{"id":33482,"date":"2019-11-08T01:00:45","date_gmt":"2019-11-07T21:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33482"},"modified":"2019-11-08T10:23:53","modified_gmt":"2019-11-08T06:23:53","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33482","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 AYTEL.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Qad\u0131n
\n\u0130st\u0259kd\u0259n yo\u011frulsan da,
\n\u0130st\u0259kl\u0259 do\u011fulmad\u0131n.
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox idi arzun
\nArzundaca bo\u011fuldun!
\nYum! Yum g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Sevdin!
\nRuhun uzaqda
\nCismin do\u011fma yataqda,
\nAnan\u0131n nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015f,
\nH\u0259v\u0259s-h\u0259v\u0259s tikdiyi
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131rmaqlayan
\nD\u0131rnaqlar\u0131n \u015fi\u015f\u0259mi?
\nM\u0259hr\u0259min\u0259 satd\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\nCismin d\u00f6z\u00fcr \u015fi\u015f\u0259mi?
\nBu d\u00fcnya \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ikdir.
\nBir qad\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki
\nSevgini basd\u0131rma\u011fa
\nYer acizdi torpaqda,
\nTorpaq b\u0259yaz bayraqd\u0131!
\nS\u0259n azad olamad\u0131n!
\nYum! Yum g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Alis\u0259n!
\nUlusan!
\nAnasan!
\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn sin\u0259n \u00fcst\u0259
\nDa\u011f olsun ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259,
\nN\u0259 f\u0259rqi
\nO da\u011f\u0131n t\u0259kind\u0259ki
\nQaranl\u0131qda inl\u0259y\u0259n
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan as\u0131lan,
\nQara div\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lan \u00fcr\u0259k
\nAlimi?
\nUlumu?
\nAnam\u0131?!.
\nT\u0259ki o da\u011f da\u011flar\u0131n
\nBa\u011f olsun ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259…
\n\u018fmsin d\u00fcnya d\u0259rdini,
\nD\u00f6ns\u00fcn d\u00fcnya d\u0259rdin\u0259!<\/p>\n

Qapqara sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan
\nBir tel ay\u0131r…
\nDola\u015fd\u0131r b\u0259mb\u0259yaz buxa\u011f\u0131na…
\n– Ana!
\nYen\u0259…
\nBala s\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evril,
\nBala n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259ril…
\nS\u0259ril!
\nS\u0259ril!
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131na s\u0259rilm\u0259!
\nAyaqlama c\u0259nn\u0259ti!<\/p>\n

Anama
\nBir d\u0259li sevdaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, ana,
\n\u0130ntihar sevdas\u0131na!
\nAmma
\nQ\u0131ym\u0131ram s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yinin bir par\u00e7as\u0131na,
\nQ\u0131ym\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259!
\nBax, ana,
\nBirc\u0259 can\u0131mnan ba\u015fqa
\n he\u00e7 n\u0259yim yoxdu.
\nOnu da borcluyam S\u0259n Tanr\u0131ma!
\nBilir\u0259m, onsuz da qatil\u0259m!
\nM\u0259nli arzular\u0131n\u0131n,
\n\u0130st\u0259kl\u0259rinin,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259m\u0259diyim n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rinin “qatili”!
\n\u0130ndi d\u0259
\n balan\u0131n qatili olmaqdan qorxuram!
\nAna!
\nS\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m!
\nBa\u015f\u0131mdak\u0131 bu sevdan\u0131n xatirin\u0259!
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla!!!<\/p>\n

Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k
\nAy, k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259nim,
\nM\u0259rdim, m\u0259rdim, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k.
\nS\u0259ni, s\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259n\u0259
\nVerdim… verdim, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl a\u00e7mad\u0131 yen\u0259 bu yaz,
\n\u00dcmid d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 bu yaz…
\nQara sa\u00e7\u0131m, s\u0259ni b\u0259yaz
\nH\u00f6rd\u00fcm… h\u00f6rd\u00fcm, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259n sald\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 meyil,
\nDi i\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcl, d\u00f6y\u00fcl.
\nBu d\u00fcnya bizimki deyil,
\nD\u0259rdim, d\u0259rdim, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qad\u0131n \u0130st\u0259kd\u0259n yo\u011frulsan da, \u0130st\u0259kl\u0259 do\u011fulmad\u0131n. O q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox idi arzun Arzundaca bo\u011fuldun! Yum! Yum g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, qad\u0131n! Sevdin! Ruhun uzaqda Cismin do\u011fma yataqda, Anan\u0131n nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015f, H\u0259v\u0259s-h\u0259v\u0259s tikdiyi Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131rmaqlayan D\u0131rnaqlar\u0131n \u015fi\u015f\u0259mi? M\u0259hr\u0259min\u0259 satd\u0131\u011f\u0131n Cismin d\u00f6z\u00fcr \u015fi\u015f\u0259mi? Bu d\u00fcnya \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ikdir. Bir qad\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki Sevgini basd\u0131rma\u011fa Yer acizdi torpaqda, Torpaq b\u0259yaz bayraqd\u0131! S\u0259n azad olamad\u0131n! Yum! […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33482"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33485,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33482\/revisions\/33485"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}