{"id":31087,"date":"2019-06-10T11:00:36","date_gmt":"2019-06-10T07:00:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=31087"},"modified":"2019-06-10T18:50:37","modified_gmt":"2019-06-10T14:50:37","slug":"xalq-sairi-vahid-%c9%99ziz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=31087","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi Vahid \u018fZ\u0130Z.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u018fg\u0259r ayr\u0131lma\u011fa meylin vard\u0131sa…<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r ayr\u0131lma\u011fa meylin vard\u0131sa –
\ns\u0131x\u0131lma, \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259… g\u0259l sal\u0131m yola!
\nGet, s\u0259ni \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n q\u0259lbin al\u0131rsa,
\nqald\u0131n n\u0259 oldu ki, gets\u0259n n\u0259 ola?<\/p>\n

Daha \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7arm\u0131xa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259,
\ndaha qa\u015f qaral\u0131r, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f, gecikm\u0259,
\n\u00f6l\u0259n p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259ri tan\u0131tma m\u0259n\u0259,
\nsoldun n\u0259 oldu ki, bits\u0259n n\u0259 ola?<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n deyil\u0259m tap\u0131b-itir\u0259n,
\nqism\u0259t g\u0259tirdiyin-yanl\u0131\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259n,
\nonsuz da var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t, s\u0259rv\u0259t sevmir\u0259m;
\ntapd\u0131m n\u0259 oldu ki, its\u0259n n\u0259 ola?<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131n b\u0259simdir, yet\u0259r,
\nyan\u0131mda solma\u011f\u0131n hicrandan bet\u0259r
\nd\u00f6nm\u0259r\u0259m, lap izl\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcq\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r!
\nq\u0131sqand\u0131n n\u0259 oldu, g\u00fcds\u0259n n\u0259 ola?<\/p>\n

\u018frimi\u015f \u015fam kimi yanmaram yen\u0259,
\nb\u0259nz\u0259sin sevgimiz u\u011fursuz g\u00fcn\u0259,
\nbir yol etm\u0259yinl\u0259 n\u0259 oldu m\u0259n\u0259,
\nyenid\u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ets\u0259n n\u0259 ola…<\/p>\n

26.04.2019<\/p>\n

\u00d6z evind\u0259<\/p>\n

Biri-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, biri-geri qaytaran,
\nn\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259dir hans\u0131, nec\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n?
\nYollar \u00e7oxdur ora-bura aparan,
\nqay\u0131danda – \u00f6z evin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

F\u0259rq el\u0259m\u0259z – uzun ola, ya q\u0131sa,
\nq\u0131r\u0131lmaya – da\u011flara da dolansa,
\nk\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k, “Can” – dey\u0259n d\u0259 olmasa,
\nd\u0259rdl\u0259rini \u00f6z evind\u0259 b\u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Da\u011f\u0131lmaya n\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n, n\u0259 qap\u0131n,
\nevin bil\u0259 – n\u0259 itirdin, n\u0259 tapd\u0131n?
\n\u00f6z qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u00f6z qazan\u0131n, \u00f6z qab\u0131n…
\n\u00f6z evind\u0259 a\u011flayasan, g\u00fcl\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 yad ell\u0259rin g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259ni,
\nat\u0131b – getm\u0259 do\u011fma \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni,
\n\u00f6z m\u00fclk\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0131nd\u0131raraq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni,
\n\u00f6z evind\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini sil\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m “qovanlarla – qa\u00e7an\u0131”,
\nk\u00fcy\u0259 gedib qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7an\u0131,
\nvaxt varik\u0259n dola\u015fasan cahan\u0131,
\nk\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259nd\u0259 – \u00f6z evind\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

26.05.2019<\/p>\n

Oluram<\/p>\n

H\u0259r d\u0259ft\u0259rd\u0259 ad\u0131m bu c\u00fcr yaz\u0131l\u0131r;
\nya birinci, ya sonuncu oluram.
\nDuy\u011fular\u0131m havalardan as\u0131l\u0131 –
\nya “dil\u0259n\u00e7i”, ya “milyon\u00e7u” oluram.<\/p>\n

Kotan kimi ya g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, ya pasl\u0131,
\nyetim kimi h\u0259r an ba\u015f\u0131 qapazl\u0131,
\nduy\u011fular\u0131m havalardan as\u0131l\u0131,
\nya “milyon\u00e7u”, ya “dil\u0259n\u00e7i” oluram.<\/p>\n

Kimdir g\u00f6r\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yiy\u0259si?
\ncavablardan min qat art\u0131r: “niy”\u0259si,
\nhaqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa iti q\u0131l\u0131nc tiy\u0259si,
\nxain g\u00f6z\u0259 niz\u0259 ucu oluram.<\/p>\n

Bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 var – da\u015f\u0131, da\u011f\u0131 qum ed\u0259n,
\n\u0259rim\u0259y\u0259n poladlar\u0131 mum ed\u0259n,
\nya kotana ba\u011flanaraq \u015fum ed\u0259n,
\nya bostan\u00e7\u0131, ya da su\u00e7u oluram.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmid s\u0131nar, inam qopub q\u0131r\u0131lar,
\naciz insan ya\u015famaqdan yorular,
\nt\u0259kidiml\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r qurular –
\nson q\u0259rarda \u00f6z\u00fcm su\u00e7lu oluram!<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131q s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259, n\u0259 c\u0131l\u0131zm\u0131\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nin?
\nqar\u011fa \u00e7alar art\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xsa bir d\u0259nin,
\nb\u0259z\u0259n, yadlar m\u0259clis quran V\u0259t\u0259nin
\nqap\u0131s\u0131nda “qarovul\u00e7u” oluram.<\/p>\n

Bu bazarda k\u00f6hn\u0259dirs\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259nn\u0259,
\ngidi d\u00fcnya, pi\u015ftaxt\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259?!
\nham\u0131l\u0131qla el s\u0259ad\u0259t g\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259,
\nqo\u015fularaq m\u0259n d\u0259 yol\u00e7u oluram.<\/p>\n

28.05.2019<\/p>\n

N\u0259 bil\u0259ydim – d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 dayazd\u0131<\/p>\n

M\u0259n getm\u0259zdim, \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n yoruldu.
\n\u0259m\u0259limd\u0259 n\u0259 art\u0131qm\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 azd\u0131?
\nBa\u015f vurmaqla – qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131m bir oldu,
\nn\u0259 bil\u0259ydim – d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 dayazd\u0131?<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rimin g\u0259r\u0259ksizmi\u015f bir \u00e7oxu,
\ny\u00fcz min aca \u00fcst\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r bir toxu!
\nka\u015f, olayd\u0131 ya\u015fant\u0131lar bir yuxu,
\nh\u0259yat-z\u0259mi, \u00f6t\u0259n anlar – d\u0259ryazd\u0131,
\nn\u0259 bil\u0259ydim – d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 dayazd\u0131?<\/p>\n

Kimisini “yar\u0131ya\u015fda” s\u0131nd\u0131rar,
\nteli-ba\u015fda, g\u00f6z\u00fc – ya\u015fd\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131rar,
\n\u0259yri ged\u0259r, d\u00fcz olana p\u0259l vurar;
\nya vaxt\u0131 az, ya – sayqac\u0131 nasazd\u0131!
\nN\u0259 bil\u0259ydim – d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 dayazd\u0131?<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fatd\u0131qca – can bo\u011faza dir\u0259n\u0259r,
\nyaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 – ya\u015fama\u011fa \u0259rin\u0259r,
\n\u00e7\u0259tinind\u0259 – m\u0259nd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131l \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259r,
\n\u00e7ar\u0259sini tapan kimi – yol azd\u0131!
\nN\u0259 bil\u0259ydim – d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 dayazd\u0131?<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 h\u0259r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259mi yaz\u0131nca.
\n\u015f\u0259rik \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 pay verdiyi qazanca,
\ni\u015ftah – b\u00f6y\u00fck, bu “He\u00e7n\u0259li qazan\u00e7a!”
\nba\u015f a\u00e7mad\u0131m – qism\u0259tim\u0259 n\u0259 yazd\u0131,
\nn\u0259 bil\u0259ydim – d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 dayazd\u0131…<\/p>\n

05.05.2019<\/p>\n

Sahild\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fin, ay q\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131q<\/p>\n

Ar\u0131lar \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nbax\u0131r heyran-heyran yas\u0259m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259
\nO \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259mlis\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259n,
\n\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n, n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di o duman s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

Sahild\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fin, a Q\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131q?
\nD\u0259niz – qa\u00e7a\u011f\u0131na verm\u0259z halall\u0131q,
\nm\u0259n\u0259 bax: g\u00f6r n\u0259 c\u00fcr olur azadl\u0131q,
\nolmaya dar g\u0259ldi o \u00fcmman s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 did\u0259rgin olanlar art\u0131r,
\na\u00e7anlar azal\u0131r, solanlar art\u0131r,
\n\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn yar\u011fanlar art\u0131r,
\nTorpaq, n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di bu d\u00f6vran s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

Kotanlar \u015fumlad\u0131, s\u0259p\u0259nl\u0259r ke\u00e7di,
\nZ\u0259mid\u0259 bu\u011fdal\u0131 s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259r \u015fi\u015fdi,
\nAclar\u0131 ya\u015fatmaq \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli i\u015fdi,
\nVers\u0259 bu imkan\u0131 d\u0259yirman s\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0259n g\u0259z\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259r yan\u0131 ev-ev,
\nh\u0259rd\u0259n \u015f\u0259n olaram, arabir bikef,
\nbir yar\u0131mda mat\u0259m, bir yar\u0131mda kef,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n, b\u0259nz\u0259yir\u0259m n\u0259 yaman s\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

14.05.2019<\/p>\n

Soru\u015fdum: “N\u0259 c\u00fcrd\u00fc n\u0259n\u0259miz H\u0259vva?..”<\/p>\n

D\u0259yi\u015fib bazar\u0131, n\u0131rx\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
\nsatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 meyv\u0259si, bar\u0131 xarabd\u0131.
\nGeriy\u0259 f\u0131rlan\u0131r \u00e7arx\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n –
\nyar\u0131 salamatd\u0131, yar\u0131 xarabd\u0131.<\/p>\n

At\u0131ram, sularda da\u015f niy\u0259 batm\u0131r,
\ndolu-dibd\u0259 qal\u0131r, bo\u015f niy\u0259 batm\u0131r?
\nd\u00f6vran\u0131n \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 yatm\u0131r –
\nkaman\u0131, qaval\u0131, tar\u0131 xarabd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fl tutdum nam\u0259rdl\u0259 – \u0259li yand\u0131r\u0131r,
\nsular\u0131 alt\u0131ndan lilli yand\u0131r\u0131r,
\n\u00e7e\u015fm\u0259 var – i\u00e7ind\u0259 dili yand\u0131r\u0131r,
\ndey\u0259s\u0259n da\u011flar\u0131n qar\u0131 xarabd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Buna g\u00fccm\u00fc yet\u0259r, \u0259fv el\u0259, Tanr\u0131m,
\nn\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259 bunlar\u0131 m\u0259n bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131m?
\neynini a\u00e7maq\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131m?
\nq\u0259lbi pak el\u0259y\u0259n duru xarabd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu, n\u0259 c\u00fcr m\u0259nzildir, bu n\u0259 c\u00fcr yuva?
\nminn\u0259tl\u0259 veril\u0259r havay\u0131 hava,
\nsoru\u015fdum: “N\u0259 c\u00fcrd\u00fcr n\u0259n\u0259miz H\u0259vva?”,
\nAd\u0259m cavab verdi: “Qar\u0131 xarabd\u0131!”.<\/p>\n

Bir zaman \u00e7oban\u0131n \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fct\u0259k,
\ny\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 qurdu da ed\u0259rdi m\u0259l\u0259k,
\nell\u0259r var – \u015fahlar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131ldan g\u00f6d\u0259k,
\nyerl\u0259r var – ba\u015fdak\u0131 \u00e7ar\u0131 xarabd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Harda, Vahid \u018fziz, o b\u00f6y\u00fck x\u0259b\u0259r,
\nn\u0259 vaxt xo\u015fb\u0259xt olub Yurdun dir\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r?
\nyatm\u0131\u015f da, oyaq da acd\u0131 s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r –
\nyuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc dar\u0131 xarabd\u0131…<\/p>\n

16.05.2019<\/p>\n

M\u0259nb\u0259: http:\/\/www.edebiyyatqazeti.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u018fg\u0259r ayr\u0131lma\u011fa meylin vard\u0131sa… \u018fg\u0259r ayr\u0131lma\u011fa meylin vard\u0131sa – s\u0131x\u0131lma, \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259… g\u0259l sal\u0131m yola! Get, s\u0259ni \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n q\u0259lbin al\u0131rsa, qald\u0131n n\u0259 oldu ki, gets\u0259n n\u0259 ola? Daha \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7arm\u0131xa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259, daha qa\u015f qaral\u0131r, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f, gecikm\u0259, \u00f6l\u0259n p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259ri tan\u0131tma m\u0259n\u0259, soldun n\u0259 oldu ki, bits\u0259n n\u0259 ola? T\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n deyil\u0259m tap\u0131b-itir\u0259n, qism\u0259t g\u0259tirdiyin-yanl\u0131\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259n, onsuz da […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31087","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31087","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=31087"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31087\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31110,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31087\/revisions\/31110"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=31087"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=31087"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=31087"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}