{"id":32137,"date":"2019-08-24T09:00:46","date_gmt":"2019-08-24T05:00:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32137"},"modified":"2019-08-26T11:04:26","modified_gmt":"2019-08-26T07:04:26","slug":"%c9%99m%c9%99kdar-inc%c9%99s%c9%99n%c9%99t-xadimi-m%c9%99din%c9%99-gulgun-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32137","title":{"rendered":"\u018fm\u0259kdar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadimi M\u0259din\u0259 G\u00dcLG\u00dcN.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/12313533_820996244684306_2513389563413410215_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/12313533_820996244684306_2513389563413410215_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-27358\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/12313533_820996244684306_2513389563413410215_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/12313533_820996244684306_2513389563413410215_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/12313533_820996244684306_2513389563413410215_n.jpg 555w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259hid balalara<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdimi nec\u0259 deyim, vallah dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00fcsyan edim yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259, bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131ma qara sal\u0131b, qara gey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flatd\u0131lar da\u015f\u0131 da, torpa\u011f\u0131 da, ay Allah,<br \/>\nS\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131lar bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 buda\u011f\u0131 da, ay Allah.<br \/>\nBa\u011fl\u0131 qald\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 b\u0259y ota\u011f\u0131 da, ay Allah,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u0259linin \u0259lind\u0259n getm\u0259mi\u015fdi h\u0259nas\u0131,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcll\u0259yl\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 onun \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u00fcnyas\u0131.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi analar tutur o\u011ful yas\u0131, q\u0131z yas\u0131,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>Bu, zaman\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fcm\u00fc, inana bilmir\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu d\u0259rdl\u0259rin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 yen\u0259 \u0259yilmir\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131r, ey V\u0259t\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>Dayanm\u0131\u015fam k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259zarlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcr g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na g\u00f6yd\u0259 duman da, \u00e7\u0259n d\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya m\u0259n\u0259 dar g\u0259lir elimin dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>Dayanm\u0131\u015fam, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 iki damla ya\u015f m\u0259nim,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 haray salan tufan m\u0259nim, q\u0131\u015f m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259ydi bu sin\u0259m\u0259 ka\u015f m\u0259nim, \u2014<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7oxlu f\u0131dan\u0131n boy atas\u0131 vaxt\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nQu\u015flar\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri oyadas\u0131 vaxt\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00c7ox anan\u0131n kam al\u0131b, toy tutas\u0131 vaxt\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi.<\/p>\n<p>1990<\/p>\n<p>B\u0130R DAMLAYAM<br \/>\nM\u0259nim azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m dumans\u0131z s\u0259ma,<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259 dolmu\u015f t\u0259r s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259rdir.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim s\u0259ad\u0259tim bu el, bu oba,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 \u015f\u0259f\u0259q i\u00e7\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim arzular\u0131m min-min g\u0259ncliyin<br \/>\nH\u0259yat yollar\u0131nda add\u0131m s\u0259sidir.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcmidil\u0259rim ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259nin<br \/>\nBe\u015fik-be\u015fik qalxan q\u0259hq\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n<p>.M\u0259nim h\u00fcn\u0259rim d\u0259, m\u0259nim g\u00fcc\u00fcm d\u0259<br \/>\nBirlikdir, birliyin \u00f6z s\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nBu birlik e\u015fqiyl\u0259 hey zaman-zaman<br \/>\nB\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r-b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rim ana laylas\u0131,<br \/>\nAna n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r qida.<br \/>\n\u015eeirim m\u00fcjd\u0259 ver\u0259n qaranqu\u015flar t\u0259k<br \/>\nYen\u0259 qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7ur havada&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim d\u0259yan\u0259tim Tomris n\u0259n\u0259min<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 bac verm\u0259z v\u00fcqar\u0131ndand\u0131r.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim elin, elat\u0131n<br \/>\nPozulmaz and\u0131ndan, ilqar\u0131ndand\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Bir z\u0259rr\u0259 varl\u0131\u011fam, bir damlayam m\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu d\u0259rin d\u0259nizd\u0259, co\u015fqun sularda.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram, V\u0259t\u0259n, ay V\u0259t\u0259n,<br \/>\nYa\u015fasam da harda, olsam da harda.<br \/>\n1971<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015e\u0259hid balalara D\u0259rdimi nec\u0259 deyim, vallah dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, M\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00fcsyan edim yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259, bilmir\u0259m. Ba\u015f\u0131ma qara sal\u0131b, qara gey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, Bu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi. A\u011flatd\u0131lar da\u015f\u0131 da, torpa\u011f\u0131 da, ay Allah, S\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131lar bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 buda\u011f\u0131 da, ay Allah. Ba\u011fl\u0131 qald\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 b\u0259y ota\u011f\u0131 da, ay Allah, Bu \u015f\u0259hid balalar\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 deyildi. 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