{"id":32925,"date":"2019-10-16T03:00:17","date_gmt":"2019-10-15T23:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32925"},"modified":"2019-10-16T10:14:56","modified_gmt":"2019-10-16T06:14:56","slug":"sair-publisist-%c9%99kb%c9%99r-qosali-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=32925","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair-publisist \u018fkb\u0259r QO\u015eALI.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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* * *<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n biziydik orda \u2013
\nO kafe, o masada.
\nBu g\u00fcn iki g\u0259nc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nbizim masam\u0131zdaca
\nvermi\u015fdil\u0259r ba\u015f-ba\u015fa.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, el\u0259 q\u0131sqand\u0131m,
\nist\u0259dim i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259m, s\u0259s salam…
\nAncaq
\ndem\u0259diyin s\u00f6z\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131\u0131m…
\nV\u0259 \u0259n yeyin add\u0131mla
\nuzaqla\u015fd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n qald\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n masada qald\u0131,
\nKor c\u0259rrah b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131 \u2013
\nXatir\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Guya neyn\u0259mi\u015fdik ki?
\nS\u0259n \u00f6z telinn\u0259n oynad\u0131n,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim m\u0259nn\u0259n oynad\u0131.
\nH\u0259r t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm ed\u0259nd\u0259,
\n\u00e7\u00f6k\u0259ldi g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcz\u00fcn
\nv\u0259 m\u0259n zal\u0131mcas\u0131na d\u00f6zd\u00fcm o g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n neyn\u0259mi\u015fdik ki? \u2013
\nBir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259dik
\nv\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fd\u0131q bir xeyli.
\nS\u0259n Bak\u0131dan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n, m\u0259n Da\u015fk\u0259ndd\u0259n,
\nS\u0259n Bak\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259din, m\u0259n Da\u015fk\u0259ndi;
\nM\u0259n \u0259slind\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r,
\ns\u0259ni t\u0259rif edirdim,
\ny\u0259qin, s\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn ki,
\nm\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlam\u0131ram,
\nanlam\u0131ram ki,
\nbir \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri bu q\u0259d\u0259r adamla\u015fd\u0131rmaq olmaz…
\nN\u0259 dedins\u0259, sa\u011f ol,
\nsa\u011f ol, \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol.
\nAmma
\nm\u0259nim Bak\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m qoy h\u0259l\u0259 qals\u0131n.
\ns\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259qiq Da\u015fk\u0259nds\u0259n \u2013
\nh\u0259sr\u0259tin da\u015f kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259. <\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n ba\u015fqa d\u00fcn\u0259ndi,
\ngah h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q,
\ngah h\u0259r bir s\u00f6z\u0259 susduq,
\n\u00fcz\u0259 dald\u0131q,
\n\u00fczd\u0259 qald\u0131q…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n n\u0259ydi,
\nn\u0259ydi d\u00fcn\u0259n, \u0130lahi?
\nH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q,
\namma b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259r
\ng\u0259lib-g\u0259lib t\u0131xan\u0131rd\u0131 bir yerd\u0259.
\nH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q,
\namma o h\u0259r \u015fey dediyin
\nt\u0259k birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 xidm\u0259t edirdi \u2013
\nikimiz d\u0259 bilirdik,
\nnoolsun, ikimiz d\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmirdik…<\/p>\n

Sahi, n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdik?
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n he\u00e7 soru\u015fma,
\nM\u0259n n\u0259 dediymi bilmir\u0259m,
\nzalim,
\nS\u0259ns\u0259 bildiyini demirs\u0259n <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn o iki cavan
\ndirs\u0259k qoyan masada
\n\u00fcr\u0259k qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015fik,
\nonlar hardan bil\u0259c\u0259k?..
\nEh, hardan bilsinl\u0259r ki,
\nd\u00fcn\u0259n el\u0259 ordaca
\nnec\u0259 vurub \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nbo\u011faz nec\u0259 quruyub,
\ntopuq \u00e7al\u0131b nec\u0259 dil?<\/p>\n

N\u0259ydi kafenin ad\u0131? \u2013
\nbird\u0259 geri d\u00f6nm\u0259yim.
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 xat\u0131rlamazsan,
\nSevgistan olsun \u2013
\n\u0130ki n\u0259f\u0259r\u00e7\u00fcn bir ad…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 qald\u0131,
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n qald\u0131 masada.
\nKor c\u0259rrah b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131,
\nxatir\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z…<\/p>\n

2019<\/p>\n

\u00dcSK\u00dcP L\u00d6VH\u018fS\u0130<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, d\u00fckanlar ba\u011flan\u0131r,
\nh\u0259r d\u00fckanda s\u00f6n\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q
\nbir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 f\u0259n\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131r sanki…
\nD\u00fckanlar ba\u011flan\u0131r, kafel\u0259rs\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcrdabanl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131yla ged\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131n
\n\u00fcr\u0259yi a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131,
\nh\u00fcnd\u00fcrdaban\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yi…
\nQar\u015f\u0131da barda a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131, camed\u0259,
\ng\u0259ncl\u0259r n\u0259 bara, n\u0259 camey\u0259 girir,
\nbir ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir…
\nBurda \u2013
\nm\u0259n \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n kafed\u0259 qulluq\u00e7u
\nda\u011f\u0131n\u0131q fikrimi toplay\u0131r sanki:
\n\u2013 \u018ff\u0259ndim, q\u0259hv\u0259mi, \u00e7aym\u0131? \u2013
\nArt\u0131q bilir\u0259m,
\nburda q\u0259hv\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox t\u00fcndd\u00fc, \u00e7aylar a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 \u2013
\n\u201corta \u015f\u0259k\u0259ri t\u00fcrk q\u0259hv\u0259si\u201d deyir\u0259m \u2013
\nnec\u0259 olsa, yan\u0131nda su var.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b, n\u0259s\u0259 \u2013
\nham\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015fmaq,
\nham\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u2013
\nB\u0259z\u0259n bilm\u0259z insan \u2013 n\u0259y\u0259 sevindiyini,
\nnec\u0259 sevindiyini…
\nAncaq h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z i\u015find\u0259dir,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 qapan\u0131ram \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n
\nyola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259,
\ns\u0259f\u0259rin ta ikinci g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259s\u0259 ev\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m;
\nKafed\u0259 internet a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131,
\n\u201celektron bilet\u201dim\u0259 bax\u0131ram \u2013
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259, \u201cBak\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f tarixi\u201d a\u00e7\u0131qm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

(Ab\u015feron, 2018)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

* * * D\u00fcn\u0259n biziydik orda \u2013 O kafe, o masada. Bu g\u00fcn iki g\u0259nc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, bizim masam\u0131zdaca vermi\u015fdil\u0259r ba\u015f-ba\u015fa. S\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, el\u0259 q\u0131sqand\u0131m, ist\u0259dim i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259m, s\u0259s salam… Ancaq dem\u0259diyin s\u00f6z\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131\u0131m… V\u0259 \u0259n yeyin add\u0131mla uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n… D\u00fcn\u0259n qald\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 D\u00fcn\u0259n masada qald\u0131, Kor c\u0259rrah b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131 \u2013 Xatir\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z. Guya neyn\u0259mi\u015fdik […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32925","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32925","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32925"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32925\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32949,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32925\/revisions\/32949"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32925"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32925"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32925"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}