{"id":32780,"date":"2019-10-04T01:00:29","date_gmt":"2019-10-03T21:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32780"},"modified":"2019-10-04T08:14:29","modified_gmt":"2019-10-04T04:14:29","slug":"eldar-n%c9%99sib-sibiryel-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32780","title":{"rendered":"Eldar N\u0259sib S\u0130B\u0130RYEL.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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DUYAN OLSA<\/p>\n

Misra-misra \u00fcr\u0259k sancar sin\u0259md\u0259,
\nEl\u0259 sanma a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00fcz\u00fcll\u0259m.
\n\u00d6mrun-g\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 \u015feh kimi,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin yana\u011f\u0131na d\u00fcz\u00fcll\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131ndan ah\u0259ng al\u0131b bu n\u0259bzim,
\nTufan olsa dal\u011fas\u0131yam d\u0259nizin.
\nQayalar\u0131n s\u0259rtliyind\u0259n, \u0259zizim,
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131t\u0259k damc\u0131-damc\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcll\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir v\u00fcsal\u0131n g\u00fcneyind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm var,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 onun zirv\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm var,
\nBu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259nim birc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm var,
\nDuyan olsa bir bax\u0131\u015fdan sezill\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Arzular\u0131m, duy\u011fular\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r.
\nQara bulud g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi tez \u00f6t\u0259r.
\nH\u0259d\u0259find\u0259n yay\u0131nsa da n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,
\nD\u0259y\u0259r bir g\u00fcn h\u0259d\u0259fin\u0259 s\u00f6z g\u00fcll\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Daha m\u0259ni x\u0259yal\u0131na g\u0259tirm\u0259,
\nYollar\u0131nda, izl\u0259rind\u0259 bitirm\u0259,
\nDem\u0259dimmi, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, m\u0259ni itirm\u0259,
\nTapammazsan axtarsan da y\u00fcz iln\u0259n.<\/p>\n

1980<\/p>\n

SANK\u0130 BU \u015e\u018fH\u018fRD\u018f
\nQ\u018fR\u0130B B\u0130R S\u018fS\u018fM<\/p>\n

Sanki bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259rib bir s\u0259s\u0259m
\nYatm\u0131r aya\u011f\u0131ma yollar, s\u0259kil\u0259r.
\nSanki \u00f6z duy\u011fuma bir da\u015f q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259m
\nEy tanr\u0131m, yaz\u0131qd\u0131r m\u0259nim t\u0259kil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131qd\u0131r, yadl\u0131\u011fa uyu\u015fmur bir an,
\nSoyuq divardan da do\u011fmal\u0131q g\u0259zir.
\nYoxsa h\u0259r yet\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan,
\n\u015e\u0259n t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm umur, xo\u015f q\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259zir?!<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 bu ya\u011fan qar\u0131n?
\nOnun da yer\u0131n\u0259 yoxsa caz ya\u011f\u0131r?!
\nBurdak\u0131 barlar\u0131n, restoranlar\u0131n
\n\u00c7\u0131lpaq d\u0259hlizind\u0259n ehtiras ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

R\u0259ngli dodaqlarda siqar k\u00f6z\u0259rir,
\nDill\u0259r dil a\u00e7sa da, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r dinmir.
\nM\u00fcst\u0259ri axtaran \u00e7\u0131lpaq dizl\u0259rin,
\nA\u00e7\u0131q sin\u0259l\u0259rin say\u0131 bilinmir.<\/p>\n

Burda sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin isin\u0259,
\nDondurar e\u015fqini soyuq \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r.
\nB\u00fcllur q\u0259d\u0259hl\u0259rin cingiltisin\u0259,
\nBir ucdan zuy tutur s\u0259rxo\u015f g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

O kimdir? \u2013 sevgisi ba\u015f\u0131na darm\u0131?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n oxunur \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki.
\nH\u0259r kim olur- olsun , f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131r,
\nQ\u0131zm\u0131\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nini soyutsun t\u0259ki.<\/p>\n

Don vurmu\u015f nar kimi \u00e7atlayar ba\u011fr\u0131
\nBurda saf arzunun, t\u0259miz niyy\u0259tin.
\nBizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za k\u00fcl \u0259l\u0259, tanr\u0131m
\nBe\u015fiyi burasa m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin.<\/p>\n

1991, Moskva<\/p>\n

BU SEVG\u0130<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n,
\nDey\u0259rdim \u00e7\u0259tin ki, s\u00f6n\u0259 bu sevgi.
\nDa\u011f\u0131n\u0131q, p\u0259ri\u015fan fikirl\u0259rimi
\nSalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir s\u0259mt\u0259, y\u00f6n\u0259 bu sevgi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259n se\u00e7ilmi\u015f idi,
\n\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 zirv\u0259l\u0259r ki\u00e7ilmi\u015f idi,
\nUlduzlar \u0259ynin\u0259 bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f idi,
\nTaled\u0259n t\u00f6hf\u0259ydi m\u0259n\u0259 bu sevgi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259rdi sora\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kt\u0259k a\u00e7ard\u0131 mara\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn.
\nDey\u0259rdi-s\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma, m\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn
\nGah aya, gah da ki g\u00fcn\u0259 bu sevgi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r sa\u00e7\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc onun,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6z suyuna \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi onu,
\nAy da i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc onu,
\nQ\u0259nimdi dumana, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 bu sevgi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259ti bit\u0259si imi\u015f,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcv\u0259t\u0259k did\u0259si imi\u015f.
\nQ\u0259fil g\u0259ldiyit\u0259k ged\u0259si imi\u015f,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n, g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n dem\u0259 bu sevgi.<\/p>\n

1981<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

DUYAN OLSA Misra-misra \u00fcr\u0259k sancar sin\u0259md\u0259, El\u0259 sanma a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00fcz\u00fcll\u0259m. \u00d6mrun-g\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 \u015feh kimi, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin yana\u011f\u0131na d\u00fcz\u00fcll\u0259m. Da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131ndan ah\u0259ng al\u0131b bu n\u0259bzim, Tufan olsa dal\u011fas\u0131yam d\u0259nizin. Qayalar\u0131n s\u0259rtliyind\u0259n, \u0259zizim, G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131t\u0259k damc\u0131-damc\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcll\u0259m. Bir v\u00fcsal\u0131n g\u00fcneyind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm var, H\u0259l\u0259 onun zirv\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm var, Bu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259nim birc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm var, Duyan olsa bir bax\u0131\u015fdan sezill\u0259m. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32780","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32780","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32780"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32780\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32787,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32780\/revisions\/32787"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32780"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32780"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32780"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}