{"id":3132,"date":"2013-06-26T05:34:51","date_gmt":"2013-06-26T05:34:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=3132"},"modified":"2013-06-26T05:34:52","modified_gmt":"2013-06-26T05:34:52","slug":"nem%c9%99t-tahir-qaraxanli-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=3132","title":{"rendered":"Nem\u0259t TAH\u0130R QARAXANLI.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/Nem\u0259t-TAH\u0130R-225x3001.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3133\" title=\"Nem\u0259t-TAH\u0130R-225x300\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/Nem\u0259t-TAH\u0130R-225x3001.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ANA<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259zdi dan yeri<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131lmazd\u0131 he\u00e7 s\u0259h\u0259r<br \/>\nO \u015firin laylalar\u0131n<br \/>\nOlmasayd\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f<br \/>\nTan\u0131d\u0131b bir m\u0259l\u0259yi<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mr etdi Xudam<br \/>\nAnacan s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi<br \/>\nSa\u00e7masayd\u0131 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f nur<br \/>\nIt\u0259rdi z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 Ay<br \/>\nAna,s\u0259n bir G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fs\u0259n<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 nisb\u0259td\u0259 A<\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p>Daha m\u0259ni he\u00e7 n\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirmir.<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qeyri-adi g\u0259lmir.<br \/>\nFikirl\u0259rim dar beynim\u0259,<br \/>\nHissl\u0259rim qafiy\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nRuhum is\u0259 \u201ccan\u201d adlanan bu q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmay\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0131x\u0131l\u0131ram, bo\u011fuluram..<br \/>\n\u201cHaqqa\u201d do\u011fru yol gedir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u201cH\u0259qiq\u0259t\u201di \u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m<br \/>\nTaml\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f yarpaq \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 bir \u015feh damlas\u0131yam.<br \/>\nBuludlara qovu\u015fmaq\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m<br \/>\nM\u0259n, ke\u00e7mi\u015find\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 bigan\u0259 manqurtla\u015fan g\u0259ncliy\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259hv\u0259 m\u0259hkum bir xalq\u0131n son g\u00fcman\u0131,\u00fcmidiy\u0259m<br \/>\nAtas\u0131 \u015f\u0259hid, anas\u0131 fai\u015f\u0259 bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u201cinsanli\u011f\u201da nifr\u0259tiy\u0259m<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyin n\u0259fsin\u0259 qurban ver\u0259n<br \/>\n\u0259sg\u0259rin \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n vicdan\u0131yam,qeyr\u0259tiy\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u018fsirlikd\u0259 t\u0259hqir olan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n ism\u0259tiy\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u201cS\u00f6z\u201d tap\u0131b ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rim i\u00e7imi yand\u0131r\u0131r, k\u00fcl el\u0259yir.<br \/>\nM\u0259n Qaraba\u011fda yand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,xaraba qalm\u0131\u015f bir yurdam<br \/>\nTamah\u0131na aldanaraq t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f,qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015fikar durmu\u015f,g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u0259r\u0259l\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nBoz qurdam.<br \/>\nB\u0259d\u0259nimi buz k\u0259sibdir,donmu\u015fam,b\u0259lk\u0259,yenid\u0259n q\u0131\u015f g\u0259libdir?<br \/>\n&#8230;yox!yox!Dey\u0259s\u0259n,el\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m..<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xaraq havada iz buraxan,<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259s deyil,i\u00e7imd\u0259ki od-alovun istisidir,t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00c7\u0130MD\u018fN KE\u00c7\u018fNL\u018fR<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nNifr\u0259tin \u0259li il\u0259,\u015f\u0259rin \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259<br \/>\nBoynunu vurmu\u015fam parlaq g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin<br \/>\nKainat mat qal\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259ni ill\u0259r boyu u\u015faq kimi aldadan<br \/>\nXo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k arzusu il\u0259 ya\u015fadan<br \/>\nYalan\u00e7\u0131,f\u0131r\u0131ldaq \u00fcmidl\u0259rimi q\u0259lbimd\u0259n<br \/>\nqopar\u0131b bir-bir boynunu vurdum edam k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259.<br \/>\nAcaq \u00fcr\u0259yim soymad\u0131,\u201dinsani\u201dhissl\u0259rim,n\u0259fsim doymad\u0131<br \/>\nHam\u0131s\u0131n y\u0131\u011f\u0131b bir yer\u0259 onlar\u0131 d\u0259fn el\u0259dim<br \/>\nKe\u00e7mi\u015fimin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015eaxtal\u0131 bir q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259si,vaxt dayan\u0131b<br \/>\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 ay,uduzla da donub&#8230;<br \/>\nBu s\u00fckutu birc\u0259 pozan<br \/>\nD\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n,ars\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yimdi.<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 anda dayanmayan x\u0259yallar\u0131m,dil\u0259yimdi<br \/>\n&#8230;Ya\u015fam\u0131ram,m\u0259n yoxam,m\u0259n yoxlu\u011fam<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcnahkar ruh s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr can yerin\u0259<br \/>\nTik\u0259-tik\u0259 do\u011frasanda he\u00e7 n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaz<br \/>\nDamar\u0131mda nifr\u0259t dolan\u0131r qan yerin\u0259<br \/>\nUnutmu\u015fam kimliyimi,itirmi\u015f\u0259m Tanr\u0131m\u0131,inanc\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131m,ya\u015fama\u011fa yerim yox&#8230;<br \/>\nAsl\u0131 qald\u0131m m\u0259n g\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259<\/p>\n<p>T\u00dcRK\u018fM DEY\u018fN\u018f<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcrk\u0259m dey\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil ki,buz ba\u011flay\u0131b.<br \/>\n\u0130sitm\u0259yir k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>\nQaraba\u011fda ruhum \u0259sir<br \/>\nSavalandan k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 boz qurd ulay\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fllerim a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259<br \/>\nTaleyim b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb g\u00f6y\u0259<br \/>\nT\u0259k g\u00fcnah\u0131m-T\u00fcrk\u0259m dey\u0259<br \/>\nYasaq edildi Ana dilim<br \/>\nQurudulur Urmu g\u00f6l\u00fcm<\/p>\n<p>YA\u015eAMAQ B\u018fHAN\u018fS\u0130<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015famaq b\u0259han\u0259si<br \/>\nYa\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k bu c\u0259miyy\u0259tin<br \/>\nritmini tutasan<br \/>\nKimliyini,m\u0259qs\u0259dini unudasan<br \/>\nBunlar\u0131n dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fasan&#8230;<br \/>\nYox,m\u0259n bu h\u00fcn\u0259rin sahibi deyil\u0259m,bacarmaram<br \/>\n\u00dcmid edir\u0259m \u0259dal\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259zisi qurular.<br \/>\nK\u0259nardan m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b ,q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259rim.<br \/>\n\u018flac\u0131m olsa, i\u00e7imd\u0259n bird\u0259f\u0259lik qovaram sizi<br \/>\n\u018flac\u0131m olsa, bir qa\u015f\u0131q suda yox,g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131mda bo\u011faram sizi<br \/>\n\u00d6n\u00fcmd\u0259 uzun bir tunel.<br \/>\nN\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, n\u0259 qatar g\u0259lir<br \/>\n\u0130r\u0259li gedim getm\u0259yim t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fctd\u0259y\u0259m<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259rim ir\u0259li s\u0259sl\u0259yir<br \/>\nBu tunelin sonunda m\u0259ni<br \/>\nYa h\u0259qiq\u0259t,ya \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259yir<br \/>\nYox!\u00f6lm\u0259k olmaz!<br \/>\nAx\u0131 bir yanda sevdikl\u0259rim var<br \/>\nDig\u0259r yanda intihar\u0131 g\u00fcnah sayan Tanr\u0131m<br \/>\nAha! Dey\u0259s\u0259n, ya\u015fama\u011fa b\u0259han\u0259 tapd\u0131m..<\/p>\n<p>XAT\u0130R\u018fL\u018fR<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizlik,t\u0259nhal\u0131q s\u0131xanda m\u0259ni<br \/>\nArzular,\u00fcmidl\u0259r daya\u011f\u0131m olur<br \/>\nM\u0259n ha\u00e7an dar\u0131xsam,s\u0259ninl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131<br \/>\n\u015eirin xatir\u0259l\u0259r qona\u011f\u0131m olur<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131 azd\u0131rsa m\u0259ni<br \/>\nO ulduz g\u00f6zl\u0259rin maya\u011f\u0131m olur<br \/>\nM\u0259n e\u015fq d\u0259nizind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n bir g\u0259ni<br \/>\nQollar\u0131n limant\u0259k s\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131m olur<\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p>Qorxu \u2013 n\u0259 is\u0259 itirm\u0259k hissi&#8230;<br \/>\nKimisi can itkisind\u0259n<br \/>\nKimisi mal itkisind\u0259n<br \/>\nKimisi v\u0259zif\u0259 itkisind\u0259n<br \/>\nQorxar,susar k\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259\u015f\u0259r<br \/>\nYava\u015f- yava\u015f ,z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 v\u0259h\u015fil\u0259\u015f\u0259r<br \/>\n\u0130nsan da insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n itirm\u0259y\u0259 yaman qorxar<br \/>\nDan dan\u0131\u015far,sonra is\u0259 qan qusar&#8230;.<br \/>\nYuxu-ruhun azad oldu\u011fu an&#8230;<br \/>\nDa\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 da\u015f kimi yatan da var<br \/>\nYata\u011f\u0131nda ilan kimi q\u0131\u011fr\u0131lan da var<br \/>\nYarasa kimi qani\u00e7\u0259n,gec\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fayan da var<br \/>\nQula \u00e7evrilmi\u015f ruhlar,ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 bu \u201ccanlar\u0131\u201dda\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa m\u0259hkumdurlar<br \/>\nRuhlara bu c\u0259zan\u0131 niy\u0259 vermi\u015f Allah?<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259n bunlar\u0131n hans\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131 var?&#8230;<br \/>\nSevgi \u2013 v\u0259rdi\u015fin,ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k pill\u0259si&#8230;<br \/>\nYaradana sevgi<br \/>\nValideynl\u0259r\u0259 sevgi<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 sevgi<br \/>\nQad\u0131na sevgi<br \/>\nV\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259 sevgi<br \/>\nVar -d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259 sevgi&#8230;<br \/>\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r sevgini \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u0259zdiririk,\u0130lahi?<br \/>\nBunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 insana m\u0259xsus ehtiyaclar,ist\u0259kl\u0259rdir&#8230;<br \/>\nRuhun is\u0259 bir arzusu,bir dil\u0259yi,bir sevgisi var ancaq,<br \/>\nAzadl\u0131q !Azadl\u0131q! Azadl\u0131q!!!<\/p>\n<p>Almaz \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n&#8221;M\u0259lum bir zamanda,m\u0259hkum bir eld\u0259<br \/>\nAllah\u0131m n\u0259 \u00fcc\u00fcn \u015fair do\u011fuldum?&#8221;<br \/>\n\u015ferin\u0259 cavab yazm\u0131\u015fam bu \u015feiri&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Xalq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni&#8221; deyib t\u0259qib etdil\u0259r<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki,b\u0259lal\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131?<br \/>\nD\u0259rdini s\u00f6yl\u0259di Araza,K\u00fcr\u0259<br \/>\nX\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 yeti\u015fdi qanl\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Dedi;&#8221;d\u0259fn ed\u0259rsiniz \u00fcz\u00fc v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259&#8221;<br \/>\nOnun K\u0259b\u0259si idi h\u0259r v\u0259t\u0259n da\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nAd\u0131t\u0259k ruhu da qalxd\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6md\u00fcl\u0259r bir V\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n<p>O Yanvar gecesi qan d\u0259nizind\u0259<br \/>\n\u018fliyal\u0131n xalq\u0131mla birg\u0259 bo\u011fuldum<br \/>\nArxal\u0131 k\u00f6p\u0259kl\u0259r cumdu elim\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi yurdan qovuldum<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r can verib ald\u0131 h\u00fcriyy\u0259t<br \/>\nOnlar\u0131n ruhut\u0259k m\u0259n azad oldum<br \/>\nAzad m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259,azad bir eld\u0259<br \/>\nAllah\u0131m n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fair do\u011fuldum!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; ANA S\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259zdi dan yeri A\u00e7\u0131lmazd\u0131 he\u00e7 s\u0259h\u0259r O \u015firin laylalar\u0131n Olmasayd\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r M\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f Tan\u0131d\u0131b bir m\u0259l\u0259yi M\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mr etdi Xudam Anacan s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi Sa\u00e7masayd\u0131 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f nur It\u0259rdi z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 Ay Ana,s\u0259n bir G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fs\u0259n M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 nisb\u0259td\u0259 A * * * Daha m\u0259ni he\u00e7 n\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirmir. Daha m\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qeyri-adi g\u0259lmir. 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