{"id":39000,"date":"2021-06-15T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-06-15T10:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39000"},"modified":"2021-06-15T16:31:54","modified_gmt":"2021-06-15T12:31:54","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2021","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39000","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r (2021)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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C\u0259nab Ali Ba\u015f Komandan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

halald\u0131 Siz\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259nab Ali Ba\u015f Komandan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

halald\u0131 Siz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

istirah\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

var tam haqq\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

44 g\u00fcn\u00fc siz yazd\u0131n\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tariximiz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi d\u00fcnyaya da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

do\u011facaqs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl” festival\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerl\u0259r-g\u00f6yl\u0259r ovsunlan\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dedim, – \u015eu\u015fada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011flar t\u0259z\u0259, h\u0259yat t\u0259z\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yollar t\u0259z\u0259ydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Paytaxt \u015eu\u015fa” do\u011fulurdu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259dim \u015eu\u015fada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n Qalib S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259ni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xalq alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259di<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6z d\u0259, \u00fclf\u0259t d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f Komandan harda durub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ordan ba\u015flay\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu d\u00fcnyaya ilk x\u0259b\u0259r d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u00fcraci\u0259t d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u0259n azadsan, \u0259ziz \u015eu\u015fa!” –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

do\u011fma s\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vur\u011fusu da, nidas\u0131 da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yadda qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Festivalda i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi, “\u0259sir” da\u011flar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Filank\u0259si, filank\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n

da\u011flarda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paytaxt\u0131n ilk qona\u011f\u0131yd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fada onlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dczeyiri d\u0259, B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fc d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n orda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Festivalda, yar\u0131\u015flara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qo\u015fulmu\u015fdular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulu \u00d6nd\u0259r “\u015eu\u015fa!”, – dey\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nitq el\u0259yirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– V\u0259t\u0259n, Ana h\u0259sr\u0259tidi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa h\u0259sr\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m ki, – o\u011flu \u0130lham<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bel\u0259 deyirdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n yerin\u0259 yetirmi\u015f\u0259m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu v\u0259siyy\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259nab Ali Ba\u015f Komandan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

halald\u0131 Siz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

istirah\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

var tam haqq\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

44 g\u00fcn\u00fc Siz yazd\u0131n\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tariximiz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi d\u00fcnyaya da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

do\u011facaqs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaxt, dayan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saat gedir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259yat gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

zaman gedir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        insan gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 Olimp<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            oyunudu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    bu y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            b\u0259lli olur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        n\u0259 yeri\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    n\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            qura\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mat qald\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bu hikm\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buyur g\u00f6r\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            y\u00fcy\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        ya \u00e7at, g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya s\u0259sini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ucalt g\u00f6r\u00fcm:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ey Vaxt, dayan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        saxla an\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 “Buynuzlu”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u0130sk\u0259nd\u0259ri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        e\u015fitdi Vaxt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fair<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            N\u0259riman\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlar v\u0259 ill\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Nax\u00e7\u0131vana m\u0259ktub)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Muxtar Vilay\u0259tin Ali M\u0259clisinin S\u0259dri h\u00f6rm\u0259tli Vasif m\u00fc\u0259llim, 44 g\u00fcnl\u00fck q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259miz zaman\u0131 M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r Ali Ba\u015f Komandan \u0130lham \u018fliyev atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 – Xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m ki, ata, s\u0259nin v\u0259siyy\u0259tini yerin\u0259 yetirdim, – dediyi anlarda, 1991-ci ilin avqust ay\u0131n\u0131, Nax\u00e7\u0131vana, ulu \u00f6nd\u0259ri ziyar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldiyimiz g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moskva t\u0259qibl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra o, Sizin evinizd\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. Xalq \u015fairi B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259ni, \u015fair Qas\u0131m Qas\u0131mzad\u0259ni, professor R\u00fcst\u0259m \u018fliyevi v\u0259 m\u0259ni Sizd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 sevinirdi, el\u0259 u\u00e7urdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tan\u0131ya bilmirdik ulu \u00f6nd\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ev geni\u015fiydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u00f6z do\u011fma yurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu d\u00fcnya dar\u0131yd\u0131 ondan \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 qism\u0259tiydi taleyimiz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim o ziyar\u0259t, sizin od-ocaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu q\u0259lbimizd\u0259 g\u0259tirdik siz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sizd\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 o vaxt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizi alq\u0131\u015flad\u0131 Araz-K\u00fcr boyu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

siz, o\u011flum ya\u015f\u0131nda bir g\u0259nc, bir cavan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130l var, yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

an var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r yad\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fc bir kitab\u0131n vara\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yollar t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259ydi, \u0259traf qorxulu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u00e7ik diktofonu qaba\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259mkinliydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        sin\u0259si dolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnya onsuz da haray-h\u0259\u015firdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnyas\u0131 ba\u015fqa ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ehtiyac i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        fikirl\u0259\u015firdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259ydi ehtiyac\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r ell\u0259rin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Havas\u0131 do\u011fmad\u0131, iqlimi tan\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259s sirli-suall\u0131 olan\u0131 n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu il Nax\u00e7\u0131vanda soyuq g\u0259ldi q\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u011faclar k\u0259sildi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        ba\u011flarda bir-bir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yanda T\u00fcrkiy\u0259, o yanda \u0130ran,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bils\u0259ydi, s\u00f6z dey\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o d\u0259md\u0259 fikrind\u0259 olan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130qd\u0131r k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        layih\u0259siydi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nax\u00e7\u0131van, z\u0259vvar\u0131n \u0259skiy olmas\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u018fshabi-K\u0259hf” \u00f6z\u00fc bir niyy\u0259tiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259sin dilind\u0259 xeyir-duas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bu torpa\u011fa ibad\u0259tiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00f6min\u0259 Xat\u0131n da v\u00fcqarla durur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burda varaqlan\u0131r tarixi yerin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda da\u015f oxuyur, torpaq oxuyur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir qeyr\u0259t himnidi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Atab\u0259yl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eanl\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fi var k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qalx\u0131b at belin\u0259, o, s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cahan P\u0259hl\u0259van\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Q\u0131z\u0131l Arslan\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131, qalxan\u0131 m\u0259rd \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Heyd\u0259rin pak ruhu, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

torpaq salam verir ulu \u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana be\u015fiyin\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

postament \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bax\u0131r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n yer se\u00e7irdi Cavid\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcr\u0259k g\u0259zdirirdi o t\u0259k T\u00fcrb\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Bak\u0131dan ged\u0259nl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259brizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ziyar\u0259t eyl\u0259sin g\u0259r\u0259k, T\u00fcrb\u0259ni”…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavidin evind\u0259 e\u015fitdim onda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tabut ortadayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        x\u0259b\u0259r d\u0259 yeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onda xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi Turan xan\u0131m da, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xalq alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131, “Xalq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni”ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldi teatra o b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259y\u0259ndi birinci \u015fah \u0259s\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259r g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    “Atab\u0259yl\u0259r” oynans\u0131n g\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyib ulu \u00f6nd\u0259r s\u0131xd\u0131 \u0259limi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u00f6z m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc haqq duas\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 \u015feir\u0259 s\u0131\u011fard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 hecaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Hamlet” \u0259s\u0259rinin tama\u015fas\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u0259v\u0259t olunmu\u015fdum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        m\u0259n d\u0259 gec\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259sin haqq\u0131n\u0131 el-oba versin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u0259tindi eni\u015fli-yoxu\u015flu yollar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni dastan\u0131n\u0131 qoy \u00e7apa versin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nim \u015fair dostum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Asim Yadigar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259mir yolu \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259kdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nax\u00e7\u0131van, m\u00fcbar\u0259k yeni h\u0259yat\u0131n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7\u0131lan h\u0259r sabah bir g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qalan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ayd\u0131n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali Ba\u015f Komandan nurdu, i\u015f\u0131qd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman s\u0259s veribdi onun s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

44 g\u00fcn –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        daimi bir tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lo\u011fman t\u0259bi\u0259t<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130bn Sina davam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Abbas\u0259li h\u0259kim\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130bn Sina dedik… ruhu sizd\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n d\u0259 f\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 bir sirr\u0259m, h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O e\u015fq, o s\u0259daq\u0259t q\u0259lbinizd\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

siz ona,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        m\u0259n siz\u0259 “\u0259sir\u0259m” h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizsiniz torpa\u011fa “sevgilim” dey\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00fcll\u0259ri bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131ran da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pal\u0131d yarpa\u011f\u0131yla s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nan\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            yarp\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131ran da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoy bir d\u0259 \u0259yilim, \u00f6p\u00fcm torpa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u011faclar bitirir burda o yay, q\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7iyidi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            meyv\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        k\u00f6k\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    yarpa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r\u0259si, h\u0259r d\u0259rdin bir lo\u011fman\u0131ym\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u015e\u0259k\u0259r”in d\u0259rman\u0131 – a\u011f tut yarpa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u015e\u0259k\u0259r”in d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni – a\u011f tutun \u00f6z\u00fc!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259cd\u0259 el\u0259diyim “Seyid oca\u011f\u0131”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 buydu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Bu haqq \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnd\u0259 i\u00e7diyimiz adi su n\u0259ymi\u015f?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Abbas\u0259li h\u0259kim deyirdi \u015f\u0259rhsiz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suyun m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si – m\u00fcalic\u0259ymi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim xeyrimiz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bizd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yerin insan adl\u0131 bir t\u00f6hf\u0259siy\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u00fct\u00fcn yaran\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ki, t\u0259bi\u0259tin bir z\u0259rr\u0259siy\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

niy\u0259, tufanlar\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259di?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r kim olsam bel\u0259, adi b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015fqad\u0131r sizd\u0259ki g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm ovsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r bir yuxu h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

verin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rim sizinki olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fqad\u0131r sizd\u0259ki g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm ovsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Qula\u011f\u0131mdak\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l s\u0131r\u011falar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u0131xart, q\u0131z\u0131m. Sonra gec olar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(\u00d6l\u00fcm yata\u011f\u0131nda deyil\u0259n s\u00f6z)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z\u0131l h\u0259risl\u0259ri qoy t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259sin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fikir var \u00f6t\u0259ri, s\u00f6z var q\u0259tiymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatda \u0259n ali f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rsi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259lk\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bir anan\u0131n v\u0259siyy\u0259tiymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130p\u0259y\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, t\u00fcl\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcn do\u011fur el\u0259 bil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r adi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ana dediyimiz \u0259sl m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim m\u0259n bu h\u0259yat\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hardad\u0131 yazan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah\u0131m, ya qald\u0131r g\u00f6y\u0259 anan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya \u00f6z\u00fcn yer\u0259 en,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bil\u0259k anasan?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011fa b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259rim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Alboma yaz\u0131lan \u015feir)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid o\u011fullar\u0131n bu \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r\u0259si – g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn bir i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u0259si – Tanr\u0131n\u0131n bir \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerin d\u0259 yer \u00fcst\u00fc yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r, nec\u0259 \u015fax durub, canl\u0131 heyk\u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu tuncdan \u0259b\u0259di t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131 qald\u0131ran \u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011fa b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tarix bir m\u0259qam\u0131 qoy unutmas\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim and\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131, sa\u011f olsun V\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r, ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u0259tir\u0259n olmad\u0131 o\u011flan evind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u0259sg\u0259r ist\u0259yib doyunca g\u00fcls\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neyl\u0259yim, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fc t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kordu, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi o g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xarici qonaqdan bir xahi\u015fim var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f meydan\u0131d\u0131 q\u0259dimd\u0259n bu yer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hidi, Qazidi vaxts\u0131z yatanlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Asta ke\u00e7, o ruhlar oyana bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“G\u0259l\u0259n Yermolovdu, t\u0259slim ol, Qafqaz!..” –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7oxlar\u0131 da\u015f atd\u0131 taleyimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yadelli bilm\u0259di, qafqazl\u0131 qorxmaz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qafil,    bir y\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 – V\u0259t\u0259ndi biz\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7apd\u0131 at belind\u0259 qa\u00e7aq o\u011fullar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid o\u011fullara d\u00f6n\u0259n\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eahid bu da\u011flard\u0131, bir d\u0259 bu yollar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya\u015fay\u0131r indi d\u0259 \u0259n\u0259n\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid o\u011fullar\u0131n bu \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r\u0259si – g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn bir i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u0259si – Tanr\u0131n\u0131n bir \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerin d\u0259 yer \u00fcst\u00fc yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ng el\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedirs\u0259n, arxanca g\u00f6z\u00fcm yol \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarma, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259ri var ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox yorma, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, ham\u0131n\u0131n Tanr\u0131s\u0131 birdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259s niy\u0259 ya\u015famaq suald\u0131, sirdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bu qay\u011f\u0131d\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 fikirdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259k olsan, t\u0259k durma, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ox g\u00f6rm\u0259 bu e\u015fqi, bu ad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

taleyim yan ke\u00e7di, baxmad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyada bir s\u0259s var, do\u011fmad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o s\u0259sd\u0259n ay\u0131rma, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fay\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259zar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda oxunan \u015feir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldin, getdin, ay Mir C\u0259lal,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ke\u00e7diyin yol, iz ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pak ail\u0259n, t\u0259miz ad\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yen\u0259 pak, t\u0259miz ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Manifesti” oxuyuram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 yeyir\u0259m, n\u0259 doyuram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n ged\u0259li, g\u00f6z qoyuram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dediyin haqq s\u00f6z ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 P\u00fcst\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc var, n\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evind\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q s\u00fcfr\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“G\u00fclb\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z” ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7dim s\u0259nsiz Xan Araz\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcr\u0259yimin t\u0259n paras\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259brizd\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 havas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 T\u0259briz ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taleyin q\u0259sdi-q\u0259r\u0259zi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

buydumu ay “ev yiy\u0259si?!”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya – bir da\u015f, bir t\u0259r\u0259zi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u0259ki \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n d\u00fcz ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00f6rm\u0259t ulu s\u0259n\u0259tkara!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6z\u00fcm dikilib yollara!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131: Arif, Elmira,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fdib\u0259, Hafiz ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxt ulduzum olayd\u0131n ka\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxt ulduzum olayd\u0131n ka\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259madan se\u00e7\u0259rdim, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ovcumu s\u0259nd\u0259n doldurub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

doyunca i\u00e7\u0259rdim, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 olsan, iyl\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u0259rdimi g\u00fcl\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eim\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6ns\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259ynim\u0259 bi\u00e7\u0259rdim, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fqinl\u0259 oxuyan qu\u015fam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 tutmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxuram, bir az bihu\u015fam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259limd\u0259n u\u00e7urdam, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259ym\u0259, Allah\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc h\u0259yat verir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o s\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259, Allah\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naza, q\u0259mz\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259mz\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259, Allah\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259n enib m\u0259l\u0259k kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerd\u0259 bitib \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259 bir \u00fcr\u0259k kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00f6y\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259, Allah\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n bir ovsuna d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerin ovcuna d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259cnun b\u00fcrc\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Leylis\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259, Allah\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mill\u0259t s\u0259nin anan, q\u0131z\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259rmin\u0259 xan\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rzad\u0259y\u0259, h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qubadl\u0131da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            tufan qalx\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qubadl\u0131da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            q\u0259biristanda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bir \u00f6rp\u0259kli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    g\u0259lin g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            m\u0259zar\u0131d\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    q\u0259bir-q\u0259bir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fda\u015flar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Allah-Allah,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259dir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flifbalar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        k\u0259sik-k\u0259sik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

anas\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ad\u0131 olar, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        oxuyur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    t\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir q\u0259bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxuya-oxuya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            susur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Nal\u0259si”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir q\u0259biristana<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmay\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    guya susur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f – onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        k\u00fcl\u0259k – onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    k\u00fcl\u0259yiymi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    tufan – onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    tufan\u0131ym\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o da onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“qurban\u0131ym\u0131\u015f”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u0259sg\u0259r kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dem\u0259, qisas<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259l\u0259siymi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            q\u0259biristan da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        s\u0259ng\u0259r kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            C\u0259bh\u0259 boyu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        s\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7an,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bombalay\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bu mill\u0259tin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dirisi yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcyl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        hesab \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn a\u011f\u0131r\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            budur, qans\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        cinay\u0259tin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan olan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            q\u0259sdi-q\u0259r\u0259zi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc var<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259zi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah k\u0259ssin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bu m\u0259r\u0259zi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fitm\u0259yib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            onlar insan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        duas\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

analar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            laylas\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259scidl\u0259ri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259yib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    bir f\u0259nd il\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dinimizin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        ri\u015f\u011f\u0259nd il\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yaralar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            dedim, qatil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        sa\u011falmay\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    peyv\u0259nd il\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalx aya\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ana, – deyib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        yanan q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n anasan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            mill\u0259t s\u0259nin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        anan, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Az\u0131x ma\u011faras\u0131”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prof. M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259li H\u00fcseynovun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xatir\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        g\u00f6z\u0259l bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    insan\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n\u0259 sonra dedil\u0259r,-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bizim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Qazaxdan\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mir C\u0259lal m\u00fc\u0259llimin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            yax\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        tan\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kafedra m\u00fcdiriydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            kafedras\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        yana\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n aspirant babayd\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            o, m\u0259\u015fhur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        alimiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xasiyy\u0259ti – \u0259v\u0259zsiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir az<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        m\u00fclayimiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elmi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            dinl\u0259yirdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        arada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        ma\u011farada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259 ocaq yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00fczuli t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir az<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        o da\u011f yerind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O Az\u0131x ma\u011faras\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Az\u0131xantrop<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        o q\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moskvadan, Parisd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            m\u0259ktub –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm o imzalar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o z\u0259rli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rusca, ingilisc\u0259 d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u00e7\u0131xan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        qal\u0131n \u0259s\u0259ri.     <\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259nl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bu g\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        dan\u0131rlar, \u0259fsus!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ngilis, ya frans\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

erm\u0259ni \u0259silli rus,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 vicdan, n\u0259 d\u0259 namus!                  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Y\u00fcz yol o ma\u011faraya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            getmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dey\u0259rdi biz\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Gah piyada d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            o yollar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        a\u011f\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gah ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            gah yelin        <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        qaba\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n onda, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir k\u0259l arabas\u0131 da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            sevinmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        tapanda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259nab Ba\u015f Prokuror,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            kim\u0259 dey\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bunlar\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qurtarm\u0131r bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            erm\u0259ni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        oyunlar\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259ti qada\u011fa qoyun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            yalan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        b\u00f6htan s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni \u015eahid \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            o haqq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259yan\u0259t b\u0259z\u0259ndi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015f\u00fcarla g\u0259ldi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n f\u0259xri bir ad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131ram \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 yaddan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nobel m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6zs\u00fcz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            m\u00f6t\u0259b\u0259rdi \u00e7ox m\u00fckafatdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neftin qazanc\u0131yd\u0131 bu var, bu d\u00f6vl\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fair M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz yazd\u0131 bir zaman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ri\u015f\u011f\u0259nd d\u0259 el\u0259di, s\u0259sind\u0259 xiff\u0259t, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiml\u0259r\u0259 verilir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            kimin ad\u0131ndan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kreml \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 tanklarla g\u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r canda Bak\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259yan\u0259t b\u0259z\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u015f\u00fcarla g\u0259ldi, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dinm\u0259di bir Nobel m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259di \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259-qanla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerin d\u0259 var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nobel prospekti doldu qo\u015funla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“g\u00f6rm\u0259di”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir Nobel m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub ald\u0131q, n\u0259 bir teleqram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xalq\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131na b\u00f6htan, ittiham?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259rif e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 ad\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bilm\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Bak\u0131da s\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcst\u0259lik, Qorba\u00e7ov ald\u0131 bu ad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r qan\u0131na o, h\u0259ris oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nobel m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131! –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015f\u0259r\u0259f l\u00f6vh\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taleyimin t\u00f6hf\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flum Nazim\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dil a\u00e7an vaxt\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        s\u0259n onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“C\u0131zza nand\u0131” deyirdin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yananda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin \u00f6z c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z m\u00fcbt\u0259dan, x\u0259b\u0259rin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir s\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dediyini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bir anan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da “t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7iydi”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

aram\u0131zda, sonradan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcld\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            qa\u00e7d\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        oynad\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131n bird\u0259n, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 tapd\u0131n yerd\u0259n, o\u011flum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir az zarafat\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir az ehtiyat\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259n\u0259 verdiyim sual, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn qalx y\u0131x\u0131landa, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyirdim bir d\u0259 onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc anan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m yata\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn qaba\u011fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259k s\u0259ni yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259k Ata! – dey\u0259ni yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tapd\u0131m atam \u0259v\u0259zi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

taleyimin t\u00f6hf\u0259si!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fa, – h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“C\u0131zza nand\u0131” dey\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Havada \u015faxtal\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

soyuq bir n\u0259f\u0259s<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Prof. R\u00fcst\u0259m \u018fliyevi anark\u0259n)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0130randak\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ke\u00e7mi\u015f f\u00f6vq\u0259lad\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259lahiyy\u0259tli s\u0259firi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Abbas\u0259li H\u0259s\u0259nova<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc bir xalq, bir v\u0259t\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcz\u0259 dedi \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fullar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fcst\u0259m – bir k\u00f6rp\u00fcyd\u00fc Araz\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259n, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda deyib \u015e\u0259hriyar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr sahibi, s\u00f6z yiy\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nahaqq\u0131 qoymazd\u0131 o, haqq yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fcst\u0259m – bir intibah p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcz\u00fc –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sabah yerin\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Quran”dan dey\u0259nd\u0259, qaynar h\u0259v\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fitri bir istedad var\u0131yd\u0131 onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Farsca, ingilisc\u0259 m\u00fchazir\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259kiydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Tehranda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Va\u015finqtonda!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, biliyi, d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

alimin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc veribdi bada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arazdan o tayda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u015eahla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mat qoyub Araz\u0131n bu tay\u0131n\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, Araz\u0131 ke\u00e7ib g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li adamlar salam veribl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        o \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burda, bu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 xitam veribl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uca \u00e7inarlar\u0131 \u0259yibdi onlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

havada \u015faxtal\u0131, soyuq bir n\u0259f\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259r n\u0259sl\u0259 g\u00f6z qoyubdular,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259rk\u0259z “rahat olub”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            o vaxtk\u0131 M\u0259rk\u0259z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck bir d\u0259f\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir nur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm h\u0259l\u0259 dururdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131yla salam\u0131 – sad\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdiyini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            unutdururdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir i\u015f vermi\u015fdil\u0259r… laborant yeri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ke\u00e7dimi bu tale yolunu, Tanr\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hardad\u0131 alimin o pak and yeri? –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ziyar\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            biz onu, Tanr\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xilaskar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259l\u0259m dostum B\u0259xtiyar Sad\u0131xovun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Xilaskar \u0130lham \u018fliyev”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kitab\u0131n\u0131 oxuyark\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tmi olar \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u011f\u0131m\u0131 olar, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcll\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            qarda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131lar onlar, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fa\u015fist l\u0259hc\u0259sind\u0259 k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerin pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tanklar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 doldu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

daha az qal\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        onda s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n insan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcb i\u00e7ind\u0259ki q\u0259sd-q\u0259r\u0259zini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qayalar insana qucaq a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 verirdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        da\u015f sin\u0259sini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flsiz-ayaqs\u0131z da geri qalmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qa\u00e7ma, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir-birin\u0259 deyib qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fdam Qaraba\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        hay\u0131f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o g\u00f6z\u00fc arxada qoyub qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n onda s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 yuxusuzuydun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259ni qoruyurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        s\u0259ni yaradan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin birini h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 qoydun, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fdam\u0131n hayf\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131rd\u0131n ondan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onda ki, g\u00f6st\u0259rdi d\u0259mir yumru\u011fu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali Ba\u015f Komandan qalxd\u0131 aya\u011fa, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

silaha sar\u0131ld\u0131 h\u0259r v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and i\u00e7di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u0259yilib ana torpa\u011fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onda ki, “Qaraba\u011f Az\u0259rbaycand\u0131r!”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259n dedin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            m\u0259n dedim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bir mill\u0259t dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz g\u00f6rd\u00fck, \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xalq q\u0259hr\u0259mand\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 dedi, ilahi bir q\u00fcvv\u0259t dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u0259n\u0259 qurban olum, a \u015f\u0259hid balam!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

alovlu sin\u0259nd\u0259n qopan s\u0259s oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qatill\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259n qurtuldu A\u011fdam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaraba\u011f torpa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“S\u0259n\u0259 qurban olum, a t\u00fcrk qarda\u015f\u0131m!” –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu da Qaraba\u011f\u0131n \u015firin diliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259dim babalar\u0131n bu qan yadda\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

adi g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        dahiliyiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xilaskar – \u0259ynind\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r paltar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

odlar\u0131n i\u00e7iydi ke\u00e7diyi o yol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            hifz el\u0259 s\u0259n Xilaskar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali Ba\u015f Komandan, s\u0259n ya\u015fa, var ol.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

C\u0259nab Ali Ba\u015f Komandan, halald\u0131 Siz\u0259 C\u0259nab Ali Ba\u015f Komandan, halald\u0131 Siz\u0259, istirah\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 var tam haqq\u0131n\u0131z. 44 g\u00fcn\u00fc siz yazd\u0131n\u0131z tariximiz\u0259, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi d\u00fcnyaya da do\u011facaqs\u0131n\u0131z. “Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl” festival\u0131 bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ydi, yerl\u0259r-g\u00f6yl\u0259r ovsunlan\u0131b dedim, – \u015eu\u015fada. Da\u011flar t\u0259z\u0259, h\u0259yat t\u0259z\u0259, yollar t\u0259z\u0259ydi, “Paytaxt \u015eu\u015fa” do\u011fulurdu q\u0259dim \u015eu\u015fada. D\u00fcn\u0259n Qalib S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259ni xalq alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131r, m\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39000","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39000"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39002,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39000\/revisions\/39002"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}