{"id":37033,"date":"2021-03-11T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-03-11T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37033"},"modified":"2021-03-11T14:45:08","modified_gmt":"2021-03-11T10:45:08","slug":"xalq-yazicisi-ismayil-sixli-nam%c9%99rd-gull%c9%99si-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37033","title":{"rendered":"Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u0130smay\u0131l \u015eIXLI.&#8221;Nam\u0259rd g\u00fcll\u0259si&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/is.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"621\" height=\"894\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Dostum H\u00fcseyn Arif\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp; Niftal\u0131 koxa at\u0131n \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bir ist\u0259di y\u0259h\u0259ri-y\u00fcy\u0259ni d\u0259 als\u0131n, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, arx\u0131n suyu il\u0259 belinin t\u0259rini yusun, amma fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. At\u0131 el\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rli-y\u00fcy\u0259nli \u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259di, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fc bir az da yax\u0131na, arx\u0131n alt t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bilirdi:hava isti idi, at qan-t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi, amma \u0259lac\u0131 yox idi. O, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r at\u0131n\u0131 hara g\u0259ldi \u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259r, \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 tez d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259rdi, qoymazd\u0131 ki, t\u0259rl\u0259sin. Y\u0259h\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdi ki, at n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rsin, ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 otlas\u0131n, ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ki\u015fn\u0259yib \u015fah\u0259 qalxs\u0131n, ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0131x\u0131 qopard\u0131b ilx\u0131ya cumsun. Qaynarg\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0259h\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131ldayan d\u0259risin\u0259,s\u0259yriy\u0259n sa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na, q\u0131z teli kimi yum\u015faq yal\u0131na baxmaqdan doymayan Niftal\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt at\u0131 yalmanlay\u0131b belin\u0259 qalxar, birba\u015f K\u00fcr\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7imizdir\u0259r, \u00e7ox vaxt da yal\u0131na yat\u0131b o \u00fcz\u0259 adlayard\u0131. O vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259, at\u0131n\u0131n da qorxusu-h\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc yoxdu. H\u0259m cavan idi, h\u0259m d\u0259\u2026 Amma indi, illaha da koxal\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259li ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<br>O, astaca add\u0131mlarla dikdir\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arx\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n adlay\u0131b a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 dayand\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131b ged\u0259n tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259rin\u0259 zill\u0259di. Astaca meh \u0259sirdi.Qara q\u0131l\u00e7aq s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259r x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Otlar\u0131 \u00e7oxdan saral\u0131b-solmu\u015f d\u0259r\u0259li-t\u0259p\u0259li bu boz \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin ortas\u0131nda qo\u015fala\u015fan qovaq a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131 da x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Hans\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259tliyins\u0259 savab \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259kdiyi bu a\u011faclar\u0131n dibind\u0259n axana arx\u0131n suyu da q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nlan\u0131b \u015f\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Niftal\u0131 koxa k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f palaza, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kc\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bi\u00e7in\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 burada uzan\u0131b dinc\u0259l\u0259rdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi el\u0259 yarl\u0131-yaraql\u0131 palaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7ib m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259di. \u0130st\u0259di ki, isti t\u0259ntits\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini soyunsun, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngini, qoltuqalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b yan\u0131na qoysun. Amma g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, t\u0259r yuyub apar\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 kimd\u0259n qorxacaqd\u0131? K\u0259r\u0259m y\u0259qin ki, bu saat Dilican t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259dir, yay\u0131n istisind\u0259 buralarda olmazd\u0131. Olsa da qorxusu yoxdu. O, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259liyal\u0131n adama g\u00fcll\u0259 atmazd\u0131. Birc\u0259 o g\u0259d\u0259d\u0259n ehtiyat edirdi. K\u0259ndd\u0259n qa\u00e7andan sonra buralarda, kolda-kosda dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<br>T\u00fcf\u0259ngini a\u011faca s\u00f6yk\u0259di, \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini soyundu, yaxzas\u0131 qaytanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259rini bo\u015faltd\u0131 v\u0259 palaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 uzan\u0131b m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndi. Cib d\u0259smallar\u0131n\u0131n uclar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib ba\u015flar\u0131na ke\u00e7irmi\u015f bi\u00e7in\u00e7il\u0259rin oraqlar\u0131 cingild\u0259yirdi. Bu cingiltil\u0259r k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bi\u00e7in\u00e7il\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Onlar da ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r ki, i\u015fl\u0259rini tezc\u0259 qurtar\u0131b ald\u0131qlar\u0131 haqq\u0131 el\u0259 buradaca aranda, x\u0131rmanda d\u00f6y\u00fcb, tax\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131n yayla\u011fa, balalar\u0131na apars\u0131nlar. El\u0259 Niftal\u0131 koxa da t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. El \u00e7oxdan yayla\u011fa qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma o, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fc, k\u0259ndd\u0259 t\u0259k qalmaqdan ehtiyatlan\u0131rd\u0131. O q\u0259d\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259mc\u0259yini k\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259r var ki\u2026 El\u0259 biri g\u0259lm\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd.<br>Onun \u0259slinin-n\u0259slinin haradan oldu\u011funu k\u0259ndd\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s bilmirdi. Birc\u0259 o m\u0259lum idi ki, \u00e7oxdan \u2013 oap \u00e7oxdan, Niftal\u0131gilin doqqaz\u0131nda \u00fcst\u00fc-ba\u015f\u0131 yamaql\u0131, ac\u0131ndan h\u00fclqumu qalx\u0131b-en\u0259n, m\u0259\u2019lul-m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir o\u011flan boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sa, \u00e7iynind\u0259 nimda\u015f heyv\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u00fck\u00fc t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f papaq var idi. Soyuqdan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fckl\u0259ri biz-biz durmu\u015f, dodaqlar\u0131 qaysaqlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fc, batm\u0131\u015f quyunun dibind\u0259ki su kimi g\u00fccl\u0259 i\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.<br>S\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u0259 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, itl\u0259r\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131lar, \u201ca bala, kims\u0259n\u201d? \u2013 dey\u0259 doqqazdak\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259dil\u0259r. Niftal\u0131n\u0131n atas\u0131 k\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7iynin\u0259 sald\u0131, o\u011flu il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r doqqaza \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, hardansa az\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015f bu allah b\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259ff\u0259rincl\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bura adam\u0131na ox\u015fam\u0131r. Son vaxtlar bel\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 tez-tez rast g\u0259lm\u0259k olurdu. Ya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ba\u015f al\u0131b buralara p\u0259nah g\u0259tirir, ya da bir par\u00e7a \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ucundan \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ki\u015fi o\u011flan\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011fa diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 \u201cyox, bu dama \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7ana ox\u015fam\u0131r \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. \u2013 Y\u0259qin ba\u015fqa \u0259mmas\u0131 var\u201d. \u0259slin\u0259 baxsan ki\u015finin o\u011flan\u0131n \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<br>El\u0259 bil q\u0259rib bunu hiss etdi, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n girhagirind\u0259, qap\u0131dan geri qaytar\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 yaz\u0131ql\u0131q verdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/uploads\/posts\/2019-03\/1552630993_1484849038_ismayilsixli.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat.az\/uploads\/posts\/2019-03\/medium\/1552630993_1484849038_ismayilsixli.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Qa\u00e7q\u0131nam, ay day\u0131, he\u00e7 kimim yoxdu.<br>Ki\u015fi o\u011flunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131, Niftal\u0131 is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qa\u00e7q\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131rt\u0131q \u00e7ar\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f barma\u011f\u0131na zill\u0259di<br>&#8211; Buran\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 kim ni\u015fan verib?<br>&#8211; He\u00e7 kim. Yolu \u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Qap\u0131n\u0131za p\u0259nah g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<br>Ata o\u011fula baxd\u0131, o\u011ful da ataya.<br>&#8211; Ad\u0131n n\u0259dir?<br>&#8211; M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd.<br>&nbsp; D\u00fczm\u00fc deyirdi, allah bili, ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 yox, \u015fahidi yox, g\u0259lm\u0259 adam idi. El\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n ona k\u0259nd aras\u0131nda \u201cg\u0259lm\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u201d dedil\u0259r.<br>\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 mala baxd\u0131, sonra \u0259kin\u0259-bi\u00e7in\u0259 getdi. Niftal\u0131ynan dostla\u015f\u0131b lap qarda\u015f oldular. Atas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Niftal\u0131 ona torpaq da verdi, k\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib balaca bir daxma da tikdil\u0259r, mal-qaradan pay ay\u0131r\u0131b bir at da ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131. Qohum q\u0131zlardan birini d\u0259 al\u0131b onu ev-e\u015fik el\u0259di.<br>G\u0259lm\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd diriba\u015f idi. \u018flin\u0259 maya salandan sonra Tiflis\u0259, G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 ayaq a\u00e7d\u0131. Dolanmas\u0131 da yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcmrahla\u015fd\u0131.<br>Niftal\u0131 bir g\u00fcn e\u015fitdi ki, M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd arvad\u0131na incidir. H\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rn\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259lmir, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 kefd\u0259-damaqdad\u0131r, u\u015faqlar\u0131na baxm\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di. Yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259di, amma M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcdd\u0259n cavab \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn yolda qabaqla\u015fd\u0131lar.<br>&#8211; Niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n? \u2013 N\u0259 olub, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yim vacibdir? \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm var? \u2013 S\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn ola bil\u0259r? \u2013 \u018f, n\u0259 yek\u0259-yek\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? \u2013 Dan\u0131\u015fmayanda, susmayaca\u011fam ki?<br>Atlar y\u00fcy\u0259ni g\u0259mirib f\u0131nx\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. D\u00f6\u015f-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lib dal ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 f\u0131rland\u0131lar. Yolun tozu g\u00f6y\u0259 qalxd\u0131.<br>&#8211; \u018f, dey\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcn aya\u011f\u0131y\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7mir?! N\u0259 tez havaland\u0131n, bala?!<br>&#8211; Art\u0131q-\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fma, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de!<br>Niftal\u0131 ki\u015fi hirsini zorla bo\u011fdu.<br>&#8211; Bir d\u0259 e\u015fits\u0259m ki, arvad-u\u015fa\u011fa \u0259l qald\u0131r\u0131bsan, dal\u0131na b\u00fcl\u00f6v \u00e7alaram, bildin?!<br>&#8211; Q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n, ke\u00e7mi\u015fini d\u0259 yan\u0131na alarsan!<br>&#8211; \u018f, g\u0259lm\u0259 k\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu, m\u0259n\u0259cavab qaytar\u0131rsan?!<br>&nbsp; Qam\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6yd\u0259 \u015faqq\u0131ldama\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn at\u0131n d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi bir oldu. Niftal\u0131 koxa el\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n onu budarlad\u0131. At da sahibi kimi q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nib onu tapdalad\u0131.Koxan\u0131n hirsi soyumad\u0131. S\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b y\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Toz-torpaq i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131lan g\u0259lm\u0259nin yaxas\u0131ndan tutub yoldan k\u0259nara s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. X\u0259nc\u0259r havada par\u0131ldad\u0131.<br>&#8211; Q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ke\u00e7mi\u015fiml\u0259, ay Niftal\u0131, m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259, balalar\u0131m yaz\u0131qd\u0131. S\u0259n d\u0259d\u0259yin goru, m\u0259ni \u00e7evir u\u015faqlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na, savab i\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n.<br>Koxan\u0131n qolu bo\u015fald\u0131. M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn quyunun dibind\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ldayan suya b\u0259nz\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 yaxas\u0131n\u0131 buraxd\u0131.<br>&#8211; Di get, qurban ol evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259.<br>M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z aya\u011fa durdu. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fcn tozunu \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, el\u0259 dinm\u0259zc\u0259 d\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rin qa\u015f\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b at\u0131n belin\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Bir xeyli sakitc\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fru s\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 bird\u0259n y\u00fcy\u0259ni dart\u0131b geri qanr\u0131ld\u0131.<br>&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, a koxa, bu hayf\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n almasam, ki\u015fi deyil\u0259m. \u2013 Niftal\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n at\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qan\u0131r\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. \u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131 da g\u0259lib apara btl\u0259rs\u0259n!<br>Koxa ta\u0131 minib t\u00fcf\u0259ngi h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n, tozlu yolda g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. S\u0259h\u0259risi d\u0259 e\u015fitdi ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b\u2026<br>Niftal\u0131 koxal\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra it\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259tr\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259li olurdu. Divan-d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq g\u0259zs\u0259 d\u0259, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sata\u015fmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da olmurdu, axtar\u0131b tap\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc danlay\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, filan o\u011frunu niy\u0259 tutmam\u0131san, filan qa\u00e7a\u011fa niy\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k veribl\u0259r, niy\u0259 qoyubsan Qa\u00e7aq K\u0259r\u0259m K\u00fcrd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib yayla\u011fa qalx\u0131b? Dem\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var? Amma bel\u0259 \u015fyel\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc el-oba il\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z ol, g\u00f6r\u00fcm nec\u0259 olursan? V\u0259zif\u0259 boyunduruq kimi bir \u015feydir. E\u0259 ki boynuna qoydular, belin\u0259 minib ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri s\u0259mt\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Ya g\u0259r\u0259k d\u00f6z\u0259s\u0259n, ya da g\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb boyunduruqlu-moyunduruqlu t\u00f6k\u0259s\u0259n K\u00fcr\u0259!<br>Havadan od \u0259l\u0259nirdi. K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n qalxan il\u011f\u0131m t\u0259ndir alovu kimi havan\u0131 yalaya-yalaya boz t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri a\u015f\u0131b k\u0259ndin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131r, oradan da suyu i\u015f\u0131ldayan K\u00fcr\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib Qarayaz\u0131 me\u015f\u0259sinin a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131 qars\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131n g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 verib el\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, adam qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutmal\u0131 olurdu. Niftal\u0131n\u0131 koxan\u0131 isti, \u00fcst\u0259likd\u0259 c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n s\u0259si t\u0259ntitmi\u015fdi. Ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 suya sal\u0131b s\u0259rinl\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 sin\u0259sini, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuyub bir az dinc\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Aya\u011fa durdu, yaxas\u0131 qaytanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini soyundu, arxa yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b domu\u015fuqlu oturdu. \u018flini suya uzatd\u0131. K\u00fcr t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n uzan\u0131b q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndan dikdir\u0259 qalxan tozlu-torpaql\u0131 yolla g\u0259l\u0259n atl\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. C\u0131rc\u0131ramalr\u0131n s\u0259si qula\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n atlar\u0131n f\u0131nx\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcz\u0259ngil\u0259rin cingiltisini, ayaq tapp\u0131l\u00f6\u0131lar\u0131n e\u015fitm\u0259di. Birc\u0259 onu hiss etdi ki, g\u00fcll\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, k\u00fcr\u0259yi qovu\u015fdu. \u018flini sudan \u00e7\u0259kib qam\u0259tini d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi, qanr\u0131l\u0131b dala baxd\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, atl\u0131lar\u0131n biri y\u00fcy\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib at\u0131 \u015fah\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131, geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb kimins\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131, qam\u00e7\u0131 \u015faqq\u0131ldad\u0131.<br>&#8211; Nam\u0259rd k\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu!<br>Daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di. Ktv\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, yarpaqlar\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, arx\u0131n \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n s\u0259si bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 z\u0259ifl\u0259di, uzaqla\u015fd\u0131, uzaqla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 e\u015fidilm\u0259z oldu. Havan\u0131 qarsalayan il\u011f\u0131m el\u0259 bir qor kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 doldu, b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dal\u011faland\u0131 v\u0259 dumana \u00e7evrildi, h\u0259r \u015fey bu dumana b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026<br>K\u0259r\u0259m atdan s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131na yetirdi v\u0259 Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dizinin \u00fcst\u0259 ald\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n d\u0259yib sin\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri qapal\u0131 idi.T\u0259kc\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259fif titr\u0259yi\u015find\u0259n bilinirdi ki, h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259si var. K\u0259r\u0259m aralar\u0131na qan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u0259mn\u00e7ilik ba\u015flayandan b\u0259ri onu bel\u0259 yax\u0131ndan g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ki\u015fi xeyli d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Balaca buxaq ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, sif\u0259ti qaralm\u0131\u015f, qal\u0131n b\u0131\u011f\u0131 azca codla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, gicgahlar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u0259traf\u0131nda x\u0131rdaca q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. K\u0259r\u0259m hiss el\u0259di ki, Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131 qan apar\u0131r. T\u0259ntidi. \u018flini at\u0131b k\u00f6yn\u0259yin yaxas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki\u015fiy\u0259 nec\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259sin. El\u0259 bil bunu Niftal\u0131 koxa da hiss etdi. Q\u0131m\u0131ldand\u0131. G\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131 araland\u0131. Z\u0259ndl\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259min \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. Torlanm\u0131\u015f b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259r lal sular kimi dur\u011funla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 geni\u015fl\u0259ndi. K\u0259r\u0259m hiss etdi ki, koxan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nin titr\u0259yib dart\u0131nd\u0131, el\u0259 bil ki\u015finin can\u0131ndan \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Onun da b\u0259d\u0259ni gizild\u0259di. Q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndi.<br>&#8211; \u0130ndi m\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, ay Niftal\u0131, G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, Tiflis\u0259 d\u0259 ki, \u0259lim \u00e7atmaz. S\u0259nin d\u0259rdin\u0259 n\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131m?<br>Ki\u015fi s\u0259s e\u015fidib \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 diksindi, sonra dir\u00e7\u0259ldi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 azac\u0131q qald\u0131r\u0131b bulan\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259di. Dey\u0259s\u0259n kimin dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. K\u0259r\u0259m onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki i\u015fart\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259yridiyini hiss etdi. \u00d6l\u0259zim\u0259kd\u0259 olan \u00e7\u0131raq t\u0259kin at\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bu h\u0259yat i\u015fart\u0131lar\u0131 titr\u0259diyi kimi d\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Dodaqlar\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259ndi.<br>&#8211; K\u0259r\u0259m? \u2013 D\u00fcz tan\u0131m\u0131san, Niftal\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259m. \u2013 Lap yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n olma\u011f\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<br>Bu s\u00f6z K\u0259r\u0259mi sars\u0131td\u0131. El\u0259 bil dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 can ver\u0259n qanl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni yox, \u0259ziz bir adam\u0131yd\u0131. El\u0259 bil bu adam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 da\u011fda, d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 onun izin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, onun qan\u0131na susayan, f\u00fcps\u0259t tapan kimi \u0259l\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olan adam dyeildi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilikd\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox \u0259vv\u0259l bir yerd\u0259 oynad\u0131qlar\u0131, K\u00fcr\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcb Qarayaz\u0131ya ke\u00e7dikl\u0259ri, atlar\u0131 yalmanlay\u0131b k\u0259nd aras\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7apd\u0131qlar\u0131, g\u00f6zalt\u0131 el\u0259dikl\u0259ri q\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 getdikl\u0259ri u\u015faql\u0131q dostu, u\u015faql\u0131q sirda\u015f\u0131 idi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 bir-birl\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yaraql\u0131-yasaql\u0131 idil\u0259r. O, K\u0259r\u0259m\u0259 yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirdi, K\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259 ona. K\u0259r\u0259m t\u00fcf\u0259ng g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb da\u011flara-da\u015flara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. At belind\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7irirdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259si il\u0259 Tiflisd\u0259n vurub G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, Dilican d\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259 haqq-\u0259dal\u0259t divan\u0131 qurur, da\u011flar\u0131 a\u015f\u0131b Araz\u0131 ke\u00e7ir, sora\u011f\u0131 gah \u0130r\u0259vandan g\u0259lirdi, gah da \u0130randan. Niftal\u0131 koxa is\u0259 evind\u0259, qohum-qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Koxa olandan sonra d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. K\u0259r\u0259m ona bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 ismar\u0131c el\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, k\u0259nd adamlar\u0131na d\u0259yib-dola\u015fmas\u0131n, amma xeyri olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259r\u0259m onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7oxdan axtar\u0131rd\u0131, qulaqburmas\u0131 verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br>&#8211; D\u0259st\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 adam varm\u0131?<br>K\u0259r\u0259m g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fitdiyi bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin cavab\u0131n\u0131 xeyli l\u0259ngitdi.<br>&#8211; Var.<br>&#8211; Kimdi?<br>&#8211; M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd.<br>&#8211; O g\u0259dam\u0131?<br>Bu s\u00f6z K\u0259r\u0259min ortas\u0131ndan be\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00fcll\u0259si kimi ke\u00e7di. El\u0259 bil g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Yaraland\u0131, yaman yaraland\u0131.<br>&#8211; M\u0259n\u0259 p\u0259nah g\u0259tirdi, neyl\u0259yim?<br>&#8211; Biz\u0259 d\u0259 p\u0259nah g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi, ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131k\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fcn.<br>Ki\u015fi inild\u0259di. K\u0259r\u0259m\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, onu inild\u0259d\u0259n yaran\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 deyil, \u0259m\u0259yinin, z\u0259nninin itm\u0259sinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<br>Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n sif\u0259tini soyuq t\u0259r basd\u0131, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, sonra bu a\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259 iztirablar\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r bir ifad\u0259 sezildi.<br>&#8211; \u0130ndi arxay\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m\u2026 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr allaha, z\u0259nnim pu\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u2026 Yoxsa o d\u00fcnyaya niskilli ged\u0259c\u0259kdim. \u00c7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, K\u0259r\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259din\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir azca yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r.<br>K\u0259r\u0259m onun qoltu\u011funu alt\u0131ndan tutub dizl\u0259rin\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndirdi. Ki\u015fi a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 udub sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Sif\u0259tind\u0259n qu\u015f n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r x\u0259fif bir dirilik i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6td\u00fc. Uzaqlara baxd\u0131. K\u0259r\u0259m hiss etdi ki, onun torlanmaqda olan g\u00f6z\u00fc K\u00fcr\u00fcn o \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, Ceyran\u00e7\u00f6l d\u00fcz\u0259nliyind\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb sahil boyu uzanan Qarayaz\u0131ya, bir az b\u0259rid\u0259ki k\u0259nd evl\u0259rin\u0259, bi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259, k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259, d\u0259rz tayalar\u0131na, mal-qara haylayan u\u015faqlara zill\u0259ndi. Bi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r yerl\u0259rind\u0259 quruyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yen\u0259 mey \u0259sirdi, yen\u0259 tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259ri x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131r, yen\u0259 arx\u0131n suyu q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nlan\u0131b ax\u0131r, yen\u0259 c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar zil s\u0259sl\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131lar. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u0259ndir istisin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r dal\u011fa-dal\u011fa il\u011f\u0131m ke\u00e7irdi. Ancaq o ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilmirdi ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc torlan\u0131r, yoxsa il\u011f\u0131mm\u0131 ke\u00e7ir.<br>Bird\u0259n dir\u00e7\u0259lib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259trafdak\u0131 atl\u0131lara \u00e7evirdi. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259min yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir s\u00fczd\u00fc. G\u00f6z\u00fc M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u0259 sata\u015fanda yenid\u0259n yay kimi dart\u0131n\u0131b g\u0259rildi. K\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, ki\u015finin hal\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi, yanaqlar\u0131na el\u0259 bil q\u0131zart\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Bu q\u0131zart\u0131 son d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini ke\u00e7ir\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin damarlara vurdu\u011fu ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 qan damlalar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131zart\u0131s\u0131 idi. Ki\u015finin \u00f6l\u0259zim\u0259kd\u0259 olan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri K\u0259r\u0259min \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259ndi.<br>&#8211; K\u0259r\u0259m, birc\u0259 dil\u0259yim var\u2026<br>&#8211; De g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<br>&#8211; Naqan\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xart, m\u0259ni aln\u0131mdan \u00f6z\u00fcn vur.<br>&#8211; N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<br>&#8211; Qoy desinl\u0259r ki, Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131 Qa\u00e7aq K\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb\u2026 Ki\u015fini ki\u015fi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r, qarda\u015f, g\u0259da-g\u00fcda yox.<br>&#8211; \u018flim qalxmaz.<br>&#8211; Dediyimi el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259n, atay\u0131n belind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yibs\u0259n.<br>Ki\u015finin sin\u0259si qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 asta-asta endi.<br>K\u0259r\u0259m q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndi. Bo\u011faz\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 uddu. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 axtar\u0131b M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc tapd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259ri \u0259sdi. \u0130st\u0259di t\u00fcf\u0259ngi h\u0259rl\u0259yib el\u0259 buradaca, t\u00fclkm kimi b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f nam\u0259rdi qan\u0131na bulas\u0131n. Amma fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u201cOnsuz da Niftal\u0131n\u0131n qohumlar\u0131 onu sa\u011f buraxmayacaqlar\u201d- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bir d\u0259 \u0259lini murdarlamaq ist\u0259m\u0259di.<br>&#8211; Onun t\u00fcf\u0259ngini d\u0259, at\u0131n\u0131 da \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131n, qoyun r\u0259dd olsun! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 atdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, t\u00fcf\u0259nginizi y\u0259h\u0259rin qa\u015f\u0131ndan as\u0131n. Bizi g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bassalar, \u0259l-ayaq t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259yin. K\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yik.<br>K\u0259rim q\u0259rara alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n meyidini k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc aparacaqd\u0131. Ki\u015fini \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 alacaq, at\u0131 is\u0259 dalcan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. Qa\u00e7aqlar da atlar\u0131n y\u00fcy\u0259nl\u0259rini boynuna at\u0131b c\u0259naz\u0259nin ard\u0131nca dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z add\u0131mlayacaqd\u0131lar. O bilirdi ki, bu a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fdir. K\u0259nd adamlar\u0131 onlar\u0131n qabaqlar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xacaq, arvad-u\u015faq hay-haray sal\u0131b \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131racaq, vay-\u015fiv\u0259n sal\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolacaq, qar\u011f\u0131\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 onlara g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259 atacaqd\u0131lar. Art\u0131q-\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fanlar, divan-d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ver\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 tap\u0131lacaqd\u0131. Amma inanm\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nanm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259 bel\u0259 na\u0259mrdl\u0259r tap\u0131ls\u0131n. O, \u0259min idi ki, meyidi sakitc\u0259 k\u0259ndin aras\u0131 il\u0259 Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n evin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r aparacaqlar. Onlar\u0131 lal s\u00fckutla da olsa, el ad\u0259tinc\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131layacaqlar. K\u0259r\u0259mgil ki\u015finin d\u0259fnind\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015ftirak ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Ki\u015finin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra koxan\u0131n qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131na ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verib atlanacaq v\u0259 da\u011flara sar\u0131 \u00fcz tutacaqlar.<br>K\u0259r\u0259m qollar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259rinlik hiss etdi. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, ki\u015finin b\u0259d\u0259ni soyuyur. Amma \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259nmi\u015f sol\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bir intizar var\u2026<br>\u018flini astaca naqan\u0131n qoburuna apard\u0131. 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