{"id":32872,"date":"2019-10-12T08:00:39","date_gmt":"2019-10-12T04:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32872"},"modified":"2019-10-12T08:32:00","modified_gmt":"2019-10-12T04:32:00","slug":"sair-publisist-%c9%99li-rza-x%c9%99l%c9%99fli-bir-cinar-hekay%c9%99ti-xatir%c9%99-poema-ixtisarla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32872","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair-publisist \u018fli Rza X\u018fL\u018fFL\u0130.”Bir \u00e7inar hekay\u0259ti” (Xatir\u0259-poema) \u0130xtisarla"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Araz a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131nda yeri g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n,
\nYadda\u015f\u0131n bir \u00e7inar hekay\u0259ti var.
\nAx\u015famda, s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n
\nU\u015faql\u0131q \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u0259man\u0259ti var.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131nda q\u00fcrurlu \u00e7inar,
\nDayanar buda\u011f\u0131, qolu s\u0131nsa da.
\nDonar, yadda\u015f\u0131nda bir Araz donar,
\nH\u0259r iki sahild\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n yansa da.<\/p>\n

Yolub sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259r\u0259 verib,
\n\u015eapalaq yarpaqlar \u0259l\u0259m-\u0259l\u0259mdi.
\n\u00dcmid bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259ribd\u0259n-q\u0259rib.
\n\u0130nam qara geymi\u015f d\u0259rdli q\u0259l\u0259mdi.<\/p>\n

Bab\u0259kin vurulmu\u015f qollar\u0131 sayaq,
\nBudaqlar q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259, olanlar\u0131 birb\u0259bir sayaq;
\nG\u00f6r\u0259k, hans\u0131 olay nec\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?<\/p>\n

Deyir\u0259m bu d\u00fcnya he\u00e7 bel\u0259 getm\u0259z,
\nYadda\u015f yuxular\u0131n \u00e7in olma\u011f\u0131 var.
\nDem\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qov\u011fas\u0131 bitm\u0259z
\nHaqq\u0131n-\u0259dal\u0259tin can alma\u011f\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

…Babama dost olan, atama sirda\u015f,
\n\u015e\u0259k\u0259r\u0259li \u0259mi yax\u015f\u0131 ki\u015fiydi.
\nH\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc xatir\u0259, k\u0259lm\u0259si yadda\u015f,
\nK\u0259ndd\u0259 xeyir \u0259m\u0259l onun i\u015fiydi.<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f q\u0131l\u0131q dan\u0131\u015f\u0131q, s\u00f6z\u00fc b\u00fct\u00f6vd\u00fc,
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n \u015firin-\u015f\u0259k\u0259r g\u00fclm\u0259yi vard\u0131.
\nXo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r dilind\u0259 sovqatd\u0131, sovdu
\nPis s\u00f6z\u00fc dilind\u0259n se\u00e7ib qovard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7mi\u015fi i\u015ftahla \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259y\u0259rdi,
\n\u018flind\u0259 yediyi d\u00fcrm\u0259yi kimi.
\nQism\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015f qoyar, boyun \u0259y\u0259rdi
\nHaqq\u0131 nizam\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u0259yi kimi.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 atama xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r dedi:
\n\u015e\u0259r daban g\u00f6st\u0259rsin, g\u00fcls\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259rin.
\nQism\u0259t m\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kdi, ist\u0259k yeridi.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi \u00e7\u0131rtlas\u0131n sevin\u0259nl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

Getdim Haraylana… o\u011fluna de ki,
\nAd\u0131na, b\u0259xtin\u0259 bir \u00e7inar \u0259kdim.
\nBoy at\u0131b b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn o \u00e7inar t\u0259ki
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259 ki, taxt\u0131na bir a\u011f yol \u00e7\u0259kdim.<\/p>\n

Min doqquz y\u00fcz \u0259lli \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ili
\nZaman yola sal\u0131r… pay\u0131z\u0131, q\u0131\u015f\u0131…
\nBir insan \u0259linin xeyir \u0259m\u0259li
\nBir g\u00fcn qada sovar, k\u0259s\u0259r qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259k\u0259r\u0259li \u0259mi ill\u0259r uzunu,
\n\u018fkdiyi \u00e7inara m\u0259ni tay tutdu.
\nAraz a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fckut buzunu
\nQ\u0131ran xatir\u0259l\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259 “toy tutdu”.<\/p>\n

\u015eirvan bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dumduru suyu,
\n\u00c7inar\u0131n boyunu, soyunu sevdi.
\nQism\u0259tim b\u0259xtim\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131nan toyu
\nTaleyim bu toyda “oyunu” sevdi.<\/p>\n

Oxatan b\u00fcrc\u00fcnd\u0259, ilan ilind\u0259,
\nBir bulaq ba\u015f\u0131na \u0259kildi q\u0259l\u0259m.
\nTanr\u0131 d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259, m\u0259l\u0259k \u0259lind\u0259
\nBir tifil b\u0259xtin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi q\u0259l\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O\u011ful ad\u0131nad\u0131 – bitsin, g\u00f6y\u0259rsin,
\n\u015e\u0259k\u0259r\u0259li \u0259mi bir \u00e7inar \u0259kdi.
\nQundaqda inl\u0259y\u0259n tifil n\u0259 bilsin,
\nO, \u00e7inar \u0259k\u0259n g\u00fcn tale d\u0259rd \u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Evimiz h\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u0259, \u00e7inar d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259
\nBax\u0131b q\u00fcrurumla qo\u015fa durard\u0131m.
\nOdlu g\u0259ncliyimi g\u00fcd\u00fcb b\u0259r\u0259d\u0259
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 pusqu qurard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00c7inar\u0131n g\u00f6vd\u0259si boyu, buda\u011f\u0131,
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131mda g\u0259zdi.
\nAc\u0131 xatir\u0259si bir a\u011fr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131mda g\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n \u015e\u0259k\u0259r\u0259li \u0259mi qolumdan tutub
\n\u018fkdiyi \u00e7inara bax\u0131b \u00f6y\u0259rdi.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn axar\u0131nda yolumdan tutub
\nB\u0259lk\u0259, yadda\u015f\u0131ma nax\u0131\u015f d\u00f6y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Do\u011fuldum, sevindi uru\u011fum, tir\u0259m,
\nOn d\u00f6rd g\u00fcn\u00fc qalm\u0131\u015f pay\u0131z qar\u0131nda.
\nDil a\u00e7d\u0131m dil tapam, q\u0259lbin\u0259 gir\u0259m,
\nBo\u011fuldum h\u0259yat\u0131n caynaqlar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Xeyir \u0259m\u0259l ki\u015fi bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda
\nBir \u00e7inar q\u0259l\u0259mi sancm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yer\u0259.
\nBir q\u0259l\u0259m tutan\u0131n \u00f6z yadda\u015f\u0131nda
\n\u0130ndi a\u011flar qal\u0131b o da\u011f, o d\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259rdi ki, s\u0259n olan g\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nBir ulduz yan\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nDan \u00fcz\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nB\u0259xtim\u0259 yozmu\u015fdu suyun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6b\u0259yimi k\u0259s\u0259n S\u0259n\u0259m n\u0259n\u0259nin
\nDill\u0259ri Araza tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259ni.
\n\u00dcy\u00fcn\u0259r a\u011fz\u0131nda bu d\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259nin
\nAraz a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131yla \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fda pilt\u0259 tutan Z\u00fclf\u00fc n\u0259n\u0259m d\u0259
\nQurbani pirin\u0259 n\u0259zir apar\u0131r.
\n\u0130ndi karxana var da\u011fl\u0131 sin\u0259md\u0259
\nYadda\u015f q\u0259lp\u0259-q\u0259lp\u0259 qaysaq qopar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rin qov\u011fas\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc yedi,
\nBilm\u0259dim o \u00e7inar nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.
\nTaleyim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc-g\u00fclm\u0259di,
\nAln\u0131ma yaz\u0131ld\u0131 \u00e7inar \u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259 min d\u0259rdin g\u00fcll\u0259ri bitdi,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bula\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259zab i\u00e7dikc\u0259.
\nH\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 inamdan bir z\u0259rr\u0259 itdi
\nS\u0131n\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7dikc\u0259.<\/p>\n

…M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 Xan \u00c7inar adl\u0131,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 yaz\u0131lmayan bir kitab yatar.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn dan \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n yol g\u0259l\u0259n atl\u0131
\nG\u00fcn kimi do\u011fular, Ay kimi batar.
\n***
\nBu gec\u0259 yuxumda \u00f6pd\u00fcm yollar\u0131,
\nXaraba yurdlar\u0131 Araz boyunca.
\nB\u0259d\u0259nsiz ba\u015flar\u0131, k\u0259sik qollar\u0131
\nS\u0131xd\u0131m quca\u011f\u0131ma, s\u0131xd\u0131m doyunca.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131mca gedirdi \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fullar,
\n\u00c7inar o\u011fullar\u0131n boyunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\nBitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259zdi burda na\u011f\u0131llar,
\nSonunda almalar oyunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Bizi i\u00e7imizd\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran s\u0259s\u0259
\n\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259, qol-qola haray ver\u0259k biz.
\n\u015e\u0259hid o\u011fullarla n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259,
\nZaman\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k biz.<\/p>\n

Arzunun, ist\u0259yin dil\u0259yi g\u00fcls\u00fcn,
\nAraz\u0131 yol bil\u0259k V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131.
\nQ\u0259z\u0259bin tufan\u0131 t\u00fc\u011fyana g\u0259lsin,
\nDa\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n, s\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn bu d\u0259rd hasar\u0131.
\n***
\nV\u0259t\u0259nin sin\u0259sind\u0259,
\nD\u0259rd yarpa\u011f\u0131 saralar,
\n\u00dcmidl\u0259rin s\u0259sind\u0259
\nN\u0259f\u0259s yanar, qaralar.<\/p>\n

Dedim s\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259r,
\n\u00dcmidim x\u0259zan oldu!
\nSoraq salar g\u00f6y \u0259r\u0259r,
\nArzular n\u0259 tez soldu…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259,
\n\u0130nam g\u00f6y da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\nV\u0259d\u0259siz k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259
\nBir \u00e7\u0131raq yand\u0131, s\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\n***
\nH\u0259mya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m \u00e7inar t\u0259ki boy verib
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 bit\u0259n d\u0259rdin a\u011fac\u0131.
\nUcal\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259rib, Ay d\u0259rib,
\nV\u00fcsal adl\u0131 meyv\u0259sind\u0259n bar ac\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6vd\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259yidi haras\u0131,
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259k-k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u0259yril\u0259nib budaqlar.
\nQab\u0131q-qab\u0131q, qaysaq-qaysaq yaras\u0131
\nDa\u011f-da\u011f olub boy g\u00f6st\u0259rir bu da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir g\u00fcn\u00fcm f\u0259sil sora\u011f\u0131,
\nYarpaq-yarpaq, dil\u0259k-dil\u0259k saralar.
\nOxunmad\u0131 bu kitab\u0131n vara\u011f\u0131
\nTap\u0131lmad\u0131 bu d\u0259rdim\u0259 \u00e7aralar.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc tutduq, c\u0259ng arad\u0131q, n\u0259 fayda?
\nM\u0259n q\u0259ml\u0259ri, q\u0259ml\u0259r m\u0259ni \u00f6tm\u0259di.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259nd\u0259, v\u00fcsal qal\u0131b o tayda
\nHa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, haray\u0131ma yetm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Buda\u011f\u0131na, meyv\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131ram,
\nA\u011fr\u0131-a\u011fr\u0131, yara-yara bar\u0131 var.
\nB\u0259xtim g\u00fcl\u00fcr, d\u0259rd selind\u0259 ax\u0131ram,
\nDeyin kimin m\u0259nim kimi var\u0131 var?!
\n***
\nB\u0259xtim\u0259 \u0259kil\u0259n \u00e7inar qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\nG\u00f6vd\u0259l\u0259r, budaqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.
\nM\u0259nim \u00f6m\u00fcr pay\u0131m – kitab yadda\u015f\u0131m,
\nQ\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259r, varaqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yadda\u015f tufan\u0131ndan ya\u011far bir dolu,
\nTaparam xatir\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131, kolu…
\nOt-alaf bassa da \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131, yolu,
\nA yollar, yolaqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ula, ulama\u011f\u0131n can\u0131mdan ke\u00e7sin,
\nS\u0259sin qana d\u00f6ns\u00fcn, qan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7sin.
\nA\u011fz\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015f qurdum yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7sin,
\nK\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259n ocaqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O da\u011f da, d\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259lsin,
\nYerisin qol-qola, qoy k\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259lsin.
\nDirilsin da\u015f-qaya, bu s\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259lsin,
\nA batm\u0131\u015f soraqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131mda a\u011f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k – g\u00fcl\u00fcm g\u0259tir\u0259r,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 yansam, k\u00fcl\u00fcm g\u0259tir\u0259r.
\nS\u00f6z\u00fc dilim-dilim dilim g\u0259tir\u0259r,
\nSin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 da\u011flar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Qu\u015f kimi s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b ke\u00e7diyim sallar,
\nB\u0259l\u0259ni q\u0131y tutan t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r, yallar.
\nSevgim\u0259 \u015fahids\u0259n \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00e7allar,
\nA g\u00fcnl\u0259r, a \u00e7a\u011flar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131mda dolanan, yanan e\u015fm\u0259s\u0259n,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi bu yol \u00fcst\u0259 de\u015fm\u0259 s\u0259n.
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dolan \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259s\u0259n,
\n\u00d6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm bulaqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim qaral\u0131b tora d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259,
\nXal-xal \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yara d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259.
\nDil\u0259yim, ist\u0259yim tara d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259,
\nSoyuqlar, sazaqlar, g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni bir alag\u00f6z q\u0259bir g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,
\nDa\u015f\u0131nda yaz\u0131lan s\u0259bir g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.
\nNe\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 yadda\u015f bir-bir g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,
\nQara \u00fcst\u0259 a\u011flar, g\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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