{"id":31697,"date":"2019-07-28T08:00:02","date_gmt":"2019-07-28T04:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=31697"},"modified":"2019-07-28T10:19:39","modified_gmt":"2019-07-28T06:19:39","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-arzularini-soyl%c9%99y%c9%99c%c9%99k-birisi-varsa-yasayirsan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=31697","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 AYTEL.\u201dArzular\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k birisi varsa, ya\u015fay\u0131rsan…\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir c\u00fcml\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131r: “arzular\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k birisi varsa, ya\u015fay\u0131rsan”. Arzular\u0131m var, s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k kims\u0259m yoxdur v\u0259 bu yoxlu\u011fun \u0259traf\u0131nda ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr var-g\u0259l edirdim ki, kitablar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan bir kitab (\u0259n \u0259ziz, uca yerd\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kitab) m\u0259ni “\u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131”. Bu, Akif S\u0259m\u0259din – ululardan ulu, alil\u0259rd\u0259n ali, s\u00f6z\u00fc qanad g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yall\u0131 ged\u0259n, c\u0259ng\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n, a\u011fr\u0131dan, a\u011fr\u0131yan, sevdir\u0259n, sev\u0259n Akif S\u0259m\u0259din se\u00e7ilmi\u015f \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131 idi. V\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 oxudu\u011fum, oxuduqca oxundu\u011fum (sanki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m bu kitab, v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dikc\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dir, g\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcr, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fckc\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fcr), d\u0259rdimi, sevincimi, arzular\u0131m\u0131 – diqq\u0259t edin, arzular\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyim bir kitab.<\/p>\n

“Kitab insan\u0131n \u0259n yax\u0131n dostudur” k\u0259lam\u0131n\u0131n do\u011frulu\u011funa bir daha tap\u0131naraq, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d diliyl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m:<\/p>\n

Daha torpaqd\u0131 atan,<\/p>\n

Torpaqdan al \u0259trini,<\/p>\n

…Atan baland\u0131 daha…<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tac\u0131, q\u00fcrurum, daya\u011f\u0131m, \u00fcmidim, p\u0259nah\u0131m atam\u0131n \u0259trini “torpaqdan al”, -dedi dostum m\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 bir d\u0259 dedi ki, “Atan V\u0259t\u0259ndi daha”. Soru sordum dostuma, sordum ki, “b\u0259s ata yoxlu\u011fundan sonra bu yoxluq il\u0259 m\u0259nim aramda sip\u0259r olan, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r olan, o d\u0259rdi evim\u0259 yax\u0131n buraxmayan anam nec\u0259, o da torpa\u011fa \u00fcz tutdu ax\u0131? Dostum dedi:<\/p>\n

Hara g\u0259ldin, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6n,<\/p>\n

\u00c7ay\u0131r bit\u0259n izin\u0259 d\u00f6n,<\/p>\n

Dost ist\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6n,<\/p>\n

“Dost ist\u0259s\u0259n Allah yet\u0259r”.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcnc\u0259 anam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, anam\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdim, anam\u0131n laylas\u0131nda uyudum v\u0259 Allah\u0131 “g\u00f6rd\u00fcm”. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, Allah atama olan q\u00fcrurumda, anama olan \u0259rkimd\u0259, balama olan sevgimd\u0259, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 olan m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259timd\u0259, g\u00fcld\u0259, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259, k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259… h\u0259r yerd\u0259di. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgil\u0259rin, g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rin, vicdan\u0131n, namusun v\u0259 s. \u0259n ali hissl\u0259rin m\u0259cmusudur Allah! Dosta tap\u0131nd\u0131m, Allaha tap\u0131nd\u0131m. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n i\u00e7imd\u0259ki m\u0259n\u0259 – i\u00e7imd\u0259ki Allah\u0131ma, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki nura tap\u0131nd\u0131m, g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n h\u0259r kim bax\u0131r-baxs\u0131n, tap\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m Allahd\u0131rsa, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin g\u00fczg\u00fc olaca\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131m:<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fc bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki m\u0259n deyil\u0259m,<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259si bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130nand\u0131m ki, bu \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 atam kimi, anam kimi, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u0259ncliyim kimi m\u0259nim deyil.<\/p>\n

Nam\u0259rdins\u0259n, m\u0259rdins\u0259n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim deyils\u0259n, \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ya qu\u015funsan, qurdunsan,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim deyils\u0259n, \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

\u0130nand\u0131m ki, m\u0259nim olmayan\u0131 m\u0259nim etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131 qazanmal\u0131yam (“\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qazanc\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131n qazan\u0131lmas\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fbu Turxan). Bu qazanc is\u0259 h\u0259r insan o\u011fluna qism\u0259t olmur. \u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn akifs\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259rin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn. El\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r ki, ruh\u0259n \u0259b\u0259di olasan (“Ruh olan yer\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm gir\u0259 bilm\u0259z”. \u018f.T.), diril\u0259r s\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d apara…<\/p>\n

22 iyul ruh \u015fairimizin, m\u00f6vlan\u0131m\u0131z, irfan\u0131m\u0131z Akif S\u0259m\u0259din bu fani d\u00fcnyam\u0131zla t\u0259mas\u0131n\u0131n 60 ili tamam olacaq. Onu sev\u0259nl\u0259r, onun yoluyla add\u0131mlayanlar, dostlar\u0131, yax\u0131nlar\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259brik ed\u0259c\u0259k \u015fairin. Kims\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k ki, altm\u0131\u015f\u0131n d\u00f6rdd\u0259\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc biziml\u0259 oldu, daha yoxdu Akif S\u0259m\u0259d! Kims\u0259 onun yoxlu\u011fundan s\u00f6z a\u00e7mayacaq. Ham\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan onun \u0259b\u0259di h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 alq\u0131\u015flayacaq, ona \u0259b\u0259di h\u0259yat arzulayacaq! Ham\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 dostlar\u0131n\u0131n onun ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdiyi “\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259dir ki…” adl\u0131 filmind\u0259n, (“ARBAran Media \u015firk\u0259tinin “Aranfilm” yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259rk\u0259zi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilib. Direktor \u0130qbal M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259liyev, filmin ssenari m\u00fc\u0259llifi v\u0259 rejissoru Yegan\u0259 \u018fbd\u00fclr\u0259hmanova, prod\u00fcser Nicat M\u0259mm\u0259dov, b\u0259dii r\u0259hb\u0259r Tahir Tahirovi\u00e7), “60 inci” adl\u0131 altm\u0131\u015f \u015feiri toplanm\u0131\u015f yeni kitab\u0131ndan (n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131n direktorlar\u0131 Nayma Qaramanl\u0131, F\u0259rman Q\u0259hr\u0259manov, kitab\u0131n redaktoru \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131, \u00f6ns\u00f6z m\u00fc\u0259llifi R\u00fcst\u0259m Kamal), \u015fairin f\u0259xar\u0259t dolu ad\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fadan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n (Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri “Qurtulu\u015f” q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259) s\u00f6z a\u00e7acaq, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d ad\u0131n\u0131 uca tutan, Akif S\u0259m\u0259din dostu, sirda\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 bu dostlu\u011fa sadiq qalan Uluslararas\u0131 Aktivist Sanat\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin Az\u0259rbaycan t\u0259msil\u00e7isi v\u0259 R\u0259sm Komit\u0259si ba\u015fkan\u0131 N\u0259vai Metin\u0259 minn\u0259tdar olacaq, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu u\u011furlu i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 “\u00e7ox sa\u011f ol dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r”.<\/p>\n

Bax, budur \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn zirv\u0259si! Bax budur \u00f6lm\u0259zlik!<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r deyil,<\/p>\n

b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ldir!<\/p>\n

Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m birinci yaz\u0131da fanid\u0259n \u0259b\u0259diy\u0259, alid\u0259n uluya, z\u0259rr\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 do\u011fru yol ged\u0259n v\u0259 bu yolun ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fl\u0259rini adlay\u0131b nur tapd\u0131qca \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 da o nura \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran irfan \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n daha \u00e7ox s\u00f6z a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu yaz\u0131mda is\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam boyda bir m\u0259kanda, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m, ya\u015fayacaqlar\u0131m (m\u0259chula do\u011fru olsa bel\u0259) v\u0259 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r olmayan g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k, o g\u00f6z\u0259l olmayan b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 gend\u0259n bax\u0131b g\u00f6z\u0259l olan, lakin b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rliy\u0259 genn\u0259n baxan g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259dim. El\u0259 buradaca \u015fairin “\u018fyl\u0259n” adl\u0131 g\u0259rayl\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259ni yoldan \u0259yl\u0259di:<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 yeri\u015f, bu n\u0259 nazd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Amand\u0131, ay ged\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259r, yoxsa sabahlar<\/p>\n

G\u00fcmand\u0131, ay ged\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259 can ver\u0259n ar\u0131y\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Y\u00f6n\u00fc sevdaya sar\u0131y\u0131q,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm he\u00e7 n\u0259di, ayr\u0131l\u0131q<\/p>\n

Yamand\u0131, ay ged\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259n.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131b yas\u0259m\u0259n kollar\u0131,<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b biz\u0259 qollar\u0131,<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131 getdiyin yollar\u0131,<\/p>\n

Dumand\u0131, ay ged\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259n.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bu m\u0259qamda q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259\u015f\u0259n, ruhu m\u00f6vlan olan b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairimiz M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n Akif S\u0259m\u0259d – Akif S\u0259m\u0259d poeziyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc olan bu g\u0259rayl\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259ri yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: “…Akif Ad\u0259md\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc b\u0259ri s\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n \u015feirin el\u0259 qat\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, o qat irfani ruhun yenid\u0259n \u015fahlanmas\u0131na g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xaracaqd\u0131. \u00c7\u0131xard\u0131 da!… “\u018fyl\u0259n!” des\u0259 d\u0259, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman k\u0259simind\u0259 \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox \u00f6z\u00fc idi”. El\u0259 buradaca bir n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m: irfan \u00f6z\u00fc \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq deyilmi, \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6lm\u0259zlik deyilmi? \u00d6lm\u0259zlik \u00f6z\u00fc Akif S\u0259m\u0259d deyilmi?!<\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

“\u00d6lm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r”<\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r<\/p>\n

Oxuculara m\u0259lumdur ki, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ana x\u0259ttini \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t t\u0259\u015fkil edir.<\/p>\n

Yanana \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259 kefdi,<\/p>\n

Qanana q\u0259bir d\u0259 evdi.<\/p>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sev\u0259mm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc sevdim.<\/p>\n

“\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc sevdim” fikri il\u0259 \u015fair n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir? Burada m\u0259chula ili\u015fib qalsaq da, bel\u0259 bir n\u0259tic\u0259 hasil olur: \u00f6l\u00fcm Akif S\u0259m\u0259d \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn cismin bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259si deyil, \u00f6l\u00fcm “q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc qocaltmadan” \u0259tri, qan\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fczm\u0259kdi: “Ad\u0131m Akifdi, \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u00f6z, \u00f6zg\u0259 deyil\u0259m, “s\u0259n”\u0259m, g\u0259l”! (\u00f6l\u00fcm, g\u0259l! \u0130rad\u0259 A.).<\/p>\n

Yananda \u00f6l\u00fcr, \u015feir yaz\u0131r v\u0259 o \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc (yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131) sevir. H\u0259r yazandan sonra yenid\u0259n dirilir, \u00f6m\u00fcr al\u0131r \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fir.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m, yaz \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Yaz adam \u00f6lm\u0259z, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u00f6z \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

A\u011f\u0131r s\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

Guya \u00f6l\u00fcm haqq i\u015fidi,<\/p>\n

\u00d6lm\u0259m\u0259k qorxaq i\u015fidi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 burada yatma\u011fa ged\u0259n (\u015feir yaza bilm\u0259y\u0259n, cismi torpa\u011fa qar\u0131\u015fan) Akif S\u0259m\u0259d \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 (\u015feir\u0259) son p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir:<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rs\u0259niz yoxam, deyin<\/p>\n

Ayt\u0259k batma\u011fa getdi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fc dem\u0259yin, dostlar,<\/p>\n

Akif yatma\u011fa getdi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sl\u0259\u015fmirmi, \u00f6l\u00fcm ucalm\u0131rm\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm \u015feirl\u0259\u015fmirmi burada?..<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259n, sevgi boyda uca Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri az yer tutur. Otuzunda \u0259lliy\u0259 bax\u0131b sevginin s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259k m\u0259qam\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdimi dey\u0259:<\/p>\n

P\u0259rvan\u0259 oduma g\u0259lmir,<\/p>\n

\u0130lham da dad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

Deyirl\u0259r, cavan olmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

B\u0259 niy\u0259 yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

Yaxud, \u0259ll\u0259rin, tell\u0259rin b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r olan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 (s\u00f6zl\u0259, \u015feirl\u0259) s\u00f6hb\u0259tin bir ahu telind\u0259 qar\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131ndanm\u0131 qorxurdu:<\/p>\n

\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259 qovu\u015fub titr\u0259yir, \u0259sir,<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rin b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r olan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir ahu telin\u0259 olmu\u015fam \u0259sir,<\/p>\n

Tell\u0259rin b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r olan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 q\u0131m\u0131ldayan o hiss i\u00e7ini tel-tel etdi dey\u0259, \u015fair bu m\u00f6vzudan s\u00f6z salma\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kindi:<\/p>\n

Yaz g\u0259lib, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f iyd\u0259 iyidir,<\/p>\n

Yel \u0259sdi, yamacda g\u00fcl q\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 tel q\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131na s\u00f6z “\u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n” redaktorlara yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feird\u0259 “M\u0259nim misralar\u0131m ilahi s\u0259sdi, Qumru n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sidi, Qu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sidi”, deyir v\u0259 bu qumru n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rinin, qu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rinin d\u00fcnya durduqca k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259minliyini bildirir.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“Ke\u00e7mi\u015fini unudan onu t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259hkumdur”<\/p>\n

Akif S\u0259m\u0259d poeziyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr, o, s\u00f6z\u00fc zirv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 tutan, s\u00f6z\u0259 can atanlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunu yar\u0131 yolda qoyanlardand\u0131. Eyni zamanda, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131, ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi uca tutanlardan olub. O, Qa\u00e7aq N\u0259bid\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131rmas\u0131nda N\u0259binin arvad\u0131 H\u0259c\u0259r xan\u0131m haqq\u0131nda oxucular\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259 tam zidd (Akif S\u0259m\u0259d ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa ziddiyy\u0259t adam\u0131, t\u0259zadlar \u015fairi idi) bir fikir s\u0259sl\u0259ndirir. Bu yaz\u0131dan sonra oxucu \u015fair\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259r\u0259k: “La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131, Qubadl\u0131n\u0131 alsaq, n\u0259n\u0259m H\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 b\u00f6htan atd\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259ni ora qoymaram”, – deyir. \u015eair telefondak\u0131 adama he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259st\u0259yi as\u0131r v\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Saz\u0131m ged\u0259r, s\u00f6z\u00fcm ged\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Odum ged\u0259r, k\u00f6z\u00fcm ged\u0259r,<\/p>\n

O\u011flum ged\u0259r, q\u0131z\u0131m ged\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Orda olmasam da olar.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131n \u015feirind\u0259n sonra “orda olmasam da olar” misralar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcd\u0259rkin d\u0259rinliyin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r var\u0131r ki, inkar\u0131 da a\u015faraq “H\u0259r kola t\u0259z\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131m, h\u0259r a\u011fac\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm” deyir, as\u0131lan adamlar\u00e7\u00fcn vicdan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n dar a\u011fac\u0131na (“el\u0259 adamlar as\u0131l\u0131r, dar a\u011fac\u0131 utan\u0131r!”. R\u00fcst\u0259m Behrudiy\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feird\u0259n) ac\u0131yacaq q\u0259d\u0259r, Yaradan\u0131n f\u0259xar\u0259ti, c\u0259sar\u0259ti, q\u00fcdr\u0259ti olan Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r… (“eh Yerin ba\u015f\u0131 batmas\u0131n, havay\u0131, bo\u015fa f\u0131rlan\u0131r…” Yaradan\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131na (\u0259b\u0259diy\u0259 – Yer\u0259, faniy\u0259 – biz\u0259 (insanlara) ironiyas\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Aldanma, ba\u011flar\u0131 sulu,<\/p>\n

Yer n\u0259di, g\u00f6yl\u0259rin qulu…<\/p>\n

…\u00f6z\u00fc f\u0131rlansa c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Biziml\u0259 qo\u015fa f\u0131rlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamans\u0131z, m\u0259kans\u0131z olsa da,<\/p>\n

(\u00c7ox da ki, \u015f\u0131m\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r haqqa \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bu qanlar-qadalar haqq i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

Akif\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131b, haqq a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131…)<\/p>\n

ki\u00e7ik bir duraqda l\u0259ngim\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 imkan tap\u0131r. Bu duraq zaman\u0131n dura\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bu duraqda zamana boyun \u0259y\u0259n boynu \u0259yril\u0259r dara \u00e7\u0259kils\u0259 d\u0259, g\u0259rdi\u015f q\u0131nan\u0131r:<\/p>\n

F\u0259l\u0259yin qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi kimi arvadlar,<\/p>\n

Arvad kimi ki\u015fil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259srar\u0259ngiz s\u0259mas\u0131ndan yer\u0259 enirs\u0259n bir anl\u0131q. Misralardak\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131r\u0131r f\u0259l\u0259yi s\u0259n d\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131y\u0131rsan, “F\u0259l\u0259k, qad\u0131n\u0131 ki\u015fisiz, dayaqs\u0131z qoyub qad\u0131nl\u0131qdan, ki\u015fini heysiyy\u0259tsiz, huysuz qoyub ki\u015filikd\u0259n etm\u0259” deyirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00f6vzusu \u00fcst qatda olsa da, o qata h\u0259r oxucu \u00e7\u0131xamm\u0131r. O, m\u00fcbali\u011f\u0259y\u0259, pafosa yol verm\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131nda a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, adamlar\u0131 – \u015feir yazan (na\u011f\u0131l yazan, qanun yazan) adamlar\u0131 oyatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Zaman \u00f6t\u00fcr, sular ax\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Qazan\u0131m\u0131z k\u00f6hn\u0259, pax\u0131r,<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n da\u011fa bayraq tax\u0131r,<\/p>\n

D\u00fczd\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 bir ismar\u0131\u015f da edir, – V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f olun, deyir! Burada bir m\u0259qam da diqq\u0259td\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131r, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d V\u0259t\u0259n dey\u0259nd\u0259 El\u00e7ib\u0259y deyir, El\u00e7ib\u0259y dey\u0259nd\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n deyir:<\/p>\n

T\u00fcnd-qara r\u0259ngl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 adamd\u0131…<\/p>\n

(V\u0259t\u0259ndi! \u0130rad\u0259 A.)<\/p>\n

Buluddan yuxar\u0131 duran,<\/p>\n

Tozdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 adamd\u0131.<\/p>\n

(V\u0259t\u0259ndi! \u0130rad\u0259 A.)<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bu v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259\u015fm\u0259 el\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s sevgil\u0259r s\u0131ras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, “Sarvan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra karvan\u0131 qalan…” El\u00e7ib\u0259yl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015fir…<\/p>\n

Burdan o yana s\u00f6z qalmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259ni V\u0259t\u0259n ed\u0259n o\u011fullar!<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n Akif S\u0259m\u0259d.<\/p>\n

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