{"id":32301,"date":"2019-09-06T08:00:20","date_gmt":"2019-09-06T04:00:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32301"},"modified":"2019-09-06T10:57:37","modified_gmt":"2019-09-06T06:57:37","slug":"%c9%99m%c9%99kdar-inc%c9%99s%c9%99n%c9%99t-xadimi-m%c9%99din%c9%99-gulgun-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32301","title":{"rendered":"\u018fm\u0259kdar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadimi M\u0259din\u0259 G\u00dcLG\u00dcN.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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* * * <\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t a\u015fiyan\u0131md\u0131r, ona sadiq qalar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm,
\nD\u0259niz t\u0259k \u00e7a\u011flayar, h\u0259rd\u0259n bulud t\u0259k dolar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u0259r tufanlara b\u0259z\u0259n, \u0259yilm\u0259z \u0259ss\u0259 d\u0259 yell\u0259r,
\n\u00c7inar t\u0259k yollar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durub say\u0259 salar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin s\u0259nsizliyin canan m\u0259ni biixtiyar etdi,
\nS\u0131n\u0131r bir ney, q\u0131r\u0131q bir saz tutub daim \u00e7alar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

U\u00e7ar qartal kimi, da\u011flar ba\u015f\u0131nda yurd salar h\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nD\u0259mad\u0259m intizar g\u00f6zl\u0259r kimi, fikr\u0259 dalar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 min-min g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259lib ba\u015f \u0259ys\u0259l\u0259r, billah,
\nYen\u0259 pak e\u015fqin\u0259, bir d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 heyran olar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Deyirl\u0259r G\u00fclg\u00fcn and i\u00e7mi\u015f, yen\u0259 sadiqdir and\u0131na,
\nBu odlar yurduna f\u0259xrim deyib, ilham alar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

K\u0130M DEY\u0130R<\/p>\n

Kim deyir bitm\u0259mi\u015f qalacaq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259m,
\nKim deyir s\u0131nacaq k\u00f6n\u00fcl tar\u0131m da.
\nEl\u0259 alovludur, odludur sin\u0259m
\nQalmaz arzular\u0131m, qalmaz yar\u0131da.<\/p>\n

Kim deyir bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm olacaq r\u00f6ya,
\nSabah unudulub ged\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n?
\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firin arzuya
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n<\/p>\n

Kim deyir… inanma h\u0259r deyil\u0259n\u0259,
\nM\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259nizin bir damlas\u0131yam.
\nYazma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z xalq\u0131m \u00f6yr\u0259tdi m\u0259n\u0259,
\nM\u0259n onun dan\u0131\u015fan, din\u0259n saz\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

Kim deyir bu g\u00fcn var, sabah yoxuq biz,
\nH\u0259r deyil\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 inanmay\u0131n ha.
\nH\u0259yat bir dal\u011fal\u0131, harayl\u0131 d\u0259niz,
\nDal\u011falar gah en\u0259r, gah qalxar \u015faha.<\/p>\n

L\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r,
\nL\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r bitm\u0259mi\u015f, l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259r.
\nSahil qumlar\u0131na s\u0259pildikc\u0259 z\u0259r
\nSular\u0131n qoynundan n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259h\u0259r d\u00fcnyaya ilkin g\u00f6z a\u00e7an
\nG\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 o\u011ful var, g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z var.
\nKim deyir qonaqd\u0131r d\u00fcnyada insan
\nBizim sabah\u0131m\u0131z, sabah\u0131m\u0131z var.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yatda da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 da\u015f qoyan k\u0259sin
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc qara da\u015fa d\u00f6n\u0259rmi deyin.
\nBu insan n\u0259f\u0259sli torpa\u011f\u0131n, \u0259rzin,
\nOdu, h\u0259rar\u0259ti s\u00f6n\u0259rmi deyin.<\/p>\n

Kim deyir bitm\u0259mi\u015f qalacaq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259m,
\n\u0130nanma, inanma h\u0259r deyil\u0259n\u0259.
\nBe\u015fikd\u0259 q\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131b, a\u011flayan k\u00f6rp\u0259
\nSanki \u015firin mahn\u0131 oxuyur m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Kim deyir bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm olacaq r\u00f6ya,
\nSabah unudulub ged\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.
\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firin arzuya
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n…<\/p>\n

CAVANLIQ<\/p>\n

Bir zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tac\u0131 olmu\u015fdun,
\nAy m\u0259ni t\u0259rk edib ged\u0259n cavanl\u0131q.
\n\u018flimin, qolumun g\u00fcc\u00fc olmu\u015fdun,
\n\u0130ndi tama\u015fa et, gend\u0259n, cavanl\u0131q.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n qanad \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n qanadm\u0131 taxd\u0131n,
\nYa k\u00fckr\u0259y\u0259n selt\u0259k m\u0259cradan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 taleyimd\u0259n bezib, dar\u0131xd\u0131n,
\nBir vida dem\u0259din n\u0259d\u0259n, cavanl\u0131q?<\/p>\n

Getdin, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin nuru azald\u0131.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir x\u0259zan f\u0259sli yaz\u0131ld\u0131
\n\u018flim \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n yaman \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc halbahal ed\u0259n cavanl\u0131q.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259fas\u0131zm\u0131 deyim, n\u0259 deyim.
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl q\u0131ran s\u00f6zm\u00fc deyim, n\u0259 deyim.
\nN\u0259 deyim, n\u0259 deyim, g\u0259lmir \u00fcr\u0259yim.
\nS\u0259n atl\u0131, piyada m\u0259n\u0259m, cavanl\u0131q.<\/p>\n

1987<\/p>\n

OLMADI<\/p>\n

G\u0259l t\u0259z\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259kil dedin, \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259k,
\nQay\u011f\u0131lar \u0259lind\u0259n macal olmad\u0131.
\nSonra ya\u015fa dolduq, yoruldu \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nO h\u0259v\u0259s olmad\u0131, o hal olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz uzunu vaxt arad\u0131q biz,
\nVaxt\u0131n karvan\u0131nda ke\u00e7di \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.
\n\u0130ndi k\u00fcl alt\u0131nda s\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259dir k\u00f6z,
\nArzuya \u00e7atma\u011fa v\u00fcsal olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z i\u015f\u0131qdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, ayaq taq\u0259td\u0259n,
\nBiz qa\u00e7a bilm\u0259dik bu h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n.
\nBir k\u00f6rp\u00fc sal\u0131nd\u0131 biz\u0259, h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n,
\nBu h\u0259qiq\u0259t oldu, x\u0259yal olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qocal\u0131q bir yandan, h\u0259sr\u0259t bir yandan
\nBizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259di, el\u0259di candan.
\nK\u0259d\u0259r k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 qap\u0131 a\u00e7andan
\nNiskilimiz \u0259mri-mahal olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Taleyin yoluna ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nN\u0259 rahatl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, n\u0259 bahar d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6yd\u0259n dolular d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nBu qovqal\u0131 ba\u015fa s\u0131\u011fal olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verdik,
\nBu bo\u015f t\u0259s\u0259llid\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259lac g\u00f6rd\u00fck?
\nAylar\u0131, ill\u0259ri bel\u0259 itirdik,
\nO sahil\u0259 ged\u0259n bir yol olmad\u0131<\/p>\n

Daha t\u0259s\u0259lliy\u0259 ehtiyac da yox,
\nQocal\u0131q d\u0259rdin\u0259 bir \u0259lac da yox.
\nCandan q\u00fcvv\u0259t d\u0259 yox, qolda g\u00fcc d\u0259 yox,
\nBu yaz\u0131 olmad\u0131, iqbal olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l bir t\u0259z\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil dedin, \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259k,
\nBir k\u00f6rp\u0259 qu\u015f \u00f6td\u00fc hey k\u00f6vr\u0259k-k\u00f6vr\u0259k.
\nHeyif ya\u015fa dolduq, yoruldu \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nN\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259s olmad\u0131, n\u0259 hal olmad\u0131,
\nO sahil\u0259 ged\u0259n bir yol olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

1989<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

* * * M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t a\u015fiyan\u0131md\u0131r, ona sadiq qalar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm, D\u0259niz t\u0259k \u00e7a\u011flayar, h\u0259rd\u0259n bulud t\u0259k dolar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u015f\u0259r tufanlara b\u0259z\u0259n, \u0259yilm\u0259z \u0259ss\u0259 d\u0259 yell\u0259r, \u00c7inar t\u0259k yollar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durub say\u0259 salar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm. S\u0259nin s\u0259nsizliyin canan m\u0259ni biixtiyar etdi, S\u0131n\u0131r bir ney, q\u0131r\u0131q bir saz tutub daim \u00e7alar k\u00f6nl\u00fcm. U\u00e7ar qartal kimi, da\u011flar ba\u015f\u0131nda yurd salar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32301","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32301","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32301"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32301\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32316,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32301\/revisions\/32316"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32301"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32301"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32301"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}