{"id":32737,"date":"2019-10-03T06:00:20","date_gmt":"2019-10-03T02:00:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32737"},"modified":"2019-10-03T12:53:21","modified_gmt":"2019-10-03T08:53:21","slug":"xalq-sairi-s%c9%99m%c9%99d-vurgun-ayin-%c9%99fsan%c9%99si-ayb%c9%99niz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32737","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi S\u0259m\u0259d VUR\u011eUN.”Ay\u0131n \u0259fsan\u0259si” (Ayb\u0259niz)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ay g\u00f6z\u0259llik \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, durdu buludlarda,
\nY\u0435n\u0259 bizim ay ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131rk\u0259n buludlar da.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6z dik\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259lib baxd\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259n.
\nBu g\u00f6z\u0259llik \u0435l\u00e7isin\u0259 h\u0435yran olub d\u0435dim ki, m\u0259n:
\nN\u0259d\u0259n az-az g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n?
\nCavab\u0131mda susdu bir az.
\nSonra xumar bax\u0131\u015fil\u0259 canlar alan o s\u0259rvinaz
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 y\u0435n\u0259 baxd\u0131,
\nO dinm\u0259di\u2026 Utancaqd\u0131r\u2026
\nO b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259lbini ba\u015fqas\u0131na a\u00e7acaqd\u0131r!?
\nLakin onun sif\u0259tind\u0259 bir sol\u011funluq ni\u015fan\u0131 var,
\nM\u0259nc\u0259 onun bu d\u0259rdini d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r duyub anlar\u2026
\nD\u0435dim: susma, g\u00f6z\u0259lim Ay! D\u0435yil\u0259m ki, m\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259si!
\nM\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r \u015fadl\u0131q n\u0435yi, hicran s\u0259si.
\n\u018fz\u0259l g\u00fcnd\u0259n dolanm\u0131\u015fam y\u0435r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f;
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n gizli bu d\u00fcnyada bir sin\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6z qalmam\u0131\u015f.
\nS\u0435vin\u0259nl\u0259r, d\u0259rdl\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259r \u00f6z q\u0259lbini a\u00e7ar mana,
\nM\u0259nim varl\u0131q n\u0259f\u0259simd\u0259n torpaqlar da g\u0259l\u0259r cana,
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki insan yaranm\u0131\u015fam.
\nY\u0435n\u0259 baxd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 Ay,
\nArxas\u0131nca qo\u015fun \u00e7\u0259kib buludlar da g\u0259ldi lay-lay.
\nSonra, bir az g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi ay da bu d\u0259m;
\nO dindikc\u0259 a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131za inci d\u00fczd\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m.
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 az-az g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yim n\u0259d\u0259n siz\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lir?<\/p>\n

D\u0435dim: \u2013 \u00e7\u00fcnki bu d\u00fcnyada g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 s\u00f6z y\u00fcks\u0259lir.
\nG\u00f6z\u0259lliksiz bir s\u0259n\u0259tin n\u0259 duy\u011fusu, n\u0259 can\u0131 var.
\nO d\u0131rmalar qulaqlar\u0131, balta kimi odun yarar.
\nAy \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 y\u0435n\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026 T\u0435z a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131,
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131qland\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r kimi x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131.
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 az-az g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yim k\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fckd\u0259n ni\u015fan\u0259dir.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 bir az a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015f, bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn sirri n\u0259dir?
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 s\u0259n ki, dilbil\u0259ns\u0259n, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dinmi m\u0259ni ba\u015fa?
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 b\u0259z\u0259n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma hakim olan bir tama\u015fa
\nU\u00e7urduqca y\u0435r \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131n qanad\u0131n\u0131,
\nUnuduram h\u0259r canl\u0131n\u0131n, h\u0259r cans\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6z ad\u0131n\u0131.
\nC\u0259hal\u0259tin p\u0259nc\u0259sind\u0259 bo\u011fulduqca q\u0259lbim y\u0435n\u0259,
\nBir kor kimi boylan\u0131ram bu m\u0259nalar al\u0259min\u0259.
\nO vaxt m\u0259nim \u015f\u00fcurum da, x\u0259yal\u0131m da qa\u00e7\u0131r m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nQay\u0131q qal\u0131r f\u0131rt\u0131nada, dal\u011falara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr y\u0435lk\u0259n\u2026
\nAy y\u0435n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di\u2026 Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131daraq,
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 insan q\u0259lbind\u0259ki sad\u0259liy\u0259, safl\u0131\u011fa bax!
\nS\u0259n ki, bizim ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 \u00f6z sirrini d\u0435din m\u0259n\u0259;
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7aca\u011fam bu g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 buyur, \u015fad olaram!
\nSar\u0131laraq Ay boynuma,
\nBir g\u00fcnahs\u0131z quzu kimi g\u0259lib girdi o qoynuma.
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 m\u0259nim k\u00fcsm\u0259yimin ba\u015fl\u0131ca bir s\u0259b\u0259bi var,
\nQoy \u0435\u015fitsin bu sirrimi \u015fair olub s\u00f6z yazanlar\u2026<\/p>\n

Bilirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259m, dastanlara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ad\u0131m,
\nYarand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri ba\u011flanmam\u0131\u015f qol-qanad\u0131m.
\nBir qocaman \u015fahidiy\u0259m bu varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259z\u0259l ba\u015fdan,
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m da yo\u011frulmu\u015fdur sudan, da\u015fdan.
\n\u00c7ox g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 oba-oba, oymaq-oymaq,
\nKim ist\u0259yir bu n\u0435m\u0259ti \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259n y\u0435r\u0259 qoymaq.
\nM\u0259n do\u011fanda g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, qa\u00e7\u0131b g\u0435dir qaranl\u0131qlar,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 \u0435kiz olan bir q\u00fcvv\u0259tim, q\u00fcdr\u0259tim var.
\nM\u0259nim b\u00f6y\u00fck camal\u0131mdan ilham al\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 insan x\u0259yal\u0131 t\u0259k g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rin a\u015fiqiy\u0259m.
\nLakin bizim \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259n incimi\u015f\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fc,
\nOnlar b\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fcz g\u00f6rm\u0259yir n\u0259 g\u0435c\u0259ni, n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc.
\nOnlar \u0435l\u0259 z\u0259nn \u0435dir ki, g\u00f6z\u0259llik bir oyuncaqd\u0131r,
\nH\u0259r \u00abs\u0435vir\u0259m\u00bb d\u0435y\u0259n g\u0259nc\u0259 o da a\u015fiq olacaqd\u0131r\u2026
\n\u0415l\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259lb a\u00e7m\u0131\u015flar min bir k\u0259r\u0259,
\nM\u0259n n\u0259 d\u0435yim! N\u0259 ad v\u0435rim o \u00f6t\u0259rgi v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r\u0259?
\nOnlar bax\u0131b ilham alm\u0131\u015f yaln\u0131z m\u0259nim zahirimd\u0259n,
\nLakin onlar bilm\u0259mi\u015fdir bir n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m batild\u0259 m\u0259n.
\nOnlar m\u0259ni b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k min g\u0259lin\u0259, min d\u0259 q\u0131za,
\nArabir d\u0259 ox\u015fatm\u0131\u015flar h\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259rgi v\u0259fas\u0131za.
\nH\u0259tta b\u00f6y\u00fck Pu\u015fkin b\u0435l\u0259 bir vaxt m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r,
\nO da m\u0259ni g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131za ox\u015fatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.
\nLakin duyan olmam\u0131\u015f ki, m\u0259nim \u00f6z al\u0259mim vard\u0131r,
\nBu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 d\u00fcnya boyda q\u0259mim vard\u0131r.
\nAh, n\u0259 d\u0435yim \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259! \u00d6z d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259
\nXam at kimi t\u0259pik at\u0131b, s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131rlar y\u0435r\u0259, g\u00f6y\u0259.
\nBir d\u0435mirl\u0259r m\u0259n n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m, yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri
\nN\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bu d\u00fcnyada Ay d\u0435yil\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l p\u0259ri?!
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00f6z dastan\u0131m var, m\u0259nim d\u0259 mac\u0259ram vard\u0131r.
\nBu d\u00fcnyada mac\u0259ras\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yi da\u015f olanlard\u0131r.
\nD\u00fczd\u00fcr, insan yaranmad\u0131m, baxt\u0131m b\u0435l\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r,
\nBu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n ba\u011fr\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131 bir dumanl\u0131q, bir d\u0259 q\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.
\nLakin m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259si.
\nBir d\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 toxunmam\u0131\u015f bu dahinin xo\u015f n\u0259f\u0259si?
\nD\u00fcnya karvan yaranm\u0131\u015fsa, insan o\u011flu bir sarband\u0131r.
\nB\u0259\u015f\u0259r q\u0259lbi g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmaz, onun fikri bir \u00fcmmand\u0131r.
\nQoy \u015fairl\u0259r vurulmas\u0131n yaln\u0131z m\u0259nim camal\u0131ma,
\nBax\u0131b dastan ba\u011flas\u0131nlar bu g\u00f6z\u0259llik kamal\u0131ma!
\nAy kiriyib dayand\u0131.
\nQ\u0259lbim yand\u0131, n\u0259 yand\u0131!
\nT\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan.
\nBu g\u00f6z\u0259l sirda\u015f\u0131mdan
\n\u0130lham al\u0131b m\u0259n bu d\u0259m
\nD\u0435dim: d\u00fczs\u0259n, \u0435y s\u0259n\u0259m!
\nS\u0259nin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin var,
\nQ\u0259lbin var, dil\u0259yin var.
\nF\u0259q\u0259t, bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259
\nS\u0259n d\u0435y\u0259n d\u0259rinliy\u0259
\nAt \u00e7apmay\u0131r \u015fairl\u0259r?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015f h\u00fcn\u0259r?<\/p>\n

Ay \u00e7at\u0131b qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00abyox\u00bb – d\u0435di bird\u0259n,
\nQ\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 oynad\u0131 durdu\u011fu y\u0435rd\u0259n.
\nD\u0435di, n\u0259 d\u0435yirs\u0259n, u\u015faqsan, n\u0259dir?
\n\u0130nsan\u0131n h\u00fcn\u0259ri bir x\u0259zin\u0259dir.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259rcl\u0259s\u0259n d\u00fcnyada onu,
\nO da vaxt kimidir \u2013 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z sonu!
\nLakin bu h\u00fcn\u0259rin q\u0259drini bilm\u0259k
\nH\u0259r h\u00fcn\u0259r \u0259hlin\u0259 borc olsun g\u0259r\u0259k!
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 d\u00fcz d\u0435yirs\u0259n, ay nazl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259m!
\nHaman \u015fairl\u0259rin biri d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m\u2026
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n yaz\u0131ram b\u0259z\u0259n,
\nSonra a\u011fr\u0131 qopur \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n.
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m s\u00f6zl\u0259rim ba\u015f-ayaq vurur,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n qu\u015f y\u0435rin\u0259 da\u011f-da\u015f u\u00e7urur,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n g\u00fcl y\u0435rin\u0259 tikan d\u0435yir\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6y\u00fcn qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131na \u00f6rk\u0259n d\u0435yir\u0259m.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n a\u011f buludu yaz\u0131ram qara,
\nBax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259tkara.
\nHan\u0131 t\u0259bi\u0259tin dilini bil\u0259n? G\u00f6z\u0259l Ay!
\nQar\u015f\u0131nda utan\u0131ram m\u0259n.
\nAy y\u0435n\u0259 hirsl\u0259nib \u00abyox\u00bb \u2013 d\u0435di bird\u0259n.
\nQ\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 oynad\u0131 durdu\u011fu y\u0435rd\u0259n.
\nD\u0435di ki, insafs\u0131z olma bu q\u0259d\u0259r,
\nY\u0435n\u0259 az olsa da, s\u0259nd\u0259dir h\u00fcn\u0259r.
\nY\u0435n\u0259 s\u0259n bilirs\u0259n \u0435\u015fqin dilini,
\nM\u0259n \u015fahid tutaram \u00f6z s\u0435vgilini!
\nY\u0435n\u0259 s\u0259n s\u0435virs\u0259n bu t\u0259bi\u0259ti,
\nUcuz tutmay\u0131rsan \u015f\u0435ri, s\u0259n\u0259ti.
\nYuxulu g\u0435c\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox az yatm\u0131san,
\nM\u0259n kor d\u0435yil\u0259m ki, sa\u00e7 a\u011fartm\u0131san.
\nD\u0435yib xumarland\u0131 Ay\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,
\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131 qoynuma o g\u00f6z\u0259l p\u0259ri.
\nBaxd\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k,
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 qu\u015f kimi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k.
\nM\u0259n \u0435l\u0259 bildim ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim acd\u0131r,
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u0259b\u0259di bir \u0435htiyacd\u0131r!
\nSonra sol\u011fun \u00fczl\u00fc o d\u0259rdli s\u0259n\u0259m
\nX\u0259yala q\u0259rq oldu g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m.
\nN\u0259ys\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldamaq ist\u0259di mana,
\nLakin utanaraq \u00e7\u0259kildi yana.
\nAxd\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131na iki damla ya\u015f,
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 salamat qal! G\u0435dir\u0259m, qarda\u015f!
\n\u2013 Yox, \u2013 d\u0435dim! \u2013 Bir dayan! H\u0259l\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm var!<\/p>\n

G\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 bir dan\u0131\u015f, \u0435y nazl\u0131 nigar!
\nS\u0259n ki, yaran\u0131\u015fdan g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n b\u0435l\u0259,
\nBir dastan olmusan a\u011f\u0131za, dil\u0259,
\nAl\u0259m\u0259 s\u0259s sal\u0131r h\u00fcsn\u00fcn, camal\u0131n,
\n\u0130ndi d\u0259 bildim ki, \u00e7oxdur kamal\u0131n.
\nN\u0259dir \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki qara l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r?
\nAnlada bils\u0259ydin bunu birt\u0259h\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Ay \u00e7at\u0131b qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bird\u0259n qarald\u0131,
\nSanki g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fcnya darald\u0131.
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb s\u0435l kimi axd\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131.
\nYaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 salland\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131.
\nBuland\u0131 simas\u0131 bir d\u0259rya kimi,
\n\u00dcmidsiz, n\u0259\u015f\u0259siz bir d\u00fcnya kimi.
\nM\u0259n p\u0435\u015fiman oldum \u00f6z sual\u0131mdan,
\nO m\u0259nim hal\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb bu zaman
\nH\u0259!… d\u0435di, g\u0259lmis\u0259n m\u0259tl\u0259b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi m\u0259n\u0259 qulaq as,
\nN\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fsam onu yaz!
\nH\u0435\u00e7 sorma ki, bu n\u0259dir?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bir \u0259fsan\u0259dir.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 dan\u0131\u015f, t\u0435z dan\u0131\u015f!
\nDaha s\u0259brim qalmam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ay qald\u0131rd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131,
\nSil\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 yax\u015f\u0131 qulaq as!
\nN\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fsam onu yaz:
\nBizim d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qabaq,
\nN\u0259 mavi g\u00f6y vard\u0131, n\u0259 qara torpaq.
\nO vaxt n\u0259 h\u0259yatdan vard\u0131 bir \u0259s\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 da\u011flar, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0435\u015f\u0259l\u0259r.
\nN\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l yarpaqlar, n\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u0435\u00e7m\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r.
\nN\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t s\u00f6z\u00fc, n\u0259 hicran d\u0259rdi,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259m karvan\u0131 ax\u0131b g\u0435d\u0259rdi.
\nD\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi bir damlac\u0131q qan,
\nN\u0259 bir canl\u0131 vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 bir insan.
\nN\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259d s\u0435\u00e7kisi qoyan \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 qanl\u0131 qanunlar, n\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 bir a\u011fa vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, bir qul,
\nN\u0259 z\u0259ngin ya\u015fard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki yoxsul.
\nO vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,
\nH\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir q\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131!
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 y\u0435r \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q vard\u0131,
\nD\u00f6vran \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lib axard\u0131.
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f anam idi, m\u0259n onun q\u0131z\u0131,
\nD\u00fcnya salamlard\u0131 ilk baxt\u0131m\u0131z\u0131\u2026
\nOndan \u015f\u0259f\u0259q al\u0131b nura boyand\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n onun \u0435\u015fqil\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yand\u0131m.
\nAnam\u0131n bir ana \u00fcr\u0259yi vard\u0131,
\nO m\u0259nim boyumu \u00f6p\u00fcb ox\u015fard\u0131.
\nYan\u0131mdan g\u0435tm\u0259zdi fikri, dil\u0259yi;
\nB\u0259z\u0259n dil a\u00e7araq ana \u00fcr\u0259yi
\nD\u0435y\u0259rdi: \u2013 Ay adl\u0131 bir balam vard\u0131r,
\nO m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya ilk yadigard\u0131r.
\nM\u0259ns\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nard\u0131m onun qoynuna,
\nSal\u0131ncaq qolumu at\u0131b boynuna
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259rdim onun doyunca,
\nYorulmaq bilm\u0259zdim ill\u0259r boyunca.
\nAnam bu s\u0435vgid\u0259n min z\u00f6vq alard\u0131.
\nSonra ucald\u0131qca h\u0435y ucalard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn ax\u015fam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rin quca\u011f\u0131nda
\nAnam oturmu\u015fdu t\u0259k,
\nM\u0259ns\u0259 yax\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k
\nAcam, \u2013 d\u0435dim, \u2013 anacan!
\nOnun qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131ndan
\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc buludlar\u2026
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 Ana, d\u0435 n\u0259 var,
\nD\u0435 n\u0259 var ki, b\u0435l\u0259 s\u0259n
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n?
\nAnam \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131,
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259n qanlar axd\u0131.
\nH\u0435\u00e7 soru\u015fma, \u2013 d\u0435di, \u2013 g\u0259l!
\nBunu bils\u0259ydim \u0259vv\u0259l
\nH\u0435\u00e7 do\u011fmazd\u0131m s\u0259ni m\u0259n,
\nD\u0435y\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n
\nS\u0435ll\u0259r kimi ya\u015f t\u00f6kd\u00fc,
\nQ\u0259lbin\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.
\nM\u0259ns\u0259, d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, do\u011frusu,
\nAna, \u2013 d\u0435dim, \u2013 n\u0259dir bu?
\nM\u0259n ki, s\u0259nin h\u0259r zaman
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259m
\nN\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, n\u0259 q\u0259m.
\nS\u0259n ki, \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n b\u0259ri
\n\u015ead g\u0259z\u0259rdin g\u00f6yl\u0259ri;<\/p>\n

Tutulmazd\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131n;
\nS\u0259nin o g\u00fcl doda\u011f\u0131n
\nH\u0259r vaxt g\u00fcl\u0259rdi mana.
\nCan ana! S\u00f6yl\u0259, ana!
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, n\u0259 oldu ki, s\u0259n
\nAzad g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n
\nAyr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn? D\u0435 g\u00f6r\u0259k!
\nAnam bir ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 Bala! Qulaq as:
\nAnalar d\u0259rdsiz olmaz!
\nS\u0259n d\u0435yirs\u0259n acam m\u0259n,
\nS\u00fcd g\u0259lm\u0259yir d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nYaln\u0131zam\u2026 yoxdur \u0259rim;
\nQurumu\u015fdur d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259rim
\nAc-ac\u0131na durmaqdan.
\nAzdan-\u00e7oxdan bir zaman
\nN\u0259 y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131msa b\u00fct\u00fcn
\nY\u0435dik qurtard\u0131 bu g\u00fcn.
\nTamam bo\u015fald\u0131 anbar.
\nBirc\u0259 t\u0259kn\u0259 unum var.
\nAh, q\u0131z\u0131m! M\u0259n baxt\u0131 k\u0259m
\nO unu da bi\u015firs\u0259m
\nAc qalar\u0131q sabahdan,
\nD\u0435, n\u0435yl\u0259yim, balacan?!…<\/p>\n

Ay\u0131n bu s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259rd\u0259,
\nAs\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n bir qara p\u0259rd\u0259.
\nA\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131mda bir dar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259,
\nX\u0259yal\u0131m boyland\u0131 k\u0435\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259,
\nY\u0435n\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259liyim d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131ma,
\nBir qaya ba\u011fland\u0131 qol-qanad\u0131ma.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 canland\u0131 anam y\u0435nid\u0259n,
\nOnu min d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 xat\u0131rlasam m\u0259n,
\nMin kitab yazsam da o g\u00fcl camala,
\nY\u0435n\u0259 d\u0259 ondak\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck kamala
\nYol tapa bilm\u0259mi\u015f \u015fair q\u0259l\u0259mi,
\nM\u0259n \u015fahid tuturam b\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0259mi.
\nD\u00fcnya binas\u0131n\u0131 qoyandan b\u0259ri,
\nD\u0435, hans\u0131 dahinin x\u0259yal \u015f\u0259hp\u0259ri
\nUcala bilmi\u015fdir bar\u0131 bir k\u0259r\u0259
\nAna q\u0259lbind\u0259ki sonsuz g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259?
\nD\u0435, hans\u0131 \u015fairin m\u0259\u011frur q\u0259l\u0259mi,
\nOlsa da g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, ay\u0131n h\u0259md\u0259mi,
\nDilini bils\u0259 d\u0259 otun, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin,
\nSirrini a\u00e7sa da h\u0259r bir \u00fcr\u0259yin,
\nCana g\u0259tirs\u0259 d\u0259 cans\u0131z da\u015flar\u0131,
\nKarvana d\u00fczs\u0259 d\u0259 u\u00e7an qu\u015flar\u0131,
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb bac alsa da \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nBir d\u00fcnya qursa da min bir dil\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nX\u0259yal\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 sip\u0259r dursa da,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qoynunda \u00e7ad\u0131r qursa da,
\n\u0130nciy\u0259 tutsa da b\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0259mi,
\nD\u0435, hans\u0131 \u015fairin m\u0259\u011frur q\u0259l\u0259mi
\nAna q\u0259lbind\u0259ki d\u0259ryadan k\u0435\u00e7mi\u015f?
\nBu sonsuz, bu b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fcnyadan k\u0435\u00e7mi\u015f?<\/p>\n

Fikr\u0259 g\u0435tm\u0259yimi Ay duyar-duymaz,
\n\u015eirin s\u00f6hb\u0259tini saxlay\u0131b bir az,
\nD\u0435di ki: \u2013 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0435tdin x\u0259yala?
\nCavab v\u0435rm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n bu suala,
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 bu uzundur\u2026 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qurtar!
\nTamam dan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 mac\u0259ran var?!<\/p>\n

\u2013 B\u0259li, \u2013 d\u0435di, o vaxt m\u0259n
\nAnam\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259n
\nSarald\u0131m bird\u0259n-bir\u0259;
\nSonra bax\u0131b g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259
\nBir ah \u00e7\u0259kdim ucadan.
\nYax\u015f\u0131, \u2013 d\u0435dim, \u2013 anacan!
\nDar\u0131xma yoxsullu\u011fa,
\n\u018fvv\u0259ld\u0259n d\u0259 bollu\u011fa
\n\u00d6yr\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z.
\n\u0130ndi qalsan da yaln\u0131z,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 izin v\u0435r g\u0435dim,
\nD\u00fcnyalar\u0131 s\u0435yr \u0435dim.
\nBir ruzi tapsam, ana,
\nQovu\u015faram t\u0435z sana.
\nAnam baxd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259,
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q v\u0435rdi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 q\u0131z\u0131m, yax\u015f\u0131 yol!
\nAncaq bir az, ay\u0131q ol!
\nBir d\u0259 unutma ki, s\u0259n
\nVar\u0131m-yoxum bir s\u0259ns\u0259n!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6rtd\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131ma bir a\u011f k\u0259l\u0259\u011fay,
\nBuludlar qar\u015f\u0131mda a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 lay-lay\u2026
\nM\u0259n g\u0435tdim, arxamca su s\u0259pdi ana,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn kainat\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m s\u0435yrana.
\nK\u0435\u00e7dim g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nzar\u0131ndan,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n ilk bahar\u0131ndan.
\nGah \u0435ndim a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, gah da y\u00fcks\u0259ldim,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb bilm\u0259diyim y\u0435rl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, kainat nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015fd\u0131r;
\nS\u0259n\u0259t i\u015fl\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f y\u0435r qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.
\nBir h\u00fcn\u0259r oxunur h\u0259r \u00e7\u0435\u015fnisind\u0259n
\nAl\u0259m\u0259 baxd\u0131qca anlad\u0131m ki, m\u0259n
\nH\u0259r ki\u00e7ik z\u0259rr\u0259nin \u00f6z al\u0259mi var,
\nD\u00fcnya bir ah\u0259ngd\u0259 tutmu\u015fdur q\u0259rar\u2026
\nAz g\u0435tdim, \u00fcz g\u0435tdim, doland\u0131m y\u0435n\u0259
\nG\u0259lib yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m Y\u0435r k\u00fcr\u0259sin\u0259.
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r? D\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r, da\u011flar,
\nKahalar, daxmalar, odlar, ocaqlar\u2026
\nDuydum ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f\u0131n xo\u015f n\u0259f\u0259sini,
\n\u0415\u015fitdim ilk d\u0259f\u0259 insan s\u0259sini.
\nBu s\u0259sd\u0259 n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir l\u0259zz\u0259t varm\u0131\u015f,
\nDuyanlar daima xo\u015fb\u0259xt olarm\u0131\u015f!
\nBil ki, iliyim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259di bu s\u0259s,
\nY\u00fcz min il ya\u015fasam can\u0131mdan g\u0435tm\u0259z\u2026
\nM\u0259n onda bildim ki, \u00abyaranmaq\u00bb n\u0259dir?
\nB\u0259\u015f\u0259rsiz kainat bir viran\u0259dir.
\nBildim, insan kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck bir q\u00fcdr\u0259t
\nH\u0259l\u0259 yaratmam\u0131\u015f bizim t\u0259bi\u0259t.
\n\u00c7atd\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma onun n\u0259r\u0259si,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 da\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 o \u00e7oban s\u0259si
\nRuhuma dad v\u0435rdi ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri,
\nO vaxtdan s\u0435vir\u0259m m\u0259n bu y\u0435rl\u0259ri.
\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m insan o\u011flunu,
\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m, g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m onu,
\n\u0130lan vurmu\u015f kimi r\u0259ngim qaralar,
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc dumanlar alar\u2026
\nAy bir az dayan\u0131b sildi t\u0259rini,
\nY\u0435n\u0259 varaqlad\u0131 can d\u0259ft\u0259rini: \u2013
\nVuruldum d\u00fcnyan\u0131n o g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131na,
\nS\u0259rdim qanad\u0131m\u0131 bir da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131na.
\nDa\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 bir c\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc vard\u0131,
\nN\u0259 bilim, y\u0435r \u0259kib, y\u0435r \u015fumlayard\u0131\u2026
\n\u00c7ox dikdim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259n ona sar\u0131,
\n\u0415\u015fib sovururdu o torpaqlar\u0131;
\nQan-t\u0259r\u0259 batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni.
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 m\u0259ni
\nD\u0435di ki: \u2013 yax\u0131n g\u0259l, uzaqda durma,
\nY\u0435tim u\u015faq kimi boynunu burma!
\nBu s\u0259sd\u0259 bir b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t duydum.
\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 torpa\u011fa m\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259m qoydum.
\nC\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc dil\u0259 g\u0259lib, soru\u015fdu m\u0259nd\u0259n:
\n\u2013 D\u0435, q\u0131z\u0131m, n\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n, haral\u0131san s\u0259n?
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m birinci k\u0259r\u0259,
\nS\u0259n h\u0435\u00e7 b\u0259nz\u0259mirs\u0259n bizimkil\u0259r\u0259.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f q\u0131z\u0131 Ayd\u0131r \u00f6z ad\u0131m,
\nDaima g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u00e7ur qanad\u0131m.
\n\u0130ndis\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m Y\u0435r k\u00fcr\u0259sin\u0259.
\nC\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib dill\u0259ndi y\u0435n\u0259;
\n\u2013 Q\u0131z\u0131m! Xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n, g\u0259l \u0259yl\u0259\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259k\u2026
\nBir a\u011fac alt\u0131nda biz \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k,
\nOturduq diz-diz\u0259, c\u00fct\u00e7\u00fcs\u0259 d\u0259rhal
\nV\u0435rdi qona\u011f\u0131na b\u0435l\u0259 bir sual:
\n\u2013 N\u0259dir g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki bu q\u0259mli bax\u0131\u015f?
\nD\u0435, r\u0259ngin n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0435l\u0259 saralm\u0131\u015f?
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 yol g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 acam,
\nDo\u011frusu bir par\u00e7a y\u0435m\u0259 m\u00f6htacam.
\nC\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc bir ah \u00e7\u0259kdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m,
\n\u00d6z ba\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq bu d\u0259m
\n\u00c7\u0131xartd\u0131 bir par\u00e7a p\u0435ndirl\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, \u2013 Y\u0435! \u2013 d\u0435di, \u2013 can q\u0131z\u0131m!
\nM\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k
\nSoru\u015fdum: \u2013 bu n\u0259dir:
\nD\u0435di \u2013 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kdir!
\nQonaqs\u0131z bo\u011fazdan \u00f6tm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdir!
\nY\u0435, q\u0131z\u0131m! Bununla ya\u015fay\u0131r insan,
\nY\u0435, r\u0259ngin d\u00fcz\u0259lsin, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m acsan!
\nV\u0435rdiyi \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259n k\u0259s\u0259r\u0259k bir az,
\nDilimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259n qoyar-qoymaz
\nA\u011fz\u0131ma dad g\u0259ldi, qoluma q\u00fcvv\u0259t.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 n\u0259 \u015firindir bu g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0435m\u0259t!
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 insan \u0259li yarad\u0131r bunu,
\nBu \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ya\u015fad\u0131r insan o\u011flunu.
\nB\u0259ri bax, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n bu s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259ri?
\nBunlar\u0131n dilini tapandan b\u0259ri
\nBiz acl\u0131q s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qovmu\u015fuq \u0435vd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u0435t, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f anana x\u0259b\u0259r v\u0435r ki, s\u0259n
\nBol isti, bol i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6nd\u0259rsin biz\u0259,
\nOnlar s\u0259b\u0259b olur \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yimiz\u0259.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 b\u0259s n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6yl\u0259r m\u00fclk\u00fcnd\u0259
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k tap\u0131lmay\u0131r biz\u0259 bir g\u00fcn d\u0259?
\nAnam\u0131n istisi orda da vard\u0131r,
\nB\u0259s n\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc bir bo\u015f anbard\u0131r?
\nC\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib d\u0435di: \u2013 qulaq as!
\nG\u00f6r\u0259k bir istiyl\u0259, i\u015f\u0131qla olmaz.
\nBudur, bax, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn bu qara torpaq
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vard\u0131rsa, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k olacaq.
\nTorpaqdan s\u00fcd \u0259mir h\u0259r sar\u0131 s\u00fcnb\u00fcl,
\nTorpaqdan g\u00f6y\u0259rir h\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, h\u0259r g\u00fcl.
\nBir d\u0259 \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na yaranm\u0131r onlar,
\nTorpaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 insan g\u00f6z\u00fc var\u2026
\nBudur, bax, aln\u0131mdan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n bu t\u0259r! \u2013
\nD\u00fcnyada ac qalar t\u0259r t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r.
\nOnlar\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0435z g\u0435dir bada,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259s \u0259kdiyini bi\u00e7\u0259r d\u00fcnyada.
\nAl, sana v\u0435rir\u0259m m\u0259n bir ovuc d\u0259n,
\nApar g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bizim bu y\u0435rd\u0259n.
\nOrda \u0259linizl\u0259 s\u0259pib b\u0435c\u0259rin,
\nBir az z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kin bar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rin.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 c\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc baba, sa\u011f ol, \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol,
\nDaima k\u0435fi k\u00f6k, dama\u011f\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f ol!
\n\u0130ndi salamat qal, \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6d\u0259kdir.
\nS\u0259f\u0259rim uzand\u0131, anam da t\u0259kdir.
\nDurub c\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc baba \u00f6pd\u00fc aln\u0131mdan,
\nBildim ki, m\u0435hriban olurmu\u015f insan.
\nO d\u0435di: \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131 yol! G\u0435t, q\u0131z\u0131m, Xumar,
\nG\u0435t, anan s\u0435vinsin, pisdir intizar.
\nAncaq yoldan-izd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259,
\n\u0415htiyatl\u0131 dolan g\u0435c\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259\u2026
\nM\u0259n u\u00e7ub y\u00fcks\u0259ldim, y\u0435n\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259ldim,
\nBir zaman anam\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldim.
\nAnam s\u0435vincind\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131, bils\u0259n?
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 n\u0259 qo\u00e7aqsan, s\u0259n q\u0131z d\u0435yils\u0259n!
\nAncaq az qal\u0131rd\u0131 \u00e7atlas\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131m,
\nN\u0259 yaman g\u0435cikdin, ay a\u011fr\u0131n al\u0131m?
\nD\u0435dim ki, \u2013 s\u0259f\u0259rim xo\u015f k\u0435\u00e7di, ana!
\nG\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m insandan sana!
\nM\u0259n ona g\u00f6st\u0259rib toxumluq d\u0259ni,
\nDan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131mdan g\u0259lib k\u0435\u00e7\u0259ni.
\nDinl\u0259dikc\u0259 m\u0259ni anam \u015fad oldu,
\n\u0415htiyac d\u0259rdind\u0259n o azad oldu.
\nYor\u011fun oldu\u011fumdan yatd\u0131q g\u0435c\u0259ni,
\nS\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca oyatd\u0131 m\u0259ni.
\n\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259 tutu\u015fub q\u0131z il\u0259 ana,
\nO vaxt g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q s\u0435yrana.
\nC\u00fct\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcn v\u0435rdiyi toxumlar\u0131 biz
\nMavi g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259pdik t\u0259rt\u0259miz.
\nK\u0435\u00e7di n\u0435\u00e7\u0259 ay, y\u0435ti\u015fdi bahar,
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck? C\u00fcc\u0259rdi b\u00fct\u00fcn toxumlar \u2013
\nParlad\u0131 ulduzlar, o a\u011f s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259r,
\nYarand\u0131 al\u0259md\u0259 y\u0435ni bir \u0259s\u0259r.
\nD\u00fcnya d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdir o vaxtdan b\u0259ri
\n\u00d6l\u00e7\u00fcb bi\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259ri\u2026
\nD\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f y\u0435rini da\u011flar, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015f ilk m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r.
\nN\u0259 d\u0435yim! D\u00fcnyan\u0131n qocad\u0131r ya\u015f\u0131,
\nDaima f\u0131rlan\u0131r d\u0259yirman da\u015f\u0131.
\nN\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcy\u00fctm\u0259mi\u015f!.. Lakin ulduzlar
\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 c\u00fct\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015f yadigar.
\nOnlar d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n,
\n\u0130nsan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yinin b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n
\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc daima g\u00fcl\u0259r-g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259ndir,
\nH\u0259r ki\u00e7ik ulduzun sur\u0259ti \u015f\u0259ndir.
\nBir g\u00fcn m\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259nib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u0435yr\u0259,
\nUlduzlar m\u00fclk\u00fcnd\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131m y\u0435r\u0259.
\nH\u0259r ulduz dil a\u00e7\u0131b d\u0435yirdi: \u2013 Xumar!
\nS\u0259nin n\u0259 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin var?!
\nCamal\u0131n s\u00fcd kimi b\u0435l\u0259 d\u00fcma\u011fd\u0131r,
\nDaima s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u015f\u0259b\u00e7iraqd\u0131r.
\nG\u00f6z\u0259llik s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ruhu var s\u0259nd\u0259,
\nArabir s\u0259n biz\u0259 qonaq g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259
\nSayr\u0131\u015fan ulduzlar v\u0435rib ba\u015f-ba\u015fa
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l camal\u0131na q\u0131l\u0131r tama\u015fa.
\nDo\u011frudan calal\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr s\u0259nin!
\nNurdanm\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, s\u00f6yl\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259nin!
\nAy\u0131q g\u0259z, say\u0131q ol, g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259r sana,
\nBatar bu g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcnahs\u0131z qana.
\n\u018frk\u00f6y\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259!.. Az dolan, az g\u0259z!..
\nG\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 t\u0435z-t\u0435z g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.
\nM\u0259ns\u0259, dinl\u0259dikc\u0259 bu ulduzlar\u0131,
\nG\u00fcl\u0259rdi q\u0259lbimd\u0259 h\u00fcsn\u00fcn v\u00fcqar\u0131.
\nQol-qanad a\u00e7ard\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fcn do\u011frusu,
\nH\u0259r bir yaranm\u0131\u015f\u0131n arzusudur bu.
\n\u0130st\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l olsun b\u00fct\u00fcn canl\u0131lar;
\nG\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259 var.
\n\u00c7irkin yaranm\u0131\u015flar \u00e7ox vaxt d\u0259rdl\u0259n\u0259r\u2026
\nG\u00f6z\u0259llik \u0435\u015fqind\u0259n yaranm\u0131\u015f s\u0259h\u0259r!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ay\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdim bir anl\u0131q,
\nD\u0435dim \u2013 \u00e7irkinl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fma art\u0131q;
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 onlardanam, \u00f6z aram\u0131zd\u0131r\u2026
\nAy d\u0435di: \u2013 g\u00f6z\u0259llik d\u0435diyim q\u0131zd\u0131r.
\nQoy q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcn kimi g\u00fcls\u00fcn,
\nKi\u015finin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259rdlik t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn.
\nYox, \u2013 d\u0435dim, \u2013 yolda\u015f Ay! S\u0259hv \u0435l\u0259yirs\u0259n,
\nQol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m bu fikrin\u0259 m\u0259n.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259rz\u0259 v\u0435r\u0259r \u015faird\u0259n q\u0131zlar,
\nD\u0435y\u0259r d\u00fcz yazmay\u0131r bizi s\u0259n\u0259tkar.
\nD\u0435y\u0259r h\u0259yat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaranm\u0131\u015f\u0131q biz,
\nH\u00fcn\u0259rdir \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00f6z\u0259lliyimiz!
\nT\u0259bi\u0259t d\u0435yir ki, lal\u0259 yanaqlar,
\nVur\u011funun d\u0435diyi yaqut dodaqlar
\nG\u0259ldi-g\u0435d\u0259r olur qoca d\u00fcnyada;
\n\u00c7ox \u015firin olsa da, t\u0435z g\u0435dir bada.
\nQ\u0131zlar dil a\u00e7ar ki: \u2013 z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k bir az,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259llik s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn kamal\u0131ndan yaz!
\nYoxsa qa\u015f\u0131n b\u0435l\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 b\u0435l\u0259,
\nAmand\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259 \u0435l\u0259,
\nN\u0259 bilim, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n, a\u011fz\u0131 g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nM\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n, p\u0259ris\u0259n, d\u00fcnyada t\u0259ks\u0259n\u2026
\nArt\u0131q bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin k\u00f6hn\u0259ldi vaxt\u0131,
\n\u0130ndi g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin ba\u015fqad\u0131r taxt\u0131.
\nBu taxtda n\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259k, n\u0259 d\u0259 p\u0259ri var,
\nBu taxta \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir a\u011fl\u0131 olanlar.
\nBir m\u0259l\u0259k olsa da a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z b\u0259\u015f\u0259r,
\nY\u00fcz illik h\u00f6rm\u0259td\u0259n bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r!
\nAy bax\u0131b, s\u00fckuta g\u0435tdi bu d\u0259f\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi g\u00f6yl\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259.
\n\u2013 H\u0259!.. \u2013 d\u0435di, o zaman s\u0435vin\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n
\nK\u0435\u00e7dim g\u0259lin kimi g\u00f6yl\u0259r m\u00fclk\u00fcnd\u0259n.
\nG\u00fcv\u0259nib h\u00fcsn\u00fcm\u0259 x\u0435yli y\u00fcks\u0259ldim,
\nSonra \u00f6z anam\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldim.
\nO bax\u0131b boyuma, s\u0435vindi y\u0435n\u0259,
\nS\u0435vindi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259.
\nAy k\u0435\u00e7di, il k\u0435\u00e7di, y\u0435n\u0259 boy atd\u0131m,
\nBir zaman g\u0259linlik ya\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7atd\u0131m.
\nYaz\u0131q ki, \u00e7ox g\u00f6rd\u00fc vaxt bunu biz\u0259,
\nF\u0259lak\u0259t yaz\u0131ld\u0131 tal\u0435yimiz\u0259.
\nBu vaxt bir ah \u00e7\u0259kdi Ay sin\u0259sind\u0259n,
\nTitr\u0259di varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m onun s\u0259sind\u0259n.
\nN\u0259 yaz\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0435yim bu d\u0259rd\u0259 dair?
\nG\u00f6z\u0259llik a\u011flarsa, g\u00fcl\u0259rmi \u015fair?
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 n\u0259 f\u0259lak\u0259t? G\u0259l dan\u0131\u015f bir-bir,
\nBizim ki, q\u0259lbimiz ayr\u0131 d\u0435yildir!
\nY\u0435n\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259ldi Ay\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,
\nBax\u0131b davam \u0435tdi o \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qara g\u0259lmi\u015f bir g\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nBizim g\u00f6yl\u0259r m\u00fclk\u00fcnd\u0259
\nOturmu\u015fdu anam t\u0259k,
\nQolunu \u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k,
\nO, x\u0259mir yo\u011fururdu.
\nBir na\u011f\u0131l olsa da bu,
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t var s\u0259sind\u0259,
\nAnam\u0131n d\u00f6vr\u0259sind\u0259
\nHoppan\u0131rd\u0131m pi\u015fik t\u0259ki\u2026
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n ki,
\nQ\u0131z tayfas\u0131 \u015f\u0131ltaq olar;
\nAnam d\u0435di: \u2013 b\u0259sdir, Xumar!
\nG\u0259l dola\u015fma \u0259l-aya\u011fa.
\nM\u0259n anam\u0131 qoyub la\u011fa,
\nGah at\u0131ld\u0131m, gah da d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\nBird\u0259n-bir\u0259 m\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
\nD\u0259ydim onun sa\u011f qoluna,
\nAc\u0131q g\u0259ldi bu s\u0259hv ona.
\n\u00d6z y\u0435rind\u0259n anam durdu,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 bir sill\u0259 vurdu
\nO, x\u0259mirli sa\u011f \u0259lil\u0259.
\nG\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131 bil\u0259-bil\u0259,
\nS\u00f6z d\u0435m\u0259yib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m.
\nBuludlardan k\u0435\u00e7ib a\u015fd\u0131m.
\nK\u00fcsd\u00fcm yaz\u0131q tal\u0435yim\u0259,
\nO d\u0259rdimi bu g\u00fcn d\u0435m\u0259!
\nA\u011fr\u0131d\u0131qca \u00fcz\u00fcm d\u0259m-d\u0259m,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u0259rd, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 q\u0259m
\n\u00c7ox a\u011flad\u0131m s\u0259rin-s\u0259rin
\nQuca\u011f\u0131nda f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin.
\nAh, n\u0259 d\u0435yim! O sill\u0259d\u0259n
\nYaral\u0131yam bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u0259n.
\nDo\u011frusunu d\u0435s\u0259m \u0259g\u0259r,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259ki bu l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r
\n\u00d6z anamdan yadigard\u0131r,
\nG\u00f6r n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rdim vard\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q zor v\u0435rdi ana q\u0259lbin\u0259,
\n\u2013 G\u0259l! \u2013 d\u0435yib, yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 y\u0435n\u0259.
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim yum\u015fald\u0131 bir az,
\n\u00d6vlad\u0131n k\u00fcsm\u0259yi \u00e7ox uzun olmaz.
\nBar\u0131\u015fd\u0131q\u2026 O m\u0259ni qucaqlayaraq,
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 ind\u0259n b\u0435l\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 bax!
\nBird\u0259n n\u0259 oldusa, r\u0259ngi sarald\u0131,
\nAnam bir da\u015f kimi y\u0435rind\u0259 qald\u0131.
\nSonra q\u00fcvv\u0259tini y\u0131\u011f\u0131b bir t\u0259h\u0259r,
\nBa\u011f\u0131rd\u0131: \u2013 l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r! Qara l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r!
\nM\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0435yr\u0259tl\u0259ndim, s\u00f6z\u00fcn do\u011frusu,
\nD\u0435dim n\u0259 olmu\u015fdur? N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r bu?
\nAnam\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131b g\u00f6ll\u0259ndi,
\nSonra sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolub dill\u0259ndi!
\n\u2013 Can bala! \u018fll\u0259rim yan\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm bu d\u00fcnyada g\u00fclm\u0259sin bir g\u00fcn!
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 iraq candan! N\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nAnam ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, g\u00fcnahkaram m\u0259n;
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r qara l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r\u2026
\nBir mat\u0259m \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc g\u0435yindi s\u0259h\u0259r.
\nAh, \u0259lim qurusun!
\n\u2013 D\u0435dim: \u2013 a\u011flama!
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 q\u0259lbimi s\u00f6k\u00fcb da\u011flama!
\nN\u0259 olmu\u015f? \u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 l\u0259k\u0259mi qald\u0131?
\nAnam \u00e7iraq kimi bird\u0259n qarald\u0131,
\nDayana bilm\u0259yib g\u0435tdi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n;
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q m\u0259hv olarsa ana g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nG\u00fclm\u0259z ki, d\u00fcnyada \u00f6vlad\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc!
\nG\u0435c\u0259d\u0259n s\u0435\u00e7ilm\u0259z onun g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc.
\nSonra yaz\u0131q anam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi,
\nD\u0259rdli sin\u0259sind\u0259n bir ah y\u00fcks\u0259ldi.
\nBa\u011fr\u0131na basaraq m\u0259ni o zaman
\n\u00c7\u0435\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r yaratd\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan.
\nO bir quzu kimi yalay\u0131b m\u0259ni
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m yusun l\u0259k\u0259ni.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 axd\u0131qca onun g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259n qan g\u0435tdi, h\u0259rl\u0259ndi ba\u015f\u0131.
\nBax\u0131b balas\u0131na h\u0435y yana-yana
\nD\u00f6nd\u00fc ana q\u0259lbi o g\u00fcnd\u0259n qana\u2026
\nAylar, ill\u0259r boyu a\u011flad\u0131 b\u0435l\u0259,
\nDizin\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u00f6yd\u00fc \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259.
\nYaz\u0131q ki, sonuncu p\u0435\u015fiman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q
\nBir fayda v\u0435rm\u0259yir biz\u0259 apa\u00e7\u0131q\u2026
\n\u0130ndi do\u011frusunu s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259m \u0259g\u0259r,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn qara l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r
\nBil ki, \u00f6z anamdan bir yadigard\u0131r,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck faci\u0259m vard\u0131r!..<\/p>\n

Ay susdu, yol \u00e7\u0259kdi q\u0259mli g\u00f6zl\u0259ri.
\nDoldu \u015fairliyin k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u0259ft\u0259ri\u2026
\nX\u0259yala q\u0259rq oldu \u0259limd\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m;
\nBir anl\u0131q s\u00fckuta g\u0435tmi\u015fdi al\u0259m.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 n\u0259 d\u0259rdliymi\u015f bu q\u0259mli dastan!
\nM\u0259n yaz\u0131m, oxusun, \u0435\u015fitsin insan.
\n\u0130st\u0259r ana olsun, ist\u0259rs\u0259 ata!
\nB\u0259z\u0259n \u0435htiyats\u0131z, ki\u00e7ik bir xata
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck faci\u0259l\u0259r yarad\u0131r d\u0435m\u0259k!
\nSonra \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259kir \u00fcr\u0259k!
\nAy durub y\u0435rind\u0259n g\u0435tm\u0259k ist\u0259di,
\nSonra bax\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259: \u2013 izin v\u0435r, \u2013 d\u0435di, \u2013
\nG\u0435dim \u00f6z y\u0435rim\u0259, anam da t\u0259kdir.
\nD\u0435dim: \u2013 bir az dayan, s\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6d\u0259kdir.
\nS\u0259n d\u0435yib qurtard\u0131n, indi qulaq as!
\n\u015eair\u0259 d\u0259rd a\u00e7an davas\u0131z qalmaz.
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259fsan\u0259 var imi\u015f s\u0259nd\u0259!..
\nS\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fan zaman yaz\u0131rd\u0131m m\u0259n d\u0259.
\n\u0130ndi qulaq as ki, oxuyum sana,
\n\u018fzb\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0435rimi, s\u00f6yl\u0259 anana.
\nOxuyub qurtard\u0131m dastan\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n,
\nQona\u011f\u0131m \u015fad oldu buna \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n.
\nSonra g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib g\u00f6yl\u0259r g\u0259lini,
\nUzatd\u0131 \u0259lim\u0259 isti \u0259lini.
\nD\u0435di: \u2013 yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri,
\n\u018flim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259mi\u015f insan \u0259ll\u0259ri\u2026
\n\u00c7ox zaman \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 can atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259 min \u00fcr\u0259k\u2026
\nAla bilm\u0259mi\u015fl\u0259r k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6pm\u0259mi\u015f bir insan h\u0259l\u0259.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 h\u0435yranam \u00f6z xilq\u0259tim\u0259,
\nBu d\u00fcnya v\u00fcqarl\u0131 t\u0259bi\u0259tim\u0259.
\nF\u0259q\u0259t, bil, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bu dastanla s\u0259n
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 q\u0259lbim\u0259 min h\u00f6km \u0435dirs\u0259n.
\nAy bu son s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc utancaq d\u0435di,
\n\u018fyilib aln\u0131mdan \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259di.
\nYox! \u2013 d\u0435dim, \u2013 g\u00f6z\u0259l Ay! H\u0259l\u0259 dayan bir!
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ayr\u0131lsaq daha g\u00f6z\u0259ldir\u2026
\nU\u00e7du g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 o dilb\u0259r sona.
\nO g\u0435tdi, m\u0259n baxd\u0131m h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ona.
\nAzac\u0131q k\u0435\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r,
\nG\u0435ydi al donunu yaqut \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r.
\nX\u0259z\u0259r bu aynayd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc l\u0259k\u0259siz,
\nAy\u0131ld\u0131 yuxudan q\u0131z\u0131m Ayb\u0259niz.
\nM\u0259n bas\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131ma bu ay\u00fczl\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nBu \u015firin dillimi, \u015f\u0259k\u0259r s\u00f6zl\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nD\u0435dim ki: \u2013 Ayb\u0259niz! O Aya b\u0259nz\u0259,
\nDaima saf ya\u015fa, daima t\u0259z\u0259!..<\/p>\n

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Ay g\u00f6z\u0259llik \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, durdu buludlarda, Y\u0435n\u0259 bizim ay ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131rk\u0259n buludlar da. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6z dik\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259lib baxd\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259n. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259llik \u0435l\u00e7isin\u0259 h\u0435yran olub d\u0435dim ki, m\u0259n: N\u0259d\u0259n az-az g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n? Cavab\u0131mda susdu bir az. Sonra xumar bax\u0131\u015fil\u0259 canlar alan o s\u0259rvinaz G\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 y\u0435n\u0259 baxd\u0131, O dinm\u0259di\u2026 Utancaqd\u0131r\u2026 O b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259lbini ba\u015fqas\u0131na a\u00e7acaqd\u0131r!? Lakin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32737","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32737","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32737"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32737\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32742,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32737\/revisions\/32742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32737"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32737"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32737"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}