{"id":32821,"date":"2019-10-08T07:00:18","date_gmt":"2019-10-08T03:00:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32821"},"modified":"2019-10-08T09:05:19","modified_gmt":"2019-10-08T05:05:19","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-is-v%c9%99-issa-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32821","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”\u0130\u015f v\u0259 \u0130\u015f\u015fa” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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“G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi”nin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi can\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdi. Qollar\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda iki qanad yeri g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi. N\u0259 vaxtsa qanadlar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bacarm\u0131rd\u0131… Ya yadda\u015f\u0131 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ya da he\u00e7 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n qanadlar\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259s, o, ya\u015f\u0131l-boz da\u011flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n nec\u0259 u\u00e7mu\u015fdu? Bura nec\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131? Bu susuzluqdan cadar-cadar olmu\u015f torpaqda onun n\u0259 i\u015fi vard\u0131?<\/p>\n

Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b sa\u011f \u0259lini aln\u0131na qoydu, \u00fcf\u00fcq\u0259 do\u011fru baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Burnuna g\u0259l\u0259n yan\u0131q qoxusuna t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Birinci add\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 idi; el\u0259 bil ayaqlar\u0131 onun g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hesablanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r g\u00fcc verdiyind\u0259 qab\u0131r\u011falar\u0131 dart\u0131l\u0131r, \u015fidd\u0259tli a\u011fr\u0131dan di\u015fl\u0259rini q\u0131cay\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130kinci add\u0131m\u0131 birincid\u0259n az a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 oldu… \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc… D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc… Ki\u015fi on \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc add\u0131m\u0131 atanda uzaqdan \u00e7\u0131xan nar\u0131nc\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yan\u0131q iyi d\u0259 getdikc\u0259 k\u0259skinl\u0259\u015firdi.<\/p>\n

…Ki\u015fi boz torpaq y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yal\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qoyanda qab\u0131r\u011falar\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131 x\u0259fifl\u0259mi\u015fdi. O, bu a\u011fr\u0131ya m\u0259tan\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc… D\u00f6zm\u0259liydi… Ax\u0131, ki\u015fi idi! \u0130ndi nar\u0131nc\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f-mavi alovdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00fcz\u00fc alova t\u0259r\u0259f dayanan qad\u0131n\u0131 da… Qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 qanad q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131. O, bu q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 didi\u015fdirir, alova at\u0131r, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yir, uzun \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki r\u0259qsind\u0259n xo\u015fhallan\u0131rd\u0131. Ki\u015fi ir\u0259li add\u0131mlay\u0131b qad\u0131nla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayand\u0131. Qad\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00fcrkd\u00fc, qanad q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 didi\u015fdirm\u0259yi bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dayand\u0131rd\u0131. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ki\u015finin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131. Ki\u015fi onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndak\u0131 r\u0259ngar\u0259ng alovun odunda b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n \u015firinl\u0259\u015fdiyini hiss etdi… \u018fzalar\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u0259rilm\u0259nin s\u0259b\u0259bini beyninin i\u00e7ind\u0259 axtarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bacarmad\u0131… \u018flini qarn\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131na uzatd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki sonuncu qanad par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 alovun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259 h\u00fcn\u0259rl\u0259 atd\u0131 ki… O, \u00f6z qalibiyy\u0259tind\u0259n m\u0259st olmu\u015fa b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Ki\u015finin g\u0259ril\u0259n \u0259zalar\u0131na zidd olaraq onun b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fc yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131… Sanki indic\u0259 ki\u015finin k\u00f6r\u00fck kimi qalx\u0131b-en\u0259n burun p\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n isti s\u0259hra k\u00fcl\u0259yi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b onu ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa qarsalayacaqd\u0131… Qad\u0131n qarsalanmaq ehtimal\u0131ndan xoflanan kimi oldu, lakin tezc\u0259 d\u0259 sonunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ki\u015finin qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na atd\u0131…<\/p>\n

…Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, Lusiferin kitab\u0131nda Gehenna d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn alovlar\u0131 a\u011f-mavi, t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc nar\u0131nc\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib… V\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra qad\u0131n alovu unudub, ki\u015fi is\u0259 bunu onun yad\u0131na salmaqdan ehtiyat edib. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t odsuz ya\u015fay\u0131b. \u0130nsan o\u011flunun odla bar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 unutma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7ox sonra olub…<\/p>\n

…Ki\u015fi tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 gil\u0259meyv\u0259l\u0259ri sol ovcuna y\u0131\u011fd\u0131, bird\u0259f\u0259lik a\u011fz\u0131na tullay\u0131b \u00e7eyn\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 ovcunu yen\u0259 doldurdu. Yen\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b \u0259lini a\u011fz\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Bir anl\u0131\u011fa bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 donuqla\u015fd\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yumdu. Ovcundak\u0131 gil\u0259meyv\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 baxa-baxa ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahland\u0131rd\u0131. Sa\u011f \u0259lini sol ovcuna dayaq edib ehtiyatla qad\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Qad\u0131n tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bitki k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015fa s\u00fcrt\u00fcr, torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ki\u015fi ovcundak\u0131 gil\u0259meyv\u0259ni onun a\u011fz\u0131na t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 mar\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, \u0259lind\u0259ki bitki k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fc. Nisb\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck hiss\u0259ni ki\u015fiy\u0259 uzatd\u0131…<\/p>\n

…Ki\u015fi sarma\u015f\u0131qlardan h\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259d\u0259ki qu\u015fun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 baxa-baxa qald\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 bu c\u00fcr qu\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc; uzun l\u0259l\u0259kli, h\u0259r l\u0259l\u0259yi d\u0259 ba\u015fqa r\u0259ngd\u0259. Qu\u015fu bo\u011fub \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259li g\u0259lm\u0259di. Onu h\u0259r iki \u0259liyl\u0259 ehmalca g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259madak\u0131 birc\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7im buluda tutdu, qu\u015fu buraxd\u0131. Qu\u015f mavi s\u0259man\u0131n \u0259nginliyind\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. Ki\u015finin \u0259ll\u0259ri uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6y\u0259 uzal\u0131 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n uzaqdan ki\u015fiy\u0259 bax\u0131r, onun bu duru\u015funu diqq\u0259tl\u0259 izl\u0259yirdi. Sol \u0259liyl\u0259 dik\u0259l\u0259n qarn\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, sa\u011f \u0259liyl\u0259 qarn\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131na b\u00fcr\u0259l\u0259diyi \u0259ncir yarpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qurumu\u015f sapla\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259fil tutan sanc\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131 dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur etdi. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 hiss etdiyi n\u0259f\u0259sk\u0259sici sanc\u0131 azca avaz\u0131yan kimi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ki\u015fiy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tutub ulad\u0131. O, bu ulart\u0131n\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r boyunca \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Bir boz qurdun t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259si yams\u0131lamaqla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u0259kliyini v\u0259 bu t\u0259klikd\u0259n nec\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259 qorxdu\u011funu anlatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131, qad\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r add\u0131mda i\u00e7ind\u0259ki qorxusu b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, qad\u0131n\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi. \u018fslind\u0259, aylard\u0131r qad\u0131n\u0131n az-az \u015fi\u015f\u0259n qarn\u0131na bax\u0131r, bunun niy\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Arada \u00f6z qarn\u0131n\u0131n da n\u0259 vaxtsa \u015fi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yini ehtimal edirdi. “B\u0259s, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, niy\u0259 ikisinin d\u0259 qarn\u0131 eyni vaxtda \u015fi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi? Niy\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n qarn\u0131 ondan qabaq \u015fi\u015fmi\u015fdi? Yoxsa, bu, qad\u0131n\u0131n ondan daha \u00fcst\u00fcn oldu\u011funun g\u00f6st\u0259ricisi idi? B\u0259lk\u0259, do\u011frudan da, qad\u0131n ondan g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr?”. Fikirl\u0259r ki\u015fini \u00e7ox yorurdu… Bu yor\u011funluqdan qa\u00e7\u0131b qurtulma\u011fa yer tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131… \u0130ndi is\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n haray\u0131na \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259yirdi. O da ulart\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259klikd\u0259n qaynaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi…<\/p>\n

…Qad\u0131n bir o\u011flan do\u011fmu\u015fdu. Ki\u015fi u\u015fa\u011fa baxd\u0131qca heyr\u0259td\u0259n b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri gen\u0259lirdi. Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni, aylard\u0131r bu balaca insan qad\u0131n\u0131n qarn\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ymi\u015f? Yax\u015f\u0131, bu hardan girib ora? Niy\u0259 girib? Sonra qad\u0131n\u0131n qarn\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259dric\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Dem\u0259li, bu u\u015faq \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 balaca imi\u015f, lap balaca. Sonra az-az b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. O, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n qarn\u0131 \u015fi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b… Ki\u015fi \u00f6z k\u0259\u015ffind\u0259n xo\u015fhallan\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. Amma bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131da k\u0259sdi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Baxd\u0131qca da, onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015farl\u0131qlar tap\u0131rd\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u0259nin qarn\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u00e7ik \u00e7\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131; bu balaca onun bir par\u00e7as\u0131 idi! Onun balacas\u0131 idi! Ki\u015fi \u0259lini u\u015fa\u011fa do\u011fru uzatd\u0131. Ehtiyatla barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131na toxundurub geri \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n q\u0131nay\u0131c\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 ki\u015fiy\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Onun \u0259lini geri \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015fdi. \u015e\u0259stl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ki\u015finin quca\u011f\u0131na uzatd\u0131. Ki\u015fi iki \u0259liyl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ehmalca g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 t\u00fckl\u00fc sin\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f dik\u0259ldi, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. \u0130ki\u0259lli u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc s\u0259maya do\u011fru uzatd\u0131… Amma, u\u015faq r\u0259ngar\u0259ng qu\u015f kimi u\u00e7ub getm\u0259di, balaca barmaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 ki\u015finin ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131ndan b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ki\u015fi anlad\u0131 ki, bu barmaqlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onun barma\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 qalacaq… N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, o, \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yib, balaca onu buraxmayacaq. Ki\u015finin \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi azca b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, dizl\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259fif titr\u0259rti ke\u00e7di. Lakin o, t\u0259p\u0259rini itirm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. D\u0259rk etdi ki, y\u0131x\u0131lsa, balacas\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 da\u015fa-torpa\u011fa b\u0259rk d\u0259yib a\u011fr\u0131yacaq.<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131… S\u00f6z bu torpa\u011fa g\u0259ldiyi ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc ki\u015finin yad\u0131na sald\u0131. K\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki g\u00f6yn\u0259rtinin xatir\u0259si d\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131verici idi. Sad\u0259c\u0259, bu d\u0259f\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259yi yox, el\u0259 bil \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Qorxa-qorxa u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Orda qanad yox idi! Ki\u015fi sevincini qad\u0131n\u0131na bildirm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdi; dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131b b\u00fct\u00fcn di\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Sin\u0259sind\u0259n bir “ah” qopdu, ard\u0131nca da h\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131. Qad\u0131n ki\u015finin sevincinin s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00e7oxdan anlam\u0131\u015fa b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. O da g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259ki sevinc \u015f\u0259lal\u0259sin\u0259 hiyl\u0259g\u0259rlik lili d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

…Ki\u015fi anlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, etdiyi g\u00fcnah do\u011fum sanc\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn do\u011fulma\u011f\u0131na az qal\u0131b… B\u0259lk\u0259 bir add\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 iki barmaq… Qad\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki quru \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi da\u015f oyu\u011fundak\u0131 suyun i\u00e7in\u0259 ovxalay\u0131r, \u0259ndi\u015f\u0259yl\u0259 ki\u015fini s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 boz t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirirdi. G\u00fcn a\u011faranda o\u011flu evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn boz t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri a\u015facaq, ya\u015f\u0131l da\u011flar\u0131n zirv\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq, atas\u0131n\u0131n haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131 tapacaq, h\u0259yat a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n meyv\u0259sind\u0259n qopar\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k… Atas\u0131 da o meyv\u0259d\u0259n yeyib aya\u011fa qalxacaq v\u0259 bir daha \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn do\u011fulmas\u0131n\u0131 iztirabl\u0131 intizarla g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n

Amma g\u00fcn \u00e7oxdan boz t\u0259p\u0259nin ke\u00e7\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7atsa da, o\u011fuldan x\u0259b\u0259r yox idi. Qad\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k qurusu qatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 suyu ovuclay\u0131b ki\u015finin boynuna-bo\u011faz\u0131na s\u00fcrtd\u00fc. \u0130ki\u0259lli onun ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ovxalama\u011fa giri\u015fdi. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f hiss edirdi ki, ki\u015finin ayaqlar\u0131 \u0259linin alt\u0131nda soyuyur… O bu soyuqluqdan qorxurdu… Q\u0131\u015fda, qar ya\u011fanda onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 buz k\u0259sirdi. O q\u0259d\u0259r olmu\u015fdu ki, bir \u0259liyl\u0259 \u0259rinin, o biri \u0259liyl\u0259 o\u011flunun ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ovxalay\u0131b isitdiyi. Onda soyuq ayaqlar \u0259linin alt\u0131nda isinirdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 ayaq h\u0259min ayaq, \u0259l h\u0259min \u0259l idi. B\u0259s niy\u0259 getdikc\u0259 buza d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc? Qad\u0131n qorxurdu… T\u0259k qalmaqdan qorxdu\u011fu kimi he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 indiy\u0259d\u0259k… V\u0259h\u015fi heyvanlar, tikanl\u0131 kollar, qar u\u00e7qunlar\u0131, aylarla ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n sar\u0131-boz \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131ll\u0131 torpaq; he\u00e7 n\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259 onu t\u0259klik q\u0259d\u0259r qorxutmurdu…<\/p>\n

Ki\u015finin bo\u011faz\u0131ndak\u0131 x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 bil kims\u0259 onun n\u0259f\u0259sinin ucundan tutub can\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Qad\u0131n gah g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7ma\u011fa taq\u0259ti qalmayan ki\u015fiy\u0259, gah da boz t\u0259p\u0259nin arxas\u0131na gizl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yava\u015f-yava\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 en\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcmidi \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fdi; o\u011flu h\u0259r an \u0259lind\u0259 h\u0259yat meyv\u0259si t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n en\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131rda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rdi…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn t\u0259p\u0259nin arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259ndi, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir s\u00fcz\u00fcml\u00fck ayr\u0131l\u0131b t\u0259p\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 cilv\u0259l\u0259ndi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bu vaxtlarda t\u0259p\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi r\u0259ng olurdu. Qad\u0131n boynunu ir\u0259li uzad\u0131b t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131. B\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri par\u0131ldad\u0131; o\u011flunun qaralt\u0131s\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131rda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… Qad\u0131n ki\u015fini silk\u0259l\u0259di ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7s\u0131n. Ki\u015fi qad\u0131n\u0131na hay verm\u0259k ist\u0259di, kirpikl\u0259rini t\u0259rp\u0259tdi, amma g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7ammad\u0131. Qad\u0131n azca dik\u0259ldi. O\u011flunun \u0259lind\u0259ki h\u0259yat meyv\u0259sini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259birsizl\u0259nirdi…<\/p>\n

O\u011ful \u0259libo\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fdi… O, atas\u0131n\u0131n son \u00fcmid yerini – h\u0259yat a\u011fac\u0131 bit\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131n yolunu tapmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Qad\u0131n iki \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutub h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcr, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 gah \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, gah o\u011flunu g\u00fcnahland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131… Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t el\u0259mirdi; bird\u0259n o\u011flu onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r, h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r… Ax\u0131, o, he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00fcnahs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u0259kar\u0259tini pozan kimi xat\u0131rlanmaq ist\u0259mirdi. \u018fksin\u0259, ist\u0259yirdi ki, qad\u0131n b\u0259kar\u0259ti m\u0259sumlu\u011fun simvoluna \u00e7evrilsin… Bu arzusunun ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk qurban\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fdi; ki\u015finin qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 oda at\u0131b yand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, odu l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259mi\u015fdi… Bundan sonra olacaqlar\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259b\u0259di olaraq \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ki\u015finin sa\u011f qab\u0131r\u011fas\u0131na do\u011fru uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi son d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rin bir n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b susdu… Daha n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259di… \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn do\u011fum an\u0131nda o, qad\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sin\u0259sini ir\u0259li verdiyini, o\u011fluna da m\u0259hz bunu miras buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi… Vicdan\u0131 h\u0259r yana\u011f\u0131nda bir gil\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi… Yava\u015f-yava\u015f bu damc\u0131lar da unudulacaqd\u0131…<\/p>\n

…\u0130\u015f v\u0259 \u0130\u015f\u015fan\u0131n insanl\u0131\u011fa qoydu\u011fu miras \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r, bir d\u0259 h\u0259yat a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n meyv\u0259sini axtarmaq oldu… O g\u00fcn-bu g\u00fcnd\u00fcr o\u011ful na\u011f\u0131la d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f C\u0259nn\u0259t ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 sonunda g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alman\u0131 axtar\u0131r… Bu almalardan biri d\u00fcnya xalqlar\u0131n\u0131n folklorundak\u0131 “sehrli alma”ya d\u00f6n\u00fcb… M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259di q\u0131rx ar\u015f\u0131n quyunun dibin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bu alma idi. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir ki, M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d h\u0259yat\u0131n “a\u011f qo\u00e7-qara qo\u00e7” nizam\u0131n\u0131 da ancaq quyunun dibind\u0259 d\u0259rk edib… Na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n sonundak\u0131 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlik is\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259ridir…<\/p>\n

\u0130kincisi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 assasinl\u0259rin (ismayillil\u0259rin) \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fct\u0259sdiq \u00fcsuludur. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 onlar b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 h\u0259yat almas\u0131n\u0131n yerini bildikl\u0259rin\u0259, onu b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259td\u0259n qoruduqlar\u0131na inand\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc alma is\u0259 \u00e7oxdan yeyilib… Onu \u0130\u015f\u015fa di\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi… \u0130\u015f d\u0259 \u00f6z pay\u0131n\u0131 yemi\u015fdi. Amma \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc alma h\u0259yat\u0131n sonu yox, \u0259vv\u0259li \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xammal idi; insan\u0131n \u0259m\u0259l\u0259g\u0259lm\u0259 prosesind\u0259ki insan vasit\u0259\u00e7iliyi \u0130\u015f\u015fan\u0131n ilk di\u015fl\u0259yind\u0259n sonra meydana \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… \u00d6vlad – ikinci \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcr… \u00d6vladdan \u00f6vlada, \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck qazanan da h\u0259yat a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc idi!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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