{"id":37145,"date":"2021-03-16T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-03-16T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37145"},"modified":"2021-03-16T17:01:19","modified_gmt":"2021-03-16T13:01:19","slug":"xalq-sairi-r%c9%99sul-rza-kuc%c9%99l%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37145","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi R\u0259sul RZA.K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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YET\u0130M K\u00dc\u00c7\u018f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259brizd\u0259 bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 var –
“Yetim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259”.
Bu ad\u0131 m\u0259n vermi\u015fdim ona,
yan\u0131ql\u0131 bir gec\u0259.
Yana\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259kidir
T\u0259brizin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri.
Gah ayr\u0131l\u0131r bir-birind\u0259n,
gah bir-birini k\u0259sir
T\u0259brizin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri.
G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimd\u0259n y\u00fczd\u0259 biri
qalmay\u0131b xatirimd\u0259.
Ancaq bu g\u00fcn olmu\u015f kimi
qal\u0131b yad\u0131mda
bir u\u015faq h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 da,
bir qad\u0131n da.
Bir s\u0259s e\u015fitdim;
yana-yana a\u011flayan
u\u015faq s\u0259si.
S\u0259kid\u0259 bir qaralt\u0131,
bir qad\u0131n oturub
arxas\u0131n\u0131 dayam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 divara,
quca\u011f\u0131nda u\u015faq.
K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131 at\u0131n\u0131
Bel\u0259d\u0259n-bel\u0259
sazaql\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k – avara.
Soyuq, \u015finelimin i\u00e7ind\u0259
g\u00f6yn\u0259dirdi sin\u0259mi, qollar\u0131m\u0131.
Ana!
Ana!
S\u0259si
sanc\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma
iyn\u0259-iyn\u0259.
Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m.
Bac\u0131m qalx!
Bac\u0131m\u2026
Ayaqlar\u0131m sanc\u0131ld\u0131 yer\u0259.
Donmu\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlayaraq
Ana!
Ana! – dey\u0259
f\u0259ryad edirdi u\u015faq.
Xat\u0131rlad\u0131qca T\u0259brizin
o sazaql\u0131, o qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259l\u0259rini;
deyir\u0259m: m\u0259\u015f\u0259l kimi yand\u0131r\u0131b q\u0259lbimi
isindir\u0259 bil\u0259ydim
d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn
yetim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Fevral, 1970<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u018fML\u0130 K\u00dc\u00c7\u018f<\/h3>\n\n\n\n
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Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 be\u015fi getdi,
d\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0259.
Ba\u015f\u0131ma evl\u0259r dolan\u0131r
yol\u00e7ular\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi
nizams\u0131z d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259.
Bir qoca bu g\u00fcn
son m\u0259nzil\u0259 yola sald\u0131
t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 o\u011flunu.
Bir ana d\u00fcn\u0259n
g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla islatd\u0131
g\u0259lin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n toy no\u011fulunu.
Y\u0259qin xo\u015fb\u0259xt k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 var;
bayraml\u0131, toylu.
M\u0259n olmu\u015fam
insanlar\u0131n son m\u0259nzil yolu.
M\u0259n q\u0259mli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m, q\u0259mli.
Sin\u0259si yoxu\u015flu,
s\u0259kil\u0259ri \u0259yn\u0259mli.
Bir g\u00fcn ayr\u0131ld\u0131m
gec\u0259nin s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259li yuxusundan.
Ba\u015f ucumda yeni binalar\u0131n
\u0259z\u0259lini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
Dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndim qranit\u0259;
anam \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin
mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259lini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
Aynas\u0131nda ne\u00e7\u0259
g\u00f6y\u0259z\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259si.
Qoynunda insan s\u0259si,
h\u0259yat n\u0259f\u0259si.
Bildim m\u0259nim pay\u0131ma
q\u00fcss\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, q\u0259m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
Sin\u0259md\u0259 son m\u0259nzil s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259ri
\u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
B\u0259z\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 adaml\u0131 olur
bu s\u0259f\u0259r,
b\u0259z\u0259n gur izdihaml\u0131.
M\u0259n bilir\u0259m kim q\u0259rib gedir,
kim tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131, arxal\u0131.
Kim soyuq n\u0259f\u0259sli,
kim c\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yaxal\u0131.
E\u015fidir\u0259m \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259rin
s\u00f6hb\u0259tini.
Kiminin yan\u0131ql\u0131 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf\u00fcn\u00fc,
kiminin qeyb\u0259tini.
B\u0259z\u0259n, az qal\u0131ram yar\u0131lam
q\u0259z\u0259bimd\u0259n.
\u0130nsanlar x\u0259b\u0259rsizdir
da\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u0259zab\u0131ndan.
Qibt\u0259 ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 olur
\u0259z\u0259m\u0259tin\u0259 son s\u0259f\u0259rin.
Duymu\u015fam \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131
bir ged\u0259n\u0259 min n\u0259f\u0259rin.
M\u0259n q\u0259mli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m, q\u0259mli.
Bilir\u0259m kim gedir
\u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259n, soyuq n\u0259f\u0259sli,
kim ke\u00e7ir a\u011f\u0131r mat\u0259mli.
Bir arzum var;
Son m\u0259nzilin yoluna
a\u011flamayan \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259
g\u0259lm\u0259sin insanlar.
Sevinc\u0259, qeyb\u0259t\u0259,
q\u0259r\u0259zli qiym\u0259t\u0259
ba\u015fqa yer tap\u0131lar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YET\u0130M K\u00dc\u00c7\u018f T\u0259brizd\u0259 bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 var –“Yetim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259”.Bu ad\u0131 m\u0259n vermi\u015fdim ona,yan\u0131ql\u0131 bir gec\u0259.Yana\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259kidirT\u0259brizin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri.Gah ayr\u0131l\u0131r bir-birind\u0259n,gah bir-birini k\u0259sirT\u0259brizin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri.G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimd\u0259n y\u00fczd\u0259 biriqalmay\u0131b xatirimd\u0259.Ancaq bu g\u00fcn olmu\u015f kimiqal\u0131b yad\u0131mdabir u\u015faq h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 da,bir qad\u0131n da.Bir s\u0259s e\u015fitdim;yana-yana a\u011flayanu\u015faq s\u0259si.S\u0259kid\u0259 bir qaralt\u0131,bir qad\u0131n oturubarxas\u0131n\u0131 dayam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 divara,quca\u011f\u0131nda u\u015faq.K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131 at\u0131n\u0131Bel\u0259d\u0259n-bel\u0259sazaql\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k – avara.Soyuq, \u015finelimin i\u00e7ind\u0259g\u00f6yn\u0259dirdi sin\u0259mi, qollar\u0131m\u0131.Ana!Ana!S\u0259sisanc\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131maiyn\u0259-iyn\u0259.Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m.Bac\u0131m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37145","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37145","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37145"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37145\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37153,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37145\/revisions\/37153"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37145"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37145"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37145"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}