{"id":33125,"date":"2019-10-26T03:00:46","date_gmt":"2019-10-25T23:00:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33125"},"modified":"2019-10-26T08:40:24","modified_gmt":"2019-10-26T04:40:24","slug":"ceyhun%c9%99-mehman-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33125","title":{"rendered":"Ceyhun\u0259 MEHMAN.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n G\u0259nc\u0259basar B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u018fLM\u018f…<\/p>\n

G\u0259lm\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm,
\ng\u0259lm\u0259, soyuq bir da\u015fam.
\nT\u0259rk edilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m,
\nitirilmi\u015f yadda\u015fam.<\/p>\n

T\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcm yarpaq-yarpaq,
\ns\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcm ilm\u0259-ilm\u0259.
\nG\u0259lm\u0259, d\u0259rdim, d\u0259rman\u0131m,
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm f\u0259rman\u0131m, g\u0259lm\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm,
\nbilm\u0259, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m.
\n\u00d6z d\u0259rdini yamayan,
\n\u0259n na\u015f\u0131 pin\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lm\u0259, sirrim, s\u00f6hb\u0259tim,
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 qalan\u0131msan.
\n\u018fn yalan h\u0259qiq\u0259tim,
\n\u0259n ger\u00e7\u0259k yalan\u0131msan.<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259, nec\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b,
\ns\u0259nsiz nec\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nX\u0259b\u0259rin yox, a zal\u0131m,
\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn din\u0259c\u0259k inan,
\nq\u0259lbind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar.
\nS\u0259ni incitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,
\nBu nax\u0259l\u0259f do\u011frular.<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, \u0259n do\u011fma,
\n\u0259n yax\u0131n, k\u0259sin yoxdur.
\nY\u0259ni intihar ets\u0259n,
\nipini k\u0259s\u0259n yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bu d\u00fcnya,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.
\nAtmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n tilova,
\n“Q\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131q” d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, s\u0259ninki,
\nYalquzaq t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131.
\nd\u0259ryaya atacaqsan
\nO g\u00fcn “q\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131\u011f\u0131”.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni incitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,
\ni\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r z\u00fcl\u00fcml\u0259r.
\nAdil\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k inan,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131qlar, \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259r..<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin dolsa bel\u0259
\nh\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb susacaqsan.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn pe\u015fmanl\u0131qlar\u0131
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qusacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Tutacaq \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n
\nke\u00e7mi\u015fin \u0259sa kimi
\n\u00c7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k \u00e7arm\u0131xa,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin “\u0130sa” kimi.<\/p>\n

D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dins\u0259,
\nS\u0259n bu “a\u011f-qara” fonu
\nBa\u011flanacaq p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r,
\nBu da filmin sonu…<\/p>\n

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Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma g\u00fcn d\u0259ymir,
\nQar ya\u011f\u0131r, s\u0259n ged\u0259li.
\nDilim ,taleyi-baxt\u0131,
\nqar\u011fay\u0131r, s\u0259n ged\u0259li.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi na\u011f\u0131l evimiz,
\nsevgimizin gor ba\u011f\u0131.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 t\u0259pir\u0259m,
\nuyudu\u011fun torpa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ehh, s\u0259ni oyatmad\u0131,
\narzum, \u00fcmidim, qay\u0131t!
\nQaraba\u011f qay\u0131tmad\u0131,
\nQay\u0131t, \u015e\u0259hidim, qay\u0131t…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n G\u0259nc\u0259basar B\u00fcrosunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri G\u018fLM\u018f… G\u0259lm\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, g\u0259lm\u0259, soyuq bir da\u015fam. T\u0259rk edilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m, itirilmi\u015f yadda\u015fam. T\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcm yarpaq-yarpaq, s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcm ilm\u0259-ilm\u0259. G\u0259lm\u0259, d\u0259rdim, d\u0259rman\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00fcm f\u0259rman\u0131m, g\u0259lm\u0259. Bilm\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, bilm\u0259, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m. \u00d6z d\u0259rdini yamayan, \u0259n na\u015f\u0131 pin\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m. G\u0259lm\u0259, sirrim, s\u00f6hb\u0259tim, Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 qalan\u0131msan. \u018fn yalan h\u0259qiq\u0259tim, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33125","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33125","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33125"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33125\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33134,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33125\/revisions\/33134"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33125"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33125"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33125"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}