{"id":33841,"date":"2019-12-09T08:00:29","date_gmt":"2019-12-09T04:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33841"},"modified":"2019-12-09T09:16:41","modified_gmt":"2019-12-09T05:16:41","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-38","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33841","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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“G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi”nin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

* * *
\nburax, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6ls\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar,
\n\u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259 olmas\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na,
\nm\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxdan “xala” deyir u\u015faqlar,
\nn\u0259 tez “n\u0259n\u0259” oldun, ay nax\u0131\u015f anam?!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim,
\nqocala bilm\u0259z
\nm\u0259n boyda “k\u00f6rp\u0259si” olan bir qad\u0131n.
\nDaha g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259n borc ala bilm\u0259z,
\n“olmazlar”,
\nDilimd\u0259 t\u0259kbirdi ad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

burax, qoy qocals\u0131n “Sabir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si”
\nhe\u00e7 kimin ilk sevda q\u0259sri olmas\u0131n
\n“sa\u00e7\u0131mda a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n boz k\u00f6lg\u0259si
\n-demi\u015fdin,
\no k\u00f6lg\u0259 he\u00e7 canlanmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

burax, dizl\u0259rind\u0259 k\u00fckr\u0259sin zaman,
\nburax, at oynats\u0131n sevinc \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nm\u0259n s\u0259nin dizin\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b yatan
\n“k\u00f6rp\u0259n\u0259m”
\nqalm\u0131\u015fam \u015feir d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0259ll\u0259rim a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r d\u00f6rd bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259-
\nm\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn dinl\u0259rin bid\u0259t\u00e7isiy\u0259m,
\nduam himn kimi
\n“Laylay, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m
\nLilitin sonuncu l\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7isiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

s\u0259n n\u0259 tez yenildin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na?
\nn\u0259 tez z\u0259f\u0259r himni \u00e7ald\u0131 “can hay\u0131”?
\ns\u0259n n\u0259 tez qocald\u0131n, ay nax\u0131\u015f anam?
\nh\u0259l\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259yib candan can pay\u0131m.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, bilm\u0259dim el\u0259 g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r,
\nSevgi zirv\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan y\u0131x\u0131lar.
\nNiy\u0259 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fcr,
\nO s\u0259nli yuxular, s\u0259nli yuxular.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, sevmi\u015f\u0259m sev\u0259nl\u0259r kimi,
\nKitabs\u0131z, \u00fcnvans\u0131z, qayda-qanunsuz.
\nM\u0259n \u018fsli olmad\u0131m, Xan K\u0259r\u0259m kimi,
\nAl\u0131\u015fd\u0131m oduna at\u0259\u015fsiz, odsuz.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, n\u0259 edim, \u0259limd\u0259 deyil,
\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 r\u00f6yama mehman olursan.
\nA\u011fl\u0131m yaddan \u00e7\u0131xar, unut, at deyir,
\nAx\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259s\u0259n, unudulmazsan.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan xatir\u0259nd\u0259,
\nBir sevginin yas\u0131 vard\u0131r.
\nHey a\u011flayan g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259,
\nNakaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n qalan yuxularda,
\nS\u0259nsizliyin kabusu var.
\nS\u0259nsiz g\u0259l\u0259n sabahlarda,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tinin qoxusu var.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan qal\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nsiz,
\nAtmosferi hicran dolu.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri s\u0259nsiz, s\u0259ssiz,
\nH\u0259r yolu bir \u00f6l\u00fcm yolu.<\/p>\n

Add\u0131mlaram bu yollar\u0131,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan arzularla.
\nYa\u015fayaram \u00e7ox ill\u0259ri,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan x\u0259yallarla.<\/p>\n

Bir h\u0259yat\u0131n q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259ri.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan t\u0259k xatir\u0259,
\nYaz\u0131q q\u0259lbin \u00fcmidl\u0259ri.
\nYaz\u0131q oldu arzular da,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim s\u0259ni sevm\u0259yimd\u0259.
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcb getdi v\u00fcsal\u0131n da,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan xatir\u0259nd\u0259.
\nHe\u00e7 dem\u0259dim \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k bu,<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 dem\u0259dim \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k bu,
\nHicran\u0131n \u0259liyl\u0259 bir g\u00fcn.
\nYanan q\u0259lbin k\u00f6z\u00fc, odu,
\nS\u00f6n\u0259r g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla bir g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n qalan bir xatir\u0259,
\nBir h\u0259yat\u0131n q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259ri.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan t\u0259k xatir\u0259,
\nYaz\u0131q q\u0259lbin \u00fcmidl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fsaq\u2026
\nYana\u011f\u0131mdan iki gil\u0259 ya\u015f axar,
\nBiri s\u0259nin, biri m\u0259nim ad\u0131mda.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim dir\u0259nib yerl\u0259r\u0259 baxar,
\nBir daha qalmas\u0131n s\u0259nin yad\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim yen\u0259 d\u0259 susar, dan\u0131\u015fmaz,
\nK\u00fcsk\u00fcn k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259kanl\u0131q eyl\u0259r.
\nS\u0259nin yoxlu\u011funa yen\u0259 al\u0131\u015fmaz,
\nAmma, s\u0259nsizlikd\u0259 sultanl\u0131q eyl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131b sevgi ist\u0259y\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259rib get dey\u0259mm\u0259r\u0259m.
\nSad\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259r,
\nBirc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z dey\u0259mm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fsaq\u2026Yen\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259r,
\nBoy atar, c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259r, saralar, solar.
\nBir g\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fsaq\u2026 Eh, n\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r,
\nD\u0259li k\u00f6n\u00fcl daha n\u0259l\u0259r arzular.<\/p>\n

* * *
\nS\u0259h\u0259rim ad\u0131nla ba\u015flad\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nAx\u015fama \u00e7ox qal\u0131b, b\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.
\n\u00dclvi ist\u0259kl\u0259ri q\u0131l\u0131nc eyl\u0259yib,
\nDan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k yen\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u00f6z d\u00fcnyan\u0131n s\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259sis\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u015fahzad\u0259siy\u0259m.
\nS\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin \u0130sk\u0259nd\u0259ris\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin q\u0259lbinin N\u00fc\u015fab\u0259siy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259c\u0259m sevgiml\u0259 fatehliyini,
\nQar\u015f\u0131mda \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k c\u0259lladl\u0131\u011f\u0131n da.
\n\u201c\u0130sk\u0259nd\u0259r yenilm\u0259z, yen\u0259r\u201d sehrini,
\nAlacam \u0259lind\u0259n \u015e\u0259fal\u0131\u011f\u0131mla\u2026<\/p>\n

SEVG\u0130M\u0130N CO\u011eRAF\u0130YA D\u018fRS\u0130<\/p>\n

\u0130tmi\u015f bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t adalar\u0131yd\u0131,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr x\u0259rit\u0259md\u0259 s\u0259nli cizgil\u0259r.
\nYa da, yad \u0259lind\u0259n dad-aman\u0131yd\u0131\u2026
\nHardasa duyulmaz bir haray\u0131yd\u0131,
\nToydan bir g\u00fcn sonra s\u0131nan g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yaman, n\u0259 yaman h\u0259sr\u0259tin varm\u0131\u015f,
\n\u0130zl\u0259r add\u0131m-add\u0131m hara gets\u0259m m\u0259n.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar n\u0259 yaman darm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nUzaqda olma\u011f\u0131n dem\u0259 ya\u015fatm\u0131\u015f,
\nYoxsa m\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259rdim \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n, g\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n uzaq\u2026\u00c7ox uzaq co\u011frafi bir k\u0259\u015ff,
\nAdasan, k\u00f6rf\u0259zs\u0259n, d\u0259nizs\u0259n, n\u0259s\u0259n?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 savannalar, tropik me\u015f\u0259?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259rif, inc\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259\u2026
\nYa b\u0259lk\u0259, quruca bir s\u0259hrasan s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

AYRILIQ \u00d6L\u00dcM DEY\u0130L K\u0130…<\/p>\n

\u201cAyr\u0131l\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcm deyil ki\u2026\u201d
\n-deyib d\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var\u2026
\nBax, o qara\u00e7\u0131 deyir ki:
\n-Yollara g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130zl\u0259rinl\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flanm\u0131r,
\nC\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar yiy\u0259siz qal\u0131b.
\nGicitk\u0259nl\u0259r ovxalanm\u0131r,
\nQuzuqula\u011f\u0131 qocal\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n

O k\u0259nd bir ba\u015fqa dar\u0131x\u0131b\u2026
\nO k\u0259nd bizi axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nDa\u011flar k\u0259nd yoluna bax\u0131b
\nD\u0259r\u0259 boyu a\u011flay\u0131rm\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

Fikrin varm\u0131, kiriy\u0259rmi
\nB\u0130Zi g\u00f6rs\u0259 o da\u011f k\u0259ndi?
\nH\u0259yas\u0131ndan \u0259riy\u0259rmi
\nAram\u0131zda h\u0259sr\u0259t b\u0259ndi?<\/p>\n

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\nh\u0259r bazarert\u0259si t\u0259nha a\u011faclar
\nsevinir duyanda g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini…
\no boz g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r, ala qar\u011falar
\nsevdirir Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259l i\u015fl\u0259rini…<\/p>\n

s\u0259ninl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131l,
\nyeri\u015fin yara\u015f\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn yollara…
\nn\u0259 olsun x\u0259yal\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259r a\u015f\u0131r?!
\nm\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn uzaqd\u0131 ikic\u0259 dalan…<\/p>\n

h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r i\u015f vaxt\u0131n-
\nsonsuzluq simvolu o s\u0259kkiz saat…
\ns\u0259n\u0259 xatir ya\u015fay\u0131ram h\u0259yat\u0131…
\na\u00e7\u0131ram z\u0259ngini, zaman\u0131 uzat…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi”nin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 * * * burax, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6ls\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar, \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259 olmas\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxdan “xala” deyir u\u015faqlar, n\u0259 tez “n\u0259n\u0259” oldun, ay nax\u0131\u015f anam?! M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim, qocala bilm\u0259z m\u0259n boyda “k\u00f6rp\u0259si” […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33841","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33841","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33841"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33841\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33853,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33841\/revisions\/33853"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33841"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33841"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33841"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}