu ben vurdum, benim \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ku\u015fu o tuttu, herkes gitti bir ben kald\u0131m cela\u2019da, ba\u015f\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[55],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30968","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hecetaslardergisi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30968","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30968"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30968\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30973,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30968\/revisions\/30973"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30968"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30968"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30968"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}