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\u201cAslan\u0131n erk\u0259yi, di\u015fisi olmaz\u201d deyib atalar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 atalar bunu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc qad\u0131nlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyib, bilmir\u0259m, ancaq h\u0259r halda bir yaran\u0131\u015f s\u0259b\u0259bi vard\u0131r. Atalar\u0131n bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259yimin s\u0259b\u0259bi is\u0259 bax, o aslan kimi qad\u0131nlardan biridir. Bu atalar s\u00f6z\u00fc \u0259ynin\u0259 bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f onlarla, y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 qad\u0131n var ki, \u00f6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa ets\u0259 boyas\u0131z q\u0259l\u0259miml\u0259 onlar\u0131n da \u201cr\u0259smini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yi\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. Ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oxdan e\u015fidib, imzas\u0131yla daha \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f olsam da \u015f\u0259xsini son ill\u0259rd\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. V\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm andan s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri, h\u0259yatsev\u0259rliyi, m\u00fcasir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si v\u0259 bir d\u0259 i\u00e7d\u0259nliyi onunla aram\u0131zda bir do\u011fmal\u0131q, yax\u0131nl\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc sal\u0131b. Pafossuz V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi, \u0259li- k\u00f6nl\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131q, s\u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fc b\u00fct\u00f6v bir qad\u0131nd\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fmal\u0131\u011fa, sevgiy\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n onu nec\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmir\u0259m. Ad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yim titullar \u00f6z yerind\u0259, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259rin s\u0131ralanmas\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r yetir\u0259nd\u0259… bax budu \u00e7\u0259tinliyim. Xeyriyy\u0259\u00e7i deyim, i\u015fg\u00fczar qad\u0131n deyim, jurnalist deyim… Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budu m\u0259n onu sad\u0259 ad\u0131yla t\u0259qdim edim. M\u00fcsahibim zaman\u0131n \u0259l\u0259yind\u0259n,d\u00f6vran\u0131n k\u0259l\u0259yind\u0259n, q\u0259l\u0259m- s\u00f6z d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fca\u011f \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f jurnalist Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd Balo\u011flanovad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Manevr.az \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n jurnalist Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd Balo\u011flanova il\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/p>\n
-Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck, Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd xan\u0131m! S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 hardan-nec\u0259 ba\u015flamaq \u00e7\u0259tinliyim olmasa da, sizi t\u0259qdim etm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kdim. \u00c7ox\u015fax\u0259li f\u0259aliyy\u0259tinizi n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alsaq nec\u0259, daha do\u011frusu, kim kimi t\u0259qdim olunmaq ist\u0259rdiniz?<\/p>\n
– H\u0259r halda g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nurunu, beynimin ziyas\u0131n\u0131, qolumun g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259rf etdiyim jurnalistlik pe\u015f\u0259sii \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn qay\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n
-M\u0259n sizi \u201cAslan\u0131n erk\u0259yi, di\u015fisi olmaz\u201d donunda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, sizi tan\u0131yan h\u0259r k\u0259s m\u0259niml\u0259 raz\u0131d\u0131r. Siz n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/p>\n
-\u0130t ilind\u0259, \u015eir b\u00fcrc\u00fcnd\u0259 do\u011fulandan bundan art\u0131q n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k olar ki?! H\u0259r ikisi h\u00fccum m\u00f6vqeyind\u0259 dayanan canl\u0131lard\u0131r. M\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 bu canl\u0131lardan g\u00fccl\u00fc \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t var, sona q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fczg\u00fcn bildiyimin yan\u0131ndayam, m\u00fcdafi\u0259\u00e7isiy\u0259m, ist\u0259r insan, ist\u0259r hadis\u0259 olsun. He\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmaz v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z\u0259m.<\/p>\n
-Xarakterinizl\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259niz aras\u0131ndak\u0131 ox\u015farl\u0131q v\u0259 s\u0131x ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi ayd\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259rir. O \u00fczd\u0259nmi jurnalist olma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7misiniz?<\/p>\n
-D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259yim ki, yox. Y\u0259qin can\u0131mda gend\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 var. Atam da, anam da m\u0259sul v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 haqq\u0131n yan\u0131nda olmu\u015flar. Siz\u0259 \u00f6z balacal\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131mdan bir n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u0259tirim…1-ci sinfd\u0259 oxuyurdum, t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs vaxt\u0131 iki sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n etdiyi bir s\u00f6hb\u0259tin qulaq g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 oldum. U\u015faqlar k\u0259ndimizin \u0259n kriminal m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259si olan Seyid m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259n idil\u0259r. Biri o birisin\u0259 deyirdi ki, atamgil \u0259mimin i\u015fin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bu gec\u0259 Baloglanovun h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 pul basd\u0131racaq v\u0259 sonra onu tutduracaqlar. Ax\u015fam atam i\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131dan kimi yan\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdirib u\u015faqlardan e\u015fitdiyimi bitd\u0259-bitd\u0259 ona dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m… atam ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b \u0259yilib aln\u0131mdan \u00f6pd\u00fc v\u0259 ax\u015famla \u00f6z i\u015f yerin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131, el\u0259 gec\u0259yk\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat plan qurulub h\u0259y\u0259timizin o ba\u015f\u0131nda iki n\u0259f\u0259r divardak\u0131 tax\u00e7ada da\u015f\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b alt\u0131nda pul gizl\u0259tdikl\u0259ri anda h\u0259bs\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131lar… -Nisb\u0259t\u0259n yuxar\u0131 sinfl\u0259rd\u0259 milis sistemind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n atam\u0131n yaz\u0131-pozu i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 ona k\u00f6m\u0259klik edir, cinay\u0259t hadis\u0259l\u0259rinin t\u0259svirini, d\u0259lill\u0259rin toplanmas\u0131n\u0131, \u015fahidl\u0259rin izahatlar\u0131n\u0131 maraqla oxuyurb \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Sonra da m\u00fctali\u0259 dair\u0259m\u0259 Konan Doyl kimi m\u0259\u015fhur yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u2013 onun \u015eerlok Holms v\u0259 doktor Vatsonukimi dedektivl\u0259ri daxil oldular. Cinay\u0259t axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131 sah\u0259sind\u0259ki h\u0259v\u0259sim\u0259 bir g\u00fcn atam q\u0259ti olaraq \u201ctabu\u201d qoydu. – Bu i\u015f q\u0131z-qad\u0131n i\u015fi deyil,- dedi. Sonradan da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k pe\u015f\u0259 istiqam\u0259timin m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259 Mail\u0259 Muradxanl\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fccl\u00fc t\u0259siri v\u0259 t\u0259\u015fviqi oldu.<\/p>\n
-Uzun ill\u0259r ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 m\u0259tbuat orqanlar\u0131nda m\u00fcxt\u0259lif v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259misiniz. Harda daha \u00e7ox \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ola bildiniz?<\/p>\n
-\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq, 8-ci sinfd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259nib \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan G\u0259ncl\u0259ri\u201d q\u0259zetin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn maraql\u0131 sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00f6vzuda m\u00fcsabiq\u0259 yaz\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim. Yaz\u0131n\u0131n makina variant\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b olunurdu. Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 Soivetind\u0259 \u00c7imnaz adl\u0131 bir makina\u00e7\u0131 xan\u0131m i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Anamdan xahi\u015f etdim ki, yaz\u0131m\u0131n makinada yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu qad\u0131nla dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra anam cibim\u0259 3 manat pul qoyub m\u0259ni q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 Sovetinin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri sal\u0131b dedi, -m\u0259n xahi\u015f etmi\u015f\u0259m, qalan\u0131n\u0131 da s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00c7imnaz xalana izah ed\u0259rs\u0259n. Yaz\u0131m\u0131 utana-utana stolun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoyub onun makinada yaz\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 bu ya\u015fl\u0131 xan\u0131mdan xahi\u015f etdim. \u2013 Get, iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib apararsan, – dedi \u00c7imnaz xan\u0131m. Deyil\u0259n vaxtda g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, bu xan\u0131m-xat\u0131n qad\u0131n aya\u011fa qalxaraq aln\u0131mdan \u00f6pd\u00fc v\u0259 dedi ki, s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 ya yax\u015f\u0131 jurnalist \u00e7\u0131xacaq, ya yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallayaraq, pulu da qaytar\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 verdi…. h\u0259min g\u00fcn qanad\u0131m yox idi u\u00e7ma\u011fa, m\u00fcsabiq\u0259d\u0259 yer tutmasam da, qad\u0131n\u0131n bu u\u011fur dil\u0259yi jurnalistlik kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259yat yolumda \u0259sil xeyir-duam oldu..11-ci sinifd\u0259 Son z\u0259ngimiz \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 ax\u015famla sinif q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131zla birlikd\u0259 sinif ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131na vurdu\u011fumuz \u201cArzular\u201d divar q\u0259zeti s\u0259rb\u0259st buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk \u201cm\u0259tbu orqan\u0131\u201d oldu, m\u0259hz bu q\u0259zetd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 jurnalist olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 etiraf edirdim. Bu m\u0259tbuat orqanlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r birinin jurnalistlik h\u0259yat\u0131mda \u00f6z yeri, \u00f6z rolu olub. \u201cSosialist Sumqay\u0131t\u0131\u201dnin s\u0259naye-tikinti \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yim m\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin n\u0259h\u0259ng tikinti v\u0259 s\u0259naye h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n qaynar qoynuna atd\u0131, Sumqay\u0131t g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u00f6y\u00fck kimyan\u0131n texnoloji prosesl\u0259rini, idar\u0131\u0259etm\u0259sini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fox vaxt kimya\u00e7\u0131lara qo\u015fulub m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015f n\u00f6bb\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m. Kimya kombinat\u0131 adland\u0131r\u0131lan \u00fczvi sintez zavodunun h\u0259r sexinin, h\u0259r istehsalat\u0131n\u0131n in\u015faat meydan\u00e7alar\u0131nda, istifad\u0259y\u0259 verilm\u0259sind\u0259 ayaq izl\u0259rim qal\u0131b, q\u0259zet s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131lar\u0131m \u2013 reportajlar\u0131m, zarisovkalar\u0131m, o\u00e7erkl\u0259rim, t\u0259nqidi yaz\u0131lar\u0131m d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p>\n
P.S. \u00dczvi cintez zavodu benzol istehsalat\u0131n\u0131n burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259ri, m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssisl\u0259r, laborantlar, ham\u0131, ham\u0131 spesfik i\u015f geyimind\u0259 idi. T\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n onlar aras\u0131nda g\u00fcnd\u0259liik geyimimd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Lap qabaq c\u0259rg\u0259d\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259 bloknot-q\u0259l\u0259m dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu da y\u0259qin ki, M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259nin Birinci katibi Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7mad\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 iti bir n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b soru\u015fdu ki, m\u0259n bu istehsalatda n\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259nin sahibiy\u0259m? Bu q\u0259fil sualdan \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qalsam da, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tez \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b \u2013 jurnalist\u0259m- dedim,-burax\u0131l\u0131\u015fdan reportaj haz\u0131rlama\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m… y\u0259qin ki, m\u0259n t\u0259k c\u0131l\u0131z, s\u0131sqa bir q\u0131za ya yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldiyind\u0259n, ya da inams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ox h\u0259lim s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu, – benzolun kimy\u0259vi formulunu bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi? \u2013B\u0259li, yolda\u015f birinci kat\u0131b,uzunsov alt\u0131gu\u015f\u0259 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7t\u0259r\u0259fli qay\u0131d\u0131\u015fla CH2… ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259mnunluqla t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi…H\u0259min g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n v\u0259 burax\u0131l\u0131\u015fdan \u201cSosialist Sumqay\u0131t\u0131\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 \u201cAlt\u0131bucaq labirintind\u0259\u201d adl\u0131 geni\u015f reportaj\u0131m getdi….<\/p>\n
Hans\u0131 m\u0259tbuat orqan\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc jurnalist kimi daha \u00e7ox realiz\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m sual\u0131na is\u0259 bel\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m: dediyim kimi oxudu\u011fum m\u0259kt\u0259b b\u00fct\u00fcn respublikada tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f m\u0259kt\u0259b idi. B\u00f6y\u00fck dramaturqumuz C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 u\u015faq a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131zla d\u0259rk edirdik ki, biz f\u0259rqli bir m\u0259kanda t\u0259hsil al\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n
ARAYI\u015e : M\u0259kt\u0259bimizin 1936-c\u0131 ild\u0259 tikilmi\u015f binas\u0131n\u0131n indi d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli g\u00f6rk\u0259mi il\u0259 lap uzaqdan n\u0259z\u0259r-diqq\u0259ti c\u0259lb ediir. 5-ci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 geni\u015f \u2013 h\u0259r c\u00fcr avadanl\u0131qla, h\u0259tta royal\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259chiz edilmi\u015f geni\u015f akt zal\u0131 var. Bu yax\u0131nlarda onun d\u00f6vl\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u0259sasl\u0131 t\u0259miri ke\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmi\u015f v\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131nda h\u00f6rm\u0259tli prezidentimiz \u0130lham \u018fliyev c\u0259nablar\u0131 i\u015ftirak etmi\u015fdir.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r il m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 dekabr\u0131n 30-da C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259 gec\u0259si ke\u00e7irilirdi. Bu gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Sona xan\u0131m, o\u011flu Ayd\u0131n, respublikan\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259ri- Seyf\u0259ddin Da\u011fl\u0131, Cabir Novruz, R\u00fcf\u0259t \u018fhm\u0259dzad\u0259, R\u00fcf\u0259t Z\u0259bio\u011flu v\u0259 bir \u015foxlar\u0131 i\u015ftirak edirdil\u0259r.V\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259nin orqan\u0131 olan \u201cKirpi\u201d siyasi satira jurnal\u0131n\u0131n \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131 idi. Atalar\u0131n deyimidir, niyy\u0259tin hara, m\u0259nzilin ora. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259n \u00e7ox \u201cKirpi\u201d jurnal\u0131nda tapm\u0131\u015f kimi hiss etmi\u015f\u0259m jurnalistlik f\u0259aliyy\u0259timd\u0259. T\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131qdan uzaq olsa da, dem\u0259liy\u0259m ki, o jurnal\u0131n tarixind\u0259 yegan\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131 qad\u0131n \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f kimi m\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 ora felyeton \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin redaktoru kimi d\u0259v\u0259t olunmu\u015fam. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rimizd\u0259ki m\u0259\u015fhur Fal\u00e7\u0131 M\u0259lah\u0259t bar\u0259sind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cBir d\u0259st\u0259 kart, bir ovuc noxud, be\u015f manat pul\u201d felyetonum m\u0259nim bu jurnalda deb\u00fct\u00fcm oldu. Felyeton yax\u015f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131, m\u00fcsb\u0259t r\u0259yl\u0259r g\u0259ldi, m\u0259\u015fhur fal\u00e7\u0131ya d\u0259l\u0259duzluq madd\u0259si il\u0259 cinay\u0259t i\u015fi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Sonra daha 5 aktual m\u00f6vzuda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m felyetonu \u00f6z\u00fcm ortal\u0131qda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n po\u00e7tla redaksiyaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim. Arxamca, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00e7ox q\u0259dimi d\u0259 olsa, bir ifad\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, o vaxtlar az bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00e7asl\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cKimya\u00e7\u0131\u201d q\u0259zeti redaksiyas\u0131na \u201catl\u0131-kazaq\u201dg\u0259ldi, \u0259riz\u0259 v\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259r \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin redaktoru Adil Axundov m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k bu m\u0259\u015fhur v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tli jurnala i\u015f\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edildiyimi bildirdi…\u018fsl jurnalistlik f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim d\u0259 el\u0259 o d\u00f6vrd\u0259n- 1979-cu ilin sentyabr\u0131ndan ba\u015flad\u0131…Bu f\u0259aliyy\u0259timin b\u0259z\u0259yi, nax\u0131\u015f\u0131 da el\u0259 o jurnalda i\u015fl\u0259diyim 15 il oldu…<\/p>\n
-Liderlik, idar\u0259\u00e7ilik, i\u015fg\u00fczarl\u0131q. Hans\u0131 daha \u00e7ox var sizd\u0259?<\/p>\n
-H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc qan\u0131mda, can\u0131mdad\u0131r. Perpettium mobile, y\u0259ni ki, daimi m\u00fch\u0259rrik kimi bir \u015fey\u0259m. He\u00e7 n\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259n, bilm\u0259kd\u0259n usanm\u0131ram, n\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015f aparsam, onu ax\u0131r\u0131nda n\u00f6qt\u0259sini qoymal\u0131yam. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bimiz eksperimental t\u0259hsil oca\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fundan 8-ci sinfd\u0259n ba\u015flayaraq h\u0259r d\u0259rs ilind\u0259 biz\u0259 bir pe\u015f\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259dir v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259min pe\u015f\u0259ni cani-dild\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nirdim. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rzi-tiki\u015f\u00e7inin 2-ci d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259li diplomunu ald\u0131m, foto, kinooperatorluq, torna\u00e7\u0131 ( \u0259n az\u0131ndan d\u0259zgahda \u00e7\u0259kic ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yonub haz\u0131rlaya bilirdim) pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 yiy\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdim. Sonradan m\u0259tb\u0259\u0259d\u0259 linotipistlik v\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259ttibliyi d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdim. \u0130ndi ke\u00e7diyim h\u0259yat yoluna baxanda, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bu h\u0259yatda b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u011furlara m\u0259hz a\u011f\u0131l, h\u0259v\u0259s v\u0259 i\u015fg\u00fczarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n v\u0259hd\u0259ti yol a\u00e7a bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
-\u0130\u015fg\u00fczar xan\u0131m kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 hal-haz\u0131rda t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 direktoru oldu\u011funuz \u201cM\u00f6h\u00fcr\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259sind\u0259n ba\u015flam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, ya ona q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tiniz vard\u0131?<\/p>\n
-\u00c7ox vaxt bel\u0259 bir sualla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131ram ki, niy\u0259 jurnaldak\u0131 ciddi i\u015fi-pe\u015f\u0259ni burax\u0131b t\u0259krar Sumqay\u0131ta qay\u0131td\u0131n, oralarda da el\u0259 yer-yurd olub bil\u0259rdin, ax\u0131, s\u0259n zat\u0259n d\u0259 bak\u0131l\u0131san? Cavab\u0131nda Anal\u0131q pe\u015f\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131r, -deyir\u0259m. Birc\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox gec tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m is\u0259 i\u015f il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ezamiyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ox olurdu. Balacam 1-ci sinf\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r dey\u0259n\u0259, onu he\u00e7 k\u0259sin \u00fcmidin\u0259 n\u0259zar\u0259tsiz qoymaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, \u00e7ox g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoydan sonra yen\u0259 \u00f6z do\u011fma yer-yurduma- Sumqay\u0131t\u0131ma qay\u0131td\u0131m v\u0259 h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131-divar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fma olan bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ki\u00e7ik sahibkarl\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
ARAYI\u015e: h\u0259l\u0259 8-ci sinfd\u0259 oxuyanda, atam milis sistemind\u0259 35 il i\u015fl\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Xru\u015f\u015fovun o d\u00f6vr\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 verdiyi g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n sistemd\u0259n istefaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ail\u0259d\u0259 7 u\u015faq idik, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259n. Maddi durumumuz bir q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259i\u015f\u0259t \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rimizi \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yax\u0131n tutdu\u011fumdan oturub anamla m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdim, d\u0259rini\u0259 getmir\u0259m, el\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z ki\u00e7ik biznesimi qurub, ail\u0259m\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259lik olaraq 3-5 manat qazanc g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m ki, bu da az vaxtda ail\u0259mizin \u00e7\u0259tinlikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131na b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259st\u0259k oldu.( Bu m\u00f6vzuya toxunanda, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0130ngilt\u0259r\u0259nin ba\u015f naziri \u2013 \u201cd\u0259mir ledi\u201d E. Tet\u00e7eri xat\u0131rlad\u0131ram ki , o da \u00f6z biznesin\u0259 pera\u015fki satmaqdan ba\u015flay\u0131b) M\u0259tb\u0259\u0259 i\u015fini yax\u015f\u0131 bildiyimd\u0259n v\u0259 dost-tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 balaca bir sah\u0259 yaratd\u0131m. H\u0259m d\u0259 sahibkarl\u0131qda \u0259sas meyar say\u0131lan zaman\u0131n n\u0259bzini tuta bildim, Do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimin do\u011fma insanlar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 bu i\u015fd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259st\u0259k oldular. O vaxtlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259nzil- t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 idar\u0259sinin r\u0259isi \u2013 bu g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimizin abadla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131nda v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259 misilsiz xidm\u0259tl\u0259ri olan Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u0130cra Hakimiyy\u0259tinin Ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Zakir F\u0259r\u0259covun m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z v\u0259 minn\u0259tsiz verdiyi qazanxana yerind\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259-sahman yaradaraq buran\u0131 \u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirdim. M\u00fcasir t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 uy\u011fun ofis v\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259\u0259 yaratd\u0131m. Lat\u0131n qrafikas\u0131na ke\u00e7id, d\u00f6vl\u0259t atributlar\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n vaxt\u0131 idi. V\u0259 bel\u0259likl\u0259, Bak\u0131dan m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis v\u0259 texnologiya g\u0259tirm\u0259kl\u0259 m\u00f6h\u00fcr istehsal\u0131 sah\u0259sini a\u00e7d\u0131m, g\u0259rgin i\u015f rejimind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 bu sah\u0259d\u0259 olan t\u0259labat\u0131 tamamil\u0259 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259 bildik. Ki\u00e7ik h\u0259cmli kitablar, blanklar, titul v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259l\u0259r, vizitkalar v\u0259 s. \u00e7ap\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131q. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r \u0259halisinin get-g\u0259l aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Bak\u0131dan k\u0259sdik, xeyli adama i\u015f yeri a\u00e7d\u0131q, bir c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7id d\u00f6vr\u00fc idi. \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck b\u00fcdc\u0259 k\u0259sirl\u0259ri vard\u0131. A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n vaxt\u0131 idi. \u018fhaliy\u0259 dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131q, g\u00fcz\u0259ran laz\u0131md\u0131. \u0130\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin \u0259m\u0259k haqlar\u0131n\u0131 , \u0259m\u0259k haqlar\u0131ndan ay\u0131rmalar\u0131, d\u00f6vriyy\u0259 vergil\u0259rini v\u0259 s. \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259t b\u00fcdc\u0259sin\u0259 milyonlarla manat xeyir verdik.<\/p>\n
-Bu sah\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 kimi u\u011furlar\u0131n\u0131z var? N\u0259\u015friyyat evl\u0259rinin artd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyil ki?<\/p>\n
-Sahibkar kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259timi geni\u015fl\u0259ndirdikc\u0259, tikintil\u0259r apard\u0131m, iki k\u00f6hn\u0259, u\u00e7uq-b\u0259rbad yeri \u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdir\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259mir edib m\u00fcasir i\u015f sah\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evirdim. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, yorulmaq bilm\u0259d\u0259\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, m\u00fchasibat as\u0131l\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131dan qurtarmaq \u00fc\u015f\u00fcn hesabat aparma\u011f\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259n-d\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, ki\u00e7ik biznesi b\u00fct\u00fcn aspektl\u0259rd\u0259 idar\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259n sahibkara \u015fevrildim. Xeyriyy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rimzin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259ri var. M\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259mizin n\u0259zdind\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131n, k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn v\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid ail\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 pulsuz h\u00fcquqi yard\u0131m g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n qurum f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rir. \u018fg\u0259r savab sayila bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259, bir Qaraba\u011f qaz\u0131sini indi d\u0259 himay\u0259d\u0259 saxlama\u011f\u0131m\u0131, bir m\u00fcharib\u0259 veteran\u0131na \u0259sasl\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259yimi, Oqtay adl\u0131 bir bomjun aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 amputasiyadan qurtarma\u011f\u0131m\u0131, bir b\u00f6yr\u0259k x\u0259st\u0259si olmu\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n haz\u0131rda sa\u011flam ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 bel\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ri d\u0259 savaba yazmaq olar. M\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259nin f\u0259aliyy\u0259t tarixind\u0259 bel\u0259 xeyirxah \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rimiz yet\u0259ri q\u0259d\u0259rdir. 1997-ci ild\u0259 Danimarka Qa\u00e7q\u0131nlar \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n BMT x\u0259tti il\u0259 Nasoslu \u2013 indiki Hac\u0131 Zeynalabdin q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259ki u\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131nda qa\u00e7q\u0131nlara k\u00f6m\u0259k m\u0259qs\u0259dli t\u0259dbir ke\u00e7irilirdi. \u015euran\u0131n x\u0259tti il\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131nlara yard\u0131m m\u0259qs\u0259dli m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t y\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fc kurslar\u0131n t\u0259\u015fkilind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131z dolusu \u201cp\u0259h-p\u0259hl\u0259\u201d dan\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259ri oldu\u011fm \u201cM\u00f6h\u00fcr\u201d ki\u00e7ik m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259nin ad\u0131ndan r\u0259smi m\u0259ktubla bu \u015furan\u0131n \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n ofisin\u0259 getdim. M\u00fcraci\u0259td\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131n g\u0259ncl\u0259rimizin m\u00fcasir z\u0259man\u0259nin t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259rin\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq yeni texnika v\u0259 texnologiyalar \u00f6yr\u0259dsilm\u0259si m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini qald\u0131rd\u0131m.. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 get-g\u0259ld\u0259n sonra \u015furadan 1 \u0259d\u0259d komp\u00fcter d\u0259sti \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259 bildim, ikincisini is\u0259 \u00f6z hesab\u0131m\u0131za \u0130srailin \u201cLink\u201d f\u0131rmas\u0131ndan 999 USD al\u0131b, ofisimizin bir hiss\u0259sind\u0259 komp\u00fcter operatorlu\u011fu kurslar\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil etdik. Kurs r\u0259hb\u0259ri olaraq respublika T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bulu komnissiyas\u0131ndan \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fli m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis d\u0259v\u0259t etdik. Sar\u0131-Qaya ba\u011flar massivind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259sind\u0259n 240 n\u0259f\u0259r yeniyetm\u0259 v\u0259 g\u0259nc\u0259 pulsuz komp\u00fcter kurslar\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil etdik. 6 ayl\u0131q kursar\u0131 2 burax\u0131l\u0131\u015fa ba\u015fa vuran bu g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 Danimarka Qa\u00e7q\u0131nlar \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n Sertifikat\u0131 v\u0259 qiym\u0259tli h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259ri verild\u0131. M\u0259hz bizim bu t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n sonra Sumqay\u0131tda g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00fctl\u0131\u0259vi komp\u00fcter operatorlu\u011fu v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259dilm\u0259si ba\u015flan\u0131ld\u0131. Kurslar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bitir\u0259n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin bir \u00e7oxu c\u0259bh\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259ki q\u0259rargahlarda komp\u00fcter operatorlar\u0131 kimi xidm\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259tta bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra h\u0259min g\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n birinin xahi\u015fi il\u0259 A\u011fdam c\u0259bh\u0259 q\u0259rargah\u0131na bir \u0259d\u0259d komp\u00fcter v\u0259 bir \u0259d\u0259d A3 formatl\u0131 printer d\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131q. El\u015f\u0259n Qurbanov adl\u0131 bir g\u0259ncimizi is\u0259 Ankarada 3 asyl\u0131q t\u0259lim kurslar\u0131na g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259kl\u0259 o vaxtlar h\u0259l\u0259 buralarda formala\u015fmamn\u0131\u015f turizm v\u0259 otel i\u015finin idar\u0259 olunma\u00fcs\u0131na y\u00f6n\u0259ltdik. Haz\u0131rda h\u0259min g\u0259nc bu sah\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f idar\u0259\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n biridir.<\/p>\n
-\u0130\u015fl\u0259yirsinizs\u0259 dem\u0259li, qazanc\u0131n\u0131z da var. S\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259r iki m\u0259nas\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
-Ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq, i\u015fim \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt \u201ca\u011flamad\u0131m\u201d. \u0130\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259ms\u0259, dem\u0259li, qazanc\u0131m da vard\u0131, M\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlara h\u0259tta ayl\u0131q, r\u00fcbl\u00fck, illik m\u00fckafat da verirdik.Sahibkarl\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7diyim . 25 il \u0259rzind\u0259 ne\u015f\u0259-ne\u015f\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7ini t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u0259 yola salm\u0131\u015fam.. \u018fn ba\u015fl\u0131cas\u0131, xeyriyy\u0259\u00e7ilik m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 xeyli v\u0259saitl\u0259r k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m… 92-ci il sentyabr\u0131n 19- da \u015f\u0259xsi t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fcml\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n orduya k\u00f6m\u0259k m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim marafonda \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakinl\u0259rimizin bir n\u0259f\u0259r kimi i\u015ftirak etm\u0259si d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131ma yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259mnunluq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rimd\u0259n biridir. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sosial bank\u0131na sumqay\u0131tl\u0131lar ad\u0131ndan 30 milyon rubldan \u00e7ox pul, prezidentin l\u0259l-c\u0259vahirat fonduna 289 qram q\u0131z\u0131l k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fck. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rimizin salnam\u0259sin\u0259 yaz\u0131lan bu b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259dbirin afi\u015fas\u0131n\u0131, y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan v\u0259saitin t\u0259hvil q\u0259bzl\u0259rini bir xat\u0131r\u0259 kimi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259yib saxlay\u0131ram..<\/p>\n
-\u201dKirpi\u201dnin k\u00fcl\u0259yi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015flar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sir… sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 tez-tez \u201ctikan\u201dlar\u0131n\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr…<\/p>\n
Cavanl\u0131qda \u201dAz\u0259rbaycan G\u0259ncl\u0259ri\u201d \u201c Kommunist \u201c q\u0259zetl\u0259rinin, \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan qad\u0131n\u0131\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n, Bolqar\u0131standa burax\u0131lan \u201cDrujba\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n aktiv yazarlar\u0131ndan olmu\u015fam. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 Erm\u0259nistan\u0131n m\u0259rk\u0259zi q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259n olan \u201cSovet Erm\u0259nistan\u0131\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 \u201c \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259n Sumqay\u0131t\u201d adl\u0131 iki podvall\u0131q yaz\u0131m da d\u0259rc edilib. \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131nda b\u0259dii yaz\u0131lar\u0131m gedib. \u0130ndi d\u0259 sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni rahat buraxmad\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi, m\u0259n d\u0259 onlar\u0131 dinc buraxm\u0131ram. Az.Press.az-da, S\u0130A-zda, bird\u0259 ki \u201cAzad Az\u0259rbaycan\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m yaz\u0131lar\u0131m gedir. Sonuncu yaz\u0131m 1918-ci ild\u0259 qa\u00e7haqa\u00e7 qaxt\u0131 Hindistana \u201cf\u0259raq\u201d etmi\u015f \u015eaumyan\u0131n Az\u0259rbaycanda ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 sonradan psixatrik dispanserd\u0259 saxlan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f o\u011flu bar\u0259sind\u0259ki \u201cO adam\u201d t\u0259dqiqat yaz\u0131md\u0131r. U\u015faql\u0131qda \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm Sergeyi – tariximizin bu tutarl\u0131 fakt\u0131n\u0131 azadl\u0131q d\u00fcnyas\u0131nad\u0259k g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, Az.Press.az-da buna dair \u0259hat\u0259li yaz\u0131m d\u0259rc olundu..<\/p>\n
11.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus sarkazm, s\u0259tiralt\u0131lar, ciddi \u201czarafat\u201dlar h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlanan \u201cKirpi\u201doca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sidi, yoxsa, siz el\u0259 bu idiniz?<\/p>\n
-\u0130nsan yaran\u0131\u015fdan bu d\u00fcnyaya hans\u0131 xasiyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u0259libs\u0259 v\u0259 bu xasiyy\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru n\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259tiribs\u0259, bu onun ancaq \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259ndir\u0259 bil\u0259r. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 faktlarla dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131ram. K\u00f6rp\u0259lik vaxt\u0131 anam malyariyaya tutuldu\u011fundan m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00fcd ver\u0259 bilmirmi\u015f. Pir\u015fag\u0131 k\u0259nd ibtidai sinfind\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 olan \u00dcmb\u00fclbanu xan\u0131m anama bac\u0131l\u0131q ed\u0259r\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259 F\u0259rid\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mizdirirmi\u015f. F\u0259rid\u0259 \u0259ri il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00d6zb\u0259kistanda Bayram-\u018fli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin tikintisin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getdikd\u0259n sonra \u00dcmb\u00fclban\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 t\u0259k ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, art\u0131q m\u0259n d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259n , atam\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 ona h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bibi deyir, Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya gedib tez-tez ona ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirdim. \u00dcz\u00fcrl\u00fc say\u0131n, bir vaxtlar h\u0259tta el\u00e7il\u0259rim\u0259 \u201ch\u0259\u201d cavab\u0131n\u0131n verilm\u0259sini d\u0259 anamdan ona h\u0259val\u0259 olunmas\u0131n\u0131 xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdim, \u00c7ox sonralar h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131mla Orta Asiyada s\u0259yah\u0259td\u0259 olark\u0259n Bayram-\u018fli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 ged\u0259r\u0259k beluc dostumuz \u018fyyubun k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar ya\u015fayan m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 F\u0259rid\u0259 il\u0259 \u0259ri H\u00fcseyna\u011fan\u0131 axtar\u0131b tapm\u0131\u015f, onlar\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015fduq. Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259sini dill\u0259 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259kd\u0259 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. Yaln\u0131z da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m ata fam\u0131l\u0131yam m\u0259ni bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn sor\u011fu-suallardan qurtarm\u0131\u015f, kimliyimi onlara tan\u0131td\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ki q\u0131zlar\u0131 vard\u0131, biri h\u0259kim, biri m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259. Onlar\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xt,firavan ya\u015famalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rini Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya gedib bibim\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rdqda, \u0259rini m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 itirmi\u015f, yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bu ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla dolaraq, m\u0259n\u0259 titr\u0259yi\u015fli s\u0259sl\u0259,- halal olsun s\u0259n\u0259 verdiyim s\u00fcd,-dey\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259ni ba\u011fr\u0131na basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Onun bu titr\u0259k s\u0259si indi d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131mdad\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n bunu \u00f6z d\u00fcnyamda \u0259n savab i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n biri kimi say\u0131ram.
\nSarkazm, had\u0131s\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ri\u015fx\u0259ndli v\u0259 ay\u0131q m\u00fcnasib\u0259t, karikatur b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259li \u0259hvalatlar m\u0259nim indi d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131q t\u0259rzimdir, ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259- ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 bu m\u0259nim ill\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k can\u0131mda-qan\u0131mda formala\u015fan bu t\u00f6vr davran\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n
ARAYI\u015e: 1961-ci ild\u0259 Lenin rayonunun C. Cabbarl\u0131 ad\u0131na 187 n\u00f6mr\u0259li eksperimental m\u0259kt\u0259i Bak\u0131n\u0131n say-se\u00e7m\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 i\u015f t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sini yaymaq m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 \u201cG\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r\u201d adl\u0131 kitab burax\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. 7-ci sinfd\u0259 oxuyurdum onda, F\u00fczuli, Cavid, M\u00fc\u015ffiq p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015fkar\u0131 idim. Cavidl\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiq yenic\u0259 reablitasiya olub b\u0259ra\u0259t alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. M\u0259kt\u0259b direktorumuz \u2013 sonradan \u018flia\u011fa Vahid yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dissertasiya m\u00fcdafi\u0259 edib alimlik d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si alm\u0131\u015f M\u0259mm\u0259d M\u0259mm\u0259dov Cavid v\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiq yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat d\u0259rn\u0259yind\u0259 biz\u0259 cani-dild\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259dirdi. Ba\u015fqa bir \u0259d\u0259biyyat d\u0259rn\u0259yin\u0259 is\u0259 \u015e\u0259r\u0259f m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik edirdi. H\u0259r iki d\u0259rn\u0259kd\u0259 i\u015ftirak edib \u00f6z al\u0259mimd\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259li n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirdim. \u015e\u0259r\u0259f m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin m\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rinin birind\u0259 kamali-\u0259d\u0259bl\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b bu d\u0259rn\u0259yin i\u015f\u0131ni o ki var t\u0259nqid etdim.V\u0259 bir d\u0259 onun m\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri m\u0259ni qane etm\u0259diyind\u0259n i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olmad\u0131. H\u0259min kitabda bu \u00f6z \u0259ksini tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 utana-utana g\u0259zdim. Bu kitab\u0131 indi d\u0259 o ill\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259 kimi saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
-Haral\u0131san, hardansan sual\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131mdak\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 bir \u00f6geylik hissi oyad\u0131r m\u0259nd\u0259. Bu sualdan uza\u011fam. Ancaq diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buna b\u0259nz\u0259r bir sual\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131lmaz edir. S\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rinizd\u0259n sizin K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259n, La\u00e7\u0131ndan oldu\u011funuzu y\u0259qin etmi\u015fdim. O yerl\u0259r\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r sevgi, ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q… insan yurd yeri haqq\u0131nda bu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7d\u0259n, k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259-k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259r. \u018fslind\u0259 do\u011fum m\u0259kan\u0131n\u0131z harad\u0131?<\/p>\n
-1946-c\u0131 il avqustun 23-d\u0259 Ab\u015feronun Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u0131\u0259ndind\u0259ki d\u0259niz l\u0259p\u0259d\u00f6y\u0259nind\u0259 bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259g\u0259sind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fam. 1964-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Lenin rayonunun Ma\u015fta\u011fa q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 C. Cabbarl\u0131 ad\u0131na 187 n\u00f6mr\u0259li eksperimental orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi q\u0131z\u0131l medalla bitirib atam\u0131n do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u0259ncliyini ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259yib-p\u00fcxt\u0259l\u0259\u015fdiyi bu torpaqlara \u2013Sumqay\u0131t adl\u0131 g\u0259nclik \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m…
\nSumqay\u0131t\u0131mizda ill\u0259rl\u0259 \u201charal\u0131san\u201d sual\u0131na he\u00e7 rast g\u0259lm\u0259dim, ta ki, qa\u00e7q\u0131nl\u0131q-k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00f6vr\u00fc ba\u015f ver\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259min \u015fimal\u0131-c\u0259nubu, \u015f\u0259rqi-q\u0259rbi yoxdur. He\u015f vaxt da kims\u0259y\u0259 bu sual\u0131 vermir\u0259m. Bunu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131c\u0131 bir hal kimi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fma bildiyim, t\u0259vbi\u0259tini, insanlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ziz tutdu\u011fum, tez- tez yada sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259kanlar, \u0259razil\u0259r var. Oralar\u0131n duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini k\u0259smi\u015f, buz bulaqlar\u0131n\u0131n suyunu i\u00e7mi\u015f, insanlar\u0131 il\u0259 dostla\u015f\u0131b do\u011fmala\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r, La\u00e7\u0131n Z\u0259ngilandan olan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dost-tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
-1992-93- c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Qaraba\u011f v\u0259 \u0259traf rayonlarda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z yuman m\u0259mur tayfas\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq s\u0131ravi adamlar bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259yi \u0259sirg\u0259mirdi. Siz d\u0259 bir v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f, bir jurnalist olaraq o ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 d\u00f6vrd\u0259 i\u015f\u011falla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qalan K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r \u0259halisin\u0259 maddi-m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259st\u0259k k\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259misiniz. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fsan\u0131z yax\u015f\u0131 olar.<\/p>\n
-K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtlarda sumqay\u0131tl\u0131lar \u00f6z k\u00f6m\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rini o rayonun \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dil\u0259r. B\u00f6y\u00fck bir ma\u015f\u0131n kolonu il\u0259 erm\u0259ni k\u0259ndl\u0259rinin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n- S\u0259rs\u0259ngin k\u0259nar\u0131 il\u0259 oran\u0131n \u0259halisin\u0259 benzin, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259, \u0259rzaq v\u0259 palpaltar g\u00f6nd\u0259rdik, Kolonun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m, \u201cLiftservis\u201d \u0130dar\u0259sinin r\u0259isi C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd \u0130smiyev, \u0131ndiki \u018f\u015fya bazar\u0131n\u0131n sahibi Hac\u0131 Asif, \u00e7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259tli m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259miz – \u018fsg\u0259r anas\u0131 sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Tirm\u0259 Qurbanova v\u0259 ba\u015fqa m\u0259rd insanlar\u0131m\u0131z bu yard\u0131m\u0131 sa\u011f-salamat m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin fotoqraf\u0131m\u0131z M\u0259qs\u0259d Quliyevi, bu s\u0259f\u0259ri qorxu alt\u0131nda olsa da video-lent\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r v\u0259 bu \u00e7\u0259kili\u015f C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd \u0130smiyevd\u0259 o vaxtdan bu vaxta qiym\u0259tli bir xat\u0131r\u0259 kimi saxlan\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n
-Xeyriyy\u0259\u00e7ilik, s\u0259xa, k\u00f6n\u00fcl sevindirm\u0259k… \u015f\u0259xsinizd\u0259 c\u0259m olmu\u015f m\u0259n\u0259vi keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 nur \u00e7il\u0259yib sanki. Gen da\u015f\u0131y\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olaraq valideynl\u0259rinizd\u0259nmi \u00f6rn\u0259k alm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n
-N\u0259d\u0259 ox\u015famasam da, k\u00f6n\u00fcl sevindirm\u0259k, \u0259lia\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131q, s\u0259xav\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259qiqlik\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim\u0259 ox\u015fam\u015fam. 2-ci D\u00fcnya m\u00fchar\u0131b\u0259sind\u0259n sonra \u00e7\u0259tinlik ill\u0259ri idi. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131, pal-paltar \u00e7\u0259tinliyi, d\u0259ft\u0259r-q\u0259l\u0259m, kitab \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131camaat\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.. \u0130mkans\u0131z ail\u0259l\u0259rin u\u015faqlar\u0131 konfet, pe\u00e7enya, h\u0259tta mandarin kimi yem\u0259lil\u0259r\u0259 tamarz\u0131 idil\u0259r. Atam\u0131n t\u0259\u015fviqi il\u0259 anam h\u0259r il evimizd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck yolka a\u011facl\u0131 qurar, Yeni il \u015f\u0259nliyi t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259r, qon\u015fu u\u015flaqlar\u0131 bu yolkan\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131na toplayard\u0131. Day\u0131m \u015eaxta baba geyimind\u0259 u\u015faqlara bayram h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259ri paylayard\u0131. Ba\u011flamalar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n arzu etdikl\u0259ri yem\u0259li \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ki\u00e7ik bir oyuncaq,bir d\u0259st geyim d\u0259a qoyulard\u0131. Buna ata-anam\u0131n b\u0259z\u0259n bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 ayliq \u0259m\u0259k haqq\u0131 qabaqcadan toplan\u0131b s\u0259rf edil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
-Sumqay\u0131tda do\u011fulmasan\u0131z da dem\u0259k olar ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn, f\u0259aliyy\u0259tinizin \u00e7ox hiss\u0259si bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131. Sumqay\u0131t n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131 siz\u0259?<\/p>\n
Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n h\u0259r b\u00f6lg\u0259sini, h\u0259r da\u011f\u0131ni-da\u015f\u0131n\u0131, me\u015f\u0259sini g\u0259zdim, h\u0259r bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n suyundan i\u00e7dim, g\u00f6z\u0259l insanlar\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131m, \u00e7oxlu dost-tan\u0131n qazand\u0131m. La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n Zar\u0131nda da\u011fda qar\u0131n qurd salmas\u0131na, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 \u0130stisuyun dolaylar\u0131na , Taxt\u0131 yaylas\u0131na v\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun v\u0259sf el\u0259diyi Ceyran bula\u011f\u0131na tama\u0131\u015fa etdim, ala\u00e7\u0131qlar\u0131, bu ala\u00e7\u0131qlardan boylanan al-\u0259lvan geyimli, su p\u0259risin\u0259 ox\u015far q\u0131z-g\u0259lnl\u0259rimizin, ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikl\u0259r\u0259 yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qoyun-quzu s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259rinin, lal\u0259li d\u00fczl\u0259rimizin seyri\u0259 dald\u0131m, Z\u0259ngilanda d\u00fcnyaca m\u0259\u015fhur \u00c7inar me\u00e7\u0259sinin k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131, \u0130brahim bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259sdim, xalq mahn\u0131s\u0131nda deyildiyi kimi yax\u0131n-uzaq \u015eu\u015fam\u0131z\u0131n \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131na endim.. Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n \u00f6z do\u011fma Sumqay\u0131t\u0131mdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar tuta bilm\u0259dim. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, g\u0259zdim \u0130ran-Turan\u0131, c\u0259nn\u0259t bildim buran\u0131 \u2013 \u00f6z do\u011fma Sumqay\u0131t\u0131m\u0131. \u201c Kommunist\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda ev n\u00f6vb\u0259sin\u0259 dayananlara m\u0259nzill\u0259r paylanark\u0259n m\u0259n Bak\u0131dan deyil, dost-tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n, qohumlar\u0131m\u0131n, ill\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t\u0259 oldu\u011fum insanlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir m\u0259kandan – \u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimd\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi bacarmad\u0131m, g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ftli m\u0259nzil \u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimd\u0259 ald\u0131m…
\n…Bir d\u0259f\u0259 redaksiyan\u0131n s\u0259h\u0259r planyorkasinda \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdan birsi s\u00f6zaras\u0131 dedi ki, niy\u0259 Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd xan\u0131m yasad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun t\u0259nqidi yaz\u0131 vermir, niy\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri qoltu\u011funa al\u0131b saxlay\u0131r, bilmirik? H\u0259m\u0259n k\u0259s\u0259- m\u0259\u015fhur felyeton\u00e7umuz say\u0131lan a\u011fdaml\u0131 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd Dada\u015fova t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evrilm\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259rhal cavab\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 veridim – Sizl\u0259rin Ucar\u0131ndan, Balak\u0259ninind\u0259n, K\u00fcrd\u0259mirind\u0259n, A\u011fdamindan jurnalda t\u0259nqidi yaz\u0131lar ged\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z Sumqay\u0131t\u0131mdan yazacam,-dedim. \u015e\u00fcnki o vaxtlar jurnal\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259sdiyi ba\u015fa s\u00f6z yox idi. T\u0259nqid obyekti bar\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi c\u0259za t\u0259dbiril\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
-Bildiyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 atan\u0131z\u0131n Sumqay\u0131tda \u201c\u0259l izl\u0259ri\u201d var. Bir az da atan\u0131zdan, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rimizin qurulmas\u0131nda g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi \u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n
1940- 47-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0130ES-Tikinti, Corat, Novxan\u0131, Fatmayi, Goradil \u0259razisind\u0259 milis sah\u0259 r\u0259isi i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f atam Balo\u011flanov Nohbala \u018fkb\u0259r oglu sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bu torpaqlarda \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n z\u0259hm\u0259t, v\u00fcs\u0259t alan quruculuq i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dal\u0131b dan\u0131\u015fdiqca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u0259zabl\u0131-\u0259ziyy\u0259tli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri d\u0259 unutmurdu.
\n\u0130ES-tikinti idar\u0259sinin baraklar\u0131nda i\u015f v\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f otaqlarda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n atam t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f t\u0259yinat\u0131 alanda, tikinti \u0259razisind\u0259 o\u011fru qanunlar\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Ev o\u011frular\u0131, cibgirl\u0259r, ortal\u0131qda m\u0259n\u0259m-m\u0259n\u0259m deyib atamanl\u0131q ed\u0259nl\u0259r, ordudan f\u0259rarilikl\u0259 yay\u0131nanlar…
\nA\u011f\u0131r cinay\u0259tl\u0259rin k\u00f6k\u00fc k\u0259s\u00fcilm\u0259y\u0259n bir vaxtda, gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz bilm\u0259d\u0259n quldur d\u0259st\u0259sinin a\u015fkar edilib l\u0259\u011fv edilm\u0259si sah\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259rgin i\u015fl\u0259r apard\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, bu yolda hans\u0131 \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7dikl\u0259rini dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131 atam. B\u00f6y\u00fck bir quldur d\u0259st\u0259sinin \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irilm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurduqlar\u0131 \u0259m\u0259liyyat plan\u0131 m\u00fcsb\u0259t n\u0259tic\u0259 verir v\u0259 cinay\u0259tkar d\u0259st\u0259nin l\u0259\u011fvini ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirir. Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra atam Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 Ulduz Ordeni il\u0259 t\u0259ltif olunur. Yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 sonradan atam\u0131 bir illiy\u0259 T\u00fcrkm\u0259nstan Respublikas\u0131na ezam ed\u0259r\u0259k orada da t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sind\u0259n s\u0259hra yollar\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r cinay\u0259t hadis\u0259l\u0259rinin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131nda yararlan\u0131blar.<\/p>\n
-Hardasa oxumu\u015fam ki, y\u00fcks\u0259k sivilizasiya d\u00fcnyan\u0131 m\u0259hv\u0259 aparacaq. D\u00fcnyan\u0131 bilmir\u0259m amma dey\u0259s\u0259n insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259hvinin astanas\u0131nday\u0131q. Sizc\u0259 sivilizasiya, inki\u015faf insanlar\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259vi ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na soyuqluq, s\u00fcnilik g\u0259tir\u0259n ba\u015fl\u0131ca amildir?<\/p>\n
– Do\u011fum s\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bak\u0131l\u0131 say\u0131lsam da, Bak\u0131da ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim b\u0259zi h\u0259yat prinsipl\u0259riml\u0259 zidiyy\u0259t t\u0259\u015fkil edir. D\u00f6stluq, \u0259l uzatmaq, k\u00f6m\u0259k olmaq Bak\u0131da \u00e7ay suyunun alt qat\u0131 t\u0259kindir, isti-soyuqlu\u011fu d\u0259yi\u015film\u0259z qal\u0131r. K\u0259d\u0259rl\u0131, \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 donuq \u00fczl\u0259r, soyuq bax\u0131\u015flarla rastla\u015f\u0131rsan. Gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdikd\u0259, qon\u015fu qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lin g\u0259lmir, c\u00fcr\u0259tin yetmir. Sumqay\u0131t… bura \u00f6zg\u0259, do\u011fma bir m\u0259kand\u0131r., haray\u0131na y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 hay verilir, s\u0259n\u0259 arxa- dayaq olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri ayaqlaqr\u0131 il\u0259 qap\u0131na g\u0259lirl\u0259r. Biz bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, bel\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. Kim\u0259s\u0259 biz k\u00f6m\u0259k olmu\u015fuq, kims\u0259 d\u0259 biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k olub.<\/p>\n
-Dost se\u00e7imind\u0259 yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z olubmu? \u018fn \u00e7ox insanlarla dostsunuz, yoxsa q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259?<\/p>\n
O ki, qald\u0131 \u015f\u0259xsi dostlu\u011fuma, jurnalistika sah\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k olmu\u015f Z\u0259rif\u0259 xan\u0131m T\u0259hm\u0259zovan\u0131, Sevil xan\u0131m Bayramovan\u0131 v\u0259 Xasay Cahangirovu m\u0259n\u0259 xeyirxahl\u0131qlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259ziz tutmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n
-Ciddi g\u00f6rk\u0259minizin, b\u0259z\u0259n k\u0259skin ifad\u0259l\u0259rinizin, s\u0259rt bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n fonunda k\u00f6vr\u0259k bir \u00fcr\u0259k, duy\u011fu dolu bir ruh gzl\u0259tdiyinizin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varanda i\u00e7inizd\u0259ki h\u0259yat e\u015fqinin hardan qaynaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duymamaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevgi n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n
-M\u0259nc\u0259, bu sual\u0131n\u0131za \u0259vv\u0259lki cavablar\u0131mdan do\u011fru-d\u00fczg\u00fcn izahat vermi\u015f\u0259m. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n eni\u015fl\u0131-yoxu\u015flu h\u0259yat yollar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259dib. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 haqqa haq olma\u011fa, nahaqqa nahaq olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, S\u0259rt g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 xeyirxahl\u0131\u011fa, insanlara \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rmaga, can yand\u0131rmaa\u011fa meyilliy\u0259m. V\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131 da bu xasiyy\u0259timd\u0259n b\u0259hr\u0259l\u0259nirl\u0259r. \u00c7ex kommunist-yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, m\u0259hb\u0259sd\u0259 edam olunmu\u015f Yulius Fu\u00e7ikin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini tez-tez h\u0259yat qay\u0259m kimi i\u015fl\u0259dir\u0259m: -\u0130nsanlar, m\u0259n Sizi sevirdim…\u0130nsanlar\u0131 sev ki, onlar da s\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
– Maraql\u0131, s\u0259mimi s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m, Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd xan\u0131m!<\/p>\n
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