{"id":38212,"date":"2021-04-19T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-04-19T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=38212"},"modified":"2021-04-19T12:25:06","modified_gmt":"2021-04-19T08:25:06","slug":"xalq-sairi-vahid-%c9%99ziz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-xxxvii-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=38212","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi Vahid \u018fZ\u0130Z.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r (XXXVII hiss\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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“\u00c7\u018fT\u0130N ADAM”\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259kal\u0131 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 \u015feirimd\u0259n duyub,
soru\u015fub-“N\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m,kim\u0259 simsaram?”,
imanl\u0131-haqq\u0131m\u0131 ortaya qoyub,
s\u00f6yl\u0259yib-“”Bunun\u00e7\u00fcn “\u00c7\u0259tin adamam””.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alq\u0131\u015flar dilin\u0259 d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fan\u0131n,
n\u0259 satq\u0131n,n\u0259 d\u0259 ki,qumarda varam,
i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131b ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131n,
f\u0131rlar ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam-“\u00c7\u0259tin adamam”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqnan u\u015fa\u011fam,b\u00f6y\u00fckn\u0259n-b\u00f6y\u00fck,
g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni–bin\u0259va, nadan!
o\u011fruynan,quldurnan olsayd\u0131m \u015f\u0259rik,
“Yuxar\u0131” \u00e7atmazd\u0131–“\u00c7\u0259tin adamam!”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O q\u0259d\u0259r simas\u0131z insan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m;
z\u0259h\u0259rli-ilant\u0259k,s\u00fcms\u00fck-it kimi!
Tanr\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n,
n\u0259 c\u00fcr ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb- “\u00c7\u0259tinliyimi”?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsil \u015fairl\u0259r d\u0259 Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r kimi,
mill\u0259tin d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k yand\u0131rar,
Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r–insana Tanr\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,
\u015eairl\u0259r Allaha giley \u00e7atd\u0131rar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaxt\u0131 haqs\u0131zlarla nizamlamay\u0131n,
onlar riyakarlar,minsif\u0259tlil\u0259r,
\u015fairl\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259 salmay\u0131n-
torpaqdan g\u00fcc al\u0131b tikan g\u00f6y\u0259rd\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m,ip\u0259kd\u0259n z\u0259rif,
sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq-alverd\u0259 xamam,
bu s\u00f6z m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259y\u0259rli t\u0259rif:
E\u015fq olsun,yax\u015f\u0131 ki–“\u00c7\u0259tin adamam”!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u018fN \u00d6Z\u00dcM \u00d6Z\u00dcM\u00dc BA\u011eI\u015eLAMADIM\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha\u00e7ansa h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 sual verilir;
kimin\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131,n\u0259 c\u00fcr ya\u015fad\u0131?
n\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li,n\u0259 \u0130nkir-Minkir?
diriyk\u0259n cavab\u0131 vers\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Diriyk\u0259n etiraf edim ki,sonra,
arxamca ya\u011fmas\u0131n t\u0259n\u0259li s\u00f6zl\u0259r,
n\u0259 soyuq bax\u0131\u015fla,n\u0259 yana-yana
ya\u015flar ax\u0131tmas\u0131n q\u00fcss\u0259li g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat bir qumarm\u0131\u015f,
m\u0259n bu oyunda:
itirdim,qazand\u0131m,uddum,
aldand\u0131m\u2026
n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tez getdim?! a\u011f\u0131llananda m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc
ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fctd\u00fc sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131n qar\u0131,
\u00e7\u0259tin elml\u0259rd\u0259 itdi savad\u0131m,
danlaq izl\u0259ridir bu q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131-
m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ehtiyac h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n naqis i\u015fi-,
d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n qap\u0131s\u0131nda h\u0259rd\u0259n dayand\u0131m
“\u0259yrini”-“d\u00fcz” g\u00f6rm\u0259k naki\u015fi i\u015fi-
m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedil\u0259r:”S\u0131xsaq da,b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn!”,
“Palaza b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb mill\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn!”,
sirk\u0259si t\u00fcndl\u0259\u015fdi qanda d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn–
candak\u0131 d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamad\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131m\u0131z taleyl\u0259r s\u0131naqlar\u0131nda,
haql\u0131lar–haqs\u0131zlar q\u0131naqlar\u0131nda,
\u00f6mr\u0259–x\u0259yan\u0259tin ba\u011f\u0131\u015flasam da,
m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

29.03.2019.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“\u00c7\u018fT\u0130N ADAM”\u2026 Z\u0259kal\u0131 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 \u015feirimd\u0259n duyub,soru\u015fub-“N\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m,kim\u0259 simsaram?”,imanl\u0131-haqq\u0131m\u0131 ortaya qoyub,s\u00f6yl\u0259yib-“”Bunun\u00e7\u00fcn “\u00c7\u0259tin adamam””. Alq\u0131\u015flar dilin\u0259 d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fan\u0131n,n\u0259 satq\u0131n,n\u0259 d\u0259 ki,qumarda varam,i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131b ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131n,f\u0131rlar ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam-“\u00c7\u0259tin adamam”. U\u015faqnan u\u015fa\u011fam,b\u00f6y\u00fckn\u0259n-b\u00f6y\u00fck,g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni–bin\u0259va, nadan!o\u011fruynan,quldurnan olsayd\u0131m \u015f\u0259rik,“Yuxar\u0131” \u00e7atmazd\u0131–“\u00c7\u0259tin adamam!”. O q\u0259d\u0259r simas\u0131z insan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m;z\u0259h\u0259rli-ilant\u0259k,s\u00fcms\u00fck-it kimi!Tanr\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n,n\u0259 c\u00fcr ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb- “\u00c7\u0259tinliyimi”?! \u018fsil \u015fairl\u0259r d\u0259 Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r kimi,mill\u0259tin d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k yand\u0131rar,Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r–insana Tanr\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,\u015eairl\u0259r Allaha […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38212","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38212","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38212"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38212\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38229,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38212\/revisions\/38229"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38212"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38212"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38212"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}