{"id":33047,"date":"2019-10-21T08:00:01","date_gmt":"2019-10-21T04:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33047"},"modified":"2019-10-21T10:28:19","modified_gmt":"2019-10-21T06:28:19","slug":"xatir%c9%99-f%c9%99r%c9%99cli-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33047","title":{"rendered":"Xatir\u0259 F\u018fR\u018fCL\u0130.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi<\/p>\n

Demi\u015fdim soyutma \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259ni,
\nh\u0259d\u0259r dem\u0259mi\u015fdim,
\n h\u0259d\u0259 deyildi.
\nBir yolda ki,
\nyolda\u015f\u0131n e\u015fq olarsa,
\nF\u0259rq etm\u0259z, yol\u00e7uluq an, ya y\u00fcz ildi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k quluyam, m\u0259n ruh adam\u0131,
\nM\u0259n bu e\u015fqi arzum kimi ya\u015fad\u0131m.
\nTam t\u0259slim olmu\u015fdum duy\u011fular\u0131ma,
\n\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259, ist\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259n ba\u015f-ba\u015fayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyama g\u00fcn kimi do\u011fmu\u015fdu bu e\u015fq,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bu hiss, bu ist\u0259k.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k olan yerd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259ad\u0259t,
\nP\u0259rvan\u0259 olard\u0131n bu e\u015fq\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

***
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm
\nya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f sevgil\u0259r,
\nyalan\u00e7\u0131 sevdalar m\u0259zarl\u0131\u011f\u0131,
\nba\u015f da\u015flar\u0131 f\u0259rqli,
\ns\u0259n d\u0259 qo\u015fuldun onlara,
\nel\u0259 bil
\n\u00e7ox ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131ma,
\nel\u0259 bil
\n\u00e7ox ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259
\nbu sevgi ya\u015fan\u0131b v\u0259 bitib,
\nmam\u0131r bas\u0131b o g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,
\n mam\u0131r bas\u0131b s\u0259nli xatir\u0259l\u0259ri,
\nheyif, \u00e7ox heyif,
\n q\u0259lbimd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 qurdu\u011fum
\no boyda taxt\u0131
\n d\u0259yi\u015fdin ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259<\/p>\n

El\u0259 narahatam, el\u0259 g\u0259rgin\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259dir bu i\u00e7im\u0259 dolan?!
\nBel\u0259d\u0259, deyirl\u0259r, dar\u0131xan\u0131n var,
\nDo\u011fruysa, odurmu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n, anan?<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim and\u0131\u011f\u0131mt\u0259k an\u0131b ad\u0131m\u0131,
\nO da m\u0259nim kimi dar\u0131x\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259?!
\nBir ad qoya bilmir ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259,
\nQ\u0131r\u0131lan ba\u011flara yan\u0131x\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259?!<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 dar a\u011fac\u0131 qurub i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nEdam k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131?!
\nYar\u0131b,
\n yar\u011f\u0131lay\u0131r duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131,
\nBu \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259n bir e\u015fqin son t\u0259la\u015f\u0131m\u0131?!<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m dar q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 girinc,
\n giriftar,
\nG\u00fcmanlar, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ap\u0131r azad, h\u00fcrr.
\nBu k\u00f6mk\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u00fcnya, t\u0259z\u0259 d\u00fcnyada
\n\u00c7ox gizlinl\u0259r a\u015fkar, h\u0259r a\u015fkarda sirr.<\/p>\n

Bir qucaq a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\n\u00d6mr\u0259mi, b\u0259xt\u0259mi, \u015f\u0259xs\u0259mi k\u00fcsd\u00fcm?!
\nBir qucaq a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yim boyda,
\nEl\u0259 o boyda da bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n hans\u0131 zamana, hans\u0131 m\u0259kana,
\nHara aid olub, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m hara?!
\nBu d\u00fcnya m\u0259n\u0259 yad, o d\u00fcnya yalan,
\nBa\u015fqa d\u00fcnya varm\u0131, k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259m ora?!<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fay\u0131b ke\u00e7diyim y\u0131rt\u0131q g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,
\nBu yamaq h\u0259yat\u0131 bo\u015flay\u0131b ged\u0259m.
\nAncaq ac\u0131 ver\u0259n bu kars\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fc
\nBirc\u0259 bayat\u0131yla ox\u015fay\u0131b ged\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\n\u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b var, \u0259slind\u0259 he\u00e7 yox.
\n\u0130yn\u0259 ucu boyda i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259zir\u0259m,
\nOlmayan i\u015f\u0131\u011fa p\u0259rvan\u0259y\u0259 bax.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi Demi\u015fdim soyutma \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259ni, h\u0259d\u0259r dem\u0259mi\u015fdim, h\u0259d\u0259 deyildi. Bir yolda ki, yolda\u015f\u0131n e\u015fq olarsa, F\u0259rq etm\u0259z, yol\u00e7uluq an, ya y\u00fcz ildi. M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k quluyam, m\u0259n ruh adam\u0131, M\u0259n bu e\u015fqi arzum kimi ya\u015fad\u0131m. Tam t\u0259slim olmu\u015fdum duy\u011fular\u0131ma, \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259, ist\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259n ba\u015f-ba\u015fayd\u0131m. D\u00fcnyama g\u00fcn kimi do\u011fmu\u015fdu bu e\u015fq, G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bu hiss, bu ist\u0259k. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33047","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33047","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33047"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33047\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33048,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33047\/revisions\/33048"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33047"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33047"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33047"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}