{"id":35168,"date":"2020-03-28T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2020-03-28T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=35168"},"modified":"2021-03-31T10:16:05","modified_gmt":"2021-03-31T06:16:05","slug":"sair-publisist-ibrahim-ilyasli-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=35168","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair-publisist \u0130brahim \u0130LYASLI.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Prezident T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc,
Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Sumqay\u0131t B\u00fcr\u00f6sunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0130MD\u0130 M\u018fN\u0130 S\u018fSL\u018fY\u018fN<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n kim\u0259m,
N\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyada?-
Bir pay\u0131 quru torpaq,
\u00dc\u00e7 pay\u0131 su d\u00fcnyada!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0131m Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r ad\u0131,
\u00d6z\u00fcm adi bir adam.
Bir d\u0259 bu adilikd\u0259n
Bezib \u00e7\u0131xan f\u0259ryadam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259 durdu\u011fum,
Aynadak\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259mmi?
Ruhum m\u0259n\u0259 dard\u0131m\u0131,
M\u0259n ruhuma bin\u0259mmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fvv\u0259l-ax\u0131r deyil\u0259n
Bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc-bi\u00e7i varm\u0131?
Varsa b\u0259s \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fczl\u00fck
N\u0259di, bilm\u0259k olarm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu cismi-can varl\u0131qd\u0131,
Yoxluq divan\u0259siy\u0259m.
La \u0130lah\u0259 \u0130ll\u0259llah!-
Kimdi m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

BU D\u0130VARIN O \u00dcZ\u00dcND\u018f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu divar\u0131n o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
Bir nazl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259k uyuyub.
Gec\u0259 g\u0259rib qanad\u0131n\u0131,
\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 l\u0259l\u0259k uyuyub.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O xan\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 var – oyaq,
D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n tavanacan.
Qap\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259, d\u00f6rd divar,
\u00c7imir almaz sabahacan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odas\u0131n\u0131n y\u00f6r\u0259sind\u0259
Y\u00fcz hoqqadan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r k\u00fcl\u0259k.
Donub qal\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259,
\u00abHeyr\u0259t ey b\u00fct!\u2026\u00bb – oxur k\u00fcl\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 tama\u015fas\u0131 n\u0259di –
O m\u0259l\u0259yi g\u00f6r\u0259n bilir.
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,
Ay ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc y\u00fcks\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026Divarlar\u0131n bu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
Qism\u0259tim qubard\u0131 m\u0259nim.
H\u0259r yan g\u00f6z\u0259llikdi, Tanr\u0131m,
H\u0259r yan\u0131m divard\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6L\u00dcM\u018f S\u00d6YK\u018fNM\u0130\u015e ADAM<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgiy\u0259 layiq dostun yox,
Nifr\u0259t\u0259 layiq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin.
N\u0259 layiqsiz adamsan s\u0259n –
B\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259yin var, n\u0259yin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nin var,
N\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nin.
Zal\u0131m adam, aciz adam,
B\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259yin var, n\u0259yin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Madd\u0131m-madd\u0131m n\u0259 baxarsan,
Bu Yer s\u0259nin, bu G\u00f6y s\u0259nin.
S\u0259ninkil\u0259r s\u0259nin deyil,
B\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259yin var, n\u0259yin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rsan,
N\u0259 nahaqdan yox k\u00f6m\u0259yin.
Haql\u0131 adam, haqs\u0131z adam,
B\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259yin var, n\u0259yin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 a\u011f bayra\u011f\u0131n yell\u0259nir,
N\u0259 g\u0259lir qanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yin.
Amal\u0131n yox, amac\u0131n yox,
B\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259yin var, n\u0259yin?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fa dolmaq ya\u015famaqm\u0131,
Ya\u015fan\u0131b t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015f adam?
Yaradandan utan bar\u0131,
\u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015f adam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u018f G\u00dcNAHIN Y\u0130Y\u018fS\u0130YD\u0130M<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131n yiy\u0259siydim,
Sallan\u0131b, \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131ma?
G\u0259ldin – g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,
K\u00fcm\u0259mi y\u0131xd\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n kimins\u0259 halal\u0131san,
S\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 baxmaq olmaz!
G\u00f6z qada\u011fa qanm\u0131r, xan\u0131m,
S\u0259n\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq olma!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259 d\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f olarm\u0131?! –
Pah\u2026 obana-elin\u0259c\u0259n!..
Davasan, qansan, xatasan,
D\u0131rna\u011f\u0131ndan telin\u0259c\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xuda canalan yarad\u0131b,
Ta s\u0259n\u0259 ad laz\u0131m deyil.
Valiy\u0259 dey\u0259k: – \u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259
Daha c\u0259llad laz\u0131m deyil!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n qisas yeri deyils\u0259n,
Aral\u0131qda batar qan\u0131m.
Bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm el\u0259,
Allah\u0131 sev\u0259rs\u0259n, xan\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00d6HN\u018f G\u00d6Z\u018fLL\u018fM\u018f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131m, bu g\u00f6z\u0259li s\u0259n yarad\u0131bsan,
Nurdan yo\u011furubsan mah camal\u0131n\u0131.
Tullayar tac\u0131n\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131na
G\u00f6rs\u0259 d\u0259rgah\u0131nda \u015fah, camal\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259rin g\u00fcn deyil g\u00fcn\u00fc,-
G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n \u0259r\u015fd\u0259ki f\u0259ryad\u0131, \u00fcn\u00fc\u2026
Meh vurub oynad\u0131r siyah z\u00fclf\u00fcn\u00fc,-
Gah k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u00fcr, gah camal\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni bu heyr\u0259td\u0259 bir az da \u0259yl\u0259,
Ah\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259c\u0259r et, ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131 teyl\u0259 –
Qan\u0131m\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131na v\u0259sm\u0259lik eyl\u0259,
B\u0259z\u0259sin \u00e7\u0259kdiyim ah camal\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

* * *<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oturub \u00f6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259
\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.
Yalan r\u0259ngl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb
Ger\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259kir\u0259m ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim\u0259
Faniliyin \u0259trini.
M\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259ziz tutan varm\u0131
Bu faninin x\u0259trini?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kims\u0259 bilm\u0259z n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirir
M\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim.
\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rirl\u0259r
Olma\u011fa \u0259kdikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259ryalar m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir,
Tufanlar m\u0259nd\u0259n qopur.
Ba\u015f\u0131ma odlar \u0259l\u0259nir,
Ruhuma sular hopur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259kill\u0259nir q\u0259l\u0259mimd\u0259
Do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015f bir adam.
M\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m, yavrum,
M\u0259n bir d\u0259li r\u0259ssamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

YADINA D\u00dc\u015eD\u00dcM<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn hardan do\u011fdu bel\u0259? –
G\u00f6r kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!
\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6rk el\u0259y\u0259n,
G\u00f6rk\u00fcm\u00fcn yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qo\u015fuldum a\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259,
\u00c7\u0259kildim \u00e7a\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259.
S\u0259s verdi da\u011flar s\u0259sin\u0259,-
\u018frkimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aldatd\u0131 \u015feytan n\u0259f\u0259si,
Atd\u0131m m\u0259ni sev\u0259n k\u0259si.
H\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259ni l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259sin,
H\u0259r kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

NEC\u018fS\u018fN<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlarda
Yamanda hal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\u00d6zg\u0259sin\u0259 qism\u0259t olan
Cah\u0131-c\u0259lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yalana d\u00f6nd\u00fc ger\u00e7\u0259yim,
Ay g\u00f6z\u0259lim, ay g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259yim.
\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nim, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim,
P\u0259t\u0259yim, bal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u015fam yolun \u00fcst\u0259 bit\u0259n,
N\u0259 sirdi anlamaz yet\u0259n.
G\u00f6z\u00fc, k\u00f6nl\u00fc dil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n,
Dill\u0259ri lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259r-zibam, l\u0259lim, g\u00f6vh\u0259rim,
Yaqut-Y\u0259m\u0259n, simu-z\u0259rim,
Barmaqlar\u0131 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rim,
Ba\u015f\u0131 b\u0259lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn d\u00f6nm\u0259z m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131,
\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n mu\u011fat ol bar\u0131.
\u0130brahimin sit\u0259mkar\u0131,
Nec\u0259s\u0259n, zal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0130L\u018fM<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00abM\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259m a\u011flayarsanm\u0131?…\u00bb
S\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259n, a\u011flamaq n\u0259di?-
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bill\u0259m.
Dostu yand\u0131r\u0131b, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni
\u00d6l\u00fcnc\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259 bill\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 qurub m\u0259h\u015f\u0259ri,
Heyr\u0259td\u0259 qoyub b\u0259\u015f\u0259ri,
M\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259n a\u015fiql\u0259ri
Tarixd\u0259n sildir\u0259 bill\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259h\u0259r deyib \u015firin cana,
Boyan\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131l-al qana.
Bir daha d\u00f6vr\u00fc-d\u00f6vrana
E\u015fq n\u0259di – bildir\u0259 bill\u0259m!\n\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Prezident T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc,Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Sumqay\u0131t B\u00fcr\u00f6sunun R\u0259hb\u0259ri K\u0130MD\u0130 M\u018fN\u0130 S\u018fSL\u018fY\u018fN Tanr\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n kim\u0259m,N\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyada?-Bir pay\u0131 quru torpaq,\u00dc\u00e7 pay\u0131 su d\u00fcnyada! Ad\u0131m Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r ad\u0131,\u00d6z\u00fcm adi bir adam.Bir d\u0259 bu adilikd\u0259nBezib \u00e7\u0131xan f\u0259ryadam. Q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259 durdu\u011fum,Aynadak\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259mmi?Ruhum m\u0259n\u0259 dard\u0131m\u0131,M\u0259n ruhuma bin\u0259mmi? \u018fvv\u0259l-ax\u0131r deyil\u0259nBir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc-bi\u00e7i varm\u0131?Varsa b\u0259s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35168","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35168","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35168"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35168\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37604,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35168\/revisions\/37604"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35168"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35168"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35168"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}