{"id":35470,"date":"2020-04-14T08:00:20","date_gmt":"2020-04-14T04:00:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=35470"},"modified":"2020-04-14T09:26:25","modified_gmt":"2020-04-14T05:26:25","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-gozum-o-qozl%c9%99rd%c9%99-qaldi-poema","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=35470","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.”G\u00f6z\u00fcm o q\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 qald\u0131…” (Poema)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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H\u00f6rm\u0259tli Az\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llim!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

 91-ci ild\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

29-il \u0259lyazmalar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda qal\u0131b. Bir az \u0259l g\u0259zdirib Siz\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir\u0259m. Hadis\u0259l\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan Xalq \u015fairi, Respublikan\u0131n Milli Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 X.R. Ulut\u00fcrkl\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u0259nclik v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rimizd\u0259n b\u0259hs edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz iki r\u0259fiq\u0259 q\u0131zla ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurmu\u015fduq. Bu \u0259lyazmam\u0131 X\u0259lil\u0259 oxuyanda, art\u0131q m\u0259nim xan\u0131m\u0131m d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 X.R. Ulut\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyada yoxdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 Fir\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m Ulut\u00fcrk\u00fc qorusun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri  – <\/strong>23 mart 2020    <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259,\u00a0\u00a0N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259,\u00a0Xalq \u015fairi<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P.S. Bu \u015f\u0259kli 1962-ci ild\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ik\u0259n Moskvada \u00e7\u0259kdirmi\u015fik.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

PROLOQ \u018fV\u018fZ\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u015f\u0131mda bir \u015f\u0259kil var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

arada ne\u00e7\u0259 il var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 pay\u0131z, ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131\u015f:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orda sa\u00e7lar qarayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burda sa\u00e7lar a\u011farm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orda v\u00fcsal dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burda h\u0259sr\u0259t, ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ordak\u0131 \u201cm\u0259n deyil\u0259m\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burdak\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arada bir Araz var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i\u00e7imd\u0259 etiraz var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 iki sahil! \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r, e\u015fid\u0259n deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lil!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngiz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 do\u011fma, \u0259ziz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir dastand\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259kil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sirli, sehirli dastan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qal\u0131b iki g\u0259lind\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

iki t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 dostdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hardad\u0131 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259ad\u0259t b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259yib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da \u00f6z\u00fc \u2013 bilm\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burdak\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259, verg\u00fcl,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

adi i\u015far\u0259 deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z ah\u0131md\u0131 \u2013 n\u0259f\u0259sim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259n damc\u0131lay\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                             \u0259zizim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130yirmi bir ya\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6rp\u0259kl\u0259ri ba\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ad\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yalar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki g\u0259lin, iki g\u00fcl,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

e\u015fq dolu iki k\u00f6n\u00fcl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri \u2013 \u015eirind\u0259n \u015firin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biri \u2013 Leylid\u0259n \u0259ziz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara, bir d\u0259 Fir\u0259ngiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 \u2013 ekiztay\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil ay\u0131rmaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ay\u0131r\u0131b q\u0259lbi q\u0131rmaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kisi d\u0259 \u2013 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biri bir az doludu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri s\u0131n\u0131qt\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri b\u0259rk g\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri \u2013 az dan\u0131\u015fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri tez k\u00fcs\u0259y\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri \u2013 tez bar\u0131\u015fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri \u2013 kino sev\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri \u2013 \u015f\u0259kil y\u0131\u011fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri \u2013 gecd\u0259n durand\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri \u00e7ox yata\u011fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kisi d\u0259 \u2013 a\u011fappaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u00fca\u011f olmu\u015flar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r\u0259si bir c\u00fcr\u0259 a\u011f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r\u0259si bir c\u00fcr\u0259 pak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birinin d\u00fc\u015fb\u0259r\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o birinin s\u00fcfr\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u0259ncin yast\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015f qoyubdu h\u0259r\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ovsunlay\u0131b apar\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r\u0259si bir cavan\u0131, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biri \u2013 X\u0259lil Rzan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri d\u0259 Qiyam\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra bu toy-bayram\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biri Salyanda qurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biri G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 qurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u015f\u0131qlar oxuyurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259linl\u0259r oynay\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qan\u0131m\u0131z durulurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259yl\u0259r qucaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnya pakla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara el\u0259 bilirdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

daimiyik, \u0259b\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcz il sonra gec olmaz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dan\u0131\u015fsa bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n dedim el\u0259 dem\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnyaya \u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya timsah a\u011fz\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b b\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yat\u0131b xumarlan\u0131r\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz mi\u015far di\u015fl\u0259r \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131ram o s\u00f6hb\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

heyif, \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onda yaza bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

indi susa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

II<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hadini oxuyurdum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavidi oxuyurdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fc\u015ffiqi d\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir s\u0131rada qoyurdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hadi \u2013 C\u00fcmhuriyy\u0259tin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fair o\u011fluydu \u2013 m\u0259tin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 sonradan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On birinci ordudan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir silahl\u0131 \u00e7ala\u011fan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dilind\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f, h\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir yaban\u00e7\u0131 l\u0259hc\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sual verir, o susur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fmr el\u0259yir, o susur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sat\u0131r \u015feirl\u0259rini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

alan\u0131 yox, o susur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u00e7ub ilham p\u0259risi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259yan\u0131 yox, o susur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirdil\u0259r o nadan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131b sonradan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131da deyirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259n, g\u00f6r\u0259n s\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mill\u0259t hay\u0131fs\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 bir t\u0259lat\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xalq qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

evd\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Meydanda ba\u015fqa Meydan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u00fcmayi\u015f, \u015f\u00fcar, filan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yuxulu oya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

oyaq yatanlar\u0131m\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ara qatanlar\u0131m\u0131z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tamam d\u0259yi\u015fib \u015f\u0259h\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

asfaltla yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   insanla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259z\u0259r \u2013 iki d\u0259n\u0259ydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Meydanda \u2013 z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu da tarixi bir g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tarixi m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Meydanda \u2013 \u201cC\u00fcmhuriyy\u0259t\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDemokratik h\u00f6kum\u0259t\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcz\u0259 deyirdi mill\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 qalxd\u0131m k\u00fcrs\u00fcy\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

demirs\u0259n qayna-qar\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Apar\u0131c\u0131 susurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u00e7ib\u0259y dedi: dan\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z verir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n! \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259krar el\u0259di yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sol g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bayraq dilind\u0259 \u2013 Mill\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

III<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259yi\u015fdi, s\u0259n\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u00fcnyam\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Himnimiz\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   laylam\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanklar yeridi, tanklar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susdu qaynar bulaqlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer t\u00fcst\u00fcyd\u00fc, g\u00f6y bulud,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259r altda s\u00fckut<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bo\u011fulub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259liydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tarixi bir l\u0259k\u0259ydi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259tl, qar\u0259t \u2013 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qanunsuz, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259siz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu z\u00fcl\u00fcm, bu \u0259ziyy\u0259t<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kremlin \u201ct\u00f6hf\u0259siydi\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolu sisternl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

neftimin \u0259v\u0259ziydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131 \u2013 proletariat!, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir f\u0259hl\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131 \u2013 SSR\u0130-nin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

se\u00e7il\u0259n b\u00f6lg\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kremlin g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 bax:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fc yox, k\u00f6lg\u0259siydi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tarix! Ulu \u00d6nd\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tarixi \u00e7\u0259kisi var 1<\/strong><\/sup><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00f6y gurultusunun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir ild\u0131r\u0131m s\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259llad onda g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mill\u0259tin yiy\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam, F\u0259xri Xiyaban! \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nd\u0259 bir T\u00fcrb\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn, n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259nk\u0259nar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r n\u0259slin n\u00f6vb\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman s\u0259s verdi biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130stiqlal yaz\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259dim salnam\u0259miz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130gidl\u0259r m\u0259zar\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259yildikc\u0259, ucald\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u0259n yoxuydu daha,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid olurduq art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

IV<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeirin, s\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu d\u0259f\u0259 cana d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lil zindana d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Lorkalara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

v\u0259 Musa C\u0259lill\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq s\u0259s verdi X\u0259lil\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

v\u0259 X\u0259lilkimil\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

SARA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cinay\u0259ti n\u0259ydi b\u0259s?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedil\u0259r mill\u0259tp\u0259r\u0259st.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

SARA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fay\u0131bm\u0131 d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mill\u0259tsiz bir s\u0259n\u0259tkar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedil\u0259r sev mill\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dili lal, qula\u011f\u0131 kar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

SARA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatd\u0131 X\u0259lil?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259ri \u015f\u0259rt deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uca tutdu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sovetin bayra\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kicind\u0259n qorxdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 onun ora\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

SARA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngiz hardad\u0131 b\u0259s? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259ssasd\u0131, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, ke\u00e7m\u0259di X\u0259lild\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ona borcludur v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259rt, t\u0259mkinli, p\u0259ri\u015fan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

az din\u0259n, az dan\u0131\u015fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Teleqramlar vururdu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yuxar\u0131ya bir\u0259ld\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDavam edir otuz yeddi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

daha k\u0259skin, daha ciddi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lilin gur s\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cLefortovo\u201d zindan\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259z\u0259 \u201cg\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i\u201dsiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUcundad\u0131r dilimin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259qiq\u0259tin b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 qoydular dey\u0259yim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 k\u0259sdil\u0259r dilimi…\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lilin sin\u0259sind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fax\u0259l\u0259ndi bu \u00fcsyan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki dahi yeti\u015fdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim K\u00fcr q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u2013 t\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u2013 Ulut\u00fcrk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00fcrk\u00fcn x\u0259rit\u0259sini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

x\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

SARA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moskva, yataqxana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yad\u0131mdad\u0131 o ill\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yana\u015f\u0131 \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259rikli kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim kiray\u0259 evl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q yan\u0131n\u0131za,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

arada, ax\u015fam-s\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxuydu he\u00e7 n\u0259yimiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki qutu g\u00f6y noxud<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259tirdik, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 biz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qon\u015fu hiss el\u0259mi\u015fdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259, ba\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirdi, alt\u0131 qutu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

anbardan yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Alt\u0131 qutu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 D\u00fcz alt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flim \u00e7\u0259n\u0259md\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki qutuydu vur-tut,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yar\u0131 su, yar\u0131 noxud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fv\u0259zind\u0259 sonradan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

noxudun havas\u0131yla, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u015f apard\u0131m qon\u015fuya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn qaras\u0131yla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

u\u011fundu, getdi X\u0259lil:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u0130ki qutu g\u00f6y noxud,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir sini a\u015f…\u201d pis deyil!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bir ax\u015fam itmi\u015fdiniz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kinoya getmi\u015fdiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moskvaya, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 burda, b\u0259l\u0259dsiniz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 d\u0259 orda, bir yer\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, g\u00fcn bat\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz yollarda bir t\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah, \u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lmirdi, n\u0259l\u0259r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sara!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sara!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259s salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q yollara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedib q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

haraylad\u0131q n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yol \u2013 i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

susurdu da\u015f q\u0259birl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax\u0131rd\u0131q, boylan\u0131rd\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gedirdik, \u0259yl\u0259nirdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra gileyl\u0259nirdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u018fL\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngiz g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fczd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00fcs\u0259r he\u00e7 \u015feyin \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra da minn\u0259t, xahi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259l, indi dindir, dan\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara da k\u00fcs\u0259y\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dediyini dey\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

soru\u015fsan danar \u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u018fL\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131zlar k\u00fcs\u00fcr ki, Qiyam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hardasa oxumu\u015fam:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onlar\u0131 \u00e7ox ist\u0259y\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 des\u0259, onu dey\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lil susurdu h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tutulmu\u015fduq arada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lib tapd\u0131q biz sizi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim yataqxanada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Birc\u0259 yolumuz qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bundan sonra biz g\u0259r\u0259k, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Va\u011fzaldan bilet al\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

eviniz\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lil dedi, m\u0259n dedim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n bilm\u0259dim, n\u0259 dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin doldu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngiz d\u0259 tutuldu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o da \u00e7\u0259kdi i\u00e7ini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi nec\u0259 u\u00e7urdaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7ini!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z tale pay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnyadan \u2013 d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6z d\u0259 veririk ki, s\u00f6zs\u00fcz, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kinoya ged\u0259c\u0259yik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ikimiz yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

VI<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorki institutundan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131zlar p\u0259rtiydi yaman, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ail\u0259li olanlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259k g\u0259lsin, \u2013 demi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolmu\u015fdu yataqxana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcmid yoxuydu ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moskva!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim d\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259rimiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fdun, X\u0259lil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259s Sara, b\u0259s Fir\u0259ngiz?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259r, k\u00f6yr\u0259ldil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

va\u011fzalacan g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moskva q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dalda pisl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Nec\u0259? \u2013 q\u0131sqan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Yox, \u2013 deyib dan\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lil, bizi sev\u0259nl\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizd\u0259n utan\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu da bir istedadd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

heyif, \u00e7oxuna yadd\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neyl\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259yatd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir ba\u011f\u0131n meyv\u0259si d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gah \u015firindi, gah ac\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z \u2013 a\u011f\u0131zda \u00e7\u0259kilir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dil \u2013 n\u0259dir b\u0259s?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sat\u0131c\u0131! \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259ridir m\u0259tah\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ucuz-baha qiym\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fq olsun t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

VII<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz\u0259 demi\u015fdil\u0259r ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya\u011farl\u0131qd\u0131 Moskva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soyuqdu, s\u0259rtdi hava.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pla\u015f al\u0131n siz orda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

zont al\u0131n, beret al\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalo\u015f al\u0131n siz orda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fld\u0259 zont, ba\u015fda beret,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

geyindik pla\u015flar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayaqqab\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ke\u00e7irdik qalo\u015flar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rsin birinci g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cb\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015fdik\u201d b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 hava soyuq oldu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131 o g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259, bax\u0131bd\u0131lar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcl\u00fcbd\u00fcl\u0259r k\u0259nardan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cMarsdan, Aydan g\u0259libdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

y\u0259qin bu iki cavan…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 pla\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 qalo\u015fu soyunduq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 bereti, n\u0259 zontu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, \u201cm\u0259\u015fhur\u201d olduq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

VIII<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7di seminar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

inciy\u0259n olmad\u0131 he\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Smelyakov apard\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaroslav Vasilyevi\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On il s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 yatan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 yuvas\u0131, n\u0259 evi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cG\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131 Lida\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015feirinin m\u00fc\u0259llifi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi s\u00f6zn\u0259n dolu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

naraz\u0131yd\u0131 m\u00fchitd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Misal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pu\u015fkind\u0259n, bir d\u0259 Fetd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 He\u00e7 kim yerind\u0259 deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kims\u0259, bilm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yax\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rzi olard\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fairdi, n\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fla c\u0259rrah \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ist\u0259s\u0259ydi filank\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da poema yaz\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fairdi, g\u0259l indi d\u00f6z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vlademir Oqnev d\u0259 2<\/sup><\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 mat qal\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 \u201cKlassikl\u0259r\u201d \u00e7oxal\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

oxucular azal\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seminar r\u0259hb\u0259rinin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00f6n\u00fcb bax\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, d\u0259rin m\u0259na verir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259nqid\u00e7inin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seminar\u0131n davam\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc dilimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, deyirdi: m\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o biri deyirdi: m\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u015eeiri Mayakovski<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nec\u0259 yaz\u0131r, bax el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSol,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sol,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sol!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ancaq el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259s\u0259n, davada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

misralar q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dct\u00fcl\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131\u011fall\u0131 yox!..\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u2013 \u015fairin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fikiriydi bu, bel\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O biri d\u0259 deyirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259mkinl\u0259 yox, t\u0259kidl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYesenin d\u0259 yaz\u0131r b\u0259s? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015fqas\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fcaqay\u0131n dilind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ana dilind\u0259 rusun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim\u0259 meydan oxusun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimin \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Misran\u0131 niy\u0259 q\u0131rs\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu bi\u00e7dik, bir \u00f6l\u00e7d\u00fck,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir yax\u015f\u0131 fikr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lil dedi g\u0259l, ged\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n d\u0259 dedim ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f evi qon\u015fudayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burda, Nazim Hikm\u0259tin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ustad s\u00f6z\u00fc dey\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 des\u0259ydi o, y\u0259qin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim uca boyuyla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0131vr\u0131m, sar\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z \u015f\u0259fq\u0259t bac\u0131s\u0131yla 3<\/sup><\/p>\n\n\n\n

evind\u0259ydi \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 o mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 o t\u00fcrkc\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 o s\u0259s, o \u00fclf\u0259t!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 \u201cCan\u0131m!\u201d, \u201c\u015e\u0259k\u0259rim!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sevdiyi k\u0259lm\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz\u0259 \u201cg\u0259l\u201d dem\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u018fL\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seminar\u0131yd\u0131, ustad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015feiri nec\u0259 yazaq?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mayakovski kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yoxsa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          Yeseninsayaq?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldik, sizd\u0259n soru\u015faq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vur\u011funun bir b\u0259ndini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259zb\u0259rd\u0259n dey\u0259-dey\u0259, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6yk\u0259ndi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cNem\u0259tdis\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fair olan q\u0259m d\u0259 yeyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir bu ad\u0259tl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u011furlu bir s\u0259ad\u0259tl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259ni n\u0259dir deyir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bu d\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fair, n\u0259 tez qocald\u0131n s\u0259n?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir x\u0259zin\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazimin sin\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mehriban g\u00f6rk\u0259m ald\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa\u011f \u0259li \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Can\u0131m, bax, hans\u0131 dild\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ananla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o dild\u0259 yaz \u015ferini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn qoy anan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u018fL\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0259n \u015e\u0259rqd\u0259n g\u0259liyorum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259rqin d\u0259rdl\u0259rini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u011f\u0131ra-ba\u011f\u0131ra<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259liyorum!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n yanmasan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n yanmasam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz yanmasaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131xar qaranl\u0131qlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

… ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa?!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sizinkidi bu, ustad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

misal \u00e7\u0259kirdi X\u0259lil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Mayakoskivari,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcsyan, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f deyil?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Can\u0131m, \u00fcsyan, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

laz\u0131md\u0131sa oxumaq;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qoy m\u0259ni oxusunlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mayakovskini yox.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ba\u015fqa bir sual<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr X\u0259lili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 B\u0259s?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim qabaqlad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Vur\u011fun, R\u0259sul, R\u0259fili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxuyuram onlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

risk, yeni s\u00f6z, c\u0259sar\u0259t<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya\u015fad\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyirdi Nazim Hikm\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n orda seminar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu g\u00fcn burda bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u2013 \u015fair,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ortada Nazim Hikm\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim \u2013 parlaq bir ulduz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim \u2013 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolda bir s\u0259s deyirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

uddunuz, uduzdunuz?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259rt deyil dedi o s\u0259s,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ox\u015famaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   ox\u015famamaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259rtdi \u2013 \u015fair do\u011fulmaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fair \u2013 do\u011fulur ancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

IX<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Mamakayev \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7e\u00e7eniydi mill\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Canlara d\u0259y\u0259niydi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma bir xasiyy\u0259ti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fccs\u00fcz\u00fcn t\u0259r\u0259fiydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

haqs\u0131z\u0131n \u2013 q\u0259nimiydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onda da s\u0259mimiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki, ya \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f art\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259slind\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131yd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boyda-buxunda da \u015fax!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dilind\u0259 yaln\u0131z: Allah!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ucadan dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dan\u0131\u015fanda \u2013 ya\u015fard\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259li, qolu, b\u0259d\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Canl\u0131yd\u0131, da\u015f deyildi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz sevirdik \u00e7e\u00e7eni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lilin ad g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yataqxana s\u00fcfr\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o da saym\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00e7e\u00e7en x\u0259nc\u0259ri d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi X\u0259lil\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belind\u0259ki k\u0259m\u0259r\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u011flad\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259liyl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

General Yermolovun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

heyk\u0259lini u\u00e7urdan, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biri \u2013 M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d imi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyirdil\u0259r o zaman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130stiqlal ist\u0259yibmi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Mamakayev.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

c\u0259za \u00e7\u0259kib g\u0259libmi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Mamakayev.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorki \u0130nstitutunun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o da t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7e\u00e7en t\u0259rbiy\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz\u0259 qarda\u015f deyirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa\u011fl\u0131q dey\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Yad\u0131mdad\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259!)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Professor \u0130\u015futin, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim m\u00fc\u0259llimimiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kimd\u0259ns\u0259, tutub x\u0259b\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bilm\u0259mi\u015fik birimiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u00e7d\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Burda bir t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259min<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ad g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259sad\u00fcf!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   N\u0259 qiyam\u0259t!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fvv\u0259l X\u0259lil g\u0259l! \u2013 dedi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sonra \u00e7e\u00e7en M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bir t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 q\u0131z g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lap uzaqdan, \u00c7itadan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

el\u0259 burda bayaqdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz onun g\u0259li\u015fini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259y\u0259ndik, alq\u0131\u015flad\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259rk t\u0259rif\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saxlad\u0131: \u2013 Yox, bel\u0259 yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n bunu xo\u015flam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lilin sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qald\u0131rd\u0131 bir y\u00fcz qram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Maqomet Mamakayev! \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fczm\u00fc dedim bu ad\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259m olub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oxudum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259zetd\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259n ax\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcz\u00fc, b\u0259rk tutulmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsl \u00e7e\u00e7en: igid, \u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259s siz\u0259 dem\u0259yibl\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Ba\u015fqa Mamakayevdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ad\u0131 q\u0259zetd\u0259 ged\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Mamakayev<\/p>\n\n\n\n

cavab verdi yerind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f \u2013 masab\u0259yiydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doldurulan h\u0259r q\u0259d\u0259h, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir sa\u011fl\u0131q n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mamakayev oxudu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir \u00e7e\u00e7en l\u0259hc\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in qondu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o g\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259miz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cG\u0259lirik, qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131n\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

teleqram g\u0259ldi biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngizd\u0259n, Saradan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rostovdan, Belqoraddan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xarkovdan, daha hardan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qay\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var ancaq, \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar harda qalacaq?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

komendant k\u00f6hn\u0259 bezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Des\u0259k ki, q\u0131zlar g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dey\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259l\u0259 tezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 X\u0259lil!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Qiyam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kimizi iki s\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir an \u2013 y\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

y\u00fcz g\u00fcn bir ana d\u0259ym\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131q, gord\u00fck, sevindik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259ydik, yer\u0259 endik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Sizsinizmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Bizik, biz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara, bir d\u0259 Fir\u0259ngiz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya \u2013 qad\u0131n \u0259tirli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcl\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f, bilm\u0259mi\u015fik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

niy\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015fik?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, burda tapd\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orda itirm\u0259mi\u015fik!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u018fL\u0130L<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Teleqram vurubsunuz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

y\u0259qin b\u0259rk qorxubsunuz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcz deyir\u0259m Fir\u0259ngiz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

be\u015f… alt\u0131… bu da s\u0259kkizi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 qalmay\u0131b pulunuz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yolda soyulubsunuz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 G\u0259lmi\u015fik ki, qaytaraq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir az da art\u0131q alaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngiz g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

cavab verdi X\u0259lil\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara da dedi: Qiyam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n qorxmu\u015fdum, danm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcnvan\u0131 s\u0259hv yazar\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259lib burda azar\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0130YAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm yuxusunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, yol uzunu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyirdim s\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 bax,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ayan olur \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir c\u00fct g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in \u2013 d\u00fcma\u011f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qonmu\u015fdu p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsl x\u0259b\u0259r\u00e7idil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizin g\u0259li\u015finizi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onlar biz\u0259 dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

XI<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sara m\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu, ayr\u0131ca hekay\u0259tdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sizd\u0259n siz\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n t\u0259rsin\u0259 yozurdum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 Yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eikay\u0259t d\u0259 \u2013 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

SARA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz getdiniz qoyub bizi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259ni, bir d\u0259 Fir\u0259ngizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnd\u0259 po\u00e7tu yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atam\u0131z\u0131n evind\u0259ydik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sizd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130yirmi il do\u011fma ik\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yad olmu\u015fdu bu ev bird\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259, m\u0259n dedim ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir yol tap\u0131m, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

aram\u0131zda sirr oldu bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ktub yazd\u0131q atam\u0131za,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n Qiyam\u0131n imzas\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o X\u0259lilin imzas\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yeni g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6vdas\u0131yla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Guya xiff\u0259t edirsiniz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xahi\u015f, minn\u0259t edirsiniz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizi d\u0259v\u0259t edirsiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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