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Elhamd\u00fclill\u00e2hi Rabbil \u00e2lemin\u2026
“Lor peyn\u00fcr\u00fc, gal\u0131n ekmek, duz get\u00fcr,
\u00c7\u0131h Harput’un tepesinden buz get\u00fcr,
\u015eehidime \u00f6rt\u00fc i\u00e7in bez get\u00fcr,
G\u0131z, daliken devr\u00fclesin tez get\u00fcr.”
Ahmet Tevfik Ozan,
Sevgili arkada\u015f\u0131m,
Uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce T\u00f6re Dergisi’nde da\u011f nefesli \u015fiirlerin yay\u0131mlan\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eiirlerin her bir k\u0131tas\u0131 top top g\u00fcl’d\u00fc. Onlar\u0131 dost bilirdik, onlarla nefeslenirdik, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimiz daral\u0131rd\u0131.
\u015e\u00f6yle demi\u015ftin mesela;
“Kubbeler, kubbeler.. kur\u015fun kubbeler!
Bir kur\u015fun, bir namlu; bir y\u00fcrek deler!
Her g\u00fcn nak\u0131\u015f nak\u0131\u015f \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc
Sonra delmek niye.. niye, kubbeler?”
O g\u00fcnler uzaklar\u0131n yak\u0131n oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnlerdi. Biz bizi bilirdik. Dostlu\u011fun, vefan\u0131n, arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne oldu\u011funun g\u00f6n\u00fcllere yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6n\u00fclce bilindi\u011fi zamanlard\u0131. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 hayallerimize kur\u015fun atarlard\u0131. Ama hayallerimiz hep \u00f6telerdeydi bizim.
“Bir kur\u015fun, bir kur\u015fun, bir kara kur\u015fun
\u015eaka\u011f\u0131mda s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n duydu\u011fum!\u2026
Ans\u0131z\u0131n dalgas\u0131 nurdan bir deniz
Ve Allah!\u2026”Ad\u0131na kurban oldu\u011fum.”
Karlar i\u00e7inde omuzlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yar\u0131nlar vard\u0131, l\u00e2p\u00e2 l\u00e2p\u00e2 avucumuza d\u00fc\u015ferdi. Efk\u00e2r d\u00fc\u015ferdi, bir uzak diyar d\u00fc\u015ferdi. Y\u00e2r d\u00fc\u015ferdi. Sar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131na deli g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Mihriban’lar\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131, sen s\u00f6ylerdin;
“Sar\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131m yasta m\u0131d\u0131r?
R\u00fcyalar\u0131 hasta m\u0131d\u0131r?
Kan t\u00fck\u00fcrsem ci\u011fer gelir,
Zemzem, kur\u015fun tasta m\u0131d\u0131r?”
Tad\u0131m\u0131z tuzumuz olmazd\u0131 bazen, y\u00fcre\u011fimiz kar\u0131ncalan\u0131rd\u0131. Baz\u0131 \u015feyleri yutkunurduk. Deniz deniz b\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc i\u00e7imiz, sen s\u00f6ylemeye devam ederdin;
“Tuz y\u00fckl\u00fc denizler emzirse bile
Bir bal\u0131\u011f\u0131, tuzsuz yemek ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn?
Bin k\u0131l\u00e7\u0131kla sarma\u015f dola\u015f bu \u00e7ile
Bu \u00e7ile, bu \u00e7ile.. ak\u0131la k\u00fcsk\u00fcn\u2026”
Hem ak\u0131ld\u0131, hem g\u00f6n\u00fcld\u00fc. Hem k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7t\u0131, hem kalemdi. Hem suskunluk, hem kel\u00e2md\u0131. Bir derdimizi bin dermana de\u011fi\u015fmezdik ki\u2026
Ta\u015f aralar\u0131ndayd\u0131 karanfil. Topraklar kan i\u00e7iyordu;
“Bir beyaz mermerde a\u00e7an karanfil
R\u00fcyalar\u0131n yery\u00fcz\u00fcne indi\u011fi
Bir esrarl\u0131 g\u00fczel\u2026 Mukaddes vatan!
Y\u00fczy\u0131llarca t\u00fcten sab\u0131r, tevekk\u00fcl\u2026
Y\u0131llarca g\u00f6zlerden s\u0131zar ince kan.”
R\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131nayd\u0131. \u00d6t\u00fcken kokard\u0131, Seyhun Ceyhun akard\u0131. Kala kala Kerk\u00fck’t\u00fc vatan. Sinan gelirdi K\u0131r\u0131m’dan. Estergon Kal’as\u0131 su ba\u015f\u0131 durak\u2019d\u0131. Vardar ovas\u0131ndan havalanan sevdalar Orta Asya bozk\u0131rlar\u0131na konard\u0131. Her yer biz\u2019di, esrarl\u0131 bir g\u00fczeldi sevdam\u0131z.
“Ey Turan’\u0131n kardan ak, \u00e7ileli insanlar\u0131!
Elinizde buzlu su, y\u00fcrekten daha s\u0131cak!\u2026
Nas\u0131l yabanc\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f, yoksul a\u015f\u0131nda bal\u0131k?
Denizlerde bereket ha ta\u015ft\u0131 ha ta\u015facak!\u2026”
Damlalar\u0131n denizeydi yolu. Tohumlar \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe dururdu. Dolu ekin ba\u015f indirirdi. Her kar tanesi bir ba\u015fak b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrd\u00fc.
“Bir tohumdan, bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe s\u0131r m\u0131 var?
Bir ya\u011fmurdan, bir doluya kar m\u0131 var?
Ya\u011fmur tohumla dost, dolu neylesin!
\u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fin \u00fcst\u00fcnde, ta\u015ftan sur mu var? ..”
Ta\u015ftan surlar vard\u0131, ta\u015ftan evler vard\u0131. Ta\u015f mektepler vard\u0131. Ta\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde g\u00fcl b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu. Hem biz ta\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde ate\u015fin yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlerden gelmemi\u015f miydik? “Bilmeyen ne bilsin bizi, bilenlere sel\u00e2m olsun”du.
Ta\u015f Medrese dedikleri de \u015fuydu;
“Bir k\u00f6p\u00fck y\u00fcrek kadar, s\u0131cak ve temiz burda
G\u00f6lgemizi \u00f6pmekte, so\u011fuk ve kirli ta\u015flar\u2026
\u00c7i\u00e7ekleri y\u00fcre\u011fin, bir kem s\u00f6zle kurur da
Bin bir \u00e7\u00f6lle bo\u011fu\u015fur, buzdan tolgal\u0131 ba\u015flar\u2026”
Biz aktolgal\u0131 beylerle Tuna’dan, Vist\u00fcl’den ge\u00e7mi\u015ftik, ate\u015fler i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7mi\u015ftik. Yeter ki “ilerle” desinlerdi.
Hani bir arkada\u015f vard\u0131 yan\u0131nda. Haks\u0131z yere idam cezas\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. ( Daha sonra da cezas\u0131 bozulmu\u015ftu zaten) Nas\u0131l beklerdi sabahlar\u0131, nas\u0131l bir bekleyi\u015fti o? \u0130damlar sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 yap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 ve g\u00fcne\u015fi beklemek nas\u0131l bir \u015feydi?
O’nun Yar\u0131m G\u00fcnl\u00fck Saadet’ine bir \u015fiir yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n;
Ben aylarca, \u015fu ranzada; g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011funca uyurum
\u2018\u2018G\u00fcne\u015fle adam asmazlar! \u2026\u2019\u2019 yar\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u00fck bir saadet!
Her gece yats\u0131yla gelen, bir so\u011fuk \u015fey duyuyorum
\u2018\u2018Abdest al, g\u00fcne\u015fi bekle! \u2026\u2019\u2019 b\u00f6yle aylarca devam et! \u2026
Su\u00e7um olsa, biliyorum; \u00f6pmez aln\u0131mdan melekler
Ve g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131ma konmaz o nurani kelebekler
Bu so\u011fuk sessizlik te ne? \u2026 Ve ni\u00e7in ana hasreti?
Ni\u00e7in ad\u0131m kimse bilmez? Hem nereden bilecekler? ! \u2026
Ses de, s\u00fck\u00fbt da burada; hep \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc hat\u0131rlat\u0131r.
Gelsin \u2018\u2018Ba\u015f \u00fczre yeri var! ..\u2019\u2019 ve fakat beklemek, bir tuhaf\u2026
Y\u00fcre\u011fini \u015fu tavan\u0131n, bilmem ki, kimler kanat\u0131r?
Ve ni\u00e7in ate\u015f perdeler, g\u00f6z bebeklerimde saf saf?
\u2018\u2018Bir g\u00fcvercin bir bal\u0131k nas\u0131l masum \u00f6l\u00fcrse
Nas\u0131l \u00e7atlarsa bir nar, cennetten bir tad i\u00e7in
Gelsin \u00d6l\u00fcm, Y\u00fcceler Y\u00fccesi Rabbimiz\u2019den
Ya\u015fanmaz, anlat\u0131lmaz bir ye\u015fil murad i\u00e7in! \u2026\u2019\u2019
Ben aylarca, \u015fu ranzada; g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011funca uyurum
\u2018\u2018G\u00fcne\u015fle adam asmazlar! \u2026\u2019\u2019 yar\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u00fck bir saadet!
Her gece yats\u0131yla gelen, bir so\u011fuk \u015fey duyuyorum
\u2018\u2018Abdest al, g\u00fcne\u015fi bekle! \u2026\u2019\u2019 b\u00f6yle aylarca devam et! \u2026
Ve o analar\u2026 Ve o babalar\u2026 Da\u011f da\u011f b\u00fcy\u00fcyen, da\u011f da\u011f eriyen analar, babalar. Onlar\u0131n hakk\u0131n\u0131 kim \u00f6deyebilirdi? Hangi terazi tartard\u0131 onlar\u0131n dualar\u0131n\u0131?
“I\u015f\u0131klara bo\u011fulmu\u015f gecelerde kim anlard\u0131 ki bizim yasaklanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden y\u0131ld\u0131zlar \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131?”
Yukar\u0131daki \u015fiirini payla\u015fm\u0131\u015f Yusuf Ziya Cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc. Yusuf Ziya ad\u0131 gibi bir Yusufiyeli. Telefon ettim, a\u00e7t\u0131. \u015eiiri okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m,
“Ben aylarca, \u015fu ranzada; g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011funca uyurum\u2026”
Uzun zaman sonra “dinliyorum abi” diyebildi zar zor. Dinliyordu, ya\u015f\u0131yordu, a\u011fl\u0131yordu\u2026 Ben de okuyamad\u0131m zaten. \u015eairlerin D\u00fcnyas\u0131 b\u00f6yleydi;
“Her karanl\u0131k sokakta, yoksul bir \u015fair a\u011flar..
Uzay\u0131p giden yollar onu gurbete ba\u011flar
A\u011flamak, \u015fairlere; Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n L\u00fctfu gibi..
M\u0131sralar\u0131 g\u00fclerken, yoksul \u015fairler a\u011flar..”
En son 2018 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n Mart Ay\u0131’nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz Hatay’da, Be\u015f \u015eehir Be\u015f \u015eair Program\u0131’nda.
Sen El\u00e2z\u0131\u011f’dan ben Eski\u015fehir’den gelmi\u015ftim. Kendi ellerinle yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fin pestil getirmi\u015ftin. \u015eiirimin ABC si kitab\u0131n\u0131 da orada imzalam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Zaten hayat\u0131n vermekle ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.
2019 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n Ocak Ay\u0131’nda kalp ameliyat\u0131 oldum. Bir damar y\u00fczde elli, di\u011ferleri neredeyse y\u00fczde y\u00fcze yak\u0131n t\u0131kal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, \u00f6yle s\u00f6ylediler.
Daha sonra Osmaniye’ye gittim bir \u015fiir \u015f\u00f6leni i\u00e7in. Orada Selahattin Arpac\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131zla bir araya geldik. Benden bir m\u00fcddet sonra O da kalp ameliyat\u0131 olmak i\u00e7in hastaneye yatt\u0131. Bir gece \u00f6nce telefon ettim, kendimce s\u00f6yleyeceklerim vard\u0131, sohbet ettik, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 anlatt\u0131m. “O’ndan gelene amenna” dedi m\u00fctevekkil\u2026 Bir m\u00fcddet sonra da Rabb’ine kavu\u015ftu.
Senin de vefat\u0131na “kalp krizi” dediler. Demek ki bizim yaralar\u0131m\u0131z kalbimizdendi. Kalbimizden \u00e7ok yara alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bizi vuranlar kalbimizden vurmu\u015flard\u0131.
Erciyes bir da\u011f\u0131n \u00f6tesiydi bizim i\u00e7in. Mapushane avlusundan sana \u015f\u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc;
“Elimde kelep\u00e7e, g\u00f6zlerim donmu\u015f
D\u00f6nd\u00fcm, bulutlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda Sen\u2026
Erciyes, Erciyes\u2026 Ruhuma konmu\u015f
Bir beyaz g\u00fcvercin, bir buzlu desen\u2026”
Ziyaret i\u00e7in de olsa bizim de yolumuz d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc o Erciyes g\u00f6ren mapushaneye.
Benim bir Z\u00fcbeyde Ablam var, ya\u015f\u0131 doksana yak\u0131n. \u015eiiri \u00e7ok sever. Ara s\u0131ra gider muhabbet ederim. Bir gidi\u015fimde \u015fiirden, \u015fairden bahsederken senin \u015fiirine ba\u015flad\u0131m;
“Erciyes\u2019te kar diyorum, bu ak\u015fam
Benim kadar terk edilmi\u015f de\u011fildir..
Karanl\u0131\u011fa yar diyerek sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
\u00dcmitleri benimkinden ye\u015fildir\u2026”
\u015eiirin tamam\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, sana telefon ettim devam\u0131n\u0131 sen getirmi\u015ftin.
“Ni\u00e7in olmas\u0131n ki? \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin kan\u0131
Erciyes\u2019in doru\u011fundan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr..
Bir p\u0131nard\u0131r Erciyes\u2019in Y\u00fcre\u011fi
Kanar kanar, dudaklara d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr..
Benim gibi bir vefas\u0131z yar\u0131 yok!
Kor ate\u015fte erimeyen kar\u0131 yok!
Her tanesi bir akrebin a\u011fz\u0131nda
A\u015fk dedi\u011fi bir acayip nar\u0131 yok! \u2026
\u2018\u2018\u2026Ta\u015f de\u011firmen aras\u0131nda bir y\u00fcrek;
Ta\u015f incinir diye mahzun kan\u0131yor!
\u00dcmit, buzda k\u00f6k salacak bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek
G\u00f6n\u00fcl dev\u015firecek \u00e7i\u00e7ek ar\u0131yor! \u2026\u201d
Erciyes\u2019te kar diyorum, bu ak\u015fam
Benim kadar terk edilmi\u015f de\u011fildir..
Karanl\u0131\u011fa yar diyerek sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
\u00dcmitleri benimkinden ye\u015fildir\u2026”
Daha sonra da Z\u00fcbeyde Abla El\u00e2z\u0131\u011f’daki tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131na telefon etmi\u015f, seni anlata anlata bitirememi\u015f, \u00f6yle duymu\u015ftum.
Erciyes karlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ayda, otta bulunduran, koyundan s\u00fct sa\u011fd\u0131ran kim\u2019di? “Ye\u015fil otta s\u00fct gizlidir” diyordu Bahtiyar Vahapzade de.
Bir g\u00fcn aram\u0131\u015f, kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nderece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin. Ben de on civar\u0131nda isim vermi\u015ftim, bu arkada\u015flar\u0131n ad\u0131na imzalarsan\u0131z da\u011f\u0131t\u0131r\u0131m diye. Bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra yine arad\u0131n, kitaplar\u0131 ben getirece\u011fim diye.
Hani Eski\u015fehir’e yak\u0131n bir yerde akraban vard\u0131 ya, ondan bahsedip “emekli oluyorum, Eski\u015fehir’den bir ev bulal\u0131m da oraya yerle\u015feyim. Seninle dola\u015f\u0131r\u0131z, muhabbet ederiz, o s\u0131k s\u0131k bahsetti\u011fin k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131na gideriz” demi\u015ftin, olmad\u0131.
Gelseydin da\u011flara giderdik ve ne g\u00fczel olurdu. Dilaver Cebeci A\u011fabey Bozk\u0131rda Kalan Sanc\u0131’da yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131;
“O \u00e7ocuklar birer birer gittiler\u2026
Soylu sevda t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri dudaklar\u0131nda,
Saclar\u0131nda kurt nefesi r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar,
O \u00e7ocuklar birer birer gittiler\u2026
\u2026
Onlar, O\u011fuz mayas\u0131 g\u00f6k \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n erleri,
Onlar, \u00fclk\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bahad\u0131r melekleri\u2026
Mor da\u011flar\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde kald\u0131 pen\u00e7e izleri,
Haceru’l esved g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcze resmettiler.”
\u0130\u015fte o Dilaver Cebeci A\u011fabey’le k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131na gittik. O da\u011flara bak\u0131p i\u00e7 \u00e7ekti ve “beni bu da\u011flara g\u00f6m\u00fcn” demi\u015fti.
Bizim i\u00e7in da\u011flar \u00f6nemliydi.
Bizim i\u00e7in her da\u011f Tanr\u0131 Da\u011f\u0131, her da\u011f Uhud, her da\u011f Allah\u00fcekber’di. Demi\u015ftin ya;
“O da\u011flar\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fuydum ben,
Karlar\u0131n, yarlar\u0131n g\u00fcr ormanlar\u0131n
G\u00f6n\u00fcl, bir g\u00fcvercin y\u00fcceden y\u00fcce,
Sevinci, d\u00fcnlerin ve yar\u0131nlar\u0131n.”
Gelseydin biz ne \u015fiirler s\u00f6ylerdik o da\u011flara bakarak, ne t\u00fcrk\u00fcler okurduk da\u011flara kar\u015f\u0131. G\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 yerlerine koyard\u0131k. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n s\u00f6nece\u011fi g\u00fcne saklanan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar olurdu onlar. Hilali be\u015fik yapar dolunayca b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrd\u00fck. Sonra kurt nefesli sazlar \u00e7alard\u0131, ben bir Elaz\u0131\u011f T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc okurdum;
“Kar m\u0131 ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f \u015fu Harput’un ba\u015f\u0131na”
Da\u011f \u00fcst\u00fcne da\u011f\u0131 koysan da\u011f olmazd\u0131. Kardan kemer ba\u011flard\u0131 da\u011flar. Bu da\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131 vard\u0131, el ele halaya dururlard\u0131 onlar. Da\u011flar gam orta\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131 bizim ama bu da\u011flar ne r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, bilen bilirdi.
Ben b\u0131rak\u0131r sen al\u0131rd\u0131n;
“Bu da\u011f\u0131n kar\u0131 menem,
G\u00fcn vursa erimenem,
Yedi y\u0131l yerde yatsam,
A\u015f\u0131\u011fam \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcmenem.”
\u015eiir s\u00f6ylerdik sonra, ben ba\u015flard\u0131m;
“Da\u011f gibi sevdalar g\u00f6n\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131nda,
Ya\u011fmurun s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmek ne g\u00fczel.
A\u015fk sarho\u015fu olup can kona\u011f\u0131nda,
Dertleri uyutup s\u0131zmak ne g\u00fczel.”
Sen s\u00f6ylerdin;
“Ne ki d\u00fcnya dedi\u011fin
G\u00f6zlerime s\u0131\u011f\u0131yor!..
Koca koca y\u0131ld\u0131zlar
R\u00fcyalara s\u0131\u011f\u0131yor.”
Ben s\u00f6ylerdim;
“G\u00e2h ta\u015far\u0131m k\u00f6p\u00fck k\u00f6p\u00fck,
G\u00e2hi da\u011flar s\u0131rt\u0131mda y\u00fck,
G\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden b\u00fcy\u00fck,
Sen ak\u0131l fakiri d\u00fcnya.”
Sen s\u00f6ylerdin;
“Gelse bir r\u00fcya gibi, o mukaddes akibet\u2026
Katlansa da\u011flar ipek, nurlu yorganlar kadar
Sessizce dalga dalga, ne \u00e7ile ne hareket!\u2026
Yaln\u0131z Nur-u Muhammed (s.a.v.) saadet var, huzur var.”
F\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla ilave ederdin;
“\u00d6l\u00fcm dedi\u011fin ku\u015f o\u011ful,
A\u015far da\u011fdan, se\u00e7er se\u00e7er can al\u0131r.”
Nefeslenir bir daha s\u00f6ylerdin;
“Bir g\u00fcvercin bir bal\u0131k nas\u0131l masum \u00f6l\u00fcrse
Nas\u0131l \u00e7atlarsa bir nar, cennetten bir tad i\u00e7in
Gelsin \u00f6l\u00fcm, y\u00fcceler y\u00fccesi Rabbimizden,
Ya\u015fanmaz, anlat\u0131lmaz bir ye\u015fil murad i\u00e7in.”
Rahmetli babam da\u011flardan g\u00fcne\u015fin bat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 seyreder “g\u00fcn bay\u0131r\u0131 a\u015ft\u0131” derdi. Daha ak\u015fam olmazd\u0131 ama g\u00fcn\u00fcn bay\u0131r\u0131 a\u015fmas\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f haz\u0131rlan\u0131n demekti.
Atalar\u0131m\u0131z da demi\u015fti ya “G\u00fcn ak\u015faml\u0131d\u0131r devletl\u00fcm, d\u00fcn do\u011fduk bug\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcz.”
\u0130ki m\u0131sra daha s\u00f6ylerdin;
“\u00d6l\u00fcm ne b\u00fcy\u00fck dostsun, \u015fu yalanc\u0131 D\u00fcnya’da.”
“\u00d6l\u00fcrsek bir Fatiha dile\u011fimiz.”
Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken Eski\u015fehir’e kar ya\u011f\u0131yordu dost Ozan. Kar taneleri kadar, ya\u011fmur taneleri kadar, g\u00fcne\u015fin ay\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar, g\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kadar, r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131n esmesince rahmetler olsun sana.
Mek\u00e2n\u0131n cennet olsun\u2026
Fatihalarla\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Elhamd\u00fclill\u00e2hi Rabbil \u00e2lemin\u2026“Lor peyn\u00fcr\u00fc, gal\u0131n ekmek, duz get\u00fcr,\u00c7\u0131h Harput’un tepesinden buz get\u00fcr,\u015eehidime \u00f6rt\u00fc i\u00e7in bez get\u00fcr,G\u0131z, daliken devr\u00fclesin tez get\u00fcr.”Ahmet Tevfik Ozan,Sevgili arkada\u015f\u0131m,Uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce T\u00f6re Dergisi’nde da\u011f nefesli \u015fiirlerin yay\u0131mlan\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eiirlerin her bir k\u0131tas\u0131 top top g\u00fcl’d\u00fc. Onlar\u0131 dost bilirdik, onlarla nefeslenirdik, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimiz daral\u0131rd\u0131.\u015e\u00f6yle demi\u015ftin mesela;“Kubbeler, kubbeler.. kur\u015fun kubbeler!Bir kur\u015fun, bir namlu; bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38435","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38435","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38435"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38435\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38445,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38435\/revisions\/38445"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38435"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38435"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38435"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}