{"id":33540,"date":"2019-11-18T12:00:21","date_gmt":"2019-11-18T08:00:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33540"},"modified":"2019-11-25T13:45:31","modified_gmt":"2019-11-25T09:45:31","slug":"xalq-sairi-b%c9%99xtiyar-vahabzad%c9%99-h%c9%99r-s%c9%99kild%c9%99-bir-anim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33540","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi B\u0259xtiyar VAHABZAD\u018f.”H\u0259r \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bir an\u0131m…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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(Q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015f\u0131m Yusif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011fluna)<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcb \u00f6n\u00fcm\u0259
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rimi,
\nM\u0259n yad\u0131ma sal\u0131ram
\no \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rimi.
\nBu \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin
\nmin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259li s\u0259sidir.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m anlar\u0131n
\nka\u011f\u0131zlar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259
\n\u0259ks olan k\u00f6lg\u0259sidir.
\n\u015e\u0259kill\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131n-y\u0131\u011f\u0131n,
\n\u015e\u0259kill\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259;
\nH\u0259r \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bir an\u0131m
\n\u0259b\u0259dilik ya\u015fay\u0131r
\ncans\u0131z bir ka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcst\u0259.
\nYa\u015fam\u0131\u015fam o an\u0131,
\nO an \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259limd\u0259n;
\nO anda ke\u00e7irdiyim
\nH\u0259y\u0259can\u0131, duy\u011funu
\nya\u015famaram bir d\u0259 m\u0259n.
\nSiz ey \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rd\u0259n
\nm\u0259n\u0259 xatir\u0259 qalan
\ncans\u0131z d\u00f6vl\u0259tim, var\u0131m \u2013
\nKa\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7alar\u0131nda
\ndonub qalan anlar\u0131m!
\nSiz \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc toz basan
\nn\u0259\u011fm\u0259siz bir simsiniz,
\nm\u0259nim zahirimsiniz…
\nO anda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nhissim, duy\u011fum, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m,
\nbura \u0259ks olunmam\u0131\u015f –
\nka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcst\u0259 qonmam\u0131\u015f.
\nBax, bu \u015f\u0259kil: \u0259limd\u0259
\nbir d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00fcl tutmu\u015fam;
\nSanki qaya ba\u015f\u0131ndan
\nyer\u0259 baxan bir qu\u015fam.
\nOn il \u0259vv\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f
\nbu \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 baxanda,
\nO vaxtk\u0131 duy\u011fular\u0131m
\nyada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr bir anda.
\nO duy\u011fuma g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m,
\no arzuma g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nDuy\u011fular ba\u015fqala\u015fm\u0131\u015f,
\nArzular ba\u015fqala\u015fm\u0131\u015f.
\nO zamandan bu yana
\n\u00e7ox s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m da\u011flar\u0131,
\nqayalar\u0131 a\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.
\nArzular ba\u015fqala\u015fm\u0131\u015f,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015fqala\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.
\nO \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn
\n\u0259li \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli o\u011flan \u2013
\nsad\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kli o\u011flan
\nm\u0259n\u0259mmi?.. Ah, d\u0259yi\u015fir-
\nAx\u0131, insan d\u0259mb\u0259d\u0259m.
\nDo\u011frusu, o, h\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nH\u0259m d\u0259 ki, m\u0259n deyil\u0259m.
\nBu \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin
\nmin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259li s\u0259sidir.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m anlar\u0131n
\nka\u011f\u0131zlar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259
\nH\u0259kk olan k\u00f6lg\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

\u0130yul 1960, Riqa, Dubult\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015f\u0131m Yusif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011fluna) H\u0259rd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcb \u00f6n\u00fcm\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rimi, M\u0259n yad\u0131ma sal\u0131ram o \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rimi. Bu \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin min n\u0259\u011fm\u0259li s\u0259sidir. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m anlar\u0131n ka\u011f\u0131zlar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259ks olan k\u00f6lg\u0259sidir. \u015e\u0259kill\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131n-y\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u015e\u0259kill\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259; H\u0259r \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bir an\u0131m \u0259b\u0259dilik ya\u015fay\u0131r cans\u0131z bir ka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcst\u0259. Ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam o an\u0131, O an \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259limd\u0259n; O anda ke\u00e7irdiyim H\u0259y\u0259can\u0131, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33540","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33540","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33540"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33540\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33555,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33540\/revisions\/33555"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33540"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33540"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33540"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}