{"id":31121,"date":"2019-06-11T09:30:35","date_gmt":"2019-06-11T05:30:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=31121"},"modified":"2019-06-11T09:58:42","modified_gmt":"2019-06-11T05:58:42","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-s%c9%99hv-dus%c9%99n-fatih%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=31121","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 AYTEL.”S\u018fHV D\u00dc\u015e\u018fN \u00abFAT\u0130H\u018f\u00bb” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ax\u015famdan bir yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar tutmayan Simnaz, gec\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn onun bac\u0131s\u0131 \u00c7imnaz\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fc idi. D\u0259rdi-azar\u0131 olanda, s\u0131x\u0131landa, h\u0259tta a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131b-ac\u0131yanda da \u00c7imnaz\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259yini qara \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 bo\u015faldard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259k getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00c7imnaz\u0131n ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutan qon\u015fular ona z\u0259ng etmi\u015f, q\u0259bir \u00fcst\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. O, qon\u015fular\u0131ndan naraz\u0131 deyildi. Ax\u0131 onlar bu on ild\u0259 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun \u00c7imnaz\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Son zamanlar yadda\u015f\u0131 korlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Getdiyi yeri, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc, yediyi yem\u0259yi unudurdu. H\u0259tta, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259brini d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 tapar, \u00abaman Allah, bura g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fir. \u0130lahi, bir bel\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm olarm\u0131, bu d\u00fcnya hara gedir\u00bb \u2013 x\u0259yallar\u0131yla geri d\u00f6n\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

\u2026S\u0259h\u0259r oba\u015fdan g\u00f6z\u00fc M\u0259sm\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u015famdan M\u0259sm\u0259 onlara, o biri yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n is\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n dayanaca\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259yl\u0259 Simnaz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerin\u0259 v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259\u015fdikl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 tez g\u0259ldil\u0259r. On d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n idi ki, s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n soyuqdan qorunsunlar dey\u0259, dayanacaqdak\u0131 tikilinin arxas\u0131na daldalan\u0131r, tez-tez d\u0259 yola boylan\u0131rd\u0131lar. Dekabr ay\u0131 olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, qar ya\u011fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Deyir\u0259m, ay Simnaz, qar sada ya\u011fm\u0131r bir damc\u0131. Ya\u011fseydi \u015faxta s\u0131nard\u0131. \u2013 Sonra o, t\u0259\u015fvi\u015fl\u0259 Simnaz\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki torbaya baxd\u0131 – Aaaz, ay Simnaz, g\u00fclaf yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b ki?<\/p>\n

– Yox, g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259, moolluya da deyifs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

– Oy, a M\u0259sm\u0259, ora dolu d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u00fc molluynan. El\u0259 bil, it x\u0131l\u0131d\u0131. O me\u00e7idin yan\u0131nda duran dil\u0259n\u00e7il\u0259r var ey, olar n\u0259t\u0259r adam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumurlarsa mollalar da el\u0259di, \u00e7atan kimi al\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Sonra o, \u0259lind\u0259ki g\u00fclabdan olan torban\u0131 ehmall\u0131ca yer\u0259 qoyaraq, yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fini arxaya atd\u0131 v\u0259 yenid\u0259n yola boyland\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, b\u0259 bular harda qald\u0131? Gec olacax.<\/p>\n

– Olsun dana, a Simnaz, el\u0259 bil \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Simnaz:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, yax\u015f\u0131, \u015f\u0259kk el\u0259m\u0259. \u2013 Sonra da o, h\u00fcnd\u00fcr binalara t\u0259r\u0259f boylanaraq s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di: \u2013 \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 dedim, gecikm\u0259yin, g\u00fcn g\u00f6d\u0259kdi. G\u00fcn\u00fcn dal\u0131nca q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011fa getm\u0259k olmaz.<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt arxadan S\u0259nub\u0259rin s\u0259si g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

– Aaaz bir\u0259z gejikdim. \u0130\u015f-g\u00fcj imkan verir ki\u2026 Eyy, Allah k\u0259ssin buran\u0131n q\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Bir\u0259z s\u00f6yux t\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi, qaz el\u0259 g\u0259lir, el\u0259 bil \u015fam i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Yim\u0259yi d\u0259 balon qazda pi\u015firmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Boy, a S\u0259nub\u0259r, aaz, n\u0259 na\u015f\u00fck\u00fcrs\u0259n, he\u00e7 o da yoxuydu, gen\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr indi qaz\u0131m\u0131z, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, el\u0259 biryolluq olmasayd\u0131, bundan yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. Ma\u011f\u0131l onda yoxu bilif, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 bir g\u00fcn a\u011fl\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131x.<\/p>\n

Bayaqdan b\u0259ri sakitc\u0259 bir k\u0259narda durub onlara qulaq asan Simnaz\u0131 el\u0259 bil od g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Aaz, n\u0259\u0259man na\u015f\u00fck\u00fcrs\u0259n, \u0259limiz-\u0259ya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z hisd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dana. \u0130\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tiydik. \u0130ndi i\u015f\u0131q ke\u00e7di n\u0259di\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Zarafat-zarafat, i\u015f\u0131qlar yanandan el\u0259 bil do\u011fan da azal\u0131b\u2026 \u2013 Sonra onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri qalx\u0131b-enm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b, metal q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n a\u011fz\u0131na tutdu. O g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259 yaxud a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259lli olmurdu. M\u0259sm\u0259 d\u0259 ona qo\u015fuldu. Onlar\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc dayanaca\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Arxadan qad\u0131nlara yax\u0131nla\u015fan Nis\u0259 istehza il\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Boy, aaz, aaz, el\u0259 bil toya gedirsiniz, bu n\u0259 hay-k\u00fcyd\u00fc?<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, g\u0259ldin, ay Nis\u0259, aaz ke\u015fk\u0259 bunun s\u00f6hb\u0259tini e\u015fid\u0259ydin\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Yoxsa ki, s\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131n, el\u0259c\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259t\u0259rs\u0259n, ay Simnaz xala? Ki\u015fi bu g\u00fcn evd\u0259di. Ha dedim, bir az tez \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– A Nis\u0259, u\u015faqlar\u0131 kim\u0259 qoydun?<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259:<\/p>\n

– D\u0259rsd\u0259dil\u0259r. El\u0259 onlar\u0131 yola sald\u0131m, t\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik evl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b, yem\u0259k haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Ki\u015fi d\u0259 imkan verir ki\u2026 Ki\u015fil\u0259r evd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqda olsalar o q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Adam\u0131 lap \u00e7\u0259rl\u0259dirl\u0259r, onu ver, bunu ver\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z vurub \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Nis\u0259y\u0259 tutdu:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, a Nis\u0259, n\u0259 ver, deyill\u0259r?<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Avr\u0131n olsun, Simnaz xala e\u015fitmirmi, \u00e7ay ver, su veri deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Ay q\u0131z, \u0259rli baxtavarsan dana\u2026<\/p>\n

Simnaz:<\/p>\n

– Ay Nis\u0259, s\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259lm\u0259zdin. U\u015faql\u0131 adamsan. \u018frin d\u0259 deyirs\u0259n evd\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259 on be\u015f il\u0259 yax\u0131n idi ki, Simnaz\u0131n qon\u015fulu\u011funa g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Aralar\u0131nda olan ya\u015f f\u0259rqin\u0259 baxmayaraq, sirrl\u0259rini bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 a\u00e7ard\u0131lar. Sar\u0131b\u0259niz, g\u0259lin idi. Sad\u0259liyi v\u0259 \u015firindilliliyi il\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn qon\u015flar\u0131n h\u00f6rm\u0259tini qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu on be\u015f ild\u0259 qon\u015fular onun s\u0259sini y\u00fcks\u0259kd\u0259n e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u018fri il\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox mehriban dolan\u0131rd\u0131. Kas\u0131b da olmu\u015fdu, \u00e7\u0259tinliyi d\u0259. Lakin, he\u00e7 bir zaman d\u0259rdini yadlara a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Boy, ay Simnaz xala, K\u0259rim n\u0259 d\u0259\u0259ndi ki. Ax\u015fam m\u0259n Sona xal\u0131ya z\u0259ng ed\u0259nd\u0259, bildi ki, b\u00fcy\u00fcn q\u0259vir \u00fcst\u0259 ged\u0259jeyik. H\u0259l\u0259 dedi ki, qoyun ma\u015f\u0131nnan apar\u0131m, dedim yox, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ged\u0259jeyik.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, a Nis\u0259, b\u0259 Sona xala han\u0131?<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259 dill\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 kimi S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Aaaz, odey, yan\u0131n\u0131 basa-basa g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7andan bu Sona xalan\u0131 el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. N\u0259 artm\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ysilmir, el\u0259 bil, b\u0259dbax q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n yel d\u0259 \u0259smir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, kiri, e\u015fid\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Sona arvad \u00e7ox s\u0259liq\u0259li geyinmi\u015fdi. \u018fynind\u0259ki qara, \u015fal donu, qara ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131, \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 jaketi v\u0259 qara tirm\u0259 \u015fal\u0131 onu \u0259sil, sanball\u0131 a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dirdi. El\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259, onu ham\u0131 say\u0131b-se\u00e7ir, h\u00f6rm\u0259tini saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s bilm\u0259zdi. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an, Sona xalan\u0131 bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdi. O, he\u00e7 bir xeyir-\u015f\u0259rd\u0259n qalmazd\u0131. \u018fri onu \u00e7ox tez t\u0259k qoymu\u015fdu. \u018frinin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ev-e\u015fik el\u0259mi\u015fdi. N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri-n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri var idi.<\/p>\n

Sona xala:<\/p>\n

– Salam \u0259leyk\u00fcm, \u015fadd\u0131xlara y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015faq. B\u0259 sizin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131z han\u0131?<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– \u015eadd\u0131xlarda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, ay Sona xala, dedik y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fax, el\u0259 burdanca bir taksi dayand\u0131rar\u0131x.<\/p>\n

Sona xala:<\/p>\n

– Taksiy\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015far\u0131xm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Simnaz:<\/p>\n

– S\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015far\u0131x, ay Sona xala, s\u0259n qavaxda oturarsan, biz d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz dalda birt\u0259h\u0259r oturar\u0131x.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Oyy, ay Sona xala, d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz bir\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259rik, birimiz d\u0259 he\u00e7\u0259\u2026- deyib, istehza il\u0259 M\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 baxaraq, yen\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini oynatma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, maa niy\u0259 el\u0259 bax\u0131rsan? M\u0259nim n\u0259yim var, bo\u015fqa zad ha d\u00f6yl\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Boy, n\u0259 dedim a M\u0259sm\u0259, amba maa baxanda s\u0259n yupyumrusan dana\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259rin d\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 az deyildi. \u018fllini \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. O q\u0259d\u0259r ar\u0131q idi ki, dey\u0259rdin c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259n el\u0259 indi xortlay\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259limsiz, qara b\u0259nizin\u0259 he\u00e7 yara\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fri on il idi ki, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Bu on ild\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndan qara yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7mayan S\u0259nub\u0259r ild\u0259n-il\u0259 d\u0259ni artan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 da r\u0259ngl\u0259m\u0259zdi. Yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259mseyr\u0259k t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n tell\u0259ri qara paltardak\u0131 a\u011f yamaq kimi \u00fcr\u0259k buland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 \u00f6vlad anas\u0131 olsa da t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131zlar\u0131 ail\u0259 qurub ba\u015fqa ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f, yegan\u0259 o\u011flu is\u0259 xaricd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n yay t\u0259till\u0259rind\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259rin evind\u0259 \u015f\u0259nlik olard\u0131. Qalan vaxtlar is\u0259 el\u0259 evinin qaba\u011f\u0131ndaca tum satan qad\u0131n dem\u0259k olar ki, t\u0259nha olard\u0131. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 sakinl\u0259rinin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Qeyb\u0259t g\u0259zdirm\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259zdi. Filank\u0259sin q\u0131z\u0131 filank\u0259s\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getdi, filank\u0259sin evin\u0259 filank\u0259s g\u0259ldi, filank\u0259sin arvad\u0131 filan \u015feyi geyindi, filank\u0259s filan i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc v\u0259 s. Geyimi il\u0259 d\u0259 ham\u0131dan se\u00e7ilirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131na yara\u015fmayan, enli \u0259t\u0259kli don, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck jaket gey\u0259rdi. G\u0259ncliyind\u0259n di\u015fl\u0259ri metal oldu\u011fundan ham\u0131 ona \u00abMetallom S\u0259nub\u0259r\u00bb dey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259rl\u0259 eyni binada ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc binan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda, S\u0259nub\u0259rin eyvan\u0131n\u0131n art\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda ke\u00e7\u0259rdi. S\u0259nub\u0259r tum masas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xaran kimi, M\u0259sm\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdir\u0259rdi. M\u0259sm\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131 deyirdi ki, Rusiyada \u0259ri var. Amma onun \u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r M\u0259sm\u0259 hara gedirdis\u0259, yan\u0131nda qapqara, q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da olurdu. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, u\u015faq anas\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik idi. Amma M\u0259sm\u0259nin do\u011fma o\u011flu oldu\u011fu el\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259nc\u0259 bilinirdi. Sonralar o\u011flu da yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Dedil\u0259r ki, o da atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na, Rusiyaya gedib.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259nin balaca boyu, qap-qara boyanm\u0131\u015f, ki\u015fi sa\u00e7\u0131 kimi boynunun arxas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131, yast\u0131 b\u0259d\u0259ni var idi. Onun da ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259llini \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Amma buna baxmayaraq, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 fikir verir, nisb\u0259t\u0259n g\u0259nc g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 onu da tan\u0131mayan yox idi. C\u0131r, cingiltili s\u0259si il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n bu qad\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 daim c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr q\u0131zlar, qad\u0131nlar g\u0259lirdi. Qon\u015fular bu qad\u0131nlar\u0131 tan\u0131masalar da, \u0259slind\u0259 M\u0259sm\u0259nin n\u0259 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011funu bilirdil\u0259r. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 M\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 \u00abRoza M\u0259sm\u0259\u00bb deyirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259nin \u00f6z m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sin\u0259 az m\u0259lum olan ba\u015fqa bir t\u0259r\u0259fi d\u0259 var idi \u2013 s\u0259l\u0259m\u00e7ilik. Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, bu i\u015fl\u0259 o\u011flu Rusiyaya ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b. Lakin, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim dan\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131. He\u00e7 M\u0259sm\u0259nin \u0259n yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259si olan S\u0259nub\u0259r d\u0259 \u00abs\u0259l\u0259m\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259tirm\u0259zdi. S\u0259nub\u0259r d\u0259 M\u0259sm\u0259nin tutdu\u011fu \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rin g\u00fcnah oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk edirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi: \u00abAman Allah, bu M\u0259sm\u0259nin he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 yoxdur, \u00e7ox yerd\u0259n g\u0259liri var. Q\u0131zlar, m\u0131zlar\u2026 n\u0259 bilim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcnah edir\u0259m, o q\u0131zlar da deyildiyi kimi d\u00f6y\u00fcl, onlar da qohumlar\u0131 zadd\u0131. Bu qad\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n niy\u0259 bir bel\u0259 g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur? Ax\u0131 birc\u0259 balas\u0131ndan qorxmurmu?\u00bb<\/p>\n

Amma M\u0259sm\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmur, \u00e7\u0259kinmirdi. \u018ftraf\u0131 geni\u015f olan bu qad\u0131na he\u00e7 k\u0259s qa\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 qara var dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Niy\u0259 d\u0259 desin, ham\u0131 bilirdi ki, o s\u00f6z\u00fc dem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 polisin cibini qal\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rmal\u0131, ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00abKPZ\u00bb-d\u0259 yatmal\u0131d\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026Ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259n olanda b\u00fct\u00fcn yax\u0131nlar, qohum-qon\u015fular m\u0259rhumun ail\u0259sinin ba\u015f\u0131nda olur. Bu m\u0259rasim m\u0259rhumun ilin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r davam edir. He\u00e7 kimi olmayan Simnaz yegan\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra lap kims\u0259siz qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259brini tez-tez ziyar\u0259t ets\u0259 d\u0259, son zamanlar evd\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdi. S\u0259hh\u0259ti il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar h\u0259kim ona mat\u0259m m\u0259rasiml\u0259rind\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131 qada\u011fan etmi\u015fdi. Lakin, o, yen\u0259 d\u0259 bu m\u0259rasiml\u0259r\u0259 gedir, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z t\u0259kliyini unutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131 deyirdi ki, Simnaz yas yerl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259rhumu yox, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011flay\u0131r. \u00c7ox dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259y\u0259n bu qad\u0131n kims\u0259nin i\u015fin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 da sevm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

Sona xala:<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 olmasa, o yek\u0259 taksil\u0259rd\u0259n dayand\u0131r\u0131n. Sovetin taksil\u0259rini deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Nis\u0259:<\/p>\n

– A Sona xala indiy\u0259 Sovetin n\u0259yi qal\u0131b ki, taksisi d\u0259 qala.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r M\u0259sm\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131na:<\/p>\n

– Bunun \u00f6z\u00fc sovetd\u0259n saz qal\u0131b dey\u0259, el\u0259 bilir h\u0259r \u015fey qal\u0131b. \u2013 yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini oynada-oynada \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00abmetallomunu\u00bb yumma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

\u2026 Birazdan onlar \u00abVolqa\u00bb ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, yeni q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f gedirdil\u0259r. Sona xala qabaqda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Arxada oturanlar\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc, p\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 k\u0259smirdi. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259n\u0259n Simnaz da h\u0259rd\u0259n onlara qo\u015fulur, deyib-g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u0259nardan baxan k\u0259s dem\u0259zdi ki, bu qad\u0131nlar q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa gedir.<\/p>\n

\u00abVolqa\u00bb q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Simnaz tez \u0259lini sin\u0259sin\u0259 ataraq, pul \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 verdi.<\/p>\n

Sona xala:<\/p>\n

– A Simnaz, n\u0259 olmu\u015fdu, verirdim dana.<\/p>\n

Simnaz:<\/p>\n

– Oyy, ay Sona xala, onsuz da s\u0259ni \u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 sald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Sona xala:<\/p>\n

– O n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc, a bala, borcumuzdu. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik ham\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 yaray\u0131b. Bir g\u00fcn ham\u0131m\u0131z oral\u0131\u011f\u0131x\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r yen\u0259 d\u0259 M\u0259sm\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldama\u011fa macal tapd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– T\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n oral\u0131x d\u00f6y\u00fcls\u0259n, a Sona xala, s\u0259n \u0259ntiq mal kimi muzeyl\u0259r\u0259 qoyulajaxsan.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fularaq p\u0131qq\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar qap\u0131da onlara t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259l\u0259n mollayla salamla\u015fd\u0131lar. Ortaya\u015fl\u0131 bu mollan\u0131n paltar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259ba q\u0131r\u0131\u015f-q\u0131r\u0131\u015f idi. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yanaqlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, isti yerd\u0259 oturubmu\u015f, m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc soyu\u011fun quca\u011f\u0131na at\u0131b. \u018fll\u0259ri d\u0259 yanaqlar\u0131 kimi q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dolu b\u0259d\u0259ni balaca boyuna yara\u015fmasa da, \u0259bas\u0131 b\u0259d\u0259ninin eyb\u0259c\u0259rliyini gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. Ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 papaq da \u0259lind\u0259ki kitab kimi \u0259ski zamanlardan x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. Ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 sanki \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r geydikd\u0259n sonra \u0259ziz-x\u0259l\u0259f mollalar\u0131na h\u0259diyy\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Simnaz \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc mollaya tutdu:<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, bir yar\u0131m saatdan sonra g\u0259l\u0259rsiniz, bizim r\u0259hm\u0259tliyin ruhuna dua oxuyars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u015ft\u0259rini \u0259lind\u0259 daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, molla tez \u0259bas\u0131n\u0131n cibind\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, baci. M\u0259rhumun v\u0259 yaxud m\u0259rhum\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259rdiniz, in\u015faallah, m\u0259n yazard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Simnaz:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7imnazd\u0131, molla qarda\u015f. \u00c7imnaz H\u0259s\u0259nqulu q\u0131z\u0131. Dua oxunajax, bac\u0131s\u0131 Simnaz H\u0259s\u0259nqulu q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Molla d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259 qeyd etdikd\u0259n sonra \u0259lini saqqal\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kib dedi:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131 bac\u0131, in\u015faallah, yar\u0131m saatdan sonra g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. Ona kimi d\u0259 m\u0259n m\u0259rhum\u0259nin ruhuna bir ne\u00e7\u0259 dua oxuyum. Sonra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di. \u2013 Bacil\u0259r, sizin d\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlikl\u0259rin ruhuna oxunas\u0131 duan\u0131z varsa, deyin yaz\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, m\u0259n d\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik ki\u015fiy\u0259 bir dua oxutdurum deyir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar\u0131 ilk g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Nis\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259n molla \u00abr\u0259hm\u0259tlik ki\u015fi\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n kimi, sevinc\u0259k halda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ona tutdu:<\/p>\n

– Ay, Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, baci, Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, d\u00fcnya bel\u0259 qurulub\u2026<\/p>\n

Mollan\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n diksin\u0259n Nis\u0259 tez qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n

– A ki\u015fi, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, Allah el\u0259m\u0259sin, m\u0259nim \u0259rim sa\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Molla qarda\u015f, m\u0259n\u0259m ey, m\u0259nim ki\u015fim r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedif.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259rin t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissi ke\u00e7ir\u0259n molla yen\u0259 \u00abAllah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin! \u2013 deyib, onlardan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Oy, a S\u0259nub\u0259r, deyir\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ki\u015fin yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. Aaz, m\u0259nimki sa\u011fd\u0131 he\u00e7 yad\u0131ma da t\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr, \u00f6ls\u0259 noolard\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259nub\u0259r:<\/p>\n

Ey, a M\u0259sm\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 adam idi r\u0259hm\u0259tlik.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, yax\u015f\u0131 olmasayd\u0131 dal-dala do\u011fard\u0131nm\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar ba\u015flad\u0131 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259. H\u0259tta, Sona xala da dodaqalt\u0131 q\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu deyib-g\u00fclm\u0259l\u0259r q\u0259brin yan\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r davam etdi. Q\u0259birl\u0259 onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda t\u0259xmin\u0259n iki-\u00fc\u00e7 metr m\u0259saf\u0259 qalanda, ham\u0131 bird\u0259n hans\u0131sa \u0259mr e\u015fitmi\u015f kimi dayand\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini cibl\u0259rin\u0259 salaraq yayl\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. \u00abYayl\u0131q\u00e7\u0131xarma\u00bb m\u0259rasimind\u0259n sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259r zill\u0259ndi s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 Simnaz\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Simnaz ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 q\u0259brin ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015faraq, a\u011f m\u0259rm\u0259r ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 qara \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kili iki d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra, da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fclab s\u0259pdi. \u018ftraf\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b, q\u0259brin ayaq t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 yerini rahatlad\u0131 v\u0259 on ild\u0259n \u00e7oxdur \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259diyi, h\u0259tta b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259biristan \u00ab\u0259halisin\u0259\u00bb \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259tdiyi bayat\u0131lara start verdi:<\/p>\n

Laylay, cavanca baj\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Laylay, ba\u015f\u0131mda taj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ged\u0259li \u015firin d\u0259<\/p>\n

Olub dilimd\u0259 aj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Laylay, cavanca baj\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Laylay, ba\u015f\u0131mda taj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259sm\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259rin qula\u011f\u0131na:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, el\u0259 d\u0259 cavan deyir, el\u0259 bil \u00c7imnaz el\u0259 g\u0259rd\u0259kd\u0259j\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 taf\u015f\u0131r\u0131f.<\/p>\n

Sona xalan\u0131n t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs onlara baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, \u0259lini q\u0259bir\u0259 uzadaraq: \u2013 Caan, can ay Simnaz baj\u0131\u2026 \u2013 dem\u0259y\u0259 macal tapd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Simnaz:<\/p>\n

Elimd\u0259 elim yand\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcm yand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Baj\u0131n \u00f6ls\u00fcn, A \u00c7imnaz,<\/p>\n

A\u011fz\u0131mda dilim yand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 birlikd\u0259:<\/p>\n

Laylay, cavanca baj\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Laylay, ba\u015f\u0131mda taj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Simnaz\u0131n x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259si \u0259traf\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na el\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, k\u0259nardan baxan\u0131n bu qad\u0131nlara yox, bunlar\u0131n s\u0259sini dinl\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qalan \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259rdi. Bayat\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r n\u0259qar\u0259tind\u0259 qad\u0131nlar xor ifaya ke\u00e7irdi. Burada solo \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fla xor aras\u0131nda el\u0259 bir harmoniya yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rinin m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri e\u015fits\u0259ydil\u0259r, \u0259yani v\u0259sait kimi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259hz buran\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Simnaz\u0131n avaz\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259s\u0259 endiyini g\u00f6r\u0259n Sona xala bir az ir\u0259li duraraq:<\/p>\n

– A\u011f\u0131z, a Simnaz, qoy m\u0259n deyim, a qon\u015fular, ay el, ay oba, aaz maa baj\u0131 oluf, \u00c7imnaz, aaaz maa ana oluf \u00c7imnaz, aaz maa sirda\u015f oluf \u00c7imnaz\u2026 \u2013 Sonra o da fikrini n\u0259zm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Sanki, bununla dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, a Simnaz, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131, xalq yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bayat\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n bilmirs\u0259n, bax g\u00f6r analar nec\u0259 bayat\u0131 ustalar\u0131 do\u011fub, mat\u0259m m\u0259rasiml\u0259rind\u0259 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00aba\u011fla\u015fma\u00bb m\u0259clisind\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n bu janr\u0131na nec\u0259 yax\u0131ndan yiy\u0259l\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

Sona:<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fular\u0131n taj\u0131yd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u00c7imnaz, m\u0259n\u0259 baj\u0131yd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259nin dili yanar,<\/p>\n

Pisiydin, ya aj\u0131yd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 birlikd\u0259:<\/p>\n

Laylay, cavanca baj\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Laylay, ba\u015f\u0131mda taj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00abA\u011fla\u015fma\u00bb m\u0259rasiminin bu yerind\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259rin kal s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

– Aaz, niy\u0259 qoymursunuz m\u0259n d\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131z deyim. Aaz, \u00fcr\u0259yim partdad\u0131, aaz yol verin. \u2013 Bir add\u0131m qaba\u011fa at\u0131ld\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259ki yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yell\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k, s\u00f6z\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259mnunluq hissi il\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fa:<\/p>\n

Q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259rin soldu,<\/p>\n

Baj\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yoldu.<\/p>\n

\u018fziz qon\u015fum, can qon\u015fum,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm s\u0259ni tez ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 birlikd\u0259:<\/p>\n

Laylay, cavanca baj\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Laylay, ba\u015f\u0131mda taj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bayat\u0131yla \u00fcr\u0259yi sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n S\u0259nub\u0259r: – Caan, ay Simnaz baj\u0131, caan, d\u0259rdimiz birdi, aaz g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f f\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259rdi sin\u0259miz\u0259 bir vurdu. Aaz s\u0259ni baj\u0131s\u0131z, m\u0259ni \u0259rsiz qoydu. Aaz \u00c7imnazdan soru\u015f g\u00f6r, m\u0259nim \u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn dir\u0259yini, balalar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259kli \u00fcr\u0259yini g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc he\u00e7\u2026 \u2013 deyib, s\u00fcni h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259 olsun qeyb\u0259td\u0259n, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131dan uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n M\u0259sm\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259r r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin \u00abs\u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131nda\u00bb oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, Nis\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcr, ay S\u0259nub\u0259r, g\u00f6r\u00fcr, olar el\u0259 diri vaxtlar\u0131nda da tez-tez g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu yerd\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n Nis\u0259ni ifan\u0131n xor yeri xilas el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 birlikd\u0259:<\/p>\n

Laylay, cavanca baj\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Laylay, ba\u015f\u0131mda taj\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00abA\u011fla\u015fma\u00bb m\u0259rasiminin sona \u00e7atmas\u0131n\u0131 uzaqdan izl\u0259y\u0259n mollan\u0131n s\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259ndi. O, yava\u015f-yava\u015f qad\u0131nlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bismillahi-r\u0259hmani-r\u0259him, m\u0259nim bacil\u0259rim, analar\u0131m\u2026 \u2013 Bir anl\u0131q dayand\u0131, biclik ya\u011fan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Nis\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259di, yox, ona ana-bac\u0131 dem\u0259k olmazd\u0131 ax\u0131\u2026 sonra n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259 yen\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di \u2013 xaniml\u0259r, d\u00fcnya, \u00f6l\u00fcm-itim d\u00fcnyas\u0131d\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bayaqdan b\u0259ri sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lveri\u015fli vaxt g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131nlar el\u0259 bil mollan\u0131n himin\u0259 b\u0259nd idi. Ham\u0131 \u00abfara\u011fat\u00bb dayan\u0131b mollan\u0131 dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir \u0259li ke\u00e7i saqqal\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rladan saqqal\u0131nda, bir \u0259li d\u0259 \u00abQuran\u00bb kitab\u0131nda olan molla dil-bo\u011faza qoymurdu. O, oxuduqca qad\u0131nlar da ona qo\u015fulur, bira\u011f\u0131zdan salavat \u00e7evirirdil\u0259r. H\u0259r \u00absalavat\u00bb fasil\u0259sind\u0259 molla g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Nis\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259yirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, o, \u0259lini saqqal\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kib, duan\u0131 ba\u015fa vurdu v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Allah, c\u0259mi \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. O c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn bu m\u0259zarda uyuyan\u2026 \u2013 bu d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b Nis\u0259y\u0259 yox, qeyri-ixtiyari q\u0259birda\u015f\u0131na baxd\u0131 v\u0259 \u015f\u0259kilin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 ad\u0131 oxudu -\u2026 K\u0259rb\u0259lay\u0131 Mahmudun yeri behi\u015ft olsun\u2026- \u00d6z s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc diksinmi\u015f kimi susdu. Qad\u0131nlar da eyni vaxtda q\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131na baxd\u0131lar v\u0259 yerl\u0259rind\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131lar. Ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131ndan onlara boylanan sivri b\u0131\u011fl\u0131, motal papaql\u0131, a\u011fsaqqal ki\u015fi, sanki, uzun ill\u0259r qad\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 imi\u015f kimi, m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259n, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ya\u015fda, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif bi\u00e7imli bu be\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131n peyda olmas\u0131na sevinir, b\u0131\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan o\u011frun-o\u011frun g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

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Ax\u015famdan bir yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar tutmayan Simnaz, gec\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn onun bac\u0131s\u0131 \u00c7imnaz\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fc idi. D\u0259rdi-azar\u0131 olanda, s\u0131x\u0131landa, h\u0259tta a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131b-ac\u0131yanda da \u00c7imnaz\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259yini qara \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 bo\u015faldard\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259k getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00c7imnaz\u0131n ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutan qon\u015fular ona z\u0259ng etmi\u015f, q\u0259bir \u00fcst\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. O, qon\u015fular\u0131ndan naraz\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31121","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31121","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=31121"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31121\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31122,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31121\/revisions\/31122"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=31121"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=31121"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=31121"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}