{"id":37197,"date":"2021-03-18T03:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-03-17T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37197"},"modified":"2021-03-18T08:43:14","modified_gmt":"2021-03-18T04:43:14","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-epidemiyada-darixan-qoca-hekay%c9%99-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37197","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Epidemiyada dar\u0131xan qoca” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bahar bu il daha g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259lmi\u015fdi…  A\u011faclar ya\u015f\u0131l yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131, a\u011f, \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 r\u00fcb\u0259nd edib x\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdil\u0259r.
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G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n gur q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259ri ota\u011f\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri t\u0259pilir, masan\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u00fc, yer\u0259 s\u0259ril\u0259n xal\u00e7an\u0131n sol\u011fun sa\u00e7aqlar\u0131n\u0131, qocan\u0131n \u00e7\u0259liyinin ucundak\u0131 ki\u00e7ik d\u0259mir par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131d\u0131qlay\u0131rd\u0131. Qoca divanda uzan\u0131b m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoymu\u015fdu. G\u00f6zucu \u00e7\u0259liyinin q\u0131d\u0131qlanmas\u0131na bax\u0131r, min fikr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn  s\u0259ks\u0259n s\u0259kkizinci  bahar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirm\u0259zdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259n il \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, s\u0259kkizl\u0259r qo\u015fala\u015fan  baharda  k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n, sonra da iyirmi ildi onu bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n  su tutmaz \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259k qoyan \u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259zar\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k, el\u0259 q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259c\u0259 bit\u0259n n\u0259rgizl\u0259rd\u0259n bir ovuc y\u0131\u011facaq, \u201c\u0130mdad qayas\u0131\u201dn\u0131n dibind\u0259 oturacaq, \u00e7\u0259liyini  d\u0259 yan\u0131na uzadacaq, \u00fcz\u00fc k\u0259nd\u0259 baxa-baxa o n\u0259rgizl\u0259rin \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rinin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 yumrucuqlar\u0131 yey\u0259c\u0259k…  Bir ildi h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu haqda fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131nda qalan  iki t\u0259k-bir c\u00fct di\u015finin ucunda q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259rti duyurdu.  Hiss edirdi ki, o, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fc k\u0259nd \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, n\u0259rgiz yumrucuqlar\u0131 yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yiyl\u0259, ruhuyla deyil, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucunacan, di\u015fl\u0259rinin dibin\u0259c\u0259n dar\u0131x\u0131b… \u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259 dar\u0131xmaq tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r \u015fey \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 anbaan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131;  sevmi\u015fdi, sevdiyi qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ona verm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r, sevdiyiy\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn  anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bu dar\u0131xmaq onun sevgisi q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc deyil, sevdiyini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb o k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dar\u0131xma\u011fa ilk d\u0259f\u0259 onda q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Sonra ill\u0259r boyu ata-anas\u0131y\u00e7\u00fcn, ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131y\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Bu darx\u0131maq sevdiyiy\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xma\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259mirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 he\u00e7 b\u0259nz\u0259mirdi… \u0130ndi  onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki  g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259  g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ac\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcmid edirdi ki, he\u00e7 olmasa, birc\u0259 gil\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f \u00e7\u0131xsa, o ac\u0131\u015f\u0131q da, o g\u00f6yn\u0259k d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259ziy\u0259r, bir hovur dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 qoyarlar. Amma, yox, bu dar\u0131xmaq \u201cDiziaynal\u0131 p\u0259hl\u0259van\u201da d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc,  h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 onu bir barma\u011f\u0131yla yenir,  vicdan da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n zirv\u0259sin\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131r, ordan g\u00fcnah g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn sahilin\u0259 tullay\u0131rd\u0131.  Dar\u0131xma\u011fa m\u0259\u011flub olandan sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0131x\u0131b iki gil\u0259 ya\u015f \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa da heyi qalm\u0131rd\u0131… \u0130lb\u0259il g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u0259\u015fdiyini hiss edir, bir yandan da \u00f6z g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259, bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u201c\u0259lah\u0259zr\u0259t dar\u0131xma\u011fa\u201d ita\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur qald\u0131\u011f\u0131na yan\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn sevdiyinin d\u0259 onun kimi \u201cdar\u0131xma\u011fa k\u0259niz oldu\u011funu\u201d anlad\u0131…  Can\u0131n\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 bildiyi sevdiyinin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki nisgilin iki qat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rk etdi ki, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r. G\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn bir-birind\u0259n gizl\u0259n\u0259n b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259r  onlar\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik hilal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir, hilal iril\u0259ndikc\u0259 l\u0259k\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc… Bir g\u00fcn yen\u0259 dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n onu g\u00fcnah g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn sahilin\u0259  tullad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlarda yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sevdiyinin bil\u0259yind\u0259n, \u00fcz tutmu\u015fdu avtova\u011fzala…\u0130ki n\u0259f\u0259rlik bilet v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259n avtobusun \u00e7irkli p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n ala-boz \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Onlar k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7atanda ax\u015fam idi,  mal-qoyun \u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131, ham\u0131 k\u0259ndin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259ki \u201cL\u0259tifin bula\u011f\u0131\u201dn\u0131n yan\u0131nda topla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Avtobusu el\u0259 orda saxlatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sevdiyinin bil\u0259yind\u0259n bu d\u0259f\u0259 daha \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259, daha c\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi… Avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z  \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259mk\u0259ndlil\u0259rin\u0259 sar\u0131 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ham\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131na basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131;  babas\u0131yla qan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni olan Xanbaba ki\u015fini d\u0259, n\u0259n\u0259sinin k\u0259la\u011fay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ucuna da\u015f ba\u011flayan N\u00f6vr\u0259st\u0259 arvad\u0131 da… Sevdalar\u0131na ulular\u0131n yadigar\u0131 bu k\u0259ndi qurban ed\u0259nl\u0259ri  k\u0259nd camaat\u0131 sevincl\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Xanbaba ki\u015finin k\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259-s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc N\u00f6vr\u0259st\u0259 arvad\u0131n g\u00fcll\u00fc \u015fal\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7aqlar\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u0259-s\u00fcrt\u0259 bir d\u0259 onda ay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u00f6z ata oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alaqap\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131b. Dizl\u0259ri titr\u0259mi\u015fdi, alaqap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda mal-qara \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qoyulmu\u015f yast\u0131 duz da\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Arxadan ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259  \u00fcrk\u0259k barmaqlar t\u0259pil\u0259nd\u0259 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, yox, bura q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra onun titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn bu m\u0259qam\u0131nda dar\u0131xma\u011fa q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7almadan qollar\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131na salma\u011fa haqq\u0131 yoxdur… H\u0259m d\u0259 sevdiyinin barmaqlar\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00fcrk\u0259kc\u0259sin\u0259 onun ovcunun i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n he\u00e7 yoxdur… Bir \u0259lli sevdiyinin \u0259lind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, o biri \u0259liyl\u0259 alaqap\u0131n\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib q\u0259ti add\u0131mlarla h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girmi\u015fdi.  T\u00f6vl\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan atas\u0131yla \u0259ldam\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan anas\u0131 toqqu\u015fmu\u015fdu, \u0259vv\u0259l bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259, sonra da t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f o\u011fullar\u0131na baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Q\u0259fild\u0259n atas\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rin o tay\u0131na tutub haraylam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n


– Quda, ay quda! G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ayd\u0131n, qa\u00e7aqlar g\u0259lib!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00c7\u0259p\u0259rin o tay\u0131ndan sevdiyinin atas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si daha gur e\u015fidilmi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n


– Ay\u0259, m\u0259n quzunu k\u0259sim, s\u0259n manqal\u0131 qala!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bir \u0259liyl\u0259 onun \u00e7iynini qucaqlayark\u0259n bir \u0259liyl\u0259 sevdiyinin \u0259lini anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn cibin\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259li bir h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n… O h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc  sel\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb axm\u0131\u015f,  dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na qat\u0131b onun ruhundan  \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015f, uzaqlara, h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin ad\u0131n\u0131 qoya bilm\u0259diyi o uzaq diyara qovmu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Ondan sonra dar\u0131xmaq onun\u00e7\u00fcn \u201csuyun ba\u015f\u0131nda oturan \u0259jdaha\u201d olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n-h\u0259rd\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc i\u00e7ind\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131na bir quzu m\u0259l\u0259rtisi g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, bazarda qalo\u015flar\u0131n qiym\u0259ti d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, ma\u011fazada kartofu kiloyla alanda dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 k\u0259ndli \u00f6mr\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn… Bu dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na da\u015f salma\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi, h\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131 sevdiyiyl\u0259 yan-yana avtova\u011fzaldak\u0131 kassan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda bitirdi… V\u0259 onlar\u0131n dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131  k\u0259ndd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri ilk ax\u015famdaca quzular\u0131n m\u0259l\u0259rtisind\u0259, day\u00e7alar\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259rtisind\u0259 itirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


-U\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olmayacaqm\u0131? \u2013demi\u015fdi bir d\u0259f\u0259 sevdiyi  s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yar\u0131nisgil, yar\u0131\u00fcmid  qataraq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


– Allah bilir… – dey\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdi sevdiyin\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Bir d\u0259 onda anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, dar\u0131xmaq yen\u0259 \u201c\u0259lah\u0259zr\u0259t\u0259\u201d d\u00f6n\u00fcr sevdiyinin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259, bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fcn sonsuz  olaca\u011f\u0131na \u0259mindir \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259… \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox q\u0131nam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, s\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc; \u201cki\u015fis\u0259n, m\u0259niml\u0259 c\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x, sevdiyim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259!\u201d-demi\u015fdi,  sonunda bu m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 aciz oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi…  Sevdiyi  bala \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn darx\u0131d\u0131qca, o,  sevdiyinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 daha uzun-uzun baxma\u011f\u0131,  duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131 bu g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 azd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131, bel\u0259c\u0259, ona dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 unutdurma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi…  Sevdiyin\u0259 dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 unutdurdu\u011fu anlarda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0259ngav\u0259r san\u0131rd\u0131… \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 is\u0259 art\u0131q q\u0259bul etmi\u015fdi ki, dar\u0131xmaq m\u0259rd d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n deyil… Bu g\u00fcn boy g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, sabah yeni h\u0259ml\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 birotaql\u0131 evl\u0259rinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 at oynadacaq; kitab r\u0259find\u0259  \u201cD\u00fcnya u\u015faq \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131\u201d seriyas\u0131ndan bir kitab artacaq, tiki\u015f ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda  u\u015faq \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn eskizl\u0259ri peyda olacaq, ya da sevdiyinin paltosunun cibind\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 u\u015faq \u015f\u0259kli olan  t\u0259qvim \u00e7\u0131xacaq… Bel\u0259c\u0259, o, darx\u0131ma\u011f\u0131n bu y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Tan\u0131d\u0131qca,  \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr, sa\u00e7\u0131nda bir tel daha a\u011far\u0131r, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucunun d\u0259risi bir az da s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015firdi… O, sevdiyini dar\u0131xma\u011fa uduzurdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


… \u0130yirmi il \u0259vv\u0259l dar\u0131xmaq sevdiyini onun \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan s\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, \u0259c\u0259lin \u0259ri\u015f-ar\u011fac\u0131na qatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… \u0130yirmi il idi ki, \u201csevdiyim\u201d dey\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri  \u201c\u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u201dl\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131… Q\u0259rib\u0259di ki, iyirmi ild\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun \u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Dar\u0131xmaq sevdiyini aparandan b\u0259ri qoca he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 toxunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, d\u0259hlizd\u0259ki as\u0131lqanda boynu tozlanan q\u0259hv\u0259yi paltonun cibind\u0259ki u\u015faq \u015f\u0259killi t\u0259qvim d\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi dururdu, tiki\u015f ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n siyirm\u0259sind\u0259ki \u00f6nl\u00fck eskizl\u0259ri d\u0259…   Sa\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259nin r\u0259ngi getmi\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 iyirmi il idi ki, d\u0259yi\u015fdirilmirdi,  qoca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bu m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259  ilk d\u0259f\u0259  yaxas\u0131n\u0131 dar\u0131xma\u011fa tan\u0131dan  qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n mehrini hiss edir, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir: \u201cG\u00f6r n\u0259t\u0259rdi sevdiyin\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xmaq, ay \u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f? M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k dar\u0131x o q\u0259bristanl\u0131qda….\u201d- dey\u0259  p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u0130ndi, \u00f6m\u00fcr n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sinin s\u0259ks\u0259n s\u0259kkizinci s\u0259trind\u0259 qoca yaman dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131… H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yi atlan\u0131r, g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin cibind\u0259ki pullar\u0131n\u0131, s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini yoxlay\u0131r: \u201cBu g\u00fcn dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, daha virus yoxdu, bu g\u00fcn dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…\u201d- dey\u0259-dey\u0259 radionu a\u00e7\u0131r, \u201cX\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d proqram\u0131 ba\u015flayanacan  q\u0131\u015fda endiriml\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 cidd-c\u0259hdl\u0259 geyinm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bir tay\u0131n\u0131 geyinib o biri tay\u0131na \u00e7atanacan apar\u0131c\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259si ev\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n


– Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259  d\u00fcnyada koronavirusa yoluxanlar\u0131n say\u0131 artd\u0131. \u201cEvd\u0259 qal-sa\u011flam qal\u201d \u015f\u00fcar\u0131na \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259r\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc qoruyun. X\u00fcsus\u0259n,  altm\u0131\u015f be\u015f ya\u015fdan yuxar\u0131lar, unutmay\u0131n, eviniz sizin qalan\u0131zd\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Ard\u0131nca da \u201cBu qala bizim qala…\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi… Qocan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri bo\u015fal\u0131r, geyindiyi ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131na bax\u0131r, geyinm\u0259diyi ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131na \u0259yilmi\u015f barmaqlar\u0131yla s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kir, sanki onu t\u0259s\u0259lli etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cDar\u0131xma, y\u0259qin sabah s\u0259ni d\u0259 geyin\u0259r\u0259m…\u201d  Ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sini d\u0259hlizd\u0259 rahatlayandan sonra bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn  paltosuna bax\u0131r, asta-asta  ota\u011fa qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u0259liyini divan\u0131n ayaq t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yir, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t edir, qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n mehriyl\u0259 xumarlan\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


He\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirm\u0259zdi ki,  s\u0259ks\u0259n s\u0259kkizinci bahar\u0131 bel\u0259-\u0259li bir a\u011faca d\u0259ym\u0259d\u0259n, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir da\u015f incitm\u0259d\u0259n, \u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn m\u0259zar\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131layacaq… Des\u0259ydil\u0259r, inanmazd\u0131 ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn bu vaxt\u0131nda di\u015fl\u0259rinin dibin\u0259c\u0259n n\u0259rgiz yumrucuqlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xacaq… Qat-qat kitablardan oxusayd\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259rdi ki, bu bahar \u015f\u0259h\u0259r bazar\u0131nda quzuqula\u011f\u0131, quzuqarn\u0131, yemlik, gicitk\u0259n sat\u0131lmayacaq, o da h\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n bir manatl\u0131q al\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 k\u0259nd s\u00fcfr\u0259si a\u00e7mayacaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


… G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin q\u0259hq\u0259siyl\u0259 q\u0131d\u0131qlanan \u00e7\u0259liyin\u0259 baxa-baxa qocan\u0131 heyr\u0259t b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc…  Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, indiy\u0259d\u0259k g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f he\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259yib, a\u011faclar bel\u0259 nazlanmay\u0131b,  qu\u015flar bel\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng oxumay\u0131b…  Qoca yava\u015f-yava\u015f durub p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7di, a\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n e\u015fiy\u0259 boyland\u0131. Yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 dayanan t\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131ndan bir x\u0259st\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.  X\u00fcsusi geyimli tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rinin t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qocan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi  s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131… \u018fli \u00e7atsayd\u0131, o tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rinin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki maskan\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131b atar, onlar\u0131 \u0259trafa  baxma\u011fa m\u0259cbur ed\u0259rdi. Haray \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi ki: \u201cBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131n, bir \u0259trafa bax\u0131n, g\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi a\u011faclar… N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131…\u201d  Bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlay\u0131b fikrind\u0259kil\u0259ri ucadan dem\u0259k ist\u0259di. El\u0259 bu vaxt tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rind\u0259n biri ona bax\u0131b \u0259l el\u0259di. Qoca duruxdu… \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rinin d\u0259rdin\u0259 yand\u0131… Yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259rd k\u00f6s\u00f6v-k\u00f6s\u00f6v k\u00f6z\u0259rdikc\u0259 ilin-g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu vaxt\u0131nda can\u0131n\u0131, ruhunu  h\u0259yat a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6kl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015fir\u0259 ed\u0259n tibb i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d apard\u0131… Q\u0259h\u0259rini dodaqlar\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b  k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc… Sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di… Damarlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rini  havaya qald\u0131r\u0131b yell\u0259di, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n axan iki damla ya\u015f\u0131  bahar n\u0259simi yalay\u0131b ke\u00e7di… S\u0259si titr\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 qoca \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259ri dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259kd\u0259n utanmad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n


-M\u0259n sizin\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, ay adamlar! \u2013dey\u0259  g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131qca ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Az ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, qocan\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 binan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri  birc\u0259-birc\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, qu\u015flar\u0131n c\u0259h-c\u0259hin\u0259 qad\u0131n-ki\u015fi g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, u\u015faq a\u011flamalar\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca qocan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 axan ya\u015flar \u00e7oxal\u0131r, \u0259ll\u0259rinin titr\u0259m\u0259si art\u0131rd\u0131…  \u0130ndi qoca \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n bir ad\u0131 n\u0259rgizg\u00fcl\u00fc yumrucu\u011fuydusa, bir ad\u0131 da bahar\u0131 ya\u015famaq idi… Bu il bahar daha g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259lmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Bahar bu il daha g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259lmi\u015fdi…  A\u011faclar ya\u015f\u0131l yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131, a\u011f, \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 r\u00fcb\u0259nd edib x\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdil\u0259r.  G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n gur q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259ri ota\u011f\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri t\u0259pilir, masan\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u00fc, yer\u0259 s\u0259ril\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37197","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37197","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37197"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37197\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37208,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37197\/revisions\/37208"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37197"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37197"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37197"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}