{"id":38242,"date":"2021-04-20T05:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-04-20T01:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=38242"},"modified":"2021-04-20T08:52:58","modified_gmt":"2021-04-20T04:52:58","slug":"x%c9%99yal%c9%99-sevil-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-i-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=38242","title":{"rendered":"X\u0259yal\u0259 SEV\u0130L.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r (I hiss\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/92705318_302436594071462_8661694871221829632_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"720\" height=\"960\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/92705318_302436594071462_8661694871221829632_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-38255\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/92705318_302436594071462_8661694871221829632_n.jpg 720w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/92705318_302436594071462_8661694871221829632_n-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin (AYB) \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti t\u0259qa\u00fcd fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259ni harda ba\u015flad\u0131m?<br>Harda bitirdim s\u0259ni?<br>\u00c7\u0131xd\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yimin qap\u0131s\u0131nacan,<br>\u00d6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm s\u0259ni.<br>Yolun yax\u0131n olmas\u0131n.<br>N\u0259 do\u011fmamsan, n\u0259 yad\u0131m,<br>\u018fll\u0259rini \u00fcz, dedin,<br>\u00dcmidini k\u0259s, dedin,<br>K\u0259sdim,<br>Yeddi qap\u0131ya paylad\u0131m.<br>Az\u0131n, \u00e7oxun qalmas\u0131n.<br>Ruh deyils\u0259n, can deyils\u0259n,<br>H\u0259v\u0259ss\u0259n, b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n.<br>El\u0259 d\u0259 sevm\u0259dim s\u0259ni.<br>\u00dcr\u0259yimin zirv\u0259sin\u0259<br>H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n\u2026<br>Eh! M\u0259nim d\u0259 gizli-gizli<br>Dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131m olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imin qoca qar\u0131s\u0131\u2026<br>Bilirdim ki, solub bu g\u00fcl,<br>Bundan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7an olmaz.<br>Bir \u00fcmiddi,<br>\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ehtiyata saxlad\u0131m,<br>Ha\u00e7an olar.. Ha\u00e7an olmaz!<br>\u0130ndi gec\u0259nin yar\u0131s\u0131,<br>Qanay\u0131r k\u00f6n\u00fcl yaras\u0131.<br>\u0130\u00e7imin qoca qar\u0131s\u0131<br>Deyinir\u2026<br>&#8220;Ondan s\u0259n\u0259 can olmaz\u2026&#8221;<br>Tale nec\u0259? Ya\u015famal\u0131 yerdimi?<br>H\u0259sr\u0259timi yana\u011f\u0131ma s\u0259rdimi?<br>Kim\u0259 deyim \u00fcr\u0259yimin d\u0259rdini?<br>&#8220;De&#8221; deyirs\u0259n,<br>&#8220;G\u0259l&#8221; deyirs\u0259n<br>Tanr\u0131,<br>S\u0259nin qap\u0131n, bacan olmaz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin (AYB) \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti t\u0259qa\u00fcd fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc S\u0259ni harda ba\u015flad\u0131m?Harda bitirdim s\u0259ni?\u00c7\u0131xd\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yimin qap\u0131s\u0131nacan,\u00d6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm s\u0259ni.Yolun yax\u0131n olmas\u0131n.N\u0259 do\u011fmamsan, n\u0259 yad\u0131m,\u018fll\u0259rini \u00fcz, dedin,\u00dcmidini k\u0259s, dedin,K\u0259sdim,Yeddi qap\u0131ya paylad\u0131m.Az\u0131n, \u00e7oxun qalmas\u0131n.Ruh deyils\u0259n, can deyils\u0259n,H\u0259v\u0259ss\u0259n, b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n.El\u0259 d\u0259 sevm\u0259dim s\u0259ni.\u00dcr\u0259yimin zirv\u0259sin\u0259H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n\u2026Eh! 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