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\u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynli 23 fevral 1954-c\u00fc ild\u0259 C\u0259lilabad rayonunun Alar k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fdur. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi do\u011fma k\u0259ndd\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 1972-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Tibb \u0130stitutunun M\u00fcalic\u0259-profilaktika fak\u00fclt\u0259sin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015f v\u0259 1978-ci ild\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k qiym\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259hsilini ba\u015fa vuraraq terapevt ixtisas\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. \u018fm\u0259k f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, Q\u0259dirli ad\u0131na H\u00f6vz\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda h\u0259kim-terapevt kimi ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. \u0130ki il bu tibb oca\u011f\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra C\u0259lilabad rayonuna qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 Alar x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f h\u0259kimi t\u0259yin edilmi\u015fdir. Haz\u0131rda da h\u0259min x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n ba\u015f h\u0259kimidir. Ail\u0259lidir. Bir \u00f6vlad\u0131 var.
\n\u018fs\u0259rl\u0259ri: \u201cS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r), \u201cYollar qayadan as\u0131l\u0131r\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r v\u0259 poemalar), \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fc ham\u0131t\u0259k ya\u015fasan\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r v\u0259 poemalar), \u201cM\u0259ni axtaran varsa\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r v\u0259 poemalar), \u201cN\u0259 yaman \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f m\u0259ni tan\u0131maq\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r v\u0259 poemalar), \u201cYa\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f yollar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm\u00fc\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r v\u0259 poemalar) ,\u201d\u00dcr\u0259yi aldatmaq olmur\u201d (\u015feirl\u0259r v\u0259 poemalar), \u201cH\u0259kiml\u0259rin s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u0131nyas\u0131\u201d(H\u0259kim-yazarlar\u0131n ilk poetik toplusu, \u201cH\u0259kiml\u0259rin s\u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131-2\u201d).<\/p>\n

\u018fziz oxucular, bu g\u00fcn Pressaz.az-\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f h\u0259kim-\u015fair, publisist, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynlidir. Onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 idi. Vaxt\u0131n nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini hiss etm\u0259dik.
\n\u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynli il\u0259 olan s\u0259mimi s\u00f6hb\u0259timizi Sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim edirik:
\nSalam \u018ffrahim m\u00fc\u0259llim, xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiniz. \u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynlinin h\u0259yat\u0131, \u0259d\u0259biyyata ilk g\u0259li\u015fi oxucular\u0131 \u00fcc\u00fcn \u00e7ox maraql\u0131d\u0131r. Z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, biz\u0259 \u00f6z yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan b\u0259hs ed\u0259rdiniz.
\n\u2013 \u018fd\u0259biyyata 70-ci ild\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n m\u0259rk\u0259zi m\u0259tbuatda \u00e7ap olunan \u201cBak\u0131n\u0131n gec\u0259 l\u00f6vh\u0259si\u201d \u015feri il\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Sonralar \u015feirl\u0259rim tez-tez d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda \u00e7ap olunub.O vaxtlar redaksiyaya \u015feirl\u0259ri m\u0259ktubla g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdik. \u0130lk kitabim \u201cS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259\u201d \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131m olub. O vaxtlar kitab n\u0259\u015fr etdirm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi v\u0259 ilk kitab \u00e7ox gec i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ilk kitab\u0131ma bu ad\u0131 verdim. \u00c7oxlar\u0131 bu ad\u0131 oxuyanda el\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r ki, hans\u0131sa bir sevgi \u015feirimin ad\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 ilk kitab\u0131m\u0131 el\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdim ki, kitab\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 qoydum. Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mda o vaxtlar M.\u018f.Sabir ad\u0131na kitabxanada A.\u018flizad\u0259nin, Lenin ad\u0131na kitabxanada N.H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259nin, Tibb \u0130nstitutunda Asif Babazad\u0259nin (\u00c7e\u015fm\u0259\u201d) r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etdikl\u0259ri \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rn\u0259kl\u0259rin b\u00f6y\u00fck rolu olub. T\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m Tibb Universitetd\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n \u201c\u00c7e\u015fm\u0259\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rn\u0259yinin\u0259 o vaxtlar kiml\u0259r g\u0259lirdi? Kaz\u0131m Aslanl\u0131 Sar\u0259ng, S\u0259rdar K\u0259rimli, Tofiq Nur\u0259li, F\u0259xr\u0259ddin Ziya, Pa\u015fa Q\u0259lbinur, Rafiq V\u0259lizad\u0259 v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131. Onlar sonradan Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fairl\u0259ri oldular.<\/p>\n

Yeddi \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifisiz v\u0259 h\u0259kim-yazarlar\u0131n ilk poetik toplusu olan m\u0259\u015fhur \u201cH\u018fK\u0130ML\u018fR\u0130N S\u00d6Z D\u00dcNYASI\u201d adl\u0131 kitab\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rtib etmisiz. Bu yax\u0131nlarda\u201dH\u018fK\u0130ML\u018fR\u0130N S\u00d6Z D\u00dcNYASI\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131n ikinci hiss\u0259si d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu kitab Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131na yeni bir t\u00f6hv\u0259 idi. \u00c7ox maraql\u0131d\u0131r, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259ri \u00e7ox zaman soyuqqanl\u0131 insan kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu ondan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir ki, u\u015faql\u0131qdan bizl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259kim olmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k soyuqqanl\u0131 olasan deyibl\u0259r. \u201cH\u018fK\u0130ML\u018fR\u0130N S\u00d6Z D\u00dcNYASI\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131zla insanlarda h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 olan fikirl\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fdirdiniz. S\u0259n dem\u0259, \u0259n inc\u0259 ruhlu, k\u00f6vr\u0259k insanlar h\u0259kiml\u0259r imi\u015f.
\n\u2013 Bilirsiniz, m\u0259n dey\u0259rdim el\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259ri h\u0259kiml\u0259r yaz\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki bizim i\u015fimiz insanlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k, onlar\u0131n d\u0259rdl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olmaqd\u0131r. \u0130nsan psixologiyas\u0131n\u0131 bildiyimizd\u0259n onlar\u0131n hans\u0131 hissl\u0259ri ke\u00e7irdiyini ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan daha tez duyur, anlay\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n

Sizi \u0259n \u00e7ox oxucular\u0131n\u0131za sevdir\u0259n hans\u0131 \u0259s\u0259riniz olub?
\n\u2013 \u015eu\u015fa d\u0259rdin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131zda \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259k d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndiril\u0259n, m\u0259ni oxucular\u0131ma daha \u00e7ox sevdir\u0259n \u201cBU \u015e\u018fH\u018fR H\u018fSR\u018fT YER\u0130D\u0130R\u201d poemam olub.<\/p>\n

\u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynlinin bir cox \u015feirl\u0259ri qarda\u015f olk\u0259, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ap olunub. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus poetik deyim t\u0259rzinizin olmas\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirilir. Maraql\u0131d\u0131r sizin \u015feirl\u0259riniz\u0259 \u0259n \u015fox hans\u0131 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015flar r\u0259y yaz\u0131b?
\n\u2013 M\u0259nim bir \u00e7ox \u015feirl\u0259rim T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ap olunan \u201cAltun kalemler\u201d kitab\u0131nda yer al\u0131b v\u0259 qarda\u015f \u00f6lk\u0259nin oxucular\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131b. O kitablardan m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 olaraq g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r. \u015eerl\u0259rim\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ill\u0259rd\u0259 T. Bayram, N. K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli, B. Ba\u011f\u0131rl\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015fqa tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u0259d\u0259biyyat adamlar\u0131 r\u0259y yaz\u0131b.. Bu r\u0259yl\u0259rd\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rimin \u0259sas qay\u0259sini V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi, el-oba m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, sevgi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyi, ata-ana ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil etdiyi vur\u011fulanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. H\u0259tta 2000-ci ild\u0259 A. \u015eahsuvaro\u011flunun q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131, y\u00fcks\u0259k tirajla \u00e7ap olunan \u201cONLARIN Q\u0130SM\u018fT\u0130 BEL\u018f \u00d6M\u00dcRD\u00dcR\u201d kitab\u0131 m\u0259nim h\u0259kimlik f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim\u0259 v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na h\u0259sr edilib.
\n\u018ffrahim Huseynli istedadl\u0131 \u015fair olmaqla b\u0259rab\u0259r, h\u0259m d\u0259 insanlar\u0131n r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazanm\u0131\u015f tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir h\u0259kimdir. Bu iki s\u0259n\u0259ti eyni vaxtda y\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259k sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin deyil ki?
\n-R\u0259hb\u0259rlik etdiyim kollektivd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgiyl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131ram. \u00d6z elim\u0259, torpa\u011f\u0131ma, ail\u0259m\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 insanam. S\u0259n\u0259timi \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram mill\u0259tim\u0259, xalq\u0131ma layiqinc\u0259 xidm\u0259t edim. Bilirsiniz, m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir\u0259m: \u201cH\u0259kimlik m\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259tim, \u015fairlik al\u0131n yaz\u0131md\u0131r\u201d. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 f\u0259xri-f\u0259rmanlarla t\u0259ltif edilmi\u015f\u0259m. \u201cX\u0259ms\u0259\u201d, \u201cC\u0259sar\u0259tli q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d, \u201c\u0130bn-Sina\u201d diplomlar\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. 2001-ci ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcy\u0259m. H\u0259r iki s\u0259n\u0259timi \u00e7ox sevdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin deyil, \u0259ksin\u0259 m\u0259ni h\u0259yata daha \u00e7ox ba\u011flay\u0131r.
\n\u018ffrahim m\u00fc\u0259llim, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259ri ilk kim\u0259 oxuyursunuz. \u0130lk oxucunuz kim olub?
\n\u2013 \u0130lk oxucum \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131m Yaqut xan\u0131m v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m Afaq xan\u0131md\u0131r. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 sual verirl\u0259r ki, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rini kim\u0259 h\u0259sr edirsiz. Onlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tini \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259sr etmi\u015f\u0259m. Qalanlar\u0131 t\u0259bii ki, bir \u015fairin t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\n\u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynlinin ail\u0259sind\u0259 onun s\u0259n\u0259tini davam etdir\u0259n biri varm\u0131?
\n\u2013 Ail\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m h\u0259kimdirl\u0259r. Ancaq \u015fairlik d\u0259 k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 ana babam B\u0259bir ki\u015fi s\u00f6z adam\u0131 olub vaxt\u0131 il\u0259. Allah ruhunu \u015fad etsin. O g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llifi olub, g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259l\u0259mi olub. H\u0259tta dill\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259ri olan \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131b. Alarda ya\u015fay\u0131b v\u0259 burda da d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib. \u015eeirl\u0259rind\u0259n qal\u0131b v\u0259 bu yax\u0131nlarda \u00e7ap etdirm\u0259k fikrim var in\u015fallah.
\n\u018ffrahim m\u00fc\u0259llim, siz yet\u0259rinc\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, c\u0259miyy\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n q\u0259bul olinmu\u015f, \u015feir v\u0259 yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131zla g\u0259nc n\u0259sil\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k olacaq birisiz. \u0130ndi bildiyimiz kimi g\u0259nc yazarlar\u0131n say\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n art\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 bu yax\u015f\u0131 hald\u0131r. Bu g\u0259nc yazarlara n\u0259 t\u00f6vsiy\u0259 ed\u0259rdiniz?
\n\u2013 \u018fg\u0259r ca\u011fda\u015f d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259rin say\u0131 art\u0131rsa bu \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bir hald\u0131r. \u00c7ox sevin\u0259rdim ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s bir-biri il\u0259 \u015feir dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. M\u0259n g\u0259nc yazarlara onu m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t gor\u0259rdim ki, oz d\u0259sti-x\u0259tti olsun, t\u0259krar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa yol verm\u0259sinl\u0259r. \u00d6z poetik duyum t\u0259rzi il\u0259 se\u00e7ilsinl\u0259r, m\u00fcc\u0259rr\u0259d fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etsinl\u0259r. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259 oxucunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r. C\u0259mal\u0259ddin Rumininin bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fc var: idrak\u0131 olan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259, yerl\u0259r d\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr. \u015eeird\u0259 \u015fairin s\u00f6z q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyulmursa, s\u00f6z q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015faird\u0259 yoxdursa o, \u015fairdir. Ancaq s\u00f6z d\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k yerind\u0259 deyil\u0259. \u015eeirin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi s\u00f6z\u00fcn yerind\u0259 deyilm\u0259sidir. \u015eeir o dem\u0259k deyil ki, geni\u015f h\u0259cmd\u0259 olsun. Be\u015f b\u0259nd v\u0259 ya bir misra, iki misra f\u0259rqi yoxdur, \u015feirin h\u0259r misras\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259tl\u0259bl\u0259r dayan\u0131rsa, \u015fair oxucunun g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini he\u00e7 k\u0259sin dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi t\u0259rzd\u0259 deyirs\u0259, o \u015feir \u015feirdir. Eyni zamanda yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r oxusunlar v\u0259 oxuyanda desinl\u0259r ki, ka\u015f ki, bu \u015feiri m\u0259n yazayd\u0131m. Do\u011frudan da m\u0259n g\u0259nc bir \u015fairin g\u00f6z\u0259l bir \u015feirini oxuyanda deyir\u0259m ki, ka\u015f bu \u015feiri m\u0259n yazayd\u0131m. Ba\u015fqa yazarlar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rin \u00e7ox oxusunlar. S\u00f6z ehtiyatlar\u0131 \u00e7ox olsun. \u018fd\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259n inciyib tez k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259sinl\u0259r. H\u0259r k\u0259sin oxucusu var. \u0130n\u015fallah onlar\u0131n da yollar\u0131 ac\u0131lar. Onlara u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n B\u0259s \u018ffrahim H\u00fcseynlinin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn sevdiyi \u015fair kimdir?
\n\u2013 M\u0259n q\u0131sqanc insan deyil\u0259m. M\u0259nim sevdiyim \u015fair \u00e7oxdur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onlar\u0131n adlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259m buna sizin vaxt\u0131n\u0131z yetm\u0259z.
\n\u018ffrahim m\u00fc\u0259llim, bu s\u0259mimi s\u00f6hb\u0259tiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, d\u0259y\u0259rli vaxt\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 biz\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siz\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edirik v\u0259 Ramazan Bayraman\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259brik edirik.
\n\u2013 M\u0259n d\u0259 Pressaz.az-a \u00f6z minn\u0259tdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildirir\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015f oldu sizl\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k, ke\u00e7mi\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259ri yada sald\u0131q. M\u0259nd\u0259 sizin v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n Ramazan Bayram\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259brik edir\u0259m. Allah b\u00fct\u00fcn tutulan oruc v\u0259 dualar\u0131 q\u0259bul etsin. Xalq\u0131m\u0131za xo\u015f \u0259min-amanl\u0131q arzu edir\u0259m. \u0130n\u015fallah i\u015f\u011fal olmu\u015f torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z qay\u0131dar v\u0259 biz bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bayram\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 Qaraba\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda qeyd ed\u0259rik. <\/p>\n

TORPAQ B\u0130ZN\u018fN HESAB \u00c7\u018fK\u0130R<\/p>\n

Yalanm\u0131\u015f, bu sevgi yalan!
\n\u00d6lm\u0259di g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolan.
\nYadlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 qalan
\nTorpaq bizn\u0259n hesab \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Biri q\u0259mli, be\u015fi g\u00fcl\u0259n\u2026
\nHara getdi d\u0259rdi bil\u0259n?
\nVaxts\u0131z saral\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n
\nYarpaq bizn\u0259n hesab \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259dik ulduz ne\u00e7\u0259di,-
\n\u00d6l\u00fcb dirilm\u0259k nec\u0259di.
\nG\u00f6z \u2013 g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259z gec\u0259di,
\n\u00c7\u0131raq bizn\u0259n hesab \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Eni\u015f, yoxu\u015f, qaya, g\u0259dik
\nBax\u0131r yolumuza dik-dik.
\nG\u0259zdir\u0259 bildik\u2026 bilm\u0259dik?!-
\nPapaq bizn\u0259n hesab \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

DAHA GEC\u018fL\u018fR D\u018f G\u00d6Z\u00dcMD\u018fN D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcB\u2026<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f ki s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 inanmayayd\u0131n,
\nBir yalan bil\u0259ydin do\u011fru arzunu.
\n\u018fl\u00e7atmaz, \u00fcnyetm\u0259z g\u00fcmana bel\u0259
\n\u018flimi a\u00e7mazd\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fcm uzunu.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 nahaq yer\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k sirrimi
\nXahi\u015fsiz, filans\u0131z a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n d\u0259\u2026
\nV\u0259sfin\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259rimi
\nOxuyub kim\u0259s\u0259, \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259riy\u0259n kimdi?-
\nBu qism\u0259t soyuqluq \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
\nAy da do\u011fma idi, ulduz da do\u011fma,
\nDaha gec\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 yax\u0131n idik g\u00f6zl\u0259 qa\u015f kimi,
\nNec\u0259 uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nDuman da biz olduq, qaya-da\u011f da biz,
\nUzanan yollar\u0131 q\u0131nad\u0131q\u2026h\u0259d\u0259r!<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011fan qar kimi
\n\u018fl\u0259nir \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 suallar indi.
\nY\u00fcz-y\u00fcz sor\u011fular\u0131n cavab\u0131 bumu?-
\nH\u0259\u2026 biri var idi, biri yox idi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u015eA\u0130RL\u018fR \u00d6L\u00dcM\u00dcN \u00dcZ\u00dcN\u018f A\u011eDI<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 b\u0259xtin\u0259 yaz\u0131lar q\u0259bri,
\nGec\u0259li-g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u00fc qaz\u0131lar q\u0259bri.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri yollardan as\u0131lar q\u0259brin,-
\nMin il g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, \u015fairl\u0259r sa\u011fd\u0131,
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eeir\u0259 \u0259yri, yalan \u015fikarsa, ovsa,
\nSevinc \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 d\u0259rd haqq-hesabsa,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259yl\u0259 dolu kitabsa,
\n\u015eeir yaz\u0131lmayan g\u00fcn a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259qdi,-
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eeir nam\u0259rd \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015faxtad\u0131\u2026 k\u0259s\u0259r,
\nM\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259rd aparan k\u00fcl\u0259kdi, \u0259s\u0259r.
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131raqla g\u0259z\u0259r,
\nBu da\u015fl\u0131-k\u0259s\u0259kli yollar uzaqd\u0131,-
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 qaraldar a\u011faran sa\u00e7\u0131,
\nAnaya o\u011fuldu, qada\u015fa bac\u0131.
\n\u015eairl\u0259r pad\u015fahd\u0131, \u015feirs\u0259 tac\u0131,
\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n, s\u0259tirl\u0259rd\u0259n qurular taxt\u0131,-
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131ya isin\u0259r, b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n olmaz,
\n\u018frk\u00f6y\u00fcn olsa da, k\u00fcs\u0259y\u0259n olmaz.
\nB\u0259las\u0131 \u2013 dilin\u0259 \u201cd\u00f6z\u201d dey\u0259n olmaz.
\nHaqq\u0131 axtarsa da, haqqdan soraqd\u0131,-
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 ya\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u0259s\u0259,-
\nDa\u015flar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n da\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u0259s\u0259,
\nBahara, pay\u0131za, q\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u0259s\u0259,
\n\u015eair d\u0259 ham\u0131t\u0259k dem\u0259k qonaqd\u0131\u2026
\n\u015eairl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

BARI\u015eMA\u011eA G\u018fLM\u0130S\u018fN<\/p>\n

\u0130tib gedib, o g\u0259ncliyin izi yox,
\nO oca\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcl\u00fc qal\u0131b, k\u00f6z\u00fc yox.
\nDayan\u0131bsan n\u0259 lal-dinm\u0259z, s\u00f6z\u00fc yox,
\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259nmi al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n?
\nBilir\u0259m ki, bar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u00fcn hay-haray\u0131n itirdik,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc haralara g\u0259tirdik.
\nBir sevdan\u0131 xatir\u0259yl\u0259 bitirdik,
\nBu sevdaya qar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n?!
\nBilir\u0259m ki, bar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259bah\u0259tin \u00f6m\u00fcr deyil, ya\u015f deyil,
\nAnlay\u0131bsan g\u00fcman yeri bo\u015f deyil.
\nN\u0259 gec duydun, m\u0259nim q\u0259lbim da\u015f deyil\u2026
\nBildiyini soru\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n,
\nBilir\u0259m ki, bar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bu sevdan\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259til\u0259 yanasan!-
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin, s\u0259n\u0259 is\u0259 yol asan.
\nDuyan olsa, s\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259r yolazan.
\nG\u00fcnahkart\u0259k yana\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n,
\nBilir\u0259m ki, bar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259mm\u0259dik \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn sirrini,
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n bildim, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n \u00f6z yerini.
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt etdik s\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 birini,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox sirr dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n!
\nBilir\u0259m ki, bar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

V\u018fT\u018fN\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026Atam, qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\nAnam, bac\u0131m oldun,V\u0259t\u0259n!-
\nBil\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nBa\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n uca V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6zun ust\u0259 yer verdin m\u0259n\u0259,
\nAya\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\n***
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 baxan V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 baxa bilm\u0259dim.
\nD\u0259rdi su yerin\u0259 axan V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nDamla olub
\nSuyunda axa bilm\u0259dim.
\nOduna yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nYand\u0131n,
\nSu olub
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7il\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\n***
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fctdu \u015faxtalar s\u0259ni,
\nBir ocaql\u0131q od olub
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 quyu qazd\u0131lar,
\nK\u0259silm\u0259di k\u0259ndirin.
\nDar a\u011fac\u0131 qurdular,
\nTapa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r k\u0259ndiri.
\n\u0130kiy\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fcl\u0259r,
\nB\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259di \u00fcr\u0259yin.
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yind\u0259n yey\u0259nin
\nDizi \u00fcst\u0259ymi\u015f \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

***
\nAtam, qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\nAnam, bac\u0131m oldun,V\u0259t\u0259n!-
\nBil\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nBa\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n uca V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6zun ust\u0259 yer verdin m\u0259n\u0259,
\nAya\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259dim<\/p>\n

SEVG\u0130 V\u018fT\u018fN SEVG\u0130S\u0130D\u0130R<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn bahar f\u0259sli d\u0259 var,
\nN\u0259 \u00e7ox alag\u00f6zl\u00fc d\u0259 var\u2026
\nK\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259 var, \u018fsli d\u0259 var,
\nSevgi \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisidi!<\/p>\n

S\u0259cd\u0259 q\u0131lma\u011fa dur dayan!
\nG\u00f6z bax\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259k doymayan,
\nBizi \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymayan
\nSevgi \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisidi!<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131n\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131 da var,
\nQarda\u015f\u0131, bac\u0131s\u0131 da var,
\nQ\u0259lb a\u011fr\u0131, ac\u0131s\u0131 da var\u2026
\nSevgi \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisidi!<\/p>\n

N\u0259\u011fm\u0259di, \u015feirdi, s\u00f6zd\u00fc,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259\u0131y\u0259n k\u00f6zd\u00fc.
\nBi\u00e7ils\u0259k d\u0259, bi\u00e7ilm\u0259zdi,-
\nSevgi \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisidi!<\/p>\n

Anam din\u0259nd\u0259, d\u0259rd yalan!-
\nYuxu olur olub-olan.
\nAnam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 and olan
\nSevgi \u2013 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisidi!<\/p>\n

ANA TORPAQ<\/p>\n

Qalaram yolunun, izinin \u00fcst\u0259,
\nAx\u0131r ba\u015f qoyaram dizinin \u00fcst\u0259.
\n\u00d6ls\u0259m, s\u0259pil\u0259rs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259,
\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, torpaq!<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259, d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 otun olaram,
\nDo\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131nda odun olaram.
\n\u015e\u0259r\u0259fin, qeyr\u0259tin, ad\u0131n olaram,
\nBabam\u0131n v\u00fcqar\u0131, d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc torpaq!<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 \u0259yilibdir, \u00e7al\u0131b-\u00e7apan da,
\nS\u0259ni par\u00e7alay\u0131b, al\u0131b-satan da.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131landa, s\u0259ni tapanda
\n\u018fyilib \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259m \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, torpaq!<\/p>\n

\u018ftrini duymu\u015fam be\u015fiyimd\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nDad\u0131nla evimd\u0259, e\u015fiyimd\u0259s\u0259n.
\nDayana bilm\u0259s\u0259m ke\u015fiyind\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nSaxlama sin\u0259nd\u0259 izimi, torpaq!<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdin, k\u0259d\u0259rin var bu d\u00fcnya boyda,
\n\u018fyilm\u0259z olubsan nam\u0259rd\u0259, yada.
\nM\u0259ni haray\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmasan da,
\nE\u015fidib g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259sini, torpaq!<\/p>\n

Qalaram yolunun, izinin \u00fcst\u0259,
\nAx\u0131r ba\u015f qoyaram dizinin \u00fcst\u0259.
\n\u00d6ls\u0259m, s\u0259pil\u0259rs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259,
\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, torpaq!<\/p>\n

TANIYA B\u0130LM\u018fD\u0130M HE\u00c7 ADAMLARI<\/p>\n

\u00d6n\u00fcmd\u0259 sel-sular axan olursa,
\nQaya-da\u011f qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xan olursa,
\nDost-do\u011fma uzaqdan baxan olursa,
\nTan\u0131ya bilm\u0259dim he\u00e7 adamlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kim ke\u00e7di yaz\u0131lan s\u0259rh\u0259di, s\u0259ddi,-
\nBilm\u0259z sonsuz bildi bu \u00f6mr\u00fc, n\u0259di?
\nH\u0259l\u0259 imtahana \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259di
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7 adamlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yanmad\u0131m n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259, n\u0259 aya, il\u0259,-
\nDa\u015f\u0131d\u0131m h\u0259r y\u00fck\u00fc m\u0259n bil\u0259-bil\u0259.
\nBil\u0259n-bilm\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259dim bel\u0259
\nN\u0259 yaman tan\u0131d\u0131m ge\u00e7 adamlar\u0131?!<\/p>\n

Susummu, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcmm\u00fc,-
\nDa\u011flara, da\u015flara ba\u015f da \u0259yimmi?
\nBu nahaqq \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 deyimmi
\nBoyu \u2013 buxunuyla \u00f6l\u00e7 adamlar\u0131?<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymad\u0131m do\u011fmaya, yada,-
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yadam.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 na\u015f\u0131 dem\u0259, q\u0259lbida\u015f adam,
\n\u201cM\u0259n se\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dim\u201d, se\u00e7 adamlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

28.08.2016.<\/p>\n

\u00d6M\u00dcRD\u018fN K\u00dcSM\u018fY\u0130N HE\u00c7 YER\u0130 YOXMU\u015e<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131m Afaqa<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnl\u0259rin pad\u015fah\u0131 bildim,-
\nHaqs\u0131z gileyl\u0259ri g\u00fcnah\u0131m bildim.
\nM\u0259n ki, ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 Allah\u0131 bildim,-
\n\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n bezm\u0259yin he\u00e7 yeri yoxmu\u015f!<\/p>\n

Z\u0259hran\u0131n, Zeyn\u0259bin, Salehin s\u0259si
\nG\u0259tirib bu ev\u0259 bir yaz n\u0259f\u0259si\u2026
\nDa\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259tin o da\u015f q\u0259f\u0259si,-
\n\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u0259yin he\u00e7 yeri yoxmu\u015f!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259ri q\u0131nad\u0131m h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259ba\u015f\u0131,
\n\u00d6t\u0259n d\u0259 bilm\u0259dim h\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131\u015f\u0131.
\n\u018friy\u0259 bil\u0259rmi\u015f yollar\u0131n da\u015f\u0131,-
\nAsma\u011f\u0131n-k\u0259sm\u0259yin he\u00e7 yeri yoxmu\u015f!<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131 da varm\u0131\u015f,
\nQ\u0131\u015fa q\u0259nim olan yaz\u0131 da varm\u0131\u015f,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n, yaz\u0131da varm\u0131\u015f,
\n\u018flini \u00fczm\u0259yin he\u00e7 yeri yoxmu\u015f!<\/p>\n

Allah\u0131m ill\u0259rin g\u00f6r haras\u0131nda
\nPay verdi qa\u015f il\u0259 g\u00f6z aras\u0131nda.
\nY\u00fcz giley-g\u00fczarl\u0131 s\u00f6z aras\u0131nda
\nG\u00fcman\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259yin he\u00e7 yeri yoxmu\u015f!<\/p>\n

24-25.08.2016<\/p>\n

QALMI\u015eAM PAYIZLA QI\u015e ARASINDA<\/p>\n

Hecas\u0131 pozulan misralar kimi
\n\u0130ndi n\u0259 des\u0259n d\u0259, q\u0259lbim\u0259 yatmaz.
\nDa\u015f\u0131 \u0259rits\u0259 d\u0259 etiraf\u2026filan\u2026
\n\u015eaxtaya, soyu\u011fa, saza\u011fa batmaz.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n el\u0259 yollardan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nSirli n\u0259 qayas\u0131, dolay\u0131 qal\u0131b.
\nBir g\u00fcman x\u0259trin\u0259 pay etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\n\u0130ll\u0259rin n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc, n\u0259 ay\u0131 qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Qalm\u0131\u015fam pay\u0131zla q\u0131\u015f aras\u0131nda
\nUzaq g\u00fcmana da yol-b\u0259r\u0259 yoxdu.
\n\u0130\u015f\u0259 bax, dem\u0259y\u0259 dilim d\u0259 g\u0259lmir,
\n-Eh, nahaq bir adam qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcrub b\u0259ndi-b\u0259r\u0259ni
\nBahar\u0131n sell\u0259n\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi.
\nDayan\u0131b qar\u015f\u0131mda sad\u0259l\u00f6vhl\u00fcy\u00fcm
\nAylar\u0131n ill\u0259rin qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yad olan yuxular\u0131m da
\n\u0130ndi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yuxu kimidi.
\nAray\u0131b g\u0259zm\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdu,-
\nG\u00fcnah sahibi kim, haql\u0131 kim idi.<\/p>\n

Daha he\u00e7 oxuma \u015feirl\u0259rimi,
\nG\u0259r\u0259k olmad\u0131sa bir \u201cq\u0259lbiida\u015f\u201da\u2026
\nOxusan, x\u0259b\u0259rsiz g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r
\nQalan g\u00fcnl\u0259r-aylar, il ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa.<\/p>\n

27.08.2016<\/p>\n

B\u0130R\u0130N\u0130 B\u0130L\u0130RS\u018fN, B\u0130R\u0130N\u0130S\u018f YOX\u2026<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmaz q\u0131f\u0131lb\u0259nd olub,
\nZ\u00fclm\u0259tin sor\u011fusu, suallar\u0131 \u00e7ox.
\nVaxt-zaman \u0259lind\u0259 qald\u0131m gileyli.
\nBirini bilirs\u0259n, birinis\u0259 yox.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc b\u00f6l\u0259-b\u00f6l\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fcm, n\u0259 xeyri?!
\nUmanlarsa h\u0259l\u0259 giley-g\u00fczarda.
\nYa\u015faya bilm\u0259dim \u00f6mr\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,-
\n\u00dczd\u00fcm \u0259ll\u0259rimi \u00f6t\u0259n bahardan.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z da\u011flar\u0131 a\u015fmaq h\u0259d\u0259rs\u0259,
\nGedim o yuxuya d\u00f6n\u00fcm t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n!
\nD\u00f6ys\u00fcn yollar\u0131m\u0131 qar da, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da,-
\nD\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn qayalara y\u00f6n\u00fcm t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n!<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni tan\u0131ma\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fcl\u2026\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259\u2026
\nD\u0259rd-s\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n da\u015fam.
\nOxuyub yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259rimi
\nNahaqq dem\u0259mis\u0259n \u201c\u2026g\u00f6z\u0259l olmu\u015fam!\u201d<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259sdim\u2026g\u00fcnaha yaz\u0131ld\u0131 bu da,-
\nBir s\u0259s d\u0259 e\u015fitdim \u201cUr\u0259yimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x!\u201d
\nBu da b\u0259xt yaz\u0131s\u0131?\u2026 m\u0259n vaxt girinci,-
\nBirini bilirs\u0259n, birinis\u0259 yox!<\/p>\n

\u00d6L\u00dcM, S\u018fNN\u018fN QURTARMI\u015eAM<\/p>\n

Azd\u0131rd\u0131n, azd\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni,-
\nDe, kiml\u0259r qorxuzdu s\u0259ni?
\nDem\u0259din \u00fcr\u0259k dey\u0259ni,
\nDilim, s\u0259nn\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

\u018fl\u0259nirs\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259,
\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259.
\nQ\u0131sqan\u0131rsan k\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259,
\nK\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nn\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259lact\u0259k g\u0259lm\u0259din,
\nG\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259din,
\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nimt\u0259k bilm\u0259din,
\nG\u00fcn\u00fcm, s\u0259nn\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u0259ldi deyirs\u0259n,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi deyirs\u0259n,
\nDa\u011f a\u015f\u0131b da\u015fa d\u0259yirs\u0259n,
\n\u00dcn\u00fcm, s\u0259nn\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fam
\n.
\nTanr\u0131 vers\u0259 d\u0259, bu can\u0131,
\nQayalar \u00fcst\u0259 dolan\u0131r\u2026
\nG\u0259zirs\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7an\u0131,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, s\u0259nn\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Ha\u00e7a-ha\u00e7a olan sevinc,
\n\u00dcnyetm\u0259zd\u0259 qalan sevinc,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq dolan, sevinc,
\nBilim, s\u0259nn\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fam!<\/p>\n

SA\u011eOLLA\u015eAQ<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131 u\u00e7uran qar var, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f var,-
\nBir m\u0259l\u0259k yan\u0131nda min q\u0259lbida\u015f var.
\nM\u0259niml\u0259 d\u0259rd adl\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131bada\u015f var,
\nSevinc ver \u0259lini, ver, sa\u011folla\u015faq.<\/p>\n

Umdu\u011fum \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r da\u015f olub, gedim,
\nYol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u2013 o g\u00f6zl\u0259r ya\u015f olub, gedim.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n durnalara qo\u015fulub gedim,
\nDumana b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n Yer, sa\u011folla\u015faq.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7m\u0259dik, sulara dayaz dediks\u0259,
\nYollar\u0131 k\u0259sibdi ayaz dediks\u0259,
\nUzaqdan uza\u011fa Araz dediks\u0259,
\nUzat \u0259ll\u0259rini, K\u00fcr, sa\u011folla\u015faq!<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc ba\u015fdan ba\u015fa q\u0131\u015f dem\u0259mi\u015fdik,
\nYol\u00e7u ol, qayadan a\u015f dem\u0259mi\u015fdik.
\nYeri ya\u011f\u0131\u015f yuyar, ya\u015f dem\u0259mi\u015fdik,
\nD\u00fcnya, bu yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259r, sa\u011folla\u015faq!<\/p>\n

Yollar k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc yox, qal\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,
\nG\u00f6z yuma bilm\u0259y\u0259n q\u00fcrub g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.
\nD\u00fcnya dar a\u011fac\u0131 qurub g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr, k\u00f6hl\u0259nini s\u00fcr, sa\u011folla\u015faq!<\/p>\n

M\u018fNS\u0130Z YA\u015eAMA\u011eI \u00d6YR\u018fD\u0130M S\u018fN\u018f<\/p>\n

Bir az din\u0259n da\u015f\u0131n dilini \u00f6yr\u0259n,
\nBir az g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sirrini \u00f6yr\u0259n,
\nBir az da k\u0259d\u0259rin yerini \u00f6yr\u0259n,
\nD\u0259rdi da\u015f\u0131ma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dim s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131 uzaqlarda, \u00fcnyetm\u0259zd\u0259 yaz,-
\nQalan \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn\u00fc qar-saza\u011fa yaz!
\nYollar\u0131n \u00e7ov\u011funu, duman\u0131nda az,-
\nQaya-da\u011f a\u015fma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dim s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir arzudan \u00f6tr\u00fc yollar se\u00e7imd\u0259,
\nUlduzlar yox olsun bulud k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nUzun gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcman i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nAz\u0131b dola\u015fma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dim s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6m\u00fcr yollara g\u00f6z dikm\u0259kdis\u0259,
\nAx\u0131r\u0131 arzudan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kdis\u0259,-
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015famaq bir k\u00fcsm\u0259kdis\u0259,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dim s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox \u015feyi dem\u0259dik, qald\u0131 gizlic\u0259,
\nYollar uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc buz \u0259riyinc\u0259.
\nGedim uzaqlara, gedim bir gec\u0259,
\nM\u0259nsiz ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dim s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u018fN\u0130 APARMADIN<\/p>\n

(\u00d6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131ma)<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n pozularm\u0131 yaz\u0131lan yaz\u0131,
\nG\u0259l\u0259rmi bir daha o yurdun yaz\u0131?
\nM\u0259ni aparmad\u0131n, a zal\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131,
\nSizin o yerl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb qay\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnya neyl\u0259di Sar\u0131 \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131,-
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l\u0259di qar\u0131 Yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131n.
\nBar\u0131 o a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n, bar\u0131 Yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131n
\nQ\u0259bri haradad\u0131\u2026bilib qay\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bizd\u0259n d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fc da\u011flar\u0131n,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n yol \u00e7\u0259kirmi g\u00f6z\u00fc da\u011flar\u0131n?
\n\u015eerimi xal\u0131t\u0259k, sizin da\u011flar\u0131n
\nAya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131na s\u0259rib qay\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Duymad\u0131q, bilm\u0259dik olub-olan\u0131,-
\nDo\u011fmalar q\u0259ribt\u0259k yurdda dolan\u0131r\u2026
\nBar\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259lliml\u0259 Fir\u0259ng xalan\u0131n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silib qay\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u0259yilinc\u0259, ax\u015fam g\u0259linc\u0259
\nBaxard\u0131m da\u011flara g\u00f6z dinc\u0259linc\u0259.
\nQayalar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259ydim nec\u0259
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