{"id":32295,"date":"2019-09-06T02:00:09","date_gmt":"2019-09-05T22:00:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32295"},"modified":"2019-09-06T10:51:34","modified_gmt":"2019-09-06T06:51:34","slug":"xalq-sairi-cabir-novruz-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32295","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi Cabir NOVRUZ.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/xscn.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/xscn-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-24440\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/xscn-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/xscn-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/xscn.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Gecikmi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n gizli g\u0259lmis\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259, inan<br \/>\nBu gizli e\u015fq il\u0259 ya\u015fayaca\u011fam.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck y\u00fck\u00fc say\u0131lan,<br \/>\nGecikmi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t da\u015f\u0131yaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n<br \/>\nOnu \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni he\u00e7 zaman g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Uzaqdan g\u00f6z qoyub g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259nin,<br \/>\nSanki g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yam Allah\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f izin\u0259 s\u0259nin<br \/>\n\u018fzb\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m yollar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 k\u0259\u015ff ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m<br \/>\nS\u0259ni milyon k\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259\u015ff ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m<br \/>\n\u018frini, o\u011flunu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nR\u0259ngini, qoxunu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc ad\u0131nla ba\u015flayaca\u011fam,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc ad\u0131nla bitir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni r\u00f6yalarda axtaraca\u011fam<br \/>\nS\u0259ni x\u0259yallarda itir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n m\u0259ni he\u00e7 zaman duymayacaqsan<br \/>\nM\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc izl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l d\u0259 qoymayacaqsan,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fulacaqsan&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox olacaqsan.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevincim d\u0259 s\u0259n olacaqsan,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim k\u0259d\u0259rim d\u0259 s\u0259n olacaqsan.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259nin ad\u0131na h\u0259r saat, h\u0259r an<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 m\u0259ktublar yollayaca\u011fam.<br \/>\nS\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt fikrimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmayacaqsan<br \/>\nM\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt yad\u0131nda qalmayaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n<p>Bel\u0259c\u0259&#8230;h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 qocalaca\u011fam,<br \/>\nBel\u0259 en\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, ucalaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u00e7ib h\u0259r alovdan, ke\u00e7ib h\u0259r oddan,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259zab\u0131mdan \u015fad olaca\u011fam.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yatda \u0259n do\u011fma adam<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yaddan da yad olaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n \u00f6mr ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ayr\u0131 adamla<br \/>\nM\u0259n kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyadan s\u0259nin ad\u0131nla<br \/>\nK\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim \u00f6lm\u0259z \u015feirl\u0259rim<\/p>\n<p>Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz bu d\u00fcnyaya, balalar\u0131m,<br \/>\nSevincl\u0259rim, \u0259zablar\u0131m, b\u0259lalar\u0131m.<br \/>\nSiz g\u0259ldiniz, bilirsiniz neyl\u0259diniz?<br \/>\nO\u011ful idim, m\u0259ni ata eyl\u0259diniz.<br \/>\nQ\u0259\u015f\u0259ngl\u0259rim, kifirl\u0259rim, ke\u00e7\u0259ll\u0259rim,<br \/>\nF\u0259rman verib<br \/>\nAnama da n\u0259n\u0259 ad\u0131<br \/>\nb\u0259x\u015f eyl\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259rim.<br \/>\nA\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fd\u0131 evimizd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcz,<br \/>\nBilirsizmi n\u0259l\u0259r etdi g\u0259li\u015finiz?<br \/>\nG\u0259li\u015finiz q\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kdi dincliyim\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u0259li\u015finiz n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoydu g\u0259ncliyim\u0259.<br \/>\nSiz g\u0259ldiniz, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc unutdum m\u0259n,<br \/>\nSiz g\u0259ldiniz, &#8220;m\u0259n&#8221; s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutdum m\u0259n.<br \/>\nHara gets\u0259m indi sizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 x\u0131rda, h\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131sa \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.<br \/>\nHara gets\u0259m sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259n y\u0131\u011fsam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 t\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m bu M\u00fc\u015ffiqin, bu V\u00fcqar\u0131n, bu<br \/>\nMirz\u0259nin,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259 demir\u0259m ki, bu da m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nAnam deyir: -He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxmay\u0131rsan, o\u011ful,<br \/>\ntamam,<br \/>\nVallah, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm paltar alas\u0131yam.<br \/>\nN\u0259 el\u0259sin ax\u0131 anam,<br \/>\nOnlar m\u0259nim balamd\u0131rsa,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 onun balas\u0131yam.<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259ksiniz, h\u0259yat\u0131mla bitirmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyaya m\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 insan g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nMilyonlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda cavabdeh\u0259m<br \/>\nonlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m \u015fer dey\u0259m onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nOxusunlar a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n zaman,<br \/>\n\u00d6z o\u011flundan, \u00f6z q\u0131z\u0131ndan k\u00fcs\u0259n zaman.<br \/>\nSalam m\u0259nim Mirz\u0259l\u0259rim, V\u00fcqarlar\u0131m,<br \/>\nM\u00fc\u015ffiql\u0259rim,<br \/>\nEvimizin \u00e7\u0131raqlar\u0131 &#8211; i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131m.<br \/>\nSiz \u00f6lm\u0259zlik abid\u0259si,<br \/>\n\u018fsrl\u0259r\u0259 gedib \u00e7atan ata s\u0259si.<br \/>\nSizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u0259sib, gec\u0259 \u0259sib,<br \/>\nSoyuqlar\u0131, istil\u0259ri dilim il\u0259 yalam\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rimin m\u0259n boyundan min yol k\u0259sib,<br \/>\nSizin x\u0131rda boyunuza calam\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nArzular\u0131m, \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015far diri s\u00f6zl\u00fc, diri g\u00f6zl\u00fc<br \/>\nheyk\u0259ll\u0259rim.<br \/>\nYuxunuzdan duran zaman gec\u0259l\u0259ri<br \/>\n\u0130tirir\u0259m s\u0259tirl\u0259ri, hecalar\u0131,<br \/>\ndil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n ilham\u0131m da dild\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\nQoca n\u0259n\u0259, cavan ana \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nMirz\u0259, V\u00fcqar qoymur m\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 qulaq<br \/>\nasam,<br \/>\nKi\u00e7ik M\u00fc\u015ffiq ist\u0259mir ki, \u015fer yazam,<br \/>\nKim deyim bu d\u0259rdimi,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fck M\u00fc\u015ffiq sa\u011f olsayd\u0131 bu hal\u0131ma<br \/>\nd\u00f6z\u0259rdimi?!<br \/>\nSizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259nd alaram, bal alaram,<br \/>\nMin arzumu, ist\u0259yimi qanadaram.<br \/>\nSizi, \u0259ziz balalar\u0131m,<br \/>\nS\u0259tir-s\u0259tir b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nMisra-misra yarad\u0131ram.<br \/>\nSevincl\u0259rim, \u0259zablar\u0131m,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz-y\u00fcz susan, yaz\u0131lmayan \u015ferl\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\ncavablar\u0131m.<br \/>\nVaxt olub ki, dediyimd\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m &#8211;<br \/>\nsizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!<br \/>\nVaxt olub ki, v\u0259zif\u0259li bir al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nQaba\u011f\u0131nda dinm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!<br \/>\nBax, bu ata \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 toyunuzu ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyaya verib sizi,<br \/>\nSonra sakit,<br \/>\nSonra rahat, bu d\u00fcnyadan ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<br \/>\nBel\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdur.<br \/>\n\u00d6z s\u0259hvini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 yaza bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n sonra des\u0259l\u0259r ki, az yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r,<br \/>\nOnda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131n ortal\u0131\u011fa,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm boyu yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015ferl\u0259rim &#8211;<br \/>\ni\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131m.<br \/>\nOnda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131n ortal\u0131\u011fa,<br \/>\nMirz\u0259l\u0259rim, V\u00fcqarlar\u0131m, M\u00fc\u015ffiql\u0259rim!<\/p>\n<p>1965<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gecikmi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t S\u0259n gizli g\u0259lmis\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259, inan Bu gizli e\u015fq il\u0259 ya\u015fayaca\u011fam. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck y\u00fck\u00fc say\u0131lan, Gecikmi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t da\u015f\u0131yaca\u011fam. S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n Onu \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m S\u0259n m\u0259ni he\u00e7 zaman g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, M\u0259n s\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Uzaqdan g\u00f6z qoyub g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259nin, Sanki g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yam Allah\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f izin\u0259 s\u0259nin \u018fzb\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m yollar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n. S\u0259ni [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32295","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32295","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32295"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32295\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32309,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32295\/revisions\/32309"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32295"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32295"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32295"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}