{"id":36507,"date":"2020-08-28T03:00:00","date_gmt":"2020-08-27T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=36507"},"modified":"2020-08-28T09:35:53","modified_gmt":"2020-08-28T05:35:53","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-gun%c9%99si-axtarar%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=36507","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa v\u0259liyeva.”G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi axtarar\u0259n…”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazarlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n “oxucu yoxdur”, oxucular\u0131n da “yazan var ki?!” dey\u0259 haray \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131 e\u015fqd\u0259n, oxuma\u011f\u0131 \u0259d\u0259bd\u0259n say\u0131ram. E\u015fqim\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259d\u0259bim\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131ram, bu g\u00fcn siz\u0259 yax\u0131n vaxtda oxucu mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k bir kitabdan dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m: \u015eahan\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiqin “H\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z roman\u0131”ndan…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitabda \u015eahan\u0259nin yelk\u0259ni d\u0259rdd\u0259n olan qay\u0131q misal\u0131 hissl\u0259rin burul\u011fanlar\u0131nda batmama\u011fa, m\u0259hv olmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insanlar\u0131n taleyind\u0259n b\u0259hs ed\u0259n hekay\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 “Qaranl\u0131qlar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi” povesti d\u0259 yer al\u0131r. \u015eahan\u0259nin hekay\u0259l\u0259ri haqq\u0131nda \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 fikir bildirmi\u015f\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 yaln\u0131z povest haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u0130ll\u0259rdir ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdiyim, amma, oxumaq\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hz bu ili-karantinin “\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f \u00e7\u0131xarmaq” namin\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir d\u00f6vr\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259liymi\u015f\u0259m. Bu da taledir…Zahid Sar\u0131torpaq deyirdi ki, “\u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259nin bir taleyi var”. M\u0259ns\u0259, el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu tale, b\u0259xt, \u015fans deyil\u0259n n\u0259dirs\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259llifd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259 m\u0259tn\u0259 aiddir. \u0130ki misras\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc oyuncaq ed\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6rd\u00fck, cild-cild romanlar\u0131n unudulmas\u0131yla ad\u0131 unudulan\u0131 da… G\u00f6rd\u00fck… “G\u00f6rm\u0259z olayd\u0131q” demir\u0259m, bu da tale i\u015fidi. Bizimki yazmaqd\u0131sa, taleyl\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fimiz var?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eahan\u0259nin “Qaranl\u0131qlar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi”nd\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259ks\u0259, oxucu taleyidir. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, oxucular da o g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k… G\u00f6rm\u0259lidirl\u0259r… Bu yaz\u0131da g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin b\u00fct\u00f6v r\u0259smin hans\u0131 et\u00fcd\u00fcnd\u0259 gizl\u0259ndiyin\u0259 dair ipucu ver\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, sonra dem\u0259sinl\u0259r ki, “s\u0259mt g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nimiz, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r man\u015f\u0131rlayan\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131, m\u0259tnin i\u00e7ind\u0259 azd\u0131q…” B\u0259li, o ipucunu bu yaz\u0131da tapa bil\u0259c\u0259k oxucular…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259liks\u0259, \u015eahan\u0259nin m\u0259ni bir oxucu kimi kompyuterin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan qalxma\u011fa, ya\u015faran g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi hikk\u0259m\u0259 yenik d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin dey\u0259 yuma\u011fa m\u0259cbur ed\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259hs ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“H\u0259rd\u0259n oxuduqlar\u0131n\u0131 beynind\u0259n ke\u00e7irirdi: “\u0130nsan f\u0259rd kimi d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir v\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t kimi formala\u015f\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t kimi formala\u015fmas\u0131nda c\u0259miyy\u0259tin rolu dan\u0131lmazd\u0131r.” Bel\u0259 anlarda \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sual verdiyi d\u0259 az olmurdu: “Hans\u0131 c\u0259miyy\u0259t? M\u0259n\u0259 xor baxan, \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259crid etm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni ed\u0259n c\u0259miyy\u0259t? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu c\u0259miyy\u0259t m\u0259ni nec\u0259 formala\u015fd\u0131racaq?” Suallar\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 tez idi; h\u0259l\u0259 ki, h\u0259yat yolunun bu c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131nda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xanlar x\u0131rda \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llar idi…” – S\u0259id\u0259d\u0259n b\u0259hs ed\u0259n bu c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n \u015eahan\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Onun h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na, t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rinin deyil, min ill\u0259rdi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 uzanan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259ll\u0259rin d\u0259rdin\u0259 yanmas\u0131na b\u0259l\u0259d\u0259m \u00e7\u00fcnki… V\u0259 el\u0259 burdaca \u015eahan\u0259 h\u0259yat yolunun min bir d\u00f6ng\u0259y\u0259 burulan c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131ndan, bu c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlardak\u0131 “ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z”l\u0259rd\u0259n, “ged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z”l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259ndikl\u0259rini anlatma\u011fa c\u0259hd edir; \u0259sl h\u0259qiq\u0259tin insan\u0131n \u0259lini d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 deyil, sonsuz q\u00fcdr\u0259tlinin sevgisin\u0259 v\u0259 v\u0259fas\u0131na do\u011fru uzatmas\u0131nda oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259yir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Povestd\u0259ki qad\u0131n obrazlar\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rdl\u0259ri taleyin h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259rinin \u00fc\u00e7 c\u0131\u011fas\u0131d\u0131. Lakin, tale burda “sa\u00e7\u0131n ucun h\u00f6rm\u0259zl\u0259r”i unudur, \u00e7\u0259lm\u0259-ke\u00e7ir edir h\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn ucunu, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fc b\u0259nd alm\u0131r, a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, c\u0131\u011falar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259si k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 qo\u015fulub bir s\u0259mt\u0259 havalan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259, Ceylan Mumo\u011flunun “Qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f d\u00f6vr\u00fc” roman\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram, Humay\u0131 g\u0259tirib G\u00fclar\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoyuram. G\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcm, kim kimi danlayacaq: qad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na yenilib balas\u0131na yadla\u015fan Humay G\u00fclar\u0259ni acizlikd\u0259, ita\u0259tkarl\u0131qda su\u00e7layacaq? Yoxsa, “balam\u0131 atmam\u0131\u015fam” dey\u0259-dey\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00fcnahs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00fcnahkar axtaran G\u00fclar\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 balas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 yumdu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Humaya k\u00fcs\u0259c\u0259k? He\u00e7 biri olmur amma t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcmd\u0259… \u0130kisi d\u0259 anad\u0131 ax\u0131… \u0130kisi d\u0259… \u0130kisinin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011f\u0131nda “bala” adl\u0131 bir g\u00f6yn\u0259k var… \u0130kisinin d\u0259 balas\u0131n\u0131n dilini yand\u0131ran bir k\u0259lm\u0259 var… Bu k\u00f6s\u00f6v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n k\u0259lm\u0259ni \u015eahan\u0259 povestd\u0259 el\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 anlad\u0131r ki… \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259rk\u0259n Nazil\u0259nin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissl\u0259rd\u0259 gizlidir h\u0259min k\u00f6s\u00f6v\u00fcn yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131: “\u0130ll\u0259r boyu dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcnvan tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, dilind\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 min cavabs\u0131z suala d\u00f6n\u0259n o k\u0259lm\u0259nin l\u0259n\u0259tmi, \u0259rm\u0259\u011fanm\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bacarmad\u0131… Sad\u0259c\u0259, o s\u00f6z\u00fc dilinin ucundan geri qaytar\u0131b udma\u011fa, \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu el\u0259diyi kimi s\u00fckun\u0259t\u0259 m\u0259hkum etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131, sin\u0259sind\u0259n qopan “ah” o s\u00f6z\u00fc it\u0259l\u0259yib dilinin ucundan balalar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259sumiyy\u0259tinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7il\u0259di:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ana?!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kinci xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259r Ancela Karterin “\u00d6p\u00fc\u015f” hekay\u0259siydi. Hekay\u0259d\u0259 Teymurl\u0259ngin xan\u0131m\u0131 memar\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcr ki, Teymurl\u0259ng d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k m\u0259scidin souncu ta\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bitirsin. Bunu \u0259rinin namin\u0259 etdiyin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc inand\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir, di g\u0259l, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahland\u0131rmaqdan yaxa qurtaramm\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilir ki, Teymurl\u0259ng bundan he\u00e7 vaxt x\u0259b\u0259r tutmayacaq; n\u0259 o, dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, n\u0259 d\u0259 memar k\u0259ll\u0259sinin havaya u\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131na almayacaq… Yen\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n daxil\u0259n \u0259rin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyini d\u0259rk edir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmir, \u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamamaq G\u00fclar\u0259nin d\u0259 daxilind\u0259 var; o da anlay\u0131r ki, taleyin c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 alaq otlar\u0131ndan t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k iqtidar\u0131nda deyil, c\u0259hd ets\u0259 d\u0259, bunu bacarmaz. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7d\u0259n-i\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcnahkar axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, atas\u0131n\u0131, anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u0259rini, qaynanas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259 yan-yana d\u00fcz\u00fcr, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b “Niy\u0259?” sual\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcnvanlamaq ist\u0259yir… Amma, onda bel\u0259 s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r G\u00fclar\u0259nin… Onda bel\u0259 susur… Kipl\u0259\u015f\u0259n dodaqlar\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki haray\u0131n kimins\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atmas\u0131na izn vermir, bel\u0259c\u0259, G\u00fclar\u0259 uzun ill\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bala nisgili, ruhunda g\u00fcnahkarl\u0131q hissi ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259hkum olur… V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn Nazil\u0259nin ona \u00fcnvanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 “Niy\u0259?” sual\u0131na cavab\u0131 bu olur: “M\u0259n s\u0259ni ev-ev, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 axtarsayd\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 tez tapard\u0131m, q\u0131z\u0131m… \u0130\u015f oras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, m\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00f6z taleyimin t\u00fcst\u00fc\u00e7\u0131xmaz bacalar\u0131nda, b\u0259xtimin su \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f k\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u0259, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 ot basm\u0131\u015f komalar\u0131nda axtar\u0131rd\u0131m… S\u0259ni tapmaq bir yana, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 az\u0131rd\u0131m…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 daxma obraz\u0131 var \u015eahan\u0259nin povestind\u0259… \u0130nsan talel\u0259rinin alatoranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda siluet kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu daxma haqq\u0131nda \u015eahan\u0259 el\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259dir ki…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“T\u0259bii ki, qoca daxma bunlar\u0131 bilmirdi; onun t\u0259s\u0259llisi ba\u015fqayd\u0131… \u0130ll\u0259rdi kainata k\u0259d\u0259rli mesajlar, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 utanan daxma bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kainat\u0131n m\u0259rk\u0259zi say\u0131rd\u0131…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“…O ax\u015fam Nazil\u0259 v\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u00e7ox \u015feyd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar; Vahidd\u0259n, S\u0259riyy\u0259 xaladan, onlara h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259n\u0259 ed\u0259n, yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxan qon\u015fulardan, S\u0259id\u0259nin “G\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131” essesind\u0259n… \u018fn \u00e7ox da qoca daxmadan…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u00f6\u00e7d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259rk edilm\u0259yi ya\u015fayan daxman\u0131 yen\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Sonuncu \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb daxmadan ayr\u0131lan Nazil\u0259yl\u0259 S\u0259id\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atanda Nazil\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r. Q\u0131z\u0131 ondan niy\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fanda deyir: “Bu daxmaya a\u011flay\u0131ram. Bax, biz d\u0259 gedirik, daha onun h\u0259nir ed\u0259n he\u00e7 kimi olmayacaq”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k \u015eahan\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259, hekay\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 SEVG\u0130ni \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, onun haqq\u0131nda gah \u015fikay\u0259t, gah t\u0259rif, gah da dostyana \u0259rk “e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m” bu m\u0259tnl\u0259rd\u0259… “Qaranl\u0131qlar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi”nd\u0259 is\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259 “sevgi v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik” problemini m\u00fczakir\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r. \u00d6z arqumentini “Sevgini tan\u0131yan hans\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259rdin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 dik baxm\u0131r ki?! V\u0259 \u00e7\u0259rxid\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f f\u0259l\u0259k hans\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgiy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n heyk\u0259l qoyub ki!?” – c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 masaya qoyur. M\u0259n bu masadan tez qalxd\u0131m, bildim ki, dediyim h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259nin arxas\u0131nda ya \u015f\u0259rtilik, ya da s\u0259rtlik olacaq. “Bir az vaxt\u0131m var” povestimd\u0259 dediyim ki, “sevgi- b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259zb\u0259r bildiyi, lakin oxuyub-oxumamaqda h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259rar verdiyi yegan\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259dir…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burdan da ke\u00e7ib s\u00f6z verdiyim ipucunun yan\u0131nda dayan\u0131ram. Tural Sahab\u0131n “T\u00fcrkan” roman\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131yla “Qaranl\u0131qlar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi”nin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yal\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f edir\u0259m, \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturduram… \u0130kisi d\u0259-T\u00fcrkan da, S\u0259id\u0259 d\u0259 qaranl\u0131qlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 i\u015f\u0131lt\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fcrl\u0259r, i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 yorulmadan, usanmadan \u0259trafdak\u0131lara, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 d\u0259, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u00fchit\u0259, c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 \u0259rm\u0259\u011fan etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. V\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nb\u0259yin\u0259-g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259n yol burdan ba\u015flan\u0131r: bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f t\u0259hsildir… B\u0259li, t\u0259hsil! T\u0259hsil v\u0259 qad\u0131n haqq\u0131nda deyil\u0259n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yozumlu fikirl\u0259ri, aforizml\u0259ri ard-arda d\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, yox, bunu ist\u0259mir\u0259m! Oxucu \u00f6z\u00fc hans\u0131 yozumda, hans\u0131 deyimi xat\u0131rlayacaq, bu, onun \u00f6z i\u015fidir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevinir\u0259m… \u015eahan\u0259nin bu povestini oxumaq \u015fans\u0131m oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259, onun n\u00f6vb\u0259ti kitab\u0131n\u0131n tezlikl\u0259 n\u0259\u015fr olunaca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259. Povestd\u0259 Aytac\u0131n S\u0259id\u0259y\u0259 dediyi bir c\u00fcml\u0259 var: “Yoxsa, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar sevinm\u0259y\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r bax\u0131r?” B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, sevincimin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 o k\u00f6vr\u0259k nisgilin ad\u0131d\u0131r “birt\u0259h\u0259rlik”, kim bilir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 sevinir\u0259m… V\u0259 sevir\u0259m tezlikl\u0259 kitaba d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259nl\u0259rin masas\u0131nda yerini tutacaq bu kitab\u0131…G\u0259li\u015fini sev\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m… Bu ilin aprelind\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259 artkaspi.az sayt\u0131na m\u00fcsahib\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. Demi\u015fdi ki: “M\u0259n yaln\u0131zca \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri sevir\u0259m, m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259rini yox…” Onun fikri m\u0259ni g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259tmi\u015fdi… M\u0259ntiq\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nanda do\u011frudur, di g\u0259l, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc \u015feir\u0259 \u0259sir ed\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ntiq yaman yad olur ha… El\u0259 bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n bir \u0259s\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llifi, m\u00fc\u0259llif\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259ri sevdiyini d\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259, art\u0131q gec olur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sevincimin alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259n\u0259n \u0259sas s\u0259b\u0259b \u015eahan\u0259nin bu kitab\u0131n\u0131n redaktoru oldu\u011fumdur? Bu suala q\u0259ti bir “H\u0259!” des\u0259m, bundan \u0259vv\u0259l “Ulduz”dan oxudu\u011fum “Zaman \u00e7at\u0131”, “Bir qutu pe\u00e7enye” hekay\u0259l\u0259ri m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 is\u0259… \u018fsas odur ki, \u00e7ox yax\u0131nda kitab d\u00fcnyam\u0131za “H\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z roman\u0131” adl\u0131 bir kitab g\u0259lir. O yax\u0131n zaman\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bu ax\u015fam\u0131n laylas\u0131nda kitab\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc an \u015eahan\u0259nin sevincini, orda “redaktoru: \u015e\u0259fa V\u0259li” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 anam\u0131n nec\u0259 sevin\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m… Edip Cansever`in “\u0130zmirin ax\u015famlar\u0131” \u015feirind\u0259ki kimi: “\u0130zmirin ax\u015famlar\u0131 \u0130zmirin, H\u0259r k\u0259s s\u0259ad\u0259tini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr…”.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Yazarlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n “oxucu yoxdur”, oxucular\u0131n da “yazan var ki?!” dey\u0259 haray \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131 e\u015fqd\u0259n, oxuma\u011f\u0131 \u0259d\u0259bd\u0259n say\u0131ram. E\u015fqim\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259d\u0259bim\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131ram, bu g\u00fcn siz\u0259 yax\u0131n vaxtda oxucu mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36507","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36507","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=36507"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36507\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":36517,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36507\/revisions\/36517"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=36507"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=36507"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=36507"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}