{"id":32433,"date":"2019-09-16T12:30:52","date_gmt":"2019-09-16T08:30:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32433"},"modified":"2019-09-16T14:07:38","modified_gmt":"2019-09-16T10:07:38","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-virtual-sevgi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32433","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 AYTEL.&#8221;Virtual sevgi&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/irade-aytel-ed.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/irade-aytel-ed-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-31297\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/irade-aytel-ed-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/irade-aytel-ed.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p> \t\u00dcr\u0259yi b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bayaqdan b\u0259ri az\u0131 y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 aynan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na bir d\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Dara\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yenid\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 darad\u0131. Yenid\u0259n \u0259tirl\u0259ndi. Aynadan ona boylanan uzun \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131, \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fc q\u0131za bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. Aynaya, dara\u011fa, \u0259tir\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b \u0259tli dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fczd\u00fc: &#8220;N\u0259di, bezdiniz, sevinin ki, siz\u0259 toxunan m\u0259n\u0259m&#8221; &#8211; dey\u0259r\u0259k yerind\u0259 f\u0131rland\u0131. \u018fynin\u0259 kip oturan b\u0259yaz r\u0259ngli donu m\u00fcrg\u00fcd\u0259n ay\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi &#8220;g\u0259rn\u0259\u015fdi&#8221;&#8230;<br \/>\n \tG\u00f6z\u0259l idi, \u015firin idi, cazib\u0259dar idi. Amma bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, cazib\u0259darl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ham\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. G\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259, sonra is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 baxmaq laz\u0131m idi. Bax, onda bu g\u00f6z\u0259llik q\u0259lbl\u0259ri ovsunlay\u0131r, z\u00f6vql\u0259ri ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 dar\u0131xanda, \u0259s\u0259bi olanda, h\u0259tta sevin\u0259nd\u0259 aynan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 boylan\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n \tXo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. Soru\u015fsayd\u0131lar ki, bu xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259dir, bilm\u0259z, sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u0259rdi. Amma onun xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini d\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s g\u00f6rm\u0259zdi. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259r, t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc boylanard\u0131 sevincin\u0259.<br \/>\n \tG\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc sevmirdi. Onun\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnya gec\u0259d\u0259n, Aydan, ulduzlardan, k\u00fcl\u0259yin s\u0259sind\u0259n, yarpaqlar\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan, gec\u0259 qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n v\u0259&#8230; v\u0259 \u015firin, ehtirasl\u0131 bir s\u0259sd\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi.<br \/>\n \tGec\u0259ni h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. H\u0259tta, b\u0259z\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 yalvar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, &#8220;n\u0259 olar get!&#8221;<br \/>\n \tO xo\u015fb\u0259xt gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 telefon d\u0259st\u0259yind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u015firin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar, ruhunun qidas\u0131, ya\u015fam\u0131 idi. O s\u0259si e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 sevinc, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 h\u0259rar\u0259t g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, qanadlar\u0131 var, ist\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259maya u\u00e7ar, g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 p\u0259rvaz ed\u0259r.<br \/>\n \tGec\u0259nin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r azan \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259rdi. Bu s\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259r ikisi eyvana \u00e7\u0131xar, Allah\u0131n evind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s s\u0259dan\u0131 birg\u0259 dinl\u0259y\u0259rdi. Onlara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, o s\u0259s h\u0259r ikisinin \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u0259sidir. V\u0259 onlar\u0131n q\u0259lbinin s\u0259sini b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r dinl\u0259yir.<br \/>\n \t&#8230;Yen\u0259 d\u0259 aynan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 boyland\u0131. Sevdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. Sevindi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yi d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc v\u0259 onu \u015firin, na\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyaya aparan \u00fcr\u0259yini yenid\u0259n sevdi&#8230;<br \/>\n \tSaat 23:45-i g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f v\u0259d\u0259sin\u0259 15 d\u0259qiq\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259rara g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, saat 00:00 da g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcnl\u0259r. Onlara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu saatda d\u00fcnya birc\u0259 anl\u0131q susacaq, uyuyacaq v\u0259 onlar h\u0259min birc\u0259 an\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rininki ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u015e\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fdikl\u0259ri kimi telefonlar\u0131 v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259li idil\u0259r. Qaranlqda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, el\u0259 qaranl\u0131qda da ayr\u0131lacaqd\u0131lar. H\u0259r ikisi bunun \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bils\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259min idi.<br \/>\n \tSaat 23:58-i g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259yi il\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259yi bir oldu. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini s\u0259hv salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi v\u0259 \u0259lini c\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131. Lakin, a\u00e7ma\u011fa c\u00fcr\u0259t etm\u0259di. Qap\u0131 yenid\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 qeyri-ixtiyari c\u0259ft\u0259ni burdu&#8230;<br \/>\n \tQaranl\u0131q idi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n kandar\u0131nda donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Dan\u0131\u015fmasalar da \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259r ikisi e\u015fidirdi.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Salam! &#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Salam!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; B\u0259s ev\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcrs\u0259n?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; H\u0259\u0259, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ke\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Ke\u00e7im ey, amma qaranl\u0131qd\u0131 ax\u0131, ha t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7im?<br \/>\n \tH\u0259r ikisi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bu t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r duydu. R\u00fcf\u0259t bayaqdan b\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc v\u0259 G\u00fcnaya t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f G\u00fcnay\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si hiss olunurdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p> *** <\/p>\n<p> \t\u0130kisi d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. Telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yinden R\u00fcf\u0259tin s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; G\u00fcnay!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Haycan!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; \u0130lk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yad\u0131ndad\u0131?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yad\u0131mdad\u0131!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Dey\u0259s\u0259n yuxun g\u0259lir?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yoox, niy\u0259 ki?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; S\u0259sind\u0259n hiss el\u0259dim.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Nec\u0259 ki?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; N\u0259 bilim, amma s\u0259n\u0259 deyim, yuxulu olanda s\u0259sin el\u0259 \u015firin, el\u0259 ehtirasl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini lap yerind\u0259n oynad\u0131r.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Haycaan!<br \/>\n \t &#8211; Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, oyaq olanda \u015firin deyil h\u0259 s\u0259sim?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Ay d\u0259li, bilirs\u0259nmi s\u0259sin m\u0259ni el\u0259 ovsunlay\u0131b ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015fd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259sini e\u015fidir\u0259m. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m ki, s\u0259nin s\u0259sin olmasayd\u0131 n\u0259 ed\u0259rdim.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Haycaaaaan!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t, &#8220;haycan&#8221;\u0131n da boyu \u0259m\u0259llic\u0259 uzan\u0131b. \u00d6mr\u00fcm, niy\u0259 ilk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; N\u0259 bilim, niy\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259yim g\u0259lir. Dedim: &#8220;Xan\u0131m q\u0131z, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, sizin n\u00f6mr\u0259niz m\u0259nd\u0259 var, amma bilmir\u0259m kimsiniz?&#8221; Dedin: &#8220;Siz kimsiniz ki?&#8221; Dedim: &#8220;M\u0259n R\u00fcf\u0259t\u0259m!&#8221; Bir minn\u0259tl\u0259 cavab verdin ki: &#8220;N\u0259 olsun R\u00fcf\u0259ts\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de!&#8221; Onda el\u0259 p\u0259rt oldum&#8230; Amma do\u011frudan da n\u00f6mr\u0259n telefonumda var idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259dim\u2026<br \/>\n \tG\u00fcnay R\u00fcf\u0259tin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; H\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259din, \u0259y\u0259r ki\u015fi s\u0259si e\u015fits\u0259ydin telefonu qapadacaqd\u0131n, h\u0259? Q\u0131z s\u0259si e\u015fid\u0259n kimi q\u0259rara g\u0259ldin ki, tan\u0131\u015f olasan.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; H\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259n q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz da tezc\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldun.<br \/>\n \tD\u0259st\u0259yin o ba\u015f\u0131ndan G\u00fcnay\u0131n cingiltili q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u015fidildi:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Pis, n\u0259 vaxt tan\u0131\u015f oldum? S\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti el\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131n ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m. El\u0259 bildim qohumumsan&#8230;<br \/>\n \tR\u00fcf\u0259t bir az yum\u015faq s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 daa, zarafat edir\u0259m. Amma g\u00f6rd\u00fcn d\u0259, tan\u0131\u015f olmaqda nec\u0259 mahir\u0259m?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ym\u0259, bilir\u0259m o s\u0259nin pe\u015f\u0259ndi!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; G\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259sin m\u0259ni el\u0259 ovsunlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, s\u0259ni tan\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn lap ilan\u0131 da yuvas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarard\u0131m. Yad\u0131nda, onda m\u0259n\u0259 sual verdin: &#8220;S\u0259n haradasan?&#8221; Dedim: &#8220;Bak\u0131da!&#8221; Dedin: &#8220;H\u0259, aram\u0131zda 365 km m\u0259saf\u0259 var&#8221; onda t\u0259xmin el\u0259dim ki, G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259s\u0259n. \u00c7ox sevindim, sevindim ki, s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259nc\u0259lis\u0259n.<br \/>\n \tG\u00fcnay t\u0259l\u0259sik onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; M\u0259n g\u0259nc\u0259li d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259m!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Di yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259nc\u0259li d\u00f6y\u00fcls\u0259n! &#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t d\u0259 \u201cdeyils\u0259n\u201di eyn\u0259n G\u00fcnay\u0131n l\u0259hc\u0259si il\u0259 dedi. &#8211; Onda bilmirdim ax\u0131 g\u0259nc\u0259li deyils\u0259n. Bir d\u0259 ki, n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var, G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rsan. G\u00fcnay, yad\u0131ndad\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259risi s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdum dedim: &#8220;Olar, s\u0259n\u0259 sabah da z\u0259ng edim,&#8221; el\u0259 kobud \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dedin ki: &#8220;S\u0259n m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn maraql\u0131 deyils\u0259n!&#8221; \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r demi\u015f &#8220;s\u0131nd\u0131 qol-qanad\u0131m yan\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc&#8221;\u2026<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Neyn\u0259m\u0259liydim, dem\u0259liydim ki, h\u0259 el\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m z\u0259ngin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<br \/>\n \tR\u00fcf\u0259tin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc e\u015fidildi:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Aha, dem\u0259li \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fcn z\u0259ngim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yox eee, &#8211; G\u00fcnay\u0131n s\u0259si titr\u0259di, &#8211; s\u00f6zg\u0259li\u015fi deyir\u0259m. Bird\u0259 ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni tan\u0131maq ist\u0259yirdim ax\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n \t&#8211; \u0130ndi tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Nec\u0259 ki? H\u0259, tan\u0131y\u0131ram!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; S\u0259n ki m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n, bilmirs\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259l\u0259m, ya koram.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259, el\u0259 m\u0259n koram, ya ke\u00e7\u0259l\u0259m?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Ke\u00e7\u0259l olsan \u0259lad\u0131 da, g\u00fcnd\u0259 salonlarda qalmazsan.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 daaa, R\u00fcf\u0259t!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Neyniyim ey, qaba\u011f\u0131ma el\u0259 \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259r qoydun ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n: \u015f\u0259kil ist\u0259m\u0259! H\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n telefonun MMSi ba\u011fl\u0131 qaldi. Netde yaln\u0131z yaz\u0131\u015faq! Komp\u00fcterin kamerasi m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcsd\u00fc. Sen eviniz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6z ver ki, biz t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n! Dedim o da ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259! N\u0259 edim ey &#8220;A\u011fa deyir s\u00fcr d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fcrm\u0259liy\u0259m! Qorxumdan sizin t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da basmad\u0131m.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yalan\u00e7\u0131! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259mi \u00fcnvan\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; G\u00fcl\u00fcm, dinl\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nin xarici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn \u00f6n\u0259mli deyil. M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yini g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Amma bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti d\u0259 deyim ki, daha d\u00f6zm\u00fcr\u0259m. S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Zarafat deyil, alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r tan\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bir birimizi g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik. G\u00fcnaaaay!!!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Haycaaan!!!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; S\u0259nin d\u0259 &#8220;haycan&#8221;\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr ee, g\u00fcl\u00fcm! Noolar, g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, ax\u0131 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\n \t\u018fslind\u0259 G\u00fcnay da R\u00fcf\u0259ti g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Amma qorxurdu. Qorxurdu ki, x\u0259yallar\u0131nda, arzular\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc, s\u0259sini e\u015fitdiyi, duydu\u011fu R\u00fcf\u0259ti reall\u0131qda duya bilm\u0259sin. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 R\u00fcf\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yini bildir\u0259nd\u0259 bir b\u0259han\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015firdi.<br \/>\n \tH\u0259r ikisi gec\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevirdi. H\u0259r ikisinin musiqi z\u00f6vq\u00fc, h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131, intellekti \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu gec\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n, virtual g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn reall\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evril\u0259n zaman \u00f6z m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxurdu G\u00fcnay.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Haycaaaaaan!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; A\u011fl\u0131ma bir fikir g\u0259ldi.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; S\u00f6yl\u0259.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; \u00dcr\u0259yim, s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k, s\u0259sini yan\u0131mda e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Amma qorxuram. \u0130nan\u0131rsan, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan qorxuram.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Aman Allah! Ay q\u0131z, m\u0259n s\u0259ni yem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. S\u00f6z verir\u0259m. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ndi, adam yey\u0259n\u0259m, amma s\u0259ninl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 yeyib, doyandan sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, zarafats\u0131z deyir\u0259m. Eh, g\u0259l q\u0131\u015fda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; N\u0259di, fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n ki, m\u0259n ay\u0131yam, q\u0131\u015fda yuxuda olacam, s\u0259ni yem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m?..<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Ey R\u00fcf\u0259t!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; G\u00fcl\u00fcm, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutmaq, \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259k, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\n \tG\u00fcnay \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 dedi: &#8220;Eh, R\u00fcf\u0259t b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. S\u0259nin s\u0259sini h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim yerind\u0259n atlan\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259ni ba\u011fr\u0131na basasan, ox\u015fayasan, \u00f6p\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259ni duymaq, s\u0259nin olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, R\u00fcf\u0259t!&#8221;. Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 dilin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, ke\u015fk\u0259 R\u00fcf\u0259tl\u0259 h\u0259yatda tan\u0131\u015f olub, sonra telefonla dan\u0131\u015fayd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259, onda daha asan olard\u0131. Aylard\u0131r h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdiyi, \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdiyi, dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyi, aman Allah! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259 etiraf etm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kindiyi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259diyi bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t &#8211; sevdiyi, b\u0259li, sevdiyi R\u00fcf\u0259tin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq onun\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi. O, qorxurdu. Qorxurdu ki, R\u00fcf\u0259tin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r. O, qorxurdu ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi istiliyi, h\u0259rar\u0259ti, sevgini R\u00fcf\u0259td\u0259 tapa bilm\u0259z. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t!<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Haycaaaaan!<br \/>\n \t &#8211; R\u00fcf\u0259t, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. Amma gec\u0259. Raz\u0131san?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; G\u00fcnay, n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var, t\u0259ki s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yox eee, qaranl\u0131qda. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259yim.<br \/>\n \t &#8211; G\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi ba\u011flayaq?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; H\u0259! Ya g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi ba\u011flayaq, ya da qaranlq bir yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Maraql\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259s nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Bilirs\u0259n, qaranl\u0131qda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. Bir s\u0259n ol, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n. S\u0259simizi e\u015fid\u0259k\u2026<br \/>\n \tR\u00fcf\u0259t onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi v\u0259:<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Maraql\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259simizi e\u015fid\u0259k, \u00fcr\u0259yimizin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc hiss ed\u0259k\u2026 Ay q\u0131z, demirs\u0259n, qaranl\u0131qda ba\u015fqas\u0131nnan yap\u0131\u015faram?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Ey\u2026 R\u00fcf\u0259t, raz\u0131san?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Raz\u0131yam, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, raz\u0131yam. S\u0259n nec\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259n. T\u0259ki yan\u0131mda olasan. Onda vaxt\u0131 de.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 da, R\u00fcf\u0259t, h\u0259l\u0259 indi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259k d\u0259 qals\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Noolar, he\u00e7 olmasa gec olmas\u0131n, noolar, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, dey\u0259c\u0259m h\u0259v\u0259d\u0259.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; N\u0259\u0259\u0259\u0259?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Dey\u0259c\u0259m d\u0259 vaxt\u0131.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Yox el\u0259 bil n\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015fqa s\u00f6z dedin.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Ehh, dedim dey\u0259c\u0259m h\u0259v\u0259d\u0259.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; H\u0259v\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259di?<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Y\u0259ni ki, n\u0259 vaxt.<br \/>\n \t&#8211; Oy s\u0259nin l\u0259hc\u0259nin qadas\u0131n al\u0131m. Ay k\u0259nd\u00e7i, s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u2026<br \/>\n \tS\u00fcbh azan\u0131n\u0131 birg\u0259 dinl\u0259dil\u0259r. Sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259r ikisi yata\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi \u015firin, h\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can dolu x\u0259yallar\u0131n qoynunda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131. Amma h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq x\u0259yal onlar\u0131 ovsunlaya, yuxuya apara bilm\u0259di. Q\u0259rara g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li idil\u0259r. Qorxurdular. Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n h\u0259r ikisi qorxurdu. Alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r tapd\u0131qlar\u0131 dostu, h\u0259md\u0259mi, sirda\u015f\u0131, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti, sevgini itir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxurdular.<br \/>\n \tG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6hb\u0259tini sald\u0131\u011f\u0131na R\u00fcf\u0259t pe\u015fman olmu\u015fdu. Ke\u015fk\u0259 G\u00fcnay yen\u0259 d\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fmayayd\u0131. Bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi&#8230; Amma yox, ax\u0131 o, G\u00fcnay\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, ona daha yax\u0131n olmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<br \/>\n \tH\u0259r ikisi gec yatd\u0131 h\u0259min g\u00fcn. Oyananda h\u0259r ikisi g\u00fcn\u00fcn bitm\u0259sini, gec\u0259nin g\u0259lm\u0259sini s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259di<\/p>\n<p> ***<\/p>\n<p> \tR\u00fcf\u0259tin \u0259ll\u0259ri G\u00fcnay\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda dola\u015fd\u0131qca o, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir istilik hiss edirdi. R\u00fcf\u0259t onun yan\u0131nda idi. O, R\u00fcf\u0259tin s\u0259sini e\u015fidir, n\u0259f\u0259sini duyur, sevdiyi insan\u0131n t\u0259mas\u0131n\u0131 hiss edirdi. ilk d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu m\u0259hr\u0259m hissl\u0259r onu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 arzulad\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyaya aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sakinl\u0259ri yaln\u0131z m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r idi. Sevginin qanadlar\u0131yla u\u00e7an m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r. El\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 qanadl\u0131 bir m\u0259l\u0259k idi. G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 p\u0259rvaz etdikc\u0259 ya\u015famaq, yen\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdi.<br \/>\n \tUnutmu\u015fdu h\u0259r \u015feyi.  \u00dcr\u0259yinin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidirdi: &#8220;S\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n alisis\u0259n. Do\u011fulan g\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m. Bir g\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyadan \u0259limi \u00fczs\u0259m, i\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u0259n boyda bir d\u00fcnya aparaca\u011fam \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259. S\u0259ni bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 sevdim. El\u0259 birc\u0259 anda \u0259min oldum ki, ill\u0259rdir yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim, yuxularda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm, s\u0259sini e\u015fitdiyim, duydu\u011fum o k\u0259s, m\u0259hz, s\u0259ns\u0259n. G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim s\u0259ni. \tGec\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n nicat umurdum ki, s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259tirsin, s\u0259h\u0259rim\u0259 yalvar\u0131rd\u0131m ki, gec\u0259nin qoynuna dolsun. S\u0259nin g\u0259li\u015fin m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn Ayla G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, a\u011fla qaran\u0131n, yax\u015f\u0131yla pisin \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki inam o \u00e7\u0259tinliyi h\u0259r an d\u0259f etm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, S\u0259n g\u0259ldin!&#8221;<br \/>\n \tG\u00fcnaya el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, R\u00fcf\u0259t onun q\u0259lbinin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259yir. El\u0259 eyn\u0259n h\u0259min p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 R\u00fcf\u0259t d\u0259 G\u00fcnaya s\u00f6yl\u0259yir&#8230;<br \/>\n \tTitr\u0259yirdi. Bapbalaca qu\u015fcu\u011faz h\u0259rar\u0259t\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nanda nec\u0259 tir-tir \u0259sirdis\u0259 G\u00fcnay da R\u00fcf\u0259tin a\u011fu\u015funda el\u0259c\u0259 \u0259sirdi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na toxunan h\u0259nir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, dodaqlar\u0131na, bo\u011faz\u0131na d\u0259ydikc\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131 sustal\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yi daha da \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 yax\u0131ndan e\u015fitdiyin\u0259 inanmasa da, o p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131ya s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r, b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 o h\u0259nir\u0259 t\u0259slim edirdi.<br \/>\n \tR\u00fcf\u0259tin qupquru, ipisti dodaqlar\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131na toxunduqca h\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259c\u0259n duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir gizilti, bir istilik b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bu istiliy\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyat ets\u0259 d\u0259, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f qupquru dodaqlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, lakin bu s\u0259ad\u0259tin bit\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxaraq geri \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<br \/>\n \tH\u0259r ikisi b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r idi. H\u0259r ikisi iki canda bir q\u0259lbin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fidirdi. Aylard\u0131r h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 oldu\u011fu b\u00fct\u00fcn yan\u0131nda olmas\u0131na inanmayan R\u00fcf\u0259t ona \u00e7ox ehtiyatla yana\u015f\u0131r, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 o b\u00fct\u00fcn sa\u00e7lar\u0131na, yanaqlar\u0131na, dodaqlar\u0131na, toxundurur, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n qorxaraq geri \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259ki b\u0259mb\u0259yaz almaya toxunmaqdan qorxan Ad\u0259m kimi qorxur, lakin, i\u00e7ind\u0259 ona toxunmaq arzusunun b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc alt\u0131nda q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. O, bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 \u0259min idi ki, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Tanr\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259diyi \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck nem\u0259t sevgidir. Sevgi varsa fani cisim adil\u0259\u015fir. Bax, o G\u00fcnay\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. G\u00fcnay\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin r\u0259ngi, dodaqlar\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131&#8230; o b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 hiss edir, ya\u015fay\u0131r v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt b\u0259nd\u0259si san\u0131r.<br \/>\n \tR\u00fcf\u0259t yenid\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 G\u00fcnay\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na toxundurdu. Sanki, g\u00fccl\u00fc bir cazib\u0259 onun \u0259ll\u0259rini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00e7\u0259kirdi. O, yava\u015f-yava\u015f qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 b\u00fct\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi. G\u00fcnay\u0131n sin\u0259si, yupyumuru bir c\u00fct sin\u0259 qabar\u0131, m\u00fct\u0259nasib v\u00fccudu, \u0259ynind\u0259ki kip donuna s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. R\u00fcf\u0259t d\u0259 bunu duyurdu. El\u0259 duydu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 birc\u0259 anda bu \u0259srar\u0259ngiz g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi xilas etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. V\u0259 el\u0259 titr\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rinin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fc q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259n azad el\u0259di\u2026.<br \/>\n \tArt\u0131q xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin g\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259 p\u0259rvaz ed\u0259n G\u00fcnay \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 o kip geyimd\u0259n qurtuldu\u011funa sevindi sanki&#8230; R\u00fcf\u0259tin \u0259ll\u0259ri onun b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 g\u0259zindikc\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki giziltil\u0259rin \u00e7oxald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yinin harasa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259r\u0259k onu da t\u0259l\u0259sdirdiyini hiss edirdi.<br \/>\n \tBirazdan R\u00fcf\u0259tin \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri G\u00fcnay\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda, qupquru, sopsoyuq dodaqlar\u0131nda, a\u00e7\u0131q sin\u0259sind\u0259 dolan\u0131rd\u0131. Bu \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r daha he\u00e7 yana t\u0259l\u0259smirdi.<br \/>\n \tAzan s\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259r ikisi diksindi. Telefonda oldu\u011fu kimi h\u0259r ikisi o s\u0259sin sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Dem\u0259li, ayr\u0131lmal\u0131 idil\u0259r. Birazdan onlar\u0131 ay\u0131ran s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lacaqd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p> ***<br \/>\n \tSon zamanlar telefon dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 gec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z olunmu\u015fdu. H\u0259yat yen\u0259 d\u0259 onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gec\u0259d\u0259n, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lardan ibar\u0259t idi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt idil\u0259r. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 azan s\u0259sini birg\u0259 dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ayr\u0131l\u0131r, gec\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\n***<\/p>\n<p> \t&#8230;G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin al \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckc\u0259 bir \u0259li il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6rtm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, o biri \u0259li il\u0259 yuxusunun \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Yox, dey\u0259s\u0259n \u015fip\u015firin yuxusu onu t\u0259rk etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259zirdi. Yerind\u0259 qurcaland\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovxalayaraq bal\u0131\u015fa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b sa\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 sahmanlad\u0131. El\u0259 bilki, \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131 balacalanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi &#8220;bu n\u0259dir, n\u0259 yaman narahatam, eh yerim daral\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n&#8221;. \u0130st\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b yan-y\u00f6r\u0259sin\u0259 boyland\u0131. \u00c7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bir t\u0259r\u0259fini z\u0259bt ed\u0259n qara, ar\u0131q, \u00e7ilimsiz, h\u0259m d\u0259 ona yadlardan yad olan ki\u015fini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevgi dolu aylar, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r, yan\u0131ndak\u0131 yad ki\u015finin qara q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda \u0259riy\u0259r\u0259k aln\u0131nda muncuqland\u0131.<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb onu oyadan G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 ac\u0131-ac\u0131 boyland\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dcr\u0259yi b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bayaqdan b\u0259ri az\u0131 y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 aynan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na bir d\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Dara\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yenid\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 darad\u0131. Yenid\u0259n \u0259tirl\u0259ndi. Aynadan ona boylanan uzun \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131, \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fc q\u0131za bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. Aynaya, dara\u011fa, \u0259tir\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b \u0259tli dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fczd\u00fc: &#8220;N\u0259di, bezdiniz, sevinin ki, siz\u0259 toxunan m\u0259n\u0259m&#8221; &#8211; dey\u0259r\u0259k yerind\u0259 f\u0131rland\u0131. \u018fynin\u0259 kip [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32433","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32433","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32433"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32433\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32434,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32433\/revisions\/32434"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32433"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32433"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32433"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}