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Covid-19 pandemiyas\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 vuru\u015fan h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 ithaf olunur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Palatada iki n\u0259f\u0259rik. M\u0259n v\u0259 Ulduzxan. H\u0259l\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qabaq m\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fclvari s\u0259t\u0259lc\u0259m oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm; \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl virusa yoluxdu\u011fumun f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildim. \u018fvv\u0259l bo\u011faz\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131, sonra b\u0259d\u0259nimi q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hals\u0131zl\u0131q b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 quru, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k ba\u015flad\u0131… Bu azar-bezar\u0131n ke\u00e7ib-ged\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm, amma ikinci h\u0259ft\u0259 hal\u0131m daha da xarabla\u015fd\u0131, \u00fcst\u0259lik, t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259slik \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ldi. T\u0259cili x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259tirildim, analiz g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc, n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r m\u00fcsb\u0259t \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131mda olan adamlar karantin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Etiraf edir\u0259m, s\u0259hl\u0259nkarl\u0131q etmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fct\u0259crid qaydalar\u0131na \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bir d\u0259 koronavirusun uzaq \u00c7ind\u0259n ayaq a\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259timiz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259rdi ki?! \u018fslind\u0259, yen\u0259 o fikird\u0259y\u0259m ki, aln\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131bsa, o da olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Epidemiya t\u0259z\u0259 ba\u015flayanda m\u00fcn\u0259ccim dostumuz Ulduzxan planetl\u0259rin d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n v\u0259 bunun bizim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za t\u0259sirind\u0259n bir saat moiz\u0259 oxumu\u015fdu. M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259md\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Onunla h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259miz olur bu bar\u0259d\u0259. O, nicat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kainatda oldu\u011funa \u0259mindir. M\u0259n Allah\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u0259 inan\u0131ram. Allah \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck analitikdir. H\u0259r \u015feyi el\u0259 t\u0259hlil edib ki… \u018fn inc\u0259liyin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. Allah\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na redakt\u0259 yoxdur. M\u0259n bel\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 astroloq dostum g\u00fcl\u00fcr. O m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr, m\u0259n d\u0259 ona. Amma birc\u0259 Allah bilir ki, bu m\u00fcbahis\u0259mizd\u0259 hans\u0131m\u0131z haql\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu bilir\u0259m ki, bu z\u0259hrimara qalm\u0131\u015f virus Allah\u0131n t\u0259hdididir, c\u0259zaland\u0131rma metodudur. \u0130nsan Allah\u0131n yolundan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, harama \u0259l uzatd\u0131. Allah da onu c\u0259zaland\u0131rd\u0131; yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bu b\u0259lan\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k “ey \u0130nsan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l”, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bahar f\u0259sli bizim m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r saatlar\u0131nda q\u0259d\u0259m qoymu\u015fdu. Bizi ilk G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f t\u0259brik etdi. Sonra h\u0259kiml\u0259r g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Birinin \u0259lind\u0259 s\u0259m\u0259ni vard\u0131, bayramla\u015fd\u0131q, – in\u015fallah, g\u0259l\u0259n bayram\u0131 \u00f6z evinizd\u0259, ail\u0259-u\u015faqla bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259rsiniz, – dedil\u0259r. N\u0259v\u0259m\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam ax\u015fam b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rimin \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259n tonqaldan hoppans\u0131n, – dey\u0259n h\u0259kim \u0259lind\u0259ki s\u0259m\u0259nini dolab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259sini hiss etm\u0259k olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Palatada m\u0259n\u0259m, bir d\u0259 Allahyard\u0131. X\u0259yal\u0131m yen\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259tsiz Kainatdad\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259, bu, t\u0259biidir. \u00c7\u00fcnki insan hara gets\u0259 d\u0259, Kainat\u0131n bir z\u0259rr\u0259sidir v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn Kainat\u0131 ehtiva edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131ma baxmay\u0131n, \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k tutanda b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259l\u0259r yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, el\u0259 bil v\u00fccudumun a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131b-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n yerl\u0259rim\u0259 – sin\u0259m\u0259, ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Astroloq dey\u0259nd\u0259 ulduz fal\u0131 yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, amma \u0259sl astrologiya minillik t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259 v\u0259 bilikl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b sistemdir. Bu vasit\u0259yl\u0259 biz \u00f6z mahiyy\u0259timizi anlay\u0131b yolumuzu t\u0259yin ed\u0259 bil\u0259rik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck problemi odur ki, onu yeti\u015fdir\u0259n kainata qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kainatdan k\u0259nar hesab edir, insan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin kosmosdan eneji \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bir maqnit – maddi bir varl\u0131q ola bil\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inanm\u0131r. \u0130nsanlar n\u0259inki kosmik varl\u0131qlar\u0131 qavram\u0131rlar, h\u0259m d\u0259 onlar\u0131 z\u0259r\u0259rli t\u0259sirl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evirirl\u0259r. Epidemiyalar, t\u0259bii f\u0259lak\u0259tl\u0259r bunun n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 meydana \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 bunlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn insan \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259suliyy\u0259t da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n kainat v\u0259 insan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n, astrologiyadan dan\u0131\u015fanda molla dostumuz Allahyar deyir: “Allahu-\u0259kb\u0259r, Allah\u0131n \u0259mrin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan. Bunlar xurafatd\u0131r”. Ha and-aman el\u0259s\u0259m ki, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00f6z\u00fc xurafatd\u0131, inanan deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Molla dostumuz Axir\u0259t\u0259 inan\u0131r. Ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 bir aktyorun koronavirusdan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda zarafata sald\u0131m. “\u0130ndi o d\u00fcnyada tama\u015falar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r”, – dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259, epidemiya il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri unutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn zarafat etdiyimi anlamam\u0131\u015f deyil. – Deyirl\u0259r, aktyor xaricd\u0259n g\u0259tirib infeksiyan\u0131… Olaca\u011f\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f, – Allahyar deyir, – olaca\u011fa \u00e7ar\u0259 yoxdur…”. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259kimxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Epidemiya q\u0259rib\u0259 bir kinl\u0259, ac\u0131qla g\u0259ldi. El\u0259 bil insanl\u0131qla davas\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. N\u0259yins\u0259 intiqam\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. T\u0259bi\u0259tin intiqam\u0131 n\u0259 yaman olurmu\u015f! D\u00fcnya nec\u0259 ki\u00e7ik v\u0259 aciz imi\u015f! Biz is\u0259 “qoca d\u00fcnya”, “m\u00fcdrik d\u00fcnya”, – deyirdik, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yenilm\u0259z bilirdik… Tibb elmi son y\u00fczillikl\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00e7ox nailiyy\u0259tl\u0259r \u0259ld\u0259 edib. \u0130ndi is\u0259 geriy\u0259 baxanda, sanki he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck. Koronavirusun ac\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda el\u0259 suallar qoyur ki, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00fckutla ke\u00e7irik. Cavab\u0131 s\u00fckut olan suallardan qorxmu\u015fam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. \u0130ndi b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya bu s\u00fckuta b\u0259l\u0259nib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi bir f\u0259rdin q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti xilas ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259kim dem\u0259k olar ki, dinc\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Tibbi personal\u0131n da yoluxma riski var. Amma bu, bizi qorxutmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259nginliyi, f\u0259zalar\u0131 f\u0259th etm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 bir-birimiz\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdik ki, t\u0259yyar\u0259\u00e7i olaca\u011f\u0131q – M\u0259n, Ulduzxan v\u0259 Allahyar. Biz\u0259 nankorluq ed\u0259n, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u0259limizd\u0259n alan, atalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nimizi m\u0259hv etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdik. Bu hiss indi d\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131, b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 vuru\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6vq edir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, insan m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259ldir. Bel\u0259 baxanda, insan\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r cinay\u0259tl\u0259ri var ki: m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r edir, heyvanlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr, qu\u015flar\u0131 ovlay\u0131r, g\u00f6ll\u0259ri, \u00e7aylar\u0131 \u00e7irkl\u0259ndirir, d\u0259nizl\u0259ri qurudub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259n tikir… \u0130nsan\u0131 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 xilas etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, o, yegan\u0259 canl\u0131d\u0131r, m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259lliy\u0259 can at\u0131r. M\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011fa h\u00f6rm\u0259t edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Texnologiya \u0259srind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck ki, \u00f6z ruhumuzu bel\u0259 hiss etmirik. Halbuki insan el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 insand\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey sonsuz kainata, f\u0259zalara can atan insan, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxsana. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol ba\u015fla, he\u00e7 olmasa buna c\u0259hd et. B\u0259lk\u0259, bu yol s\u0259ni arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259nginliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaracaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015fey bilir\u0259m ki, bu epidemiyadan sonra d\u00fcnya ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olacaq. \u00c7\u00fcnki insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ged\u0259n yolu tan\u0131d\u0131. \u0130ndi geriy\u0259 yolu yoxdur. Kahinl\u0259r \u00f6z h\u00fccr\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib nec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcd\u0259rk yolunu tuturlar? Bax, insan da \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qal\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daha d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259k, anlayacaq ki, maddiyyat ancaq xeyirxahl\u0131q etm\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc insan kimi hiss etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z missiyam\u0131 indi daha yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131ram. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcbariz\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259n h\u0259kim\u0259m v\u0259 son s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 bu yolla dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi xat\u0131rlama\u011fa daha \u00e7ox vaxt\u0131m var. Hadis\u0259l\u0259r z\u0259ncirvaridir, birini xat\u0131rlayanda, olub-bit\u0259nl\u0259r bir-bir yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n idim, H\u0259kimxan idi, Ulduzxan idi… 90-c\u0131 ill\u0259r\u0259, Qaraba\u011f d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z. B\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131m\u0131z da bu d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 Ulduzxan\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131lar. K\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259n birinin m\u00fcdafi\u0259si vaxt\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“G\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevirmi\u015f, ay bala”, – anas\u0131 a\u011flayanda deyirdi. Yax\u015f\u0131 adam imi\u015f, ham\u0131 sevirdi onu. G\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259 sevmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan o g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra uzaq yollar\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131 qurmaqla t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rd\u0131. X\u0259yal\u0259n o uzaq yollardan \u0259sg\u0259r geyimind\u0259 olan atas\u0131 g\u0259lirdi v\u0259 onu \u00e7iynin\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 – sevdiyimiz filmd\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n sonra o\u011flunu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qald\u0131ran q\u0259hr\u0259man kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan o g\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, pilot olacaq v\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 t\u0259yyar\u0259si il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nd\u0259n atas\u0131n\u0131n hay\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 alacaq. M\u0259n v\u0259 H\u0259kimxan da onu t\u0259k qoymamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdik. Biz d\u0259 t\u0259yyar\u0259\u00e7i olacaqd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259min yay Allahyar da f\u0259lak\u0259t ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 anas\u0131 il\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n yol q\u0259zas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Anas\u0131 hadis\u0259 yerind\u0259 can vermi\u015f, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn is\u0259 bir aya\u011f\u0131 qopmu\u015fdu. O da aya\u011f\u0131k\u0259sik davam el\u0259mi\u015fdi h\u0259yata. H\u0259m anas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kompleksl\u0259rin s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha futbol oynaya bilmirdi. Biz futbol oynayanda o k\u0259nardan durub bax\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Y\u0259qin ki, ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 tuturdu, \u00e7\u00fcnki aya\u011f\u0131 ondan uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o da bizd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atas\u0131 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qad\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259l onunla yax\u015f\u0131 r\u0259ftar edirdi, amma Allahyar ona isini\u015fm\u0259diyind\u0259n \u00f6gey anas\u0131nda da dostumuza qar\u015f\u0131 kin \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 qon\u015fular anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 laqeydlikd\u0259 t\u0259qsirl\u0259ndir\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f qad\u0131n olan n\u0259n\u0259m demi\u015fdi ki, ay bala, uzaqdan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f adama asan g\u0259lir. Vallah o tifill\u0259 o g\u0259linin d\u0259rdini t\u0259r\u0259zid\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259l\u0259r, o qad\u0131n\u0131nk\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 o qad\u0131n da Allahyar kimi sevgisizlikd\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma H\u0259kimxan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 bizimki kimi deyildi. Ata-anas\u0131, onu \u00e7ox sev\u0259n do\u011fmalar\u0131 vard\u0131. Evl\u0259ri na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 pad\u015fahlar\u0131n saray\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, H\u0259kimxan vaxt ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 bizd\u0259n soyuyur v\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnki u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi, f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoxsullu\u011fumuzu indi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n idim, Ulduzxan idi, H\u0259kimxan idi. Sevincimiz d\u0259, k\u0259d\u0259rimiz d\u0259 ortaq idi. Amma b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 ortaq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz t\u00fck\u0259nirdi. Bizi bir yerd\u0259 art\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 narahat etmirdi. Biz bir yerd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 sevin\u0259 bilmirdik. Bir yerd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdik. D\u0259rdl\u0259rimizi d\u0259 payla\u015fa bilmirdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 H\u0259kimxan a\u011f kostyumda g\u0259lmi\u015fdi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259. Guya ki, ehtiyats\u0131zl\u0131qdan m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b t\u00f6kd\u00fcm kostyumuna. D\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131, amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. Y\u0259qin ki, n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259yi d\u0259 laz\u0131m bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259n a\u011f kostyumun sevincini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim, amma onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr sezdim.  B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi. H\u0259r halda m\u0259n ondan deyil, o t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcrl\u00fc bax\u0131\u015flardan intiqam almaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259, bizim problemimiz bilirsiz n\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir? Biz\u0259 yax\u0131n insan\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259ri sevdiyini bilirik, amma i\u00e7ind\u0259ki pe\u015fmanl\u0131qlardan, m\u0259yusluqlardan, da\u011f\u0131nt\u0131lardan x\u0259b\u0259rimiz yoxdur. Bizd\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra H\u0259kimxan\u0131n atas\u0131 yeni tikilmi\u015f binada m\u0259nzil ald\u0131, ail\u0259c\u0259 da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131lar v\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259miz k\u0259sildi. Onsuz da yax\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259k d\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259n \u00e7oxdan ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra dedil\u0259r ki, oxuyub, doktor olub…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtarandan sonra i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qald\u0131m. Psixoloji probleml\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Daxili sabitliyi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitablarda axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. “Quran” oxudum, mollal\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan zarafatla deyir ki, aran\u0131zda birc\u0259 m\u0259n u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 qurdu\u011fumuz x\u0259yallara sahib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m – t\u0259yyar\u0259\u00e7i olmasam da, astroloq oldum: “K\u00f6nl\u00fcm f\u0259zalardan enm\u0259di”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259kimxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyni m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck – M\u0259n, Allahyar v\u0259 Ulduzxan. \u018fvv\u0259l aram\u0131zdak\u0131 f\u0259rql\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fck. Sonra olanlar olmu\u015fdu. Ulduzxan\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Sonra anam biz\u0259 bax\u0131b a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bilm\u0259mi\u015fdim, o bizim d\u0259 atam\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxur, yoxsa dostumuzun atas\u0131z qald\u0131\u011f\u0131na a\u011flay\u0131r. H\u0259min g\u00fcn atam da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 baxmad\u0131. El\u0259 bil sa\u011f qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan utan\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra m\u0259n\u0259 pul verib “Ulduzxan\u0131n yolunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoy, tap\u0131b sevinsin”, – dedi.  O pullar h\u0259r yerd\u0259 Ulduzxan\u0131n “qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131” – yolda, parkda, bufetd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra Allahyar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259\u015fdiyi f\u0259lak\u0259t… Allahyar\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n el\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131nda el\u0259 bil m\u0259n g\u00fcnahkar idim. B\u0259z\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 edib onun kimi axsay\u0131rd\u0131m. Futbol oynayanda b\u00fct\u00fcn qollar\u0131m\u0131 ona h\u0259sr edirdim – o bunu bils\u0259 d\u0259, bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259. \u018fsas o idi ki, m\u0259n bunu bilirdim v\u0259 \u00f6z “g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131” yuyurdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, \u00f6z duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmirdim, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 dostlar\u0131ma yax\u0131n olmaq ist\u0259dikc\u0259, onlar m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 a\u011f kostyumda getmi\u015fdim. M\u0259n bahal\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 kostyumda, onlar adi, k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f geyimd\u0259… Ulduzxan\u0131n \u0259li titr\u0259di, m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b kostyumumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. S\u0259hv i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn yaln\u0131z o vaxt f\u0259rqin\u0259 vard\u0131m. Ondan sonra paltarlar\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259ldib geyinirdim, ayaqqab\u0131m\u0131 is\u0259 pal\u00e7\u0131\u011fa bula\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra yollar\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 onlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, amma birlikd\u0259 daha \u00e7ox t\u0259nhala\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bildiyimd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 can atmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koronavirus infeksiyas\u0131na yoluxmu\u015f x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin siyah\u0131s\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015f adlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irdim. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, pandemiya t\u0259la\u015f\u0131, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, do\u011fma adamlar\u0131n yenid\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131… Sonra \u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00dczl\u0259rinin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 maska \u00f6rts\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri onlar\u0131 “\u0259l\u0259 verdi”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 bizik – M\u0259n, Allahyar v\u0259 Ulduzxan. El\u0259 bil ke\u00e7mi\u015fimiz qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lib, o ke\u00e7mi\u015f ki, biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmadan onun yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fik…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim ehtimal\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259, pandemiya bizd\u0259n yan ke\u00e7m\u0259liydi, amma heyhat. Epidemiyan\u0131n m\u0259ni bu d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini ehtimal etm\u0259mi\u015fdim. D\u00f6rd divar\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00dcst\u0259lik, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki virus da m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n uza\u011fa it\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259d\u0259nim virusun \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sir-yesir idi. Birc\u0259 ruhum m\u0259nim idi, yaln\u0131z ruhum m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fmayd\u0131. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 ondan aral\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn indi f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatla \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131ndayd\u0131m. El\u0259 bil sin\u0259md\u0259n da\u015f as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “Qanda oksigen k\u0259skin azal\u0131b, a\u011fciy\u0259r \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var, amma qorxmay\u0131n, birlikd\u0259 sava\u015f\u0131b qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik”, – dedi tan\u0131\u015f bir s\u0259s. \u00c7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b baxd\u0131m. \u018fynind\u0259 x\u00fcsusi geyim, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qoruyucu maska olan bu \u015f\u0259xs dig\u0259r h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi. Amma enli qoruyucu \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri onu “\u0259l\u0259 verdi”. H\u0259kimxan idi, bizim u\u015faql\u0131q dostumuz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qeyri-ixtiyari \u0259limi ona uzatd\u0131m, sonra t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131b tez geri \u00e7\u0259kdim. Amma \u0259limi tutdu, h\u0259yatdan qopmaq \u00fczr\u0259 olsam da, g\u00fccl\u00fc \u0259lin h\u0259rar\u0259tini v\u0259 enerjisini hiss etdim. N\u00f6qt\u0259 boyda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bir i\u015f\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015famaq \u00fcmidinin oyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259r davam edirdi. \u00dcr\u0259kbulanma, q\u0131zd\u0131rma, n\u0259f\u0259s darl\u0131\u011f\u0131… El\u0259 bil bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131n yerind\u0259 \u0259t par\u00e7as\u0131 vard\u0131. Fikirl\u0259rim reall\u0131qla rabit\u0259sini itirirdi. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qarabasmalar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259yatdan tamamil\u0259 qopdu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, amma h\u0259kiml\u0259rin f\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 – b\u0259zi m\u0259qamlarda s\u0259rt t\u0259l\u0259bkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131, b\u0259zi m\u0259qamlarda \u015f\u0259fq\u0259ti dad\u0131ma yeti\u015fdi. Bir g\u0259nc h\u0259kim vard\u0131, gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz ar\u0131 kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, olduqca diqq\u0259tcil, mehriban v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz idi, h\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd maskan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm bilinmir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck daya\u011f\u0131m is\u0259 H\u0259kimxan idi. Dostumun yan\u0131mda oldu\u011funu duymaq bel\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 yet\u0259rli idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonrak\u0131 iki g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n rahat ke\u00e7di. Amma bilirdik ki, bu, m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fm\u0259dir, virus tamamil\u0259 m\u0259hv olmay\u0131nca sa\u011falmadan s\u00f6hb\u0259t ged\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fck – M\u0259n, Allahyar, H\u0259kimxan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim, h\u0259kiml\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmirl\u0259r, \u00f6lm\u00fcrl\u0259r, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259kim oldum”, – zarafatla deyir H\u0259kimxan. Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259 bilmirik, amma mimikalarla hissl\u0259rimizi b\u0259lli edirik (onsuz da bir-birimizin \u0259n x\u0131rda \u00fcz cizgil\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259dik).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Q\u0131nay\u0131ram, ittiham edir\u0259m, amma b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 (kim bilir) heyifsil\u0259nir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bilirsiz ki, atam \u00f6ld\u00fckd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n h\u0259r gec\u0259 ona \u015fikay\u0259t edirdim? O q\u0259d\u0259r sizd\u0259n gileyl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m ki. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, H\u0259kimxan, s\u0259n topumu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7anda… Allahyar oyunda c\u0131\u011fall\u0131q ed\u0259nd\u0259. \u0130kiniz bir olub balaca boyuma g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259r g\u00fcn atan s\u0259nin yuxular\u0131na g\u0259lirdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259. H\u0259r g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259kimxan z\u0259ndl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259di, inanm\u0131rsan? – m\u0259n incimi\u015f halda deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130nan\u0131ram, – H\u0259kimxan deyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n d\u0259 inan\u0131ram, – Allahyar dill\u0259nir, – yuxularda biz daha xo\u015fb\u0259xt oluruq. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yuxuda \u015fik\u0259st g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. He\u00e7 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Biz d\u0259 s\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt f\u0259rqli g\u00f6rm\u0259dik, – H\u0259kimxan deyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Do\u011frudan? – Allahyar biz\u0259 inams\u0131z bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259, – m\u0259n t\u0259sdiql\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Amma m\u0259nim siz\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m tuturdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. Y\u0259qin ki, sizin kimi ola bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 sizinl\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r dala\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259st\u0259lik bizi yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259k edib. Xatir\u0259l\u0259rimizi, m\u0259yusluqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, pe\u015fmanl\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir-birinin ard\u0131nca dil\u0259 g\u0259tiririk. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Allahyarla m\u0259n bir d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik. Burda h\u0259yat el\u0259 monotondu ki. \u015e\u0259rait yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, amma m\u0259n\u0259vi darl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z qoymur n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa. El\u0259 bil divara dir\u0259nmi\u015fik. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131 yox, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc divara dir\u0259mi\u015fik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259rimiz bitm\u0259k bilmir. B\u0259z\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 hans\u0131sa h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259, ya bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 olub-bit\u0259n hans\u0131sa bir hadis\u0259ni yada sal\u0131r\u0131q. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 o vaxta qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q, bir-birimizi sor\u011fulay\u0131r\u0131q. S\u0259n dem\u0259, bizi yaln\u0131z x\u0259yali u\u00e7urumlar ay\u0131r\u0131b, \u0259slind\u0259, bel\u0259 bir u\u00e7urum yoxmu\u015f. Eyni adamm\u0131\u015f\u0131q dem\u0259. Varl\u0131, ya yoxsul, sa\u011flam, ya x\u0259st\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 k\u0259silmi\u015f aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m H\u0259kimxana. Dedim, h\u0259r g\u00fcn o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 duyurdum. H\u0259tta gec\u0259l\u0259r o a\u011fr\u0131 m\u0259ni yatma\u011fa qoymurdu. S\u0259n bunu haradan bil\u0259c\u0259kdin ki? S\u0259n sevdiyin q\u0131zla ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n k\u0259silmi\u015f aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259rdind\u0259ydim. “Bu g\u00f6rk\u0259ml\u0259 m\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim q\u0259bul etm\u0259z”,- fikriyl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259zab verirdim. Bu vaxt H\u0259kimxan q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015fey dedi. Dem\u0259, onun da \u00f6z kompleksl\u0259ri varm\u0131\u015f:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt bilm\u0259mis\u0259n ki, m\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qura bilm\u0259k bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131na h\u0259s\u0259d aparm\u0131\u015fam. S\u0259n ham\u0131m\u0131zdan se\u00e7ilirdin, \u00e7\u00fcnki adamlarla daha asan dil tapa bilirdin. M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qapal\u0131yd\u0131m, duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec d\u0259 olsa bunlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259l idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259, h\u0259yat nec\u0259 d\u0259 sad\u0259ymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz is\u0259 kompleksl\u0259rimizl\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, onu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n edir, daxili d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131 viran qoyuruq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcalic\u0259 prosesi yorucu v\u0259 \u0259zabl\u0131 idi. Y\u00fcks\u0259k temperatura d\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl olurdu. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli yor\u011funluq b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 hakim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Arams\u0131z \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 ke\u00e7irirdim. B\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259bzim z\u0259ifl\u0259yir, son h\u0259dd\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259kim dostumu ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, daxil\u0259n rahatl\u0131q tap\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki insan a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fir. V\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, s\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015fan biri var, dem\u0259k, \u00fcmid var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259kimxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ayd\u0131r ev\u0259 getmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259mas vaxt\u0131 koronavirusa yoluxub-yoluxmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259nim kimi ev\u0259 infeksiya aparmaq qorxusu il\u0259 x\u00fcsusi ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yerl\u0259rd\u0259, otell\u0259rd\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259r \u00e7oxdur. Evd\u0259kil\u0259rl\u0259 telefon vasit\u0259sil\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. “Bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evd\u0259 qal\u0131n, \u00e7\u00fcnki biz sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn burday\u0131q”, – deyirik. Koronavirusu dig\u0259r viruslardan f\u0259rql\u0259ndir\u0259n \u0259sas \u00f6z\u0259llik onun s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 yay\u0131lmas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130nsanlar yaln\u0131z \u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259crid ed\u0259r\u0259k yay\u0131lman\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ala bil\u0259r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259ziyy\u0259t a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, d\u00fcnyada epidemiya qurbanlar\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131 g\u00fcn-g\u00fcnd\u0259n art\u0131r, Covid-19 \u0259leyhin\u0259 vaksin h\u0259l\u0259 tap\u0131lmay\u0131b, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259r ki\u00e7icik bir virusun \u0259lind\u0259 aciz qal\u0131blar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda pandemiya tarixd\u0259 qalacaq – insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259m g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fccs\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn simvolu kimi… Bu durum m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yatdak\u0131 missiyam\u0131 anlamaqda k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m boyu bu an\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndi, \u00f6ls\u0259m d\u0259 heyifsil\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd ya\u015famaq \u00fcmidl\u0259ri g\u00fcn-g\u00fcnd\u0259n artan Ulduzxanla Allahyar g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rin x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 qururlar. Allahyar deyir ki, \u00e7oxdand\u0131r x\u0259yal qurma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rgitmi\u015fdim, indi is\u0259 dipdiri bir x\u0259yal\u0131m var – bu \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259ri d\u0259f edib g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259r namin\u0259 ya\u015famaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu bir ayda bir-birimizl\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurduq, duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015fd\u0131q. Bizi ay\u0131ran s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. M\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259ldikl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlardan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dedim. S\u0259n dem\u0259, onlar da m\u0259nd\u0259n eyni s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131blar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n adi bir anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131q b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 idar\u0259 edir. Halbuki birc\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6z b\u00fct\u00fcn taleyimizi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r. Biz insanlar h\u0259r \u015feyi el\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdiririk ki. Eqolar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259klikd\u0259 daha xo\u015fb\u0259xt olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck. Halbuki t\u0259nhal\u0131qda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu g\u00fcnl\u0259r biz\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tdi ki, insanlar\u0131n bir-birin\u0259 do\u011frudan da \u00e7ox ehtiyac\u0131 var…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir vaxtlar t\u0259yyar\u0259\u00e7i olmaq ist\u0259yirdik. Y\u00fcks\u0259kliyi sevirdik. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 sevirik. \u0130nsanl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn etdiyin f\u0259dakarl\u0131q da s\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259n ucalda bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n H\u0259kimxan Allahyar\u0131 m\u00fcayin\u0259 ed\u0259rk\u0259n zarafatla dedi ki, \u00e7oxdand\u0131r “olaca\u011fa \u00e7ar\u0259 yoxdur”, – demirs\u0259n, dey\u0259s\u0259n, axir\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259k fikrinin da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atm\u0131san.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 onun zarafat\u0131na qo\u015fulub dedim ki, xo\u015fb\u0259xt ulduz alt\u0131nda do\u011fulmu\u015fuq, biz\u0259 zaval yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar da ordan qay\u0131td\u0131 ki, ay Ulduzxan, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmidliy\u0259m, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259. G\u00f6r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259kimxan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di: “M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bildim, siz m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nirsiniz, amma g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259minizd\u0259siniz. Ay dostlar, n\u0259 al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131, n\u0259 ulduz, tibb\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nin, tibb\u0259!”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim: “H\u0259kimxan qarda\u015f\u0131m, bu dediyim, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, zarafatd\u0131r, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tibb\u0259, siz h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 borclu oldu\u011fumuzu bilirik. Vaxt\u0131nda k\u00f6m\u0259yimiz\u0259 yeti\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydiniz, y\u0259qin ki, axir\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7oxdan varm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, m\u00fcn\u0259ccim dostumuzun da ruhu kosmik f\u0259zalarda u\u00e7urdu”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. \u018fslind\u0259, buna g\u00fclm\u0259k d\u0259 dem\u0259k olmazd\u0131, maskan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131q. Amma xo\u015fb\u0259xt idik. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt idik ki, yen\u0259 eyni \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259, sevin\u0259 bilirik…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allahyar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koronavirusla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259r h\u0259yat\u0131mda yeni m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259 oldu. El\u0259 hesab etdim ki, yenid\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, sa\u011fal\u0131ram. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, insanlar\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yenid\u0259n d\u0259rk edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259d\u0259nim, sanki \u018fzraill\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259n qalib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 qalib g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimi t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259zdim. M\u0259nd\u0259n olsa, taley\u0259 buraxard\u0131m h\u0259r \u015feyi. “Aln\u0131ma n\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131bsa, o da olacaq”, – deyib t\u0259slim olard\u0131m. Amma h\u0259kiml\u0259rimiz m\u0259ni \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259sind\u0259n qurtard\u0131. H\u0259kimxan \u0259n \u00fcmidsiz vaxtlar\u0131m\u0131zda da bizi ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 qoymur, \u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda olan \u0259n \u00e7ar\u0259siz x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck irad\u0259 v\u0259 f\u0259dakarl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonrak\u0131 iki g\u00fcnd\u0259 H\u0259kimxan ortalarda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259di. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck ki, y\u0259qin, yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, o da durumumuzdan rahatlay\u0131b, indi daha a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin m\u00fcalic\u0259si il\u0259 ma\u015f\u011fuldur. Bizi m\u00fcayin\u0259 ed\u0259n h\u0259kimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r alanda “H\u0259kimxan\u0131n testi m\u00fcsb\u0259t \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, karantin\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131”, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi fikir bizi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb… Ulduzxanla p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 onu aram\u0131zda g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259kimxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n qoyulmas\u0131n\u0131 xahi\u015f etdim. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131ram v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir, – ist\u0259r ya\u011fmurlu olsun, ist\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli… Do\u011fma insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir… Evd\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131 yenid\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apar\u0131ram. H\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 itirilm\u0259yib. H\u0259yata toxuna bilm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, onu g\u00f6r\u0259 bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmir\u0259m, y\u00f6n\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fdir, yoxsa h\u0259yata, amma b\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda \u00fcmidliy\u0259m. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa \u00fcmidliy\u0259m. Sevinir\u0259m ki, ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yimin toz basm\u0131\u015f “r\u0259fl\u0259rind\u0259” y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b qalan duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 ifad\u0259 etdim, onlar\u0131 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 olursa-olsun, yen\u0259 dostluq, insanl\u0131q var olacaq. Yen\u0259 m\u0259n olacam, Allahyar olacaq, Ulduzxan olacaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sosial m\u0259saf\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259n yax\u0131n olduq. Art\u0131q ist\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259 uzaqla\u015fa bilm\u0259rik. \u018fslind\u0259, he\u00e7 birimiz x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131za x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259dik. H\u0259r birimizin missiyas\u0131nda bir \u0259nginlik vard\u0131. \u0130st\u0259diyimiz d\u0259 bu idi – insanl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015fmaq. M\u0259n d\u0259 sava\u015fd\u0131m. V\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda biz qazand\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Minillikl\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259l\u0259rimizl\u0259, elmi bilikl\u0259rimizl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck. Halbuki \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck silah\u0131, \u0259n t\u0259sirli d\u0259rman\u0131 – sevgini \u0259ld\u0259n vermi\u015fik. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck silah\u0131 sevgiymi\u015f, indi anlad\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduzxan<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259ni v\u0259 Allahyar\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lar. El\u0259 bil, d\u0259rin yuxudan ay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. El\u0259 bil, ne\u00e7\u0259 min ili yuxuda ke\u00e7irmi\u015fik. “\u00d6ls\u0259m, bir d\u0259 min il sonra dirils\u0259m”, – deyir \u015fair. El\u0259 bil \u00f6l\u00fcb min il sonra dirilmi\u015fik. \u0130ndi anlay\u0131r\u0131q ki, h\u0259yat ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir ki, ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeni \u015fans verir. H\u0259kimxan dostumuz deyirdi bunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u0259h\u0259r o, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi… Haqqa y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc… B\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcbariz\u0259 \u0259zmini, \u00fcmidini, g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc bizl\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259di, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qoruma\u011fa he\u00e7 n\u0259yi qalmad\u0131… M\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid oldu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259s\u0259llimiz budur ki, onunla \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri payla\u015fma\u011fa, bir-birimizi anlama\u011fa macal tapd\u0131q. \u0130nsanl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259y\u0259r da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlad\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O deyirdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r kims\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131ndan qalx\u0131b G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259, dem\u0259k, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 parlaq bir \u00fcmid v\u0259 sars\u0131lmaz bir inam olacaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 yaln\u0131z g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259r namin\u0259 ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

23-27 aprel 2020 Bak\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Covid-19 pandemiyas\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 vuru\u015fan h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 ithaf olunur Allahyar Palatada iki n\u0259f\u0259rik. M\u0259n v\u0259 Ulduzxan. H\u0259l\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qabaq m\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fclvari s\u0259t\u0259lc\u0259m oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm; \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl virusa yoluxdu\u011fumun f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildim. \u018fvv\u0259l bo\u011faz\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131, sonra b\u0259d\u0259nimi q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hals\u0131zl\u0131q b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 quru, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k ba\u015flad\u0131… Bu azar-bezar\u0131n ke\u00e7ib-ged\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm, amma ikinci h\u0259ft\u0259 hal\u0131m daha da […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37199","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37199","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37199"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37199\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37207,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37199\/revisions\/37207"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37199"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37199"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37199"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}