{"id":36497,"date":"2020-08-27T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2020-08-27T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=36497"},"modified":"2020-08-27T15:45:29","modified_gmt":"2020-08-27T11:45:29","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=36497","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/neriman-hesenzade-300x227.jpg\" alt=\"This image has an empty alt attribute; its file name is neriman-hesenzade-300x227.jpg\" width=\"535\" height=\"405\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><\/p><cite> * * *<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir yol ayr\u0131c\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yir h\u0259yat,<br>Yaramaz h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259k.<br>C\u0259sar\u0259t ist\u0259yir, bir d\u0259 ehtiyat,<br>N\u0259 l\u0259ngim\u0259k olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ehtiyat el\u0259dim orda ki, bir vaxt,<br>C\u0259sar\u0259t h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259, m\u0259nc\u0259, d\u0259y\u0259rdi.<br>C\u0259sar\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rdim orda ki, ancaq,<br>Adi bir ehtiyat b\u0259s el\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnya q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259dir,<br>D\u00fcnya s\u0259rt, m\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259n u\u015faqxasiyy\u0259t.<br>Ya\u015fad\u0131m, bilm\u0259dim bu d\u00fcnya n\u0259dir,<br>Bilm\u0259dim, d\u00fcnyada n\u0259dir s\u0259ad\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0259d\u0259rim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n vecin\u0259 deyil,<br>Sevincim nec\u0259 b\u0259s, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc yada?<br>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcnya \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bu \u2013 he\u00e7 n\u0259 deyil,<br>N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevinc var, q\u0259m var d\u00fcnyada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnya s\u0259rgisind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcm, yet\u0259r,<br>H\u0259qiq\u0259t dedim m\u0259n \u201dyalan d\u00fcnya\u201dya,<br>D\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 hesab ed\u0259nl\u0259r,<br>\u018fyl\u0259nib baxs\u0131nlar bir an d\u00fcnyaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n m\u0259ni bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdin,<br>Bel\u0259 qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yolda.<br>Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdin,<br>Gizl\u0259npa\u00e7 oynayan vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda da.<br><br>Hayana gets\u0259n d\u0259, d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn yen\u0259,<br>Qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015fdin m\u0259nsiz dar\u0131x\u0131b.<br>Bu d\u0259f\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259,<br>Gedibs\u0259n, qay\u0131tmaq yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<br><br>Qal\u0131b evimizd\u0259 pal\u0131n paltar\u0131n,<br>T\u0259l\u0259sik ged\u0259nd\u0259 kim\u0259 deyibs\u0259n?!<br>Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda ba\u015fmaq taylar\u0131n,<br>Yolda aya\u011f\u0131na b\u0259s n\u0259 geyibs\u0259n?!<br><br>Solub pianonun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r,<br>T\u0259z\u0259 p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri yand\u0131r\u0131bd\u0131r g\u00fcn.<br>S\u0259nin bi\u015firdiyin o m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259l\u0259r<br>\u0130\u00e7ilib qurtard\u0131 hardasan \u00f6z\u00fcn?!<br><br>Bu ax\u015fam q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss ke\u00e7irdim,<br>N\u0259 tez \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6td\u00fc, ya\u015f \u0259lli oldu,<br>S\u0259nin ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7irdim,<br>\u015e\u0259kilin yegan\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli oldu.<br><br>\u015eirin s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259n olmay\u0131b doyan,<br>\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r qon\u015fular\u0131 doyunca g\u00fcl\u0259k:<br>M\u0259nsiz g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc d\u00f6zm\u00fcr N\u0259riman,<br>S\u0259n\u0259 qurban olum s\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259din t\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n getdin, h\u0259sr\u0259tin qald\u0131 can\u0131mda,<br>Sonradan mat qald\u0131m, d\u00fcz\u00fc bir \u015fey\u0259.<br>Qeyri-adi idin m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda,<br>Getdin, ele bil ki,  ad\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 yalvar\u0131rd\u0131m burda bayaqdan,<br>E\u015fikd\u0259 q\u0131\u015f idi, otaqda bahar.<br>S\u0259n de gedib evde yalvaracaqsan &#8211;<br>Gecikdiyin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaq&#8230; d\u00fcnyaya bir bax,<br>O qelbi, o ruhu g\u0259r\u0259k duyasan.<br>Ax\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k \u00fczr ist\u0259y\u0259l\u0259r,<br>Laz\u0131msa, sen g\u0259r\u0259k ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayasan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir q\u0259lbin en eziz \u015fahzadesiydin,<br>Qulluq g\u00f6zleyirdim h\u00fczurunda m\u0259n.<br>Gedib evinizd\u0259 s\u0259n ona y\u0259qin<br>Bir qulluq g\u00f6sterib, \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Getdin, \u00fcreyimi sal\u0131b tufana,<br>S\u0259daq\u0259t h\u0259yatda ba\u015fqa r\u0259ng deyil.<br>M\u0259nim sevincimi apard\u0131n ona,<br>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona he\u00e7 bu, g\u0259r\u0259k deyil.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>* * * Bir yol ayr\u0131c\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yir h\u0259yat,Yaramaz h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259k.C\u0259sar\u0259t ist\u0259yir, bir d\u0259 ehtiyat,N\u0259 l\u0259ngim\u0259k olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k. Ehtiyat el\u0259dim orda ki, bir vaxt,C\u0259sar\u0259t h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259, m\u0259nc\u0259, d\u0259y\u0259rdi.C\u0259sar\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rdim orda ki, ancaq,Adi bir ehtiyat b\u0259s el\u0259y\u0259rdi. Bu d\u00fcnya q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259dir,D\u00fcnya s\u0259rt, m\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259n u\u015faqxasiyy\u0259t.Ya\u015fad\u0131m, bilm\u0259dim bu d\u00fcnya n\u0259dir,Bilm\u0259dim, d\u00fcnyada n\u0259dir s\u0259ad\u0259t. 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